User DemonLordClayman...Why?
So today this is a heavy post for me to make. I just got banned from the DemonLordClayman Blog. The only place left in this world were I felt I could talk about the series I loved. The only place online where I felt like my opinions and ideas mattered. I just got to ask you DemonLordClayman... Why?? What did I do to you that wronged you so much? What possibly could I have done to make you hate me so much? I know I'm not the most likeable person. I have issues as a result of my ADHD and my autism that makes it so it is hard to communicate effectively with others. I work hard to try and fix these issues but they still tend to persist. I know I drove you to block DM's with me as a result of this by unknowingly not respecting your wish to not DM a lot and I am sorry about that. But why now do you block me from your blog, when I have not even directly talked to you? Is this because of the plush situation? I was not meaning to come off as rude or trying to make you feel bad about having your own Clayman plush doll that you made. I was simply trying to communicate my emotions and enjoy conversation. I did not mean to hurt you in any way at all ever. All I ever said was "I'm sad that I can not have my own Clayman Doll😭" That was it! Then you got mad at me saying that was rude, which I didn't understand and I still don't. I quickly apologized and deleted my post, asking what I did wrong. You told me that I was making you feel sad, by saying I feel sad about not having a doll like yours, acting like I did it on purpose to make you feel sad and bad. I said that was not my intention, that is was just me being melodramatic with wording and I apologized once again. Then you delete all the comments made on that post and I though that was the end of it. I only ever admired you for your dedication to Clayman's Revenge and your deep love for Clayman. No words can describe my deep feelings for how sorry or for whatever I did wrong. I only ask you to please give me another chance and explain what I did wrong. I do not want to be alone anymore. All I ask is to be able to continue to be apart of the blog. I ask please to forgive me and to give me another chance.
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