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[latedecemberbackin63]

Hey guys days ago I posted a goodbye and I see all of you are still here so I deduce no one has seen it as a goodbye like a goodbye(?) Either way if you see this blog in the computer out of the dashboard like in the URL you will see it's actually closed and I posted a goodbye. Just to inform you. If you want to unfollow it's okay. Thanks for being there all this time but this blog is over and I will not post anymore, I'm afraid. Thank you again. Have a nice life <3

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Goodbye John.

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and i’ll call this one, “stop writing sad poems and go to sleep”

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I discovered thereis one thing that actually does trigger me: music.

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Is2g I receive signals all the time. That or tumblr is just so small.

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Please stilnox works fast I'm seriously scared about this

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I just thought today was good despite the feeling of not deserving something good but I was wrooooong I few so bad I want to die now. I'm the worst piece of shitt

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my mum bought me a m&m's pie and i feel really bad bc I feel I don't deserve it, i don't deserve to be well treated 

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How do you guys find some of my posts I don't even use tags

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I’m sorry M because sometimes I can’t do anything else and I should and I don’t deserve your friendship since I don’t know how to handle it. You’re really too precious and good to have a friend like me.

I’m sorry Prosi because I can’t give you joy or I can’t cheer you up enough when you need it.

And I’m sorry A because now everything’s not the same and I’m sure it’s my fault.

I’m sorry mum because I don’t allow you to touch me and I’m here all the time being a parasite when I should be brilliant and okay and make you happy and not wanting to escape from reality so you don’t have to talk to me.

Sorry if you’re reading this because whoever you are I’m sorry if I ruined your well mood with this shit.

I just you know Want this to end already and I’m not saying getting better I just want to make it easier for you. A huge problem less.

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Please shut up its 6:23 in the morning I need to breathe and sleep

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There are people probably drunk screaming in the street. They are having a huge fight. It makes me feel anxious because they're screaming so much like they are totally out of control and insane and I hate loud noises and I can't cope with this D: I'm afraid omg my heart beats so fast I can't

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THIS

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He talks to me everyday and sends me hearts and says he's sorry. He really wants to fix his fault and that's adorable. I guess that's how this works. We're in different paths since long time ago and I'm not used to simply say hello from the other side. I'm so scared to see him again and see how fallen apart is my life again.

Would he cry if I died?