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*Knocks on the door to Doctor Sullivan's office*
I’m not threatening you, Doctor: I’m warning you. I’m smart enough to stay on your good side: I know what you’re capable of…And I’m not talking about what you did to Wesley: that doesn’t frighten me. But both of us know exactly what you could do to any of us, at any moment. And no one would flutter an eye lid.
I can assure you that it’s not respect that keeps the patients silent; it’s fear. I’m aware that this isn’t some humongous secret.
*flattens out her skirt meticulously before looking up at his face once more, almost annoyed with him. She looks him up and down*
I’m certain I don’t know all that much in proportion to what it is you do. Yet, I still know enough to make life extremely difficult for you. And if Wesley told me, you can be well assured that somewhere else, someone else is whispering. Someone who doesn’t… “respect” you as much as I do may find out. And that could be difficult for you… with a baby on the way…
*listens as she speaks, feeling sick in the pit of his stomach but freezes as she mentions William*
That is different. Do not talk about that….or him. Please. That is different. We are happy.
For the record. A lot of the kids here respect me. You must not be talking to the right ones. Abby, Tim, Raelynn, of course, and Dennis respect me. I am on good terms than almost all of them. They know more about me than everyone else here. But they don’t go around squealing. And that’s because I’ve asked them to keep quiet, and they have. I would not hurt one of them, not intentionally.
Wes got what he deserved. I protect those that are closest to me and he wronged someone that I love.
Also, Laura. You say you aren’t threatening me…. but if you weren’t threatening me, would you really use the words “I could make your life extremely difficult for you?” That is all I want to know.
*Laughs at his incredulousness and self-righteousness yet still growing angrier at him as he speaks*
Tell me, Doctor, what use would me threatening you be? What could I do? Think about it: the insane, vengeful patient versus the martyr doctor. How do you think that situation pans out?
I said that I could make things difficult for you, not that I would. And the only way I'd have been able to do that would have been to play to your naive belief that I have some sort of power. But I've laid all my cards out on the table: I've presented you with the truth.
*Stares at him, challenging him to disagree before smiling and continuing on*
It's interesting you bring up Raelynn, however, Doctor. I was wondering what power she had that allowed her the right to torture another patient...
*Knocks on the door to Doctor Sullivan's office*
Fuck? *laughs at his shock and leans forward in her chair*
I just thought you should you know, Doctor. That’s dangerous information to be floating around the castle. I mean, you can hush one patient up but two? Three? Four? Things could get tricky….
*Cocks her head to the side, watching the concern glint in his eyes, more curiosity than malice making her impatient for his reaction*
*turns and looks at her, unsure if he should trust her or distrust her*
A lot of them know. But uhm they have enough respect and I’m on good enough terms with them that they keep quiet. I’m not going to have to hush you up, am I?
*is still a bit terrified that Laura will make this hard for him, and sighs*
What is it exactly that you know anyway? I’m not quite the model doctor.
I'm not threatening you, Doctor: I'm warning you. I'm smart enough to stay on your good side: I know what you're capable of...And I'm not talking about what you did to Wesley: that doesn't frighten me. But both of us know exactly what you could do to any of us, at any moment. And no one would flutter an eye lid.
I can assure you that it's not respect that keeps the patients silent; it's fear. I'm aware that this isn't some humongous secret.
*flattens out her skirt meticulously before looking up at his face once more, almost annoyed with him. She looks him up and down*
I'm certain I don't know all that much in proportion to what it is you do. Yet, I still know enough to make life extremely difficult for you. And if Wesley told me, you can be well assured that somewhere else, someone else is whispering. Someone who doesn't... "respect" you as much as I do may find out. And that could be difficult for you... with a baby on the way...
“Oh?” her lips curled into a smile as she sat next to him again “That doesn’t seem a very friendly thing to do…”
She brought the blade to connect with the skin of his arm, raking the tip along his bicep and towards his shoulder. She sniggered as flecks of old blood flicked off the blade and onto his pale skin, making them look even darker.
“Who was this… friend of yours?” she asked, drawing patterns and white scratches along his shoulder “What did he do to deserve the Doctor Sullivan treatment?”
She stopped for a moment, leaning down to pick up a flake of dried blood onto her fingertip. She examined it in the dim light, wondering where it came from. Her eyes flicked to Wesley’s anxious face and she crumbled the flake to dust over him. Brown dust… once red. She wondered for a moment how he had done it: cut someone else with all of that red gushing. Perhaps it was the control that had cancelled it out. Perhaps, in the moment; that moment of power and domination, his head forgot to acknowledge the faulty connection that had brought him down, shivering and begging, in front of her. Perhaps it was the control.
Suddenly, Laura stood up, knife still in hand, looking down on him again. Continuing to stare at his face, she walked behind his head where his arms lay, still tightly secured together at the wrists. She repositioned her feet carefully and suddenly, all of her weight was on his arms. She smiled as she saw his jaw clench in the denial of pain.
“You didn’t answer my question, Wesley…” she said in a mocking tone.
She crouched down, pinning the boys’ arms to the floor as she sat. She leaned forward, caressing his shoulder- the same one which she had lightly scratched before - and ran the flat coolness of the blade along it, not cutting into the skin just yet. She drew it down towards her, further up his arm, bringing it to a rest half way along his bicep. She brought the blade to stand vertical, the tip pressing precariously atop the thin, first layer of skin. Slowly she pressed down on it, rotating it as she did so, as though to make more room for the blade to gouge sickeningly into his muscle.
She grinned as her eyes flicked to his face quickly enough to see the colour drain from it as she pressed down even harder, turning the knife still. She felt his muscles tense with the effort of wanting to thrash away but being unable to. His jaw and eyes were clenched equally tight as he fought with every breath not to cry out. She laughed, bringing her face down to his.
“Go ahead, Wesley” she said ”I know it hurts…”
She brought her mouth close by his ear so that even though the room radiated silence, she was sure he could hear her every word: voice dripping with malice and evil.
“Go ahead,” she whispered “Scream”
He lay in silence staring at the boring ceiling concentrating yet nothing goes through his mind. He stared blankly seeing nothing, just trying to block everything out—her, the red dress, the pen knife glinting provokingly in the dim light of the room. Nothing as she effortlessly teased him. Nothing. He had finally let himself become numb; void of emotion. It was, in the way, the best decision he’d made thus far in his life.
Yet as she dragged the blade over his skin, he couldn’t help but feel a little anxious but he figured that she was only trying to scare him. So he let her do her little flightless dance around him hoping that if he complied then he could dress himself and leave; go back to his own room and attempt to regain any composure that pre existed prior to their little run in.
With a start she jumped on his arms and his jaw clamped together in order to control the pain; keeping it silently buried inside. But her weight was too much and bent his arms down to the ground unusually, putting unbearable strain onto his weakening shoulders. She lowered herself onto his arms into a sitting position and he continued to stare blankly into the twisting air above him. Trying to saturate his mind with nothingness, separating all emotions that might possibility be for pain, only clenching his jaw tightly in a tiny act of revolt.
Suddenly she drove the blade of his pen knife into his bicep and rotated it like the hands on a clock; slowly and carefully. He wanted desperately to cry out, to scream, to push her of him but all he could do was clench his eyes tight and swallow his pride. It was as if his entire entity was engulfed with flames. Burning a hole into his flesh; drilling an unforgivably into his muscle.
Her voice in his ear made him want to gag, it’s sweet tinkling sending his stomach into a whirlpool, and mixed with the excruciating pain radiating from his arms he couldn’t bare it any longer. He had struggled fruitlessly against his instinct to let out an anguished cry. But his defences were pointless. The numbing wall he had created came tumbling down around like a tonne of bricks.
His lungs burst and an all mightly scream engulfed the silent room.
His scream was primal and raw, tearing viciously from the most simplistic of human emotions. It tore through the silence rabidly and Laura Jean craned her neck back, inhaling the primitive fear into her lungs, relishing in it as though it filled her orgasmically. She sighed blissfully as she exhaled, rotating the blade still. She pulled it up, tilting it slightly as she did so, so that not only did the tip of the blade scrape the side of the wound but his blood collected there; balanced precariously along the thin edge.
She brought it up to eye level, staring at it as she tested it's liquidity; twisting her wrist slightly forward and back and watching the molecules push and shove as Wesley's scream subsided. She continued to watch the droplets dance as she brought the blade over to align with with his face below it, still at eye-height. She allowed herself to be mesmerised with the red movement as she spoke, reciting.
"'Pain -- has an Element of Blank -- It cannot recollect When it begun -- or if there were A time when it was not --
It has no Future -- but itself -- Its Infinite contain Its Past -- enlightened to perceive New Periods -- of Pain.'"
She smiled and as her grin split the seriousness painted across her face, she looked down at Wesley again, who whimpered below her. She tilted the gleaming knife, painted with his blood so that the tip pointed toward his face. She watched as the drops raced to get to the tip first, dancing precarioudly on the edge and warning that if any more were to join them, surely they'd fall.
Laura Jean tilted her head as the droplet bulged on the end of the knife, shining like a jewel and brought her index finger to align with the opposite edge. She brought her finger up and watched as it fell like a guillotine once, twice, three times. The blood, clinging ruthlessly to the tip of the knife, finally surrendered and, concurrent to the taps of her finger, dropped the dizzy height, rolling onto Wesley's face.
"Emily Dickinson," she murmured, as though to credit the pretty poetry she had recited, still smiling slightly "Do you know her? I suppose not"
She kneeled up from his arms, placing the knife ever so carefully beside his body and moved to be beside him so he could see her face clearly again. She leaned forward so her arm was on his naked chest as she reached with her other hand to his face.
She gave a small, involuntary gasp as he flinched away, screwing his face up and she smiled. She reached forward again as this time he could only deepen the wrinkling of his features as means of defence. She ran her fingers along his cheek, picking up majority of the blood that decorated his uninjured skin while simultaneously smearing it, like paint, along his cheekbone.
She brought her hand bank to examine her collection.
"You never answered my question," she said, dropping her hand to his chest again as she began to drag her fingers along the contours of his puckered scars, his own blood painting them to look alive and raw once again. She smiled, "Who was your friend? What did he do to you? Or... am I better to ask, what did you do to him?"
She leaned down and kissed where she had painted, hands and lips fluttering over his skin like ice water as she waited for his words to entertain her.
Laura Jean knelt next to the boy, letting her finger tips drag down his neck and chest as he recounted his horrors. Her own laughter echoed through her mind. She closed her eyes and smiled as he trembled beneath her fingers, both of them envisioning the horrific details. She craned her neck back, sighing deeply as she could almost feel the pain; the burning skin, the complete lack of control…
Her eyes snapped open and she smiled as she looked back down at his pale face. She ran her hand along the puckered scars again, the sickening fascination constant. She leant down over his body, her eyes following the running lines her hand drew on his skin: over his chest, up his neck, through his hair. She let her fingers linger there; picking up individual locks and running circles through the tangles as she brought her face close to his.
“You’ve got a habit of that, don’t you, Wesley? Begging,” she murmured, her breath hot near his mouth. She grinned “Do you honestly enjoy grovelling like some pathetic child?”
She leant toward him even further, knowing that the proximity disturbed him somewhat.
“Do you think I could make you beg all over again?” she murmured. She leaned even closer and hungrily pressed her lips onto his: forcing herself onto him. She could taste his confusion and distress at the sudden intimacy; the further intrusion of his personal space. She continued, pressing harder against his mouth. Eventually, his body relaxed and immediately as he did so, she pulled away; leaving him lingering. She smiled.
“Do you let everyone crawl over you, Wesley?” she smirked.
Laura pulled away totally, away from his face and away from his body until she was no longer touching him. She laughed at the disorientated haze surrounding him. She stood up, taking a few steps away from him so that he could no longer see her or, if he could, it would be barely a glimpse of red. She was closer to the wall from where she stood here and surveyed the room; looking for fun. She spotted Wesley’s clothes, still piled on the ground where he had left them. She walked over to them, skipping almost.
“Wesley, dear, didn’t your mother ever teach you to fold your clothes?” she smiled as she picked up one item at a time, meticulously folding each piece of clothing as she spoke to him, sickeningly sweet and motherly “You should always fold your clothes as you remove them so that they don’t wrinkle. Unless of course it’s a dress: then you should hang it. Or wasn’t your mummy around much when you were a little…”
Laura’s voice trailed off as she picked up the boy’s trousers and the clink of something hard and solid falling to the ground sounded. She draped the pants on the bed along with the rest of the neat pile and leant down to pick up the small object: a pen knife.
She held it in her hand, turning and rotating it as she inspected every curve of the small knife, currently folded in on its own handle. She flicked it out with her thumb, immediately noticing the dark lines of dried red decorating the blade. Her eyes flicked to Wesley, curiously and she sashayed back over to him.
“Isn’t this interesting?” she asked, voice still as sugared as honey. She smiled as she turned it to glint in the little light the room provided “Does it belong to a friend of yours? It’s very… interesting”
What happened completely took him by surprise. Her lips collided with his and he struggled against her ice cold touch. It was like his whole body was aflame with red hot lava by her ice cold touch and he could feel his face blushing for the second time. Her lips however were surprising soft upon his and after a few moments of a shocked struggle, his body began to relax and give into her soothing touch. But soon as he gave in, she pulled way. Leaving him hooked and suspended in what a would have been kiss; relentlessly wishing that he had not given into her so easily.
She flirted out view and he craned his neck to see what she was doing. He could only just see her out the corner of his eye, folding his clothes meticulously. He suddenly got really confused though continued watching her though it strained his neck in the most awkward of positions. He didn’t trust her enough to not keep a close eye on her. He had absolutely no idea how much her sick little mind was capable of. And what ever it is, it will be significantly more imaginative than anything he had ever come up with. This only made his stomach churn more with unexpected anxiousness. He was lying naked in the middle of her floor, tied at either end like a bunch vegetables to cook in boiling water. Everything he feels or had ever felt is there for her taking.
He watched her absently though, his mind drifting back to the few other memories of his mother weren’t saturated with red, ones of her smiling or pulling out weeds from the vegetable garden; happy ones. It almost made him smile. Yet an unexpected noise jolted him back to the harsh reality he was faced with. He saw he bend down to pick something up, her fingers wrap slowly around something that shone even in the dim lighting. His pen knife.
He gulped and cursed himself gritted teeth. This was not at all good. He knew he was doomed. No slither of hope remained. She was going to kill him. However no part of him bothered ask why, he had done nothing to her to deserve the perment affects of death.
He kept his eyes firmly fixed on the blade as she waltzed about with puzzlement. He opened his mouth to answer her but it took him a few moments to compose himself, knowing that if he sounded confident then perhaps she would have mercy.
“It’s mine. I may have used it on a…friend…of mine. You might know him…” He didn’t want to give much away as it’s very likely that she’ll tell someone about what he did to Dennis. But then again, how could what they would do be any worse than what awaited patiently in the next few minutes.
"Oh?" her lips curled into a smile as she sat next to him again "That doesn't seem a very friendly thing to do..."
She brought the blade to connect with the skin of his arm, raking the tip along his bicep and towards his shoulder. She sniggered as flecks of old blood flicked off the blade and onto his pale skin, making them look even darker.
"Who was this... friend of yours?" she asked, drawing patterns and white scratches along his shoulder "What did he do to deserve the Doctor Sullivan treatment?"
She stopped for a moment, leaning down to pick up a flake of dried blood onto her fingertip. She examined it in the dim light, wondering where it came from. Her eyes flicked to Wesley's anxious face and she crumbled the flake to dust over him. Brown dust... once red. She wondered for a moment how he had done it: cut someone else with all of that red gushing. Perhaps it was the control that had cancelled it out. Perhaps, in the moment; that moment of power and domination, his head forgot to acknowledge the faulty connection that had brought him down, shivering and begging, in front of her. Perhaps it was the control.
Suddenly, Laura stood up, knife still in hand, looking down on him again. Continuing to stare at his face, she walked behind his head where his arms lay, still tightly secured together at the wrists. She repositioned her feet carefully and suddenly, all of her weight was on his arms. She smiled as she saw his jaw clench in the denial of pain.
"You didn't answer my question, Wesley..." she said in a mocking tone.
She crouched down, pinning the boys' arms to the floor as she sat. She leaned forward, caressing his shoulder- the same one which she had lightly scratched before - and ran the flat coolness of the blade along it, not cutting into the skin just yet. She drew it down towards her, further up his arm, bringing it to a rest half way along his bicep. She brought the blade to stand vertical, the tip pressing precariously atop the thin, first layer of skin. Slowly she pressed down on it, rotating it as she did so, as though to make more room for the blade to gouge sickeningly into his muscle.
She grinned as her eyes flicked to his face quickly enough to see the colour drain from it as she pressed down even harder, turning the knife still. She felt his muscles tense with the effort of wanting to thrash away but being unable to. His jaw and eyes were clenched equally tight as he fought with every breath not to cry out. She laughed, bringing her face down to his.
"Go ahead, Wesley" she said "I know it hurts..."
She brought her mouth close by his ear so that even though the room radiated silence, she was sure he could hear her every word: voice dripping with malice and evil.
"Go ahead," she whispered "Scream"
*Looks up again, feeling the boy’s eyes rake over her and meets his gaze, mockingly and with impatience*
Was there something you wanted?
*smile flickers again*
Not at all. It just seems that you are somehow the most interesting piece of furniture in this room. How about that.
*Rolls her eyes, smiling sarcastically. She crosses her legs, closing her book*
You're a bucket full of wit aren't you? Well, feel free to look but be warned: one day you'll use that line on some girl who won't hesitate to slap you hard on the face.
*Knocks on the door to Doctor Sullivan's office*
Mm-hmm. He told me about your… escapades. I don’t know if I should feel offended that you didn’t tell me about it all earlier…
*sighs and is unsure what to say*
My escapades….oh. Fuck. *realizes what she means and looks at her uncomfortably*
Fuck? *laughs at his shock and leans forward in her chair*
I just thought you should you know, Doctor. That's dangerous information to be floating around the castle. I mean, you can hush one patient up but two? Three? Four? Things could get tricky....
*Cocks her head to the side, watching the concern glint in his eyes, more curiosity than malice making her impatient for his reaction*
*Knocks on the door to Doctor Sullivan's office*
*sense his tension but decides not to play on it, deciding that perhaps a pleasant conversation is better with the doctor at this point than anything else*
A few different things. Other patients, himself… you
Oh? *is nervous and glares at her, waiting to see if she will say anything at all*
Mm-hmm. He told me about your... escapades. I don't know if I should feel offended that you didn't tell me about it all earlier...
*Looks up as the boy sitting across from her noisily stretches and sighs, shifting around in her own chair. She’d seen him around but had never talked to him and, not particularly in the mood for a pleasant chat, flicked her eyes back to her own book*
*Eyes settle on the girl opposite, and a smile flickers across his face, gone as quickly as it came. He leans forward, balancing his elbows on his knees and gazing at her blandly. He takes in every detail he can about her, noticing everything. He keeps up the stare.*
*Looks up again, feeling the boy's eyes rake over her and meets his gaze, mockingly and with impatience*
Was there something you wanted?
*Stretches in the recreation room chair, sighing and shutting his book. He’s reread it a hundred times since he got here, and it’s starting to bore. He looks around. He hasn’t interacted with anyone new for a long while*
*Looks up as the boy sitting across from her noisily stretches and sighs, shifting around in her own chair. She'd seen him around but had never talked to him and, not particularly in the mood for a pleasant chat, flicked her eyes back to her own book*
*Knocks on the door to Doctor Sullivan's office*
*eyes the notebook as he pulls it out and attempts to ignore the suspicious gaze. Knowing that the Doctor is wary of her being here, she decides to get straight to the point*
Not exactly. It’s just… I’ve been speaking to someone. I thought you’d like to know. Wesley Hughes?
*eyes her, still unsure as she mentions Wesley’s name, but tries to play it cool, straightening at his desk*
Oh?
And what were you talking about? *doesn’t really want to know the answer, but asks because he can’t not know*
*sense his tension but decides not to play on it, deciding that perhaps a pleasant conversation is better with the doctor at this point than anything else*
A few different things. Other patients, himself... you
*Knocks on the door to Doctor Sullivan's office*
*Enters the office, closing the door behind her and sitting down*
Conveniently enough for me, I suppose
*looks at her as she comes in and takes a seat*
Hmmm. I suppose.
*is quite unsure as to her reason for being there, as she doesn’t really seem like the sort to come in for a chat*
So… *looks at her, unsure if he should get his notebook out, but does anyway uncapping his pen and turning a page over to a fresh one* What brings you here? Did something happen?
*eyes the notebook as he pulls it out and attempts to ignore the suspicious gaze. Knowing that the Doctor is wary of her being here, she decides to get straight to the point*
Not exactly. It's just... I've been speaking to someone. I thought you'd like to know. Wesley Hughes?
*Knocks on the door to Doctor Sullivan's office*
Doctor… I don’t suppose you have a moment?
*looks up from his paperwork to see Laura standing in his doorway, a bit surprised that she’s speaking to him*
Uhm… yeah sure. Come in, have a seat. I don’t have any appointments today.
*Enters the office, closing the door behind her and sitting down*
Conveniently enough for me, I suppose
*Knocks on the door to Doctor Sullivan's office*
Doctor... I don't suppose you have a moment?
She grinned as he described his torture and grinned wider as his eyes met hers, voice dripping with malice and spit. Here was Wesley. She cocked her head to the side.
“Doctor Sullivan did that?” she laughed “I’ve talked to him… he seemed nice. Key word in that sentence, I suppose, being “seemed”. I knew that he was more fun than that. And Raelynn? I wouldn’t expect her to be the type to court Doctors”
She laughed again as her fingers continued to draw figure eights over his scars.
“And a weeks isolation, too. You must have really…”
Her voice trailed off as her mouth formed into a small O shape before she smiled.
“Was that what the bleeding was? That day that we met? That big, red stain on your shirt. I thought you covered it up quickly”
Her laugh seemed even more ghostly from where she stood in the center of the room with him. She alternated between tracing the features on his face and the features on his chest; knowing from his eyes that her caressing fingers sent shots of both excitement and terror through his soul. She stepped away from him.
“Lie down,” she said, a dark curiosity lacing her voice. She smiled as he did so but remained standing; exhibiting her dominance. “Would you like to see if we can act out the details, Wesley?”
She didn’t wait to hear or see his answer- knowing that regardless of what he wanted, he would comply to her. She took two pairs of pantihose from her bottom draw and danced back over to him. She dangled one over his chest before dropping it on him.
“Tie your feet together, Wesley,” she said, as pleasantly as though she were suggesting he take a walk out in the open air “Tightly”
She continued to stand over him as he did so then, when he had finished, she tugged his wrists over his head so that his head slammed backwards into the hard floor. She knelt down next to him and began wrapping the hose around his wrists, tying them tightly above his head.
“I realise that they aren’t the straps and buckles that you usually prefer but we do the best we can, don’t we, Wesley?” she smiled again and tightened his binds even more before tying the final knot.
She knelt back and let her hands hover back down to his face where he tried to disguise his terror and discomfort from her. She laughed and her fingers trailed around his lips and eyes.
“I have a terrible memory, Wesley. Did you know that?” she smirked “I can’t seem to recall what happened to your chest? Details… please”
He raised a quizzical eyebrow when she asked him to lie on the floor, though of course he did not protest and quickly flattened himself to the floor where he was just standing moments ago. She danced about him in an airy trance that had that strange effect of making him feel dizzy. Her entire being making his head whirl more and more, keeping him in a constant struggle as he tried to remain calm and collected.
She returned from the other side of the room with something Wes was unfamiliar with but figured that whatever it was she just dropped to the ground in front of him, would add to the mockery of this entire situation. He scratched the nape of his neck as he picked them up and began to wrap and tie it around his ankles. His brows knitted together as his mind shuffled through a lift of things that she might be intending on doing to him. His skin pinched uncomfortably as he yanked on the tie one last time, wincing only slightly at his self induced pain.
She stood over him though in a crude domineering way where she didn’t bother to hide nor accept it. The tiny little girl loomed above him again like vision of death itself—but in a red dress. But yet He still couldn’t bring himself to properly look at her though. Everything about her in this instant made him cringe with submissiveness. Somehow supporting the strange unspoken truth within his mind that craved the subjugation.
Though this was not all he assumed, he let her take his scrawny wrists and tie them briskly together above his head. Now. Now he lay miles from any slither of hope, the unattainable goal, the endless dream of ever being able to right himself again. Nothing will be the same again. The red dress floated like a feather to the ground as she knelt down beside him and teasingly played with his face and chest again. Though definitely not a gesture to be mistaken for affecttion.
He closed his eyes tighter than the last time, the mention of details from the torture were a little hazy and he struggled to remember the specifics, and as much as he hated it, the thing that he remembered the most was begging for them to stop. Something that he was unfortunately making a habit of.
“H-He dragged me down to the basement by my throat then she t-tied me to the table so I couldn’t move…He got a knife from somewhere…I don’t—…and c-cut down the middle of my chest.”
He opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling, paying close attention to all the fine little details as he told his pathetic fable. His b
“He told me about how he had tortured some of the other patients; how he cut them up too…carved names into their chests.” His brows furrowed as he remember his own incident with that faggot boy, Dennis. He had carved a name into his chest; branded him with an unfathomable drunken attempt for power. But being reminded of his failure for control was something she obviously planned to wallow in.
“he sliced deep-deeply between each rib, she went along and burnt all the edges of the skin he just cut and I…” A lump formed in his throat as he struggled to swallow it, lost in a painful particular memory, “I..I begged and pleaded for them to stop; apologised. All I could smell was burning flesh. My burning flesh…It was horrible. I said something things that pissed them off more so Rae spat in my face, kicked me in the chest and pushed me off the table. Doctor Sullivan threatened and choked me again…I-I…” He sighed and closed his eyes again, overcome with the past he though he had repressed. “He burnt my chest again then he left me in a pool of my own fucking blood. Got some intern, Henry, to chuck me in isolation.”
He stopped speaking as his story came to a dramatic halt, and it wasn’t until he drew himself back into his conscious mind, that he realised he was shivering violently and saturated in tiny beads of sweat.
Laura Jean knelt next to the boy, letting her finger tips drag down his neck and chest as he recounted his horrors. Her own laughter echoed through her mind. She closed her eyes and smiled as he trembled beneath her fingers, both of them envisioning the horrific details. She craned her neck back, sighing deeply as she could almost feel the pain; the burning skin, the complete lack of control...
Her eyes snapped open and she smiled as she looked back down at his pale face. She ran her hand along the puckered scars again, the sickening fascination constant. She leant down over his body, her eyes following the running lines her hand drew on his skin: over his chest, up his neck, through his hair. She let her fingers linger there; picking up individual locks and running circles through the tangles as she brought her face close to his.
"You've got a habit of that, don't you, Wesley? Begging," she murmured, her breath hot near his mouth. She grinned "Do you honestly enjoy grovelling like some pathetic child?"
She leant toward him even further, knowing that the proximity disturbed him somewhat.
"Do you think I could make you beg all over again?" she murmured. She leaned even closer and hungrily pressed her lips onto his: forcing herself onto him. She could taste his confusion and distress at the sudden intimacy; the further intrusion of his personal space. She continued, pressing harder against his mouth. Eventually, his body relaxed and immediately as he did so, she pulled away; leaving him lingering. She smiled.
"Do you let everyone crawl over you, Wesley?" she smirked.
Laura pulled away totally, away from his face and away from his body until she was no longer touching him. She laughed at the disorientated haze surrounding him. She stood up, taking a few steps away from him so that he could no longer see her or, if he could, it would be barely a glimpse of red. She was closer to the wall from where she stood here and surveyed the room; looking for fun. She spotted Wesley's clothes, still piled on the ground where he had left them. She walked over to them, skipping almost.
"Wesley, dear, didn't your mother ever teach you to fold your clothes?" she smiled as she picked up one item at a time, meticulously folding each piece of clothing as she spoke to him, sickeningly sweet and motherly "You should always fold your clothes as you remove them so that they don't wrinkle. Unless of course it's a dress: then you should hang it. Or wasn't your mummy around much when you were a little..."
Laura's voice trailed off as she picked up the boy's trousers and the clink of something hard and solid falling to the ground sounded. She draped the pants on the bed along with the rest of the neat pile and leant down to pick up the small object: a pen knife.
She held it in her hand, turning and rotating it as she inspected every curve of the small knife, currently folded in on its own handle. She flicked it out with her thumb, immediately noticing the dark lines of dried red decorating the blade. Her eyes flicked to Wesley, curiously and she sashayed back over to him.
"Isn't this interesting?" she asked, voice still as sugared as honey. She smiled as she turned it to glint in the little light the room provided "Does it belong to a friend of yours? It's very... interesting"
She leant against the door as he de-robed, her eyes plastered to his face as he attempted to hide his humiliation. She laughed as his cheeks flushed pink, regardless. She looked him up and down, admiring of the sliver of dignity he held as he stood with his hand resolutely by his sides, refusing to fall to fake modesty. She smiled and waltzed over to him, red skirt flicking at her knees.
She stopped in front of him staring at his face as he continued to refuse to look at hers. She brought to hands up, holding his face and drawing lines of symmetry down it with trailing fingers, down his neck as well where his Adam’s apple bobbed anxiously. She smirked. Her hands continued to his chest and stopped.
Her fingers drummed along the spidery lines, old wounds and she grinned.
“What have we here, Wesley?” she asked cheerily. She looked up at his face again “Is this someone else who promised not to share your little secret?”
She laughed and aligned her finger-tips along the contour of the broadest of the old cuts.
“What happened?” she asked, digging her fingernails into the almost-healed gash “Do please tell me”
She let her index finger trail along the lines of his scars, illustrating her vicious curiosity. She smiled as her fingers danced over the more raw sections. The heat radiating from his skin made her recognise the iciness of hers and her grin widened at the knowledge that he could feel her inspecting his body, scrupulously.
“Did it bleed a lot?” she asked, nails flicking daintily over the silvering lines “Did it gush red? You would have hated that, wouldn’t you, Wesley?”
She grinned and brought her hand up to his face again; the supposedly gentle touch more menacing than any slap or cut.
“Do please tell me”
Her touch was overwhelming on his only just healed chest. It tickled and in attempt to hide the truth, he leant his head back to stare at the ceiling, searching it’s rafters. It felt as though her fingers left icicles in their wake, covering his hot, raw flesh with tiny shards of ice. He gulped and took slow steady breaths, trying every possible method to not be sucked back into the black abyss for which he had only just escaped from, as she described red. Toying with his phobia. Though he dared not move away from her silken touch, knowing otherwise she would use it as another vice to humilate him as he tried with every ounce to remain modest.
He shut his eyes tight as the memories of his tortured flooded through his already contaminated mind, searching for a way out of this nightmare. The silence hummed in his ears and he knew that if she didn’t get her answer soon enough her red dress won’t the only thing that happens to him. His skin still crawling with her touch he took a deep breath and sighed loudly again, keeping his eyes closed as if to provide some tiny barricade of safety.
“I-I pissed off Doctor Sullivan and Rae so they decided to take it upon them selves to teach me a lesson. Uh…” Sensing she wanted more he fixed his attention on her face this time and ignored his peripherals knowing what lay beyond the fringes, “He strapped me to a table and cut my chest and burnt the skin quite a lot.”
Remembering what happened all those months ago caused a thin layer of sweat to prickle the edges of his forehead and his upper lip. They had told him not to tell anyone. They had specifically said that if he even breathed a word of this, he would be dead. But he figured out with an inexplicable velocity, that he was, in fact, dead already.
“They, uh, told me about how they met and that the Doctor does quite a lot of…um…s-stuff like this on other patients.” He looked directly into her eyes for the first time and he knew she could see the pain and suffering that glossed his eyes so much that they could even light up a the moonless night sky.
His next words however, were spoken with such venom and hatred that his vulnerability was momentarily lost. “They choked me, kicked me, cut my chest open, poured alcohol over the fresh cuts and spat in my fucking face… Chucked me in isolation to rot for a week with no food and nothing but a straight jacket and healing wounds to keep me company.”
She grinned as he described his torture and grinned wider as his eyes met hers, voice dripping with malice and spit. Here was Wesley. She cocked her head to the side.
"Doctor Sullivan did that?" she laughed "I've talked to him... he seemed nice. Key word in that sentence, I suppose, being "seemed". I knew that he was more fun than that. And Raelynn? I wouldn't expect her to be the type to court Doctors"
She laughed again as her fingers continued to draw figure eights over his scars.
"And a weeks isolation, too. You must have really..."
Her voice trailed off as her mouth formed into a small O shape before she smiled.
"Was that what the bleeding was? That day that we met? That big, red stain on your shirt. I thought you covered it up quickly"
Her laugh seemed even more ghostly from where she stood in the center of the room with him. She alternated between tracing the features on his face and the features on his chest; knowing from his eyes that her caressing fingers sent shots of both excitement and terror through his soul. She stepped away from him.
"Lie down," she said, a dark curiosity lacing her voice. She smiled as he did so but remained standing; exhibiting her dominance. "Would you like to see if we can act out the details, Wesley?"
She didn't wait to hear or see his answer- knowing that regardless of what he wanted, he would comply to her. She took two pairs of pantihose from her bottom draw and danced back over to him. She dangled one over his chest before dropping it on him.
"Tie your feet together, Wesley," she said, as pleasantly as though she were suggesting he take a walk out in the open air "Tightly"
She continued to stand over him as he did so then, when he had finished, she tugged his wrists over his head so that his head slammed backwards into the hard floor. She knelt down next to him and began wrapping the hose around his wrists, tying them tightly above his head.
"I realise that they aren't the straps and buckles that you usually prefer but we do the best we can, don't we, Wesley?" she smiled again and tightened his binds even more before tying the final knot.
She knelt back and let her hands hover back down to his face where he tried to disguise his terror and discomfort from her. She laughed and her fingers trailed around his lips and eyes.
"I have a terrible memory, Wesley. Did you know that?" she smirked "I can't seem to recall what happened to your chest? Details... please"