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Introduction!
I’m bunny!
18 INFJ
my pronouns are she/they!
regresses 0-4
STRICTLY SFW
NO NSFW
Okay but Chan as your caregiver, taking care of you and being the softest man on earth. Giving you all the attention you want and colors cute little things with you and after that he prepares dinner. And then you have to do to bed he goes with you and tells you a story while petting your head till you sleep in his arms. 😭😭😭😭😭
this is what keeps me up at night no thoughts only caregiver chan
hiiii everyone i’m sorry i haven’t been posting i’ll try to!! i’ve been super busy but would you guys mind if i posted kpop caregiver headcanons too??
Long Distance Relationship With Yuki Anzai!
being with anzai has been the best decision you’ve ever made you thought when you two officially started dating, now you’re sad that he is away for so long sometimes. you miss him. of course you never feel forgotten with his messages and video calls like the one you’re having now.
“sweetheart what’s wrong i lost you there for minute.” anzai says through the screen his brows furrowing in concern
“i miss you daddy..” you say with your heart tightening as you burrow your face deeper into your stuffie
anzai’s heart breaks for you. he knows how hard this is for you guys but he swears he will make it up to you.
“i know little one daddy knows..” he says in a near whisper his heart sinking.
your sleepiness out-ways your sadness as you begin to nod off which you hate, you want more time with him.
anzai coos, “awww baby you’re sleepy it’s time for bed”
you whine wanting to fight it but you’re losing.
“it’s okay to sleep sweetheart daddy will stay with you i promise” he says gently
that’s the last thing you hear before you drift off to dreamland.
the next morning you awake to your phone clutched in your hand you blink a few times to see a message on the screen.
daddy <33: good morning my sweet baby, i miss you so much please be safe i love you to the moon and back angel <33
your heart warms at the message, but you still long for the mornings with him, you crave his warmth. you shake your head of anymore sad thoughts promising to yourself and your daddy that you will have a good day.
you head to work feeling okay, you greet the costumers and take orders like any other day. but before you know it the day is over and you’re on your way home. that’s when a new wave of longing hits as you realize anzai won’t be there to hug you and say “welcome home” you fight your tears.
stepping into you and anzai’s home you feel heavy and tired but your stomach grumbles. you force yourself to hold yourself together a little longer. you just decide on a microwaveable meal but before you can put it in you here a knock on the door.
you feel anxious no one stops by at this time it’s almost 9PM. you’re about to ignore it when you hear that familiar comforting voice
“angel it’s daddy” you hear anzai say on the other side of the door.
you run faster than you ever thought you could throwing the door open your eyes widening seeing him there
he’s home. in a hoodie and sweatpants looking so comforting with the biggest smile on his face.
“hi baby.” is all he says before you choke on a sob throwing yourself into his arms.
you’re holding onto him so tight your knuckles are white as you work to get as close as you can to him. you’re speaking but you can’t hear what you’re saying you just know him and only him.
anzai brings you inside rubbing your back and chuckling as he says “slow down precious im right here im not going anywhere breathe baby breathe”
that’s what you do you inhale the scent of him, the scent of home.
Grape Jelly X Purple Yam Cookie
laying fast asleep grape jelly slowly awoke to the sunlight hitting his face. on instinct he reached for his lover purple yam but was puzzled as he only felt his pillow.
“yammie?” grape jelly sleepily spoke into the morning
“MOTHERFUCKER” was heard in the clear morning as pans fell.
“yammie??” grape jelly said running to the kitchen, “what happened???!!”
“I FUCKING DROPPED THE PANCAKES!” yam yelled angrily looking at the pancakes on the floor
grape jelly looks at the mess on the floor “it’s okay we can order something from the bakery!!” he smiled taking a hold of yam’s hand.
“NO ITS NOT OKAY THIS ISNT HOW YOUR BIRTHDAY IS SUPPOSED TO GO I HAD A PLAN!!” yam says seething
“…i had a plan…” he mumbles hiding his face
grape jelly stares at yams side profile lost in his thoughts he had a plan… he remembered my birthday..
coming out of his thoughts grape jelly turns yam back towards him “hey.. hey.. it’s okay you remembered my birthday that’s a win in my book” he chuckles softly
his words cause yam to glare and move his hands to grape jelly’s waist holding him firmly close to his body. “i want more than just to remember your birthday i want-” yam sighs angrily.
“i want to show you how much you mean to me that you’re the best thing to ever happen in my life you absolute idiot.” yam finishes looking directly into grape jelly’s eyes
“yammie..” grape jelly says as he feels his heart hammer in his chest and tears gather in his eyes.
“i know i’m angry all the time and always so busy, i leave you for weeks without contact because of the missions. i know i have the goal of defeating dark choco cookie and i think about it a lot..” he paused taking a breath “ but i wanted you to know that no matter what you’re my number one priory always.”
his body separates from grape jelly’s grabbing something from his pocket with shaking hands.
“yammie oh god..” grape jelly gasped covering his face and fighting the urge to fall to his knees.
“i had this whole thing planned breakfast then we would do all your favorite things and then go to the garden where we met..” yam said his cheeks reddening
down on one knee yam revealed the ring gold with grape vines engraved around it.
“grape jelly cookie i didn’t know when i met you, you would stay with me where ever i went that you would consume me. but every moment i spend with you has been the greatest. im proposing to you on your birthday because it’s my favorite day in the entire world. the day the love of my life came to be will you marry me?” yam said holding his breath
“you stupid fucking idiot!!” grape jelly said falling to the floor
“i-”
but taking a closer look at grape jelly’s face he had the biggest smile on his face as tears flowed freely
seeing this yam relaxed chuckling “is that a yes?” he asked
“yes a thousand times over.” grape exclaimed suddenly throwing himself into yam’s arms
“ugh- you’re such an idiot you know that?” yam exhaled
“an idiot in love.” grape jelly sigh dreamily
“whatever” yam grumbled but a smile touched his lips “i love you.”
a/n: happy birthday kayden!! @grapejuice720 i hope you like this little thing i’m not good at drawing so this is the least i could do!!
CG! Xiao and Albedo Headcanons!
it was late at night you could the soft murmur of your caregivers doing work what they didn’t know you were watching cartoons on your phone
you were supposed to be sleeping but you didn’t feel sleepy
you continue to watch your cartoon till you hear the floorboards creek but it’s too late your papa and dada see you
“little one…” you hear in albedo’s firm voice and you instinctively shrink your cheeks red
“baby what did we say about staying up late?” xiao say softly
you look down at your blankets scared to look them in the eyes
“give me your phone please darling you know big you has work in the morning” albedo says extending his hand
you give up fighting because your caregivers already look so tired
“m’sorry papa and dada” you softly
both of them crawl into bed with you sandwiching you
“it’s alright sweet pea we just don’t you grumpy in the morning because that’s not fun is it?” xiao says
you shake your head no as albedo says “no sweets tomorrow okay and early bed time”
you feel the protest rise in your throat but think better of it and nod
“next time you come get us or wake us when you can’t sleep okay honeybee we will help you.” xiao says kissing your temple
“exactly” albedo says holding you protectively
“sweet dreams baby” they say in unison as you close your eyes
this was requested by @urcatbf thank you so much i hope you like it!! <33
a/n: i’m so sorry i’ve been inactive for so long i just fell out of love with writing but i’m back to try it again because i really did have fun talking to people and writing that comfort me and so many others
CG! Megumi Fushiguro
when you tell him he would be confused at first but already be pulling out his phone to educate himself
he would have all your likes and dislikes memorized
he makes sure to remind you if you would him to do this or that or if you don’t like anything he is always ready to learn more about you
megumi is a quiet and protective caregiver in my opinion he always has a close eye on you to make sure you are safe
on days when it’s just the two of you in his dorm and you’re small he will hold you close to his chest running his fingertips up and down your back
in public he doesn’t like pda very much but he makes sure to hold your hand or have his hand on the small of your back
occasionally he will kiss your temple and softly whisper against your ear, “are you okay sweetheart?” giving your hand a gentle squeeze
however there are moments when gojo comes over and he questions his sanity
“where’s my little one!!! i gotta gift!! oi megumi!!” gojo would yell and megumi would bite his tongue
sometimes gojo would lift you up in the air and spin you and he would panic and tense saying “be careful with them.”
when gojo comes over he would always ask when he can babysit you and megumi always glares and says “absolutely not.”
he also supervises the play dates you have with nobara and yuji
both you guys have matching bracelets which he never takes off
while he’s away on missions he always texts you when he can to make sure your okay and lets you know how he is
when you guys go to bed every night he holds gently but firmly to remind you he’s there if you ever need him he’s not going anywhere
“sleep well honey i love you i know i don’t say that enough but i really do love you i’ll always protect you and keep you safe thank you for loving me.” you would catch him saying thinking you were asleep
what he doesn’t know is your awake smiling so big as you mumble “i love you more gumi”
Over the Hill Part Six
peanut was at their desk working on melodies when they noticed the time 4:37 AM.
“lavender should be back inside by now… something doesn’t feel right..” they thought to themselves.
going out onto to the porch they hoped to see them, “lavender you should be aslee-” they said only to be greeted with wind.
“YOU HAVE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME” peanut yelled having an idea on where lavender went.
grabbing a lantern and rushing into the woods peanut thought of all the ways they could scold lavender.
noticing her petals on the ground peanut got lost in their thoughts.
“i can’t keep defending her anymore she expects me to be the calm one while she is out risking herself, putting herself in danger. i hate that dumb man who has got her completely blind and his stupid hat.”
they could not stand lavender’s way of thinking anymore not everything is a fairytale when would she finally get that into her head?
not noticing where they were going they bumped into something hard.
“OW.” the individual yelled.
“oh!!! it’s you” peanut exclaimed
“sneaking out?” yam asked
“like hell i am. have you seen lavender berry?”
“no i haven’t why?” yam asked
“i swear i’m so sick and tired i can’t-” peanut grumbled
“hey don’t get mad at me for your friends problem” yam said getting angry
“you don’t get it she is just she won’t AGH” peanut sighed
“just go home won’t you? your friend might be dead anyway.” yam said
peanut was stunned.
“don’t say that.” peanut said through gritted teeth.
“i’m just saying it’s a possibly.” yam reasoned.
“shut up.” peanut said
“why are you so deep into these woods anyway?” yam asked
“are you dumb? i’m looking for lavender berry” peanut said looking at his confused
“yeah but why?” yam continued
“because she’s trapped in this idea of a fairy tale and decided to chase after this supposedly “sweet” man with a stupid hat.” peanut rambled
“wait you mean milk?” yam asked.
“yeah that guy.” peanut sighed.
“he’s not all bad.” yam said
“sure.. anyways i’m sorry that you have to deal with a stranger venting to you in the middle of the woods.” peanut said
“it’s fine..” yam said
“do you think it’s bad that i want to stop lavender from going after this milk guy?” peanut wondered aloud
“honestly…i don’t see as like a horrible thing but we tend to travel for long periods of time not knowing when we return so if you think she can handle it i say go for it.” yam explained
“damn you really think i can deal with her crying every night?” peanut chuckled
“i deal with the soft idiot praising some old man you’ll be fine.” yam comforted
the two end up laughing together telling the other about their pent up issues loosing track of time.
yawning peanut sighed “sorry it’s getting late what was i angry about again?”
“i don’t even remember.” yam admitted
“it’s fine i’m heading home thanks for talking with me yam.” peanut said getting up
“uhhh..,want me join you?” yam asked uneasily
“no it’s all good thank you though i can fight for myself.” peanut said before heading off
making their way down the path they suddenly stopped
“hey uh maybe destiny really is a thing and you would want to get a drink or two?” peanut asked
“i guess.” yam said emotionless
“yeah okay good night tell lavender to contact me at least.” they said
“will do nutjob.” yam said
“hey!” peanut said getting defensive, but they walked away with a smile on their face.
Lazy Days With CG! Sebastian Michaelis
the sun was rising as sebastian held you in his arms not wanting to leave the bed
realizing that for the first time in a while he has the day off
he sighs contently into your hair holding a little tighter
your eyes would flutter open looking at him smiling wide
“good morning my darling” he would say kissing your forehead
you would nuzzle into his chest further mumbling a good morning into his neck making him chuckle
“sweetheart daddy has the day off today is there anything you wish to do?” he asks softly
you would be quiet for a but before saying you wish to have a lazy day
he would be a little confused on what to do on a “lazy day” cause he’s never really had one
but he is just really happy that he has this time with you
starting with breakfast in bed, while watching your favorite cartoons 
you then would play games such as hide and seek and tag (safely)
“ready or not here i come little one!!”
you would then say you would like a pillow fort in the living room which he gladly makes
snuggled up close in the fort he would put you in his lap holding a book as he reads to you
“once upon a time… there lived a princess”
before you know it your down for a nap lost in his soothing voice
“good night my love may you have the sweetest of dreams i will see you in the morning daddy loves you.”
Over the Hill Part Five
wondering in the forest with just a lantern to light her way lavender began to see that this wasn’t the greatest idea.
she used her lantern to see her path but it didn’t do much the trees surrounding her reaching into the night sky.
reality hit her as she thought of peanut’s words. she is going to see some strangers who she thinks are in the forest she’s not even sure.
her heart is racing thinking of the danger she put herself in, turning around to start home she couldn’t remember where she came from.
her heart rate increased thinking the worst case scenarios. but a noise behind her stopped her she stilled trying to even out her breathing.
suddenly a little bunny appeared in front of her. she got down to it’s level stroking it softly.
“awww you’re so cute.” she said smiling
lavender’s flowery scent made the bunny hop into her lap making her giggle.
she was content for a moment forgetting where she was before she heard a deep growl in the distance.
she froze. her heart in her throat. slowly point her lantern to see the path before her she saw two glowing eyes. wolves.
she heard the paws thumping suddenly toward her as her body screamed for her to run as fast as she could.
her lantern was weakening as her feet crushed leaves and twigs
not too far off milk and yam were by the fire before they both looked up towards the noises coming from their right.
“what was THAT??” yam yelled getting his mace ready.
“i’m not sure..” milk said grabbing his shield
the two see lavender in the distance her body small seeing a dark figure looming over her
“WOLVES!!” milk yells.
rushing towards lavender the pair get a closer look at the snarling wolf getting ready to bite her.
going behind the wolf yam strikes it in the back with his mace causing the wolf to yelp.
pushing off the wolf rushing towards the both of them milk corners it forcing it to flea.
rushing into milk’s arms lavender holds onto him tightly her body filled with adrenaline
“WHAT WERE YOU THINKING GOING INTO THE FOREST ALONE AT NIGHT?” yam yells at her
“i wanted to see if the smoke i saw was coming from you both!!” she said raising her voice a little not liking how yam sounded exactly like peanut
“HOW STUPID CAN YOU BE??” yam yelled back
“i just wanted to see if you guys were safe!!” lavender said getting defensive
watching the pair argue milk got in the middle stopping them both from continuing
“let’s not fight guys what matters is that lavender is safe we’re safe.” he reasoned separating the two
looking at lavender he gently spoke “it’s okay you’re okay,” laughing a little as he continued “we’re even now.”
laughing lightly lavender looked at him with a small smile “yeah we are.”
but lavender’s thoughts begin to creep in peanut is going to be so angry with her for not listening for never listening. they were only trying to keep her safe and she went and put themselves in danger.
“i’m in so much trouble peanut is going to be so mad at me i did it again i got carried away in a fantasy..” lavender rambled on to milk.
holding her gently running a hand along her back “hey.. it’s okay i understand what you’re feeling.” he said soothingly thinking back on the times he acted the same with yam
relaxing in the hug lavender began to feel drowsy her head resting on milk’s shoulder. the adventure of tonight taking a toll on her
putting his shield and mace behind him milk wrapped his arms around lavender bringing her up into his arms
“it’s freezing out here, the fire is big enough for three” he said bringing her close to warm up
lavender could feel the heat rising in the back of her neck in embarrassment being held like a bride but her stomach was a mess of butterflies as her heart did flips
milk’s hold on the flower scented damsel in distress was firm but gentle their eyes having a strong hold but having so much kindness within them
lavender relaxed against the warmth of milk’s body letting her heart slow
yam watched from afar at the pair annoyed and tired as he got warm by the fire. rising he said “night i’m going to sleep. in the morning you’re going back home.” while looking at lavender
the pair bid him good night before settling close by the fire.
“so you really came all the way out here to look for us?” milk said
“well yeah.. i wanted to see you guys again..” lavender said embarrassed by her answer.
milk couldn’t help but giggle saying “you’re crazy you know that?”
laughing along lavender replied “yup i know i’m insane”
“so what do you plan to do when you get back?” milk asked
“ahh well i first gotta handle peanut but after that it’s back to the same routine.” she said sighing
“routine?” milk asked
“yup wake up go to work, come home, sell supplies, read, make dinner, go to bed, repeat” she said
“ohhh do you want something different?” he questioned
“yeah i want something thrilling a change you know? that’s so weird because i’m not one who craves big changes..” she said
“i know what you mean but sometimes you don’t need to go right into the big changes you can start small.” milk said
“i don’t even know where to start i mean i wanted to have my own bookstore and look where i am no where near it another goal down the drain.” she said looking at the ground
pulling her face up to look at his milk spoke “don’t be so hard on yourself from what i’ve seen you’re incredibly hardworking you care so much for others even more than yourself. you can take all the time you need and ask for help.”
lavender was at a loss for words her heart beating wildly as she searched his eyes finding genuine care in them
“thank you..” she said as her heart and brain came to the conclusion that he’s the one if only she could say it
CG! Doctor Milk Cookie Headcanons!
he would reassure you that needles don’t hurt even though they look scary
when you got the shot over with he would give you a sticker and tell you he’s very proud of you
he gives you his stethoscope to let you listen to his heartbeat
he keeps cartoon bandaids in his cabinet because he knows how happy they make you
he also has a little jar filled with lollipops at his desk
when you’re really scared he will hand you a plushie to comfort you
his doctors coat is covered in stickers because of you
“little one.. you covered papa’s coat!!” he would look at you to see the widest proudest smile on your face
“it is cute papa will wear it just for you honey!!”
he would pretend to be “hurt” so you can help him
“oh no angel!!!! papa is hurt see? my heart is beating so fast!!”
you would put your stethoscope to his heart your eyes widening “oh no papa!! what do i do?”
“hmm a kiss should do” he would stifle a giggle
when you have get blood drawn he would hold your hand telling you that he’s got you
afterwards he would give you your favorite snack and a bunch of kisses
“you did so well baby papa is so proud of you!!! how about a movie and some cuddles hmm?”
he likes to show you his tools and tell you how they help people
to bring you comfort during your visit the would tell you how he was scared of the doctor too
when he has a busy schedule he would make sure to tell you and hand you activities to keep you busy
CG! Tomoe Heacanons Part Two!
i feel like he would give a set bed time which you don’t really agree with but you understand that he means good by it
but you two tend to bicker on bed time stories
“3 bed time stories daddy please!!” you pout. “1 bed time story little one it’s late..” he says “2 stories” you say your eyes narrowing “fine… but after that straight to bed understood?” he says sighing in defeat
he loves to feel you near him your warmth relaxes him
whenever you do something he told you not to do he definitely give you the “i told you so” look
when you wanna play he would go “no little one daddy doesn’t wanna play right now okay?”
but then 10 minutes later he would be playing dress up with you and smiling widely
when you’re coloring or watching tv he would come in with a plate of fruit and a piece of chocolate
in public he’s protective of you if anyone comments about you it looks at you funny he would but a curse on them
you tried to tell him that that’s bad but he reasoned with “they messed with my baby that’s bad, turning them into a frog is not my dear”
you gave up on trying to change his mind at that point
he knows he’s done some terrible things in the past but he tries not tell let it interfere with what he has now
he wants to be the best version of himself for you
Over the Hill Part Four
lavender smiled brightly at the guests getting ready to grab extra blankets and towels.
“lavender-“ pb said grabbing a hold of her shoulder before she could start rushing around the room.
“lavender we really appreciate it” milk said making eye contact with yam who was staring into his soul “but please allow us to talk it over first please.”
“ah yes of course take all the time you need.” lavender said slowing down
as soon as those words left her lips pb guided her upstairs to her room mental preparing a list of reasons why this is a bad idea.
“lavender they have weapons you can’t invite strangers into our home let alone let them stay with us!!” pb sighed getting frustrated
“oh…yeah” lavender said quietly looking at the ground getting into her head
what if they really are dangerous? what will they do then? she looks at pb seeing them looking tired and stressed. lavender’s heart feels hope her brain thinking everything will be okay as long as pb stays by her side. with them they can both defend themselves if things go south.
“i’m not saying this to be the bad guy you know that right? i just think that their is a huge difference form real life and a fairy tale having them in our home is not going to be like one of your romance novels. it’s going-” pb said before she hears a knock on the bedroom door
“come in!!” lavender says cheerfully
milk appears with a gentle smile “i wanted to thank for inviting us to stay but me and yam actually found a small little camping spot a little ways away from your cottage so we will be staying there instead.”
pb visibly lets a breathe of relief as their brain starts to calm down a little.
“oh i understand!! please take extra medical supplies before you go i don’t want your wounds to get infected!!” lavender said covering up her slight sadness with a big smile.
“of course i will make sure to change my bandages! we do thank you for letting us into your home and taking care of my wounds!” milk said smiling wide heat going to his cheeks.
“it was our pleasure!! please be careful on your travels!!” lavender said becoming bashful
“you be safe too i hope to see you both again at some point in the future thank you again!” milk said before closing the door to the bedroom making his leave.
“now…what was that?” pb says looking at the door and lavender.
“what..??” lavender said praying that pb isn’t talking about what she thinks their talking about.
“you both were blushing like idiots” pb said gagging
“uh huh don’t think i didn’t see you looking at his friend you were practically drooling.” lavender said smirking
“I WAS NOT!!” pb said realizing that they raised their voice and their face is hot. “i was staring at him because he was a tall stranger in our home.”
“sureeeee” lavender said rolling her eyes.
the day turned into night as lavender was sitting on the porch with a hot cup of tea in her hands. she looked up at the starry sky only to see smoke in the distance. she went inside quickly to get pb.
pb was in their room practicing their music when lavender burst through their room.
“what did i tell you about knocking?” pb said jumping at the sudden noise
“sorry sorry!! but there’s smoke outside come see come see!!” lavender said already running back outside
sighing pb got up to follow her.
“do you think that’s where milk and yam are camping?” lavender said pointing up towards the smoke smiling.
“why do you care so much about them? you’ve helped other cookies before.” pb said not seeing the point of being outside
“i thought they were lovely people that’s all..” lavender said her face reddening.
“you liar you thought milk was lovely your eyes turned into hearts.” pb said bluntly
“that’s not true!! i just want to make sure they’re safe and warm i don’t want milk to get hurt again.” realizing what she said lavender’s eyes widened
“jesus you’re like lovesick puppy and you just met the man you know close to nothing about him. i’m going back to bed good night.” pb said
“hey-” lavender began to say but the door already closed.
sighing she stared at the smoke a little longer wondering where it goes it didn’t look very far to her.
looking at the door again and back at the smoke lavender began to follow it.
“i’ll be back before they can kill me.” lavender said to herself starting her path.
Bathtime With CG! Leviathan
bath time can be a bit of a hassle cause you like to run around making him chase you
you usually give in after about four laps which is enough to make him a sweaty and gasping mess
once he’s got you and he’s collected himself he will toss you over his shoulder and bring you to the bathroom
“you’re not going anywhere you little troublemaker.”
sitting you on the counter he would get everything ready
pulling out the bubbles, bath bombs, and bath toys
he would turn around while you get undressed waiting for you to let him know when you’re ready
he would start with your hair giving you a soft massage and being really gentle in getting the suds not wanting to get it in your eyes
he would do your arms and legs but allow you to your parts yourself
he would wash your face because he likes looking at you so closely admiring you
he is so gentle as he cups your face washing it carefully
after he would wrap you in the fluffiest towel in a little burrito picking you up and bringing you to the bedroom
putting lotion on your skin he would massage you relaxing your muscles
then put you into your onesie for the night as he softly begins to comb out your hair
“look at my pretty little angel all clean and so sweet papa’s sweet little baby”
he says as peppers your face in kisses
CG! Dark Choco Cookie Headcanons!
he would feel like he doesn’t deserve to have what he has
when he sees you regress his heart feels heavy with sadness constantly thinking that this good in his life is about to end
he would try his very best to hide these feelings from you not wanting to burden you
he looks at you and he does think of caring for you but he doesn’t know how to act on it
i feel like when he’s sees you regress he automatically hides his sword scared that you will be terrified to see it
if you are in a cuddly mood or want affection i feel like he would feel strange about it like he would freeze wondering why you’re being so sweet to him after what he’s done
but he would eventually relax and give you something back like head pats or running his thumb over your hand
i also feel like you would learn how to express your love to him in ways that he understands and is comfortable with
for example doing little drawings
sometimes he would be comfortable with little touches like holding onto his arm
however, i think at night when he’s really tired he would share some of his thoughts thinking you’re asleep
he would move your body closer to him being really gentle with you, like you’re made of glass
he would tell you that you’re his light in his darkness that he is so grateful to have you
but he’s really sorry that he’s not all there, that he can’t be the happy playful person you want him to be and that he is trying his best
Lavender OC x Milk Cookie Oneshot!
lavender lay in her bed the world seeming to have an enormous weight on her chest. this isn’t good as she knows it. she’s having trouble breathing, she knows she should practice the breathing exercises she learned.
but her brain was screaming “work work work!!” she didn’t have the energy to fight back so she made her way to the desk.
“it’s fine we’re okay just finish your project and you can rest all you like after.” she reasoned with herself. her body was screaming for a break her head was pounding, her hands shaky.
it’s been a little over two hours now lavender breaking at the seems, her eyes bloodshot, burning from staring at the screen. her handwriting was getting sloppy, her brain not processing the information in front of her anymore.
the sound of a door opening could be heard from below.
“lavender im back!!” a cheerful voice called only to be greeted by silence.
odd.
milk was never greeted by silence, usually lavender would come running wanting kisses and hugs. his heart beat stuttered, something is off.
milk tried to calm thoughts before they started to consume him.
“lavender honey? are you home?” milk asked looking around.
“maybe she went out to the bookstore again.” he reasoned with himself smiling at the thought at first.
entering the office milks heart shattered. lavender was laying on top of her notes, tear stained cheeks, with the screen glowing.
he knew lavender was a workaholic but he thought she could take a break she had worked so hard. she’s in the best in her group, working two jobs, she doesn’t take a break.
turning lavender’s chair and softly lifting her up into his arms milk carried her to bed.
“milk?” lavender eyes opened briefly.
“shh go back to sleep we’ll talk in the morning dear.”
“my work i have to get it done.” lavender suddenly thought her body trying to resist milk’s warmth.
“no you don’t. stop thinking about work, rest please. you’re not doing any work tomorrow or the day after got it sunshine?” milk scolded her as he placed her on top of him.
he looked down to see her breathing even her eyes shut holding onto him tightly.
“what am i going to do with you angel? i’m going to have to look after you. it’s okay i don’t mind not one bit. sweet dreams love.” milk said aloud a smile gracing his lips as he drifted off to sleep as well.
A/N: this is my first oneshot with my oc please let me know if you guys like it or want more!! thank you!!
CG! Milk Cookie Headcaons Valentine’s Day Edition!
you would wake up snuggled in milks bed sad at not feeling his warmth you get up rubbing the sleep from your eyes
to see a card on the table with flowers “for my angel happy valentine’s day love papa.”
your heart swells at the action gathering your stuffie in your arms you head to the kitchen getting hungry
standing in the kitchen is milk with the biggest smile on his face getting your plate ready
he went all out there was eggs, bacon, toast, pancakes, waffles ect.
“ah you’re awake my little flower breakfast is ready!!”
he brings you your plate, your food cut into tiny flowers and hearts
you go to sit next to him because you feel a little bigger today but he stops you
“come here sweetheart i want to treat you like the small little baby you are”
you blush at his words but go wanting to be held as he began to feeds you, your cheeks puffed up as he can’t resist peppering kisses all over them
finishing your breakfast you feel smaller your heart so happy as you can’t stop smiling
milk is holding you close bringing you into the leaving room he sets you down but you don’t want to let go
he chuckles and decides to put you down with you on top of him looking up you see your in a tent filled with pillows and your stuffies
you gasp taking it all in your eyes sparkling but milk says “look up little one”
you do and your speechless there’s stars covering the top of the tent all sparkling a pretty gold
you can’t hold it any more you cry you’re overwhelmed by this. you feel so loved so cherished
milk grabs your face gently wiping away your tears as he puts your head on his chest
“there’s no need to cry my love papa would gladly do this a thousand times over to see your pretty smile because you are worthy of love deserving of love and i love you to the moon and back sunshine happy valentine’s day”