Unhappy Beast

♡ a route obscure and lonely, haunted by ill angels only. [edgar allan poe] ♡

[andatsea]

If wishes were.

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[neckkiss]

L’Enfer (1994)

[coltre]

[ritikajyala]

There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

[suspention]

[waneella]

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[quietvoiced]

[leafsea]

trial & error // 11.16.2017

[storyop1]

[decision]

[roybrandys]

[wordsforpower]

They're all screaming, and grabbing at you. And they all matter, but it's never going to be enough. You will never have enough hands, enough heart, enough of you.

-my poem

[feral-ballad]

Carl Sandburg, from The Selected Poems of Carl Sandburg; “Clark street bridge”

[thespilledquotes]

We cannot enjoy life if we spend our time and energy worrying about what happened yesterday and what will happen tomorrow. If we're afraid all the time, we miss out on the wonderful fact that we're alive and can be happy right now.

— Thích Nhất Hạnh

[mattschiels]

[des-preocupate-deactivated20181]

[sexxysouthern]

Everything about you is better in real life.

[melisica]

“I just don’t know what I’m supposed to be”. (Lost in Translation, 2003)