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Minor/NO NSFW!!!/ they/them ⚠I post angst so TW s3lf h4rm and TW su!cide⚠ Feel free to send asks and ideas on things to draw!! ☆ PFP BY @iiichu THE LEGEND 🔥🔥

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its kinda embarrassing I cant draw anything but furry kasa rn...

same thingkasa as the one from a good few months ago (@_@)

& doodles ↑

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I can't draw...artist's block...but I managed to produce this... ☆

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No drawing today agsjsgoakskd lavenderkyu promises something and never delivers counter up to 9999999 I think I'm gonna stop just saying stuff and then never doing it so I'll do things at my pace 🙏 love y'all!! I'll keep drawing- that's a promise I can definitely keep!!!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIII!!!

Here in Latvia, we celebrate Jāņi (essentially summer solstice) on the 24th of June!

It's been the case this whole time, but I decided this year I'd theme the drawing a little differently ♪

And a better look at our birthday boy ♪ ↓

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my rendition of the situation lolol

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Last text post for now I promise

Tsukasa 7... I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay

spoilers for Kasa7 Phantom Maze Monster event ↓

Honestly I could talk about this damn event and Tsukasa as a whole for DAYS. Even if I tried to write it all out I'd end up writing a book about it...

It was incredible...but also really scary and I hated every second of it. The entire last week I was so excited I don't think I've ever been this excited for any Project Sekai event ever!!! It REALLY delivered. ohmylord... My heart was pounding the entire time I was reading it... From the second chapter till the last...it was too good... But I feel so complicated about it it's just a bunch of chaos of emotions in me I mean as an angst kasa connoisseur it was way too good...so amazing... And I get the feeling that we'll have at least one more point in time where it gets even worse- I mean last year's deep dark for light event was already CRAZY but this time they did SO many things I thought they'd never do??!! Like, no way we get Tsukasa's past and not just that but ANGST of it, incredible cards- scratch that DOUBLE Tsukasa card because of the EXTRA VISUALS (pretty sure they've never done that before???) and it's just- oh my God there's so much I can't even mention everything...

I'm happy about the good ending. I was wondering if they'd go all in on angst but it seems like it's ended up being quite bittersweet. Although I would've also liked seeing Tsukasa's mind shatter ♪ but now that I think about it...i don't think I could actually take it...it makes me really uneasy... I just want him to feel better soon.

The card is too amazing... His expression is fantastic...and the references to previous events... And the song is WOW I love you so much KurageP... I REALLY WANT THE FULL VERSION I can't believe Tsukasa mentions wanting to disappear in that song like??? And I remember hearing that commissioned songs are somehow canon or semi-canon (take this with a grain of salt) and they're born from that character's feelings, like an untitled song. I've always loved Mafuyu & Tsukasa parallels but they're so strong now... I also thought THAT would never happen but damn... I mean. Mostly I'm just shocked. Even now i can't believe this event is real.... Best angst event ever... I can't think of a word for it but the impact of this event is insane... I think if it really does get worse then we'll end up getting a mizu5 level of angst event... If something like that were to happen- my heart would definitely not be able to take it... I might die on the spot 💔

I wont even talk about Sakaki. I kind of understand him but I'm not even close to being on his side... Rui does nothing ™ simulator this event annoyed me SO BAD just like last event and like every kasa event before like I love Rui too don't forget guys but he could do a little more for Tsukasa...maybe it's a mental barrier. He seems to be pretty bad with words... He shows support and he's really aware but doesn't do much to help him... IN MY OPINION!! Shoutout to Emu for being the goat 🔥

But mannnn I really could talk about this forever... I'm kinda scared and sad and anxious but I'm also really happy and surprised. Shocked, even. Insane... And what he said about his family and them favoring Saki and the way he admitted it??? INSANE!! Tsukasa oshi's...everyone...stay strong...

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Wow...

wow....tsukasa tortures himself ™ the event...wow...

Don't talk to me. Nobody talk to me.

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Tsukasa 7. I'm not okay.

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No drawing today bcuz I didn't have time </3

For the next week I'll be drawing at my own pace things I wanna ♪ I'll try to keep this rhythm of 2 weeks daily ruikasa and then 1 week misc things for summer (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑

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- Oh, you!

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Mwa ♡

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if this post gets 5 likes I will draw ruikasa kiss for the first time in my life no kidding

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- Oh, you!

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- Tsukasa-kun~ I made breakfast- err... lunch! ♪

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- Aah...

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- Tsukasa-kun~ I made breakfast- err... lunch! ♪

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- The DLC is finally out!!

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- Hello to my biggest fan!! ☆

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NEVER EVER WATCH BANANA FISH EVER IT RUINED MY LIFE I HATE EVERYTHING I HATE THIS STUPID ANIME IT'S THE WORST THING EVER IT

I haven't cried for ANYTHING I've watched/played/seen in at least 6 years... But that streak is over now... I hate my life....i hate it...i hate banana fish it killed my dog... It burned my house down...1000000000/10 never watch it... Ever... Never ever ever watch this stupid dumb mean anime...so mean...destroyed my life...

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- The DLC is finally out!!