LavenderWafflesOn

queer 24 neurospicy individual crawling out of your walls

[lavenderwaffleson]

I don't think you get it, I have a place in my heart for all my silly little mutuals, you belong here dumb-dumbs ❤️

[lavenderwaffleson]

when did everything lose meaning?

one day every single thing you did had meaning or there was value attached to it and then the next nothing mattered

effort equates to nothing, work equates to nothing, school, relationships, degrees, the arts, emotions, well-being, the little things, the big things,

everything became nothing

is it AI? was it the pandemic? is it end stage capitalism or the atrocities a dying system is causing to the people and the planet?

or

did it never mean a thing to begin with?

[lavenderwaffleson]

I got so used to sexualizing myself i forgot what love's about

genuinely forgot what love feels like

sex is literally just actions, not much to it but to do it and it's starting to make me sick

yet I still seek it, the familiarity of the scenes, a stench that stays and a bitter taste

how do you escape it, who is your way out and when if ever do you meet them, could it be too late?

[animentality]

[orbitalmirror]

reblog if you're an actual person IRL who gets genuinely upset if you catch someone using ChatGPT and view it as a serious moral failing

[scratchygoddess]

[lavenderwaffleson]

does the hum of a heart come to a screeching halt if the ones you adore love you no more?

[lavenderwaffleson]

today feels like my clothes are trying to choke me with a prong collar

everyday it gets harder to breathe like my skin is getting tighter and tighter

most days I'm unsure if I'm bitter, hungry or depressed and it's becoming harder to differentiate

i want to live but this life isn't mine

[ciaran]

the argument goes "AI doesnt create new problems it just massively exacerbates problems that already existed for long before!!" like yeah?? that is also bad??? "machine of heres all your previous problems multiplied by 10000" also not good!! i think the problems multiplying machine is horrible even if all the problems were already here before

[ciaran]

yeah people were lying and making bots to post content online and stealing stuff and making things up and plagiarizing and putting out slop and surveilling people and bombing civilians and rejecting insurance claims and exploiting labor thru infernal contracture and wage theft and so on and so on and so on but the fact that with AI you can do all that but a million times more is super fuckin bad idk

[enbycarp]

Via The Nutrition Tea on Facebook. Reminders from Shana Minei Spence.

[lyninabin]

reminders because we all need them sometimes

the seventh pic, for those unable to see it well, says: stress will take more of a toll on you than a cookie ever will

[whimsyelderfan]

@kaity--did here’s some vindication.

[kaity--did]

Heavy on ice cream being for all year round! Put a jacket on and enjoy baybe

[cheaphalloweencostume]

not to be insensitive but some of the salem witch trials were so funny bitches like “i saw her at the devils sacrament!!!” girl… what were YOU doing at the devils sacrament 👀

[altospaceangel]

If ANYTHING is a heritage post it’s this.

[anxeious]

[type-1-diabreadstick]

So many people who claim to care about trans issues will see conservative transphobes rave about "cutting off healthy breast tissue" and "girls mutilating themselves," rage or clown on male pregnancy, constantly share post-op photos of top surgery scars and phallo skin grafts to illicit outrage, transvestigate male celebrities to "prove he's secretly a woman"--and then turn around and declare that the Right forgets that trans men and mascs exist. I'm so tired of it.

[spacelazarwolf]

had to highlight this reply bc so many people don’t realize that there are a lot of things that conservatives don’t even need to ban us from bc we were not allowed access to those things in the first place, either like literally legally not allowed or are de facto barred access.

this is a really great example because any trans person who’s on testosterone is going to be banned according to the rules and any trans person who hasn’t gone on t is going to be de facto banned because they wouldn’t let a “woman” participate in men’s sports. we are damned if we do damned if we don’t.

[lavenderwaffleson]

they Pliny on my elder till I apicius

[dogpuppy]

[lavenderwaffleson]

I thought it was a steve spider projection

[fizzfags]

how it feels to wash your hair and brush your teeth and have clean clothes on

[doomdaysdecays-deactivated20251]

ooooo you wanna take a shower so bad

[vampireopossum]

[lavenderwaffleson]

if I'm allowed to attach myself to an object for a second

lately I've been feeling a lot like this bottle of oil

not empty but not full yet still entirely unusable

so much to give still, only pests are attracted to what's left

maybe I'm too self-absorbed

perhaps I would've blamed the moon, the stars or the world

I know though, I put myself in that position

[oldpaintings]

The Duel and The Reconciliation, 1884 by Émile-Antoine Bayard (French, 1837–1891) 

[learntmyspots]

Photo credit to @glowstickblood

[strange-aeons]

Oh my god

[pukicho]

I wanted to read a fantasy book so I went to r/fantasy on reddit and also checked out my local bookstore: What the FUCK. These books SUCK. How do you fuckers read this shit? You IDIOTS. I have never seen such an uncreative "creative" genre in my life. You all looked at Tolkien and decided 'well that's good enough' - There has been almost no innovation in this space AT ALL for 50 years. Books are dying because publishers and authors alike are afraid of making something REALLY weird and twisted. You'd rather regurgitate the greats. I'm gonna pick up a pen and show you how it's done. You fuckers. Anyone have any good recommendations?