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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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ellievsbear
occasionally subtle
roma★
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Phantogram Three
Claire Keane
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
The Stonewall Inn
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
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@lawfull-useless
Former Misterboredboii or something like that. Miss my old followers and friends. If you find me again, please add me back.
This one will only work for me until I find my mutual again. I don't risk that blog. Once uou find me again let me know. 😅
Bet you thought you'd never see me again. But I'm not dead yet.
I was considering the whole evening to write that down. And to be honest, I think I should do it. Just ignore this, but otherwise, I won't be able to sleep.
I never really had friends my whole life and most of the time I missed them a lot. I know why people were not quite happy with me around but with the years that passed, I started not to care.
People hate you sometimes but this is life, you need to get over it. But whenever I thought that I found a friend I made the mistake and got too attached to them. I was not able to let go when I knew they were not interested in a friendship.
It was in school when I was a kid.
It happened at work.
Now with my education and in private parts.
I spent my time finding the reason why they won't talk to me. That was maybe because I was too childish, like the relationship I had a couple of years ago. Or because I was too needy, like five years prior. Or because I am far too busy as in today. But I always thought the mistake was with me.
I never saw that either they betrayed me, or were badly busy with their own lives, or because they somewhat expected that their life has a higher value. I always thought I would be the mistake.
I became smarter since last year and know what I want. Which I never thought possible. And that's why I will cut off any friendship with any person around, I will stay politely but only because its a normal thing.
I also won't fall for the same trick again, I got smarter than that.
- Angus
I can't do anything right, I have no talent they would count. And I don't learn from any mistakes. But what I can do is putting faith in people and make every bullshit my fault. But hey, this must count anything.😊
i think i’ll continue to wear a mask when this shit’s all over, and huge sunglasses. my face is none of your business
post quarantine looks
There are 2 blogs I use here. One for me being happy and able to post stuff without feeling bad. And one where I can post how fucking much I actually hate myself.
Guess which one are we once again. 🤣
Hello there
I have to day, that spinning was pretty smooth. 🤣
Awesome that the Styrian Cup is in, well, my home country. And then the next one too. 😍
Sucks that I was not able to get cards for any. 😭
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Next time he *should* do that on purpose. Honestly, that's bullshit.
"You're the grandson your grandfather never had."
"Hahaha, fun fact of the day, I'm a guy!" 🤣
Just another failure if mine, sorry for that. 😁
Guess I'll just write a story about my favourite character who is doing the stuff I want to do because I can't right now (for a former self-harmer I hardly have stuff at home). 🤣
And even the class moron was better than me. But whatever, I said it yesterday, I'm a fucked up failure.
I'm the failure among the family.
And it's frustrating that I am confronted with this the whole time. Everyone is good at one thing. Is it being a social person, because they can talk to others or because they are smart? Because nothing on the list is describing me. I can't do anything, I have no talent. Nothing that makes me special, I'm just an oddball among others. Nobody would describe me as special not as talented in a thing.
I'm just the small, fat fucking shit that someone accidentally stepped on. Never be something more than a nervous thing not able to speak with someone, just shy and clothed in black things to mark a person who thinks is good enough. I should have been the one that should have died and not my twin that was probably a great person.
Honestly, I would like to just kill myself and be over with that bullshit. I often enough think about it. And to be honest, it gives me some sort of odd satisfaction. I mean I expired the date of this life by at least 5 years and I never planned to get older than 30 anyways. But the only reason I never dared to was my family. Because I don't want them to feel responsible.
Perhaps one day I will be brave enough to get over that, but now is not the time. I have an exam tomorrow which I hope to finish because I don't want to stay the failure of anything. At least I want to succeed in something.
But probably not.
I honestly don't like the idea to restart the race, honestly I love a good race myself but this feels like a real fuck you to Verstappen and makes me fear that Perez will lose the first position.
Edit: never fucking mind. 😂
