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she/her || 18 jay merrick, homicidal liu & kagekao ᥫ᭡ here to help fill the jay merrick and alex kralie hole in the creepypasta/slenderverse fandom!!

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“ i’m sorry, i can’t become someone like you. ”

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hello & welcome!! i’m es, and this is my writing sideblog! i am a HUGEE jay merrick fan, that is the loml right there; the lack of love for him and alex kralie amongst the creepypasta fandom also motivated me to start this account for funsies, but i write for/yap about other media too :3

right now, i'm really into ninjago & eddsworld alongside crp, so expect my current posts to be about them! however, that doesn't mean i won't ramble on about other things i like too, like dc or twst ^^ in the end, it all just really depends on what i'm thinking about!

if you like fluff and angst, then you're in the right place as that's all i can really write lol,, smut is a big no-no here though . as in, i sure as Hell won't (and can't) write it; sorry but it's just not for me! i'm sure a buncha other creators can fulfil that need though <3 that being said, i'm cool with suggestive stuff (jokes, comments etc)!

activity will come and go unfortunately.. i'm quite busy irl and that clashes a lot with the fun stuff i wanna do 🥹 but don't be afraid to throw in an ask or request if you wanna! i'll try and answer them when i can!

finally, basic dni criteria apply. just don't be a weirdo, and we'll be all good! i hope you all enjoy the things i post!!

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masterlist .. will be added soon (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

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tags 𑣲⋆ ;;

smaus: #📱|| smauing it up

imagines/mini rambles: #💭 || imagines and ideas

long ahh yaps: #🗣 || yapping away

asks/answers: #💌 || you've got mail

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just saw some random dude and immediately my brain went ‘haha he has the jay merrick fit on’ . ????????

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how it feels to throw every related tag in the post in hopes that at least one of them sticks

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normality.

— i.e. some text convos you have with him on a daily basis!

( ft. gn reader & alex kralie )

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[ a/n :: shoutout to pinterest for having a bunch of textposts that i used to help me make these LMFAOO .. also i should make a roblox avatar of alex i miss him sm </3 ]

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yk what .. yeah i’m gonna write for ships too . go my jaylex!! go my polyhornets!!!

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no because can you imagine how devastating it would be to date someone from the main four of marble hornets due to the frequent memory loss that occurs in the series? especially when the operator's presence is so powerful, it removed all of their memories of being friends?

ofc, depending on the character and context, there are other issues which could be worse than that. but, think about it.

( ft. gn reader & the main mh crew — jay merrick, tim wright, brian thomas, alex kralie )

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jay staring at you with what could only be described as fear and suspicion in his eyes, all born from paranoia.

"i-i'm sorry, have we met?"

he sounds so confused, yet so cautious at the same time. like you're a part of the operator's, or of the masked men's, schemes. maybe you're behind the recent hacking of his youtube channel? maybe you're just trying to get on his good side in an attempt to get close to him and ruin his recent footage? or maybe you're just telling the truth.. but that's silly. he's too messed up at this point. nobody would stay. nobody did.

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tim brushing you off immediately, saying without any hesitation,

"sorry, but i don't know who you are. so, please, just leave me alone."

his words are blunt, straight to the point. however, and it's only known to him, his voice wavers - something deep within him believes your words, believes that once again, the operator has messed with him. but he can't, or doesn't, want to voice this thought out loud - for he doesn't want to rekindle something that could be used against him and, thus, torn to shreds in the future.

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brian letting his gaze roam over you - up, down and back up again - before letting a smile, bewildered and disbelieving, appear on his face with a soft chuckle as he speaks.

"...no? i think you've got the wrong guy, sweetheart."

the tension seeping into the atmosphere tells you all you need to know; he's guarded. his eyes, once soft the moment they laid eyes on you, now critically flicker over each and every quality of your body and demeanour. however, unlike jay, he attempts to be more friendly despite his wariness - under the belief that you, too, are tied to what's been happening with him lately. he may not love you anymore, but now, he'll sure as hell use your feelings to help him. all's fair in love and war, right? and currently, he's caught in both.

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alex giving you a look, before words laced with barely hidden annoyance leave his lips with a deep, exasperated sigh.

"...you're joking."

you aren't, obviously, but he wishes that weren't the case. it would make this so much easier; he wouldn't have another name on his mental hit list, especially one that apparently meant so much to him only days ago. circumstances change though - and while he may not have feelings for the person who stands in front of him anymore, he still apologises, silently, to them and to his past self. a justification then takes its place: at least dying at his hands will be a mercy for you compared to what will happen if the operator involves you in anything again.

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meanwhile, all you did was knock at his door, wanting to see him after enduring days of his silence. so many worried messages left unread, concerned calls left unanswered.

why?

why was the world so cruel to let this happen to a man who just wanted to live his life normally? to you, who only loved him with all your heart?

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you have to help them remember. what you had together - it can't, it won't, end like this.

(but you can already feel your resolve wavering.)

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[ a/n :: today i learned i can't write for brian . i'm so sorry brian thomas fans. and alex kralie fans because i think i did him dirty too </3 i think the only one i like here is jay but that's definitely my bias speaking so 😭 also this is only my second post and it's angst??! HELPP ]

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normality.

— i.e. some text convos you have with him on a daily basis!

( ft. gn reader & jay merrick )

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[ a/n :: ouuu shittings,, my very first smau hi guys .. ofc i had to dedicate it to my fav mh character ever <3 if his character seems really plain here i am So Sorry, i just wanted to be simple for now while i learn how to write him better !! ]