Alexa

Personal blog :: Creative projects :: Thoughts

[lazyeyestar]

Introduction✨

Holaaa, my name is Alexa and this is my blog.

I'm here just for fun, I want to get into my fandoms, get to know people and share my thoughts.

I'm 17

I use she/they

I'm agender with some fem vibes

I'm quoiromantic and grey sexual

I like science fiction, fantasy and horror. I also love sapphic and QUEER stories :p

I enjoy drawing, watching movies and creating stories. I love mushrooms, plants, games and my dream is to make movies.

I'm open to chatting, I would like to meet new people

DNI: QUEERphobic, racist, sionist

[slermkmd]

:з

[the-gender-and-sexuality-list]

reminder that:

AROMANTIC IS QUEER

ASEXUAL IS QUEER

AROACE IS QUEER

and:

BEING AROMANTIC IS A SPECTRUM

BEING ASEXUAL IS A SPECTRUM

I love you all very much! Happy pride!

[polyamandhellaglam]

Polyamory is safe for work. Polyamory is safe for kids. Polyamory is safe for day time tv. Polyamory isn’t more sexual than any other relationship and it can be just as romantic, sweet, and healthy.

[evilwriter37]

Aggressively reblogs.

[slermkmd]

she ra fandom is alive..?

[hollow-toy]

mutuals can always dm me but be warned i talk like your coworker who is trying too hard to get to know you and my response times are akin to the response times you might get if we were communicating by letter

[drawotion]

Oh! It's a party of quoiromantic raptors and spino! 🖤💚💙🤍

[alexisgoingcrazy]

aroaces ready to come out: let's go gambling

[almost no media representation] aw dang it

["you just need to find the one"] aw dang it

[getting told to get therapy] aw dang it

[less visibility than other queer people] aw dang it

["I couldn't do that, that's such an important part"] aw dang it

[marriage and children being standard/expected] aw dang it

["that's gonna be such a sad life"] aw dang it

["that doesn't exist, quit your bullsh*t"] aw dang it

[lazyeyestar]

I go to therapy to help me deal with coming out

["You just need to grow up and find someone"] aw dang it

[jay-rayart]

FLY is a story about a boy who gets a second chance. Help his story take flight June 9th 11am EST on Kickstarter. Thank you for being the wind beneath my wings I hope this story lifts the world to a brighter place.

Coming soon: FLY : A Magical Black Boy Series - Pilot Animatic

A coming of age story about Black kids who finally have power to fight back against systems designed against them.

[lazyeyestar]

¡10 publicaciones!

Yei!!! I'm starting to be a tumblr jajaja, I love this social

[squigglinmywaydowntown]

Queerplatonic attraction is so bizarre like wdym I want to fall asleep on your shoulder and I smile every time I think of you and I want to embrace you and kiss you on the cheek and I genuinely love you so much and labeling it as romantic doesn’t seem right, yet labeling it as regular platonic attraction doesn’t seem like enough

What to do

[lazyeyestar]

My feelings don't make sense!

I feel kinda weird, like a hypocrite cause I'm aromantic and I hate the idea of being in a romantic relationship but I want a girlfriend.

Ahhhh (mental crash)

Every time I end up in a romantic relationship I feel like I was forcing myself to feel that way and act like the other person expects me to act and it's like I would like to kiss you, hold your hand and share my life with you but you aren't more important than my family and friends, I love you all the same and also trying to be romantic makes me feel sick, I only wanna say that you like me in a platonic way or something like that.

It's confusing and I needed to get it out, thanks for reading, I send you digital hugs.

[lazyeyestar]

¡ 250 «Me gusta»!

I really liked this app :p

[biblicallyaccuratemoth]

To all those boys who used to change in the bathroom stalls after gym class or at the pool or whatever else, how’s the transition going, queen? Estrogen looks good on you. Happy for you

[lazyeyestar]

And the signs keep appearing...

[lazyeyestar]

So I found this page called 💖 Turn me into a girl! 💖 and the elephant in the room is too obvious to keep ignoring it.

I’ve been thinking about this for one year, maybe two but there’s always a part of me wishing to be a girl, to look like one, feel like one. I was just ignoring that feeling, turning around the same questions all the time and this page save me of that cycle. It makes sense that if I’m always thinking of it with a part of me wishing to be a girl it’s because in reality I’m a woman, yet I was smiling while reading and It all just feel right.

💖 Turn Me Into A Girl! 💖

You could totally be a girl if you wanted. No matter who you are or what you've been through, don't let anything stop you from living as you

Now I feel more confident about me and my identity so I wanna say that from today March 5 I figured out I’m a woman, so now I wanna do many things. Grow my hair or maybe use wigs, learn to do make up, tell my parents, do exercise and for now it’s all I wanna do. I wanna look like Sooin so bad

[lazyeyestar]

I think I'm trans

Boom, that's the title! Jeje. I started thinking about this like two or three years ago, at the time I figured out my sexuality because I started questioning everything.

It's been difficult cause I don't feel dysphoria the way most trans women tell but I always been too feminine to be a man and middle school was horrible cause I tried to manly and a bro cause that's the expectative but I was only acting and lying to me, I only felt like me once I started getting along with other queer people and women.

Actually all points make sense now, when I was a kid I preferred girl's toys and cartoons, I even imitated the voice of a girl from the movie "La Leyenda de la Llorona" and I dressed as a princess sometimes also I always feel better in groups of girls. The only time I changed was at the start of my adolescence cause I tried to be a manly man as expected but it wasn't me, I felt kinda disconnected of myself and I feel the same now when I see my big shoulders, hairy body and I hear my voice. I wanna look feminine, I imagine myself as a woman and I wanna cry because that just feels good, correct, like me.

I'm afraid cause it's too much to think about but I wanna live my life, I wanna be me and be honest to myself and I think this is who I am.

I tried some tests too and it makes sense now, every time I confirm myself.

[pubbiboii]