By: Leroy Devon Bean

A Author, Poet, Writer from Dayton, OH. I just hope you walk away inspired and whole!

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Free My Bars pt. 2

Im the plug and a addict A stoner and as a mater of fact I keep a stash in my pocket At any time my thumbs can get the wrappin Roll up this hope on the scene Or dope i mean, this dopamine Run thru my vain when it hit me like ooooooooo wee, that’s a quote i can’t wait to release See this that gas, that thax, that adderall for a test I hope you get the full effect Cuz its laced with some lines you might not get As the creator i get so faded Every Wednesday i need a fix I get that itch, grab a pen, I’m a poetry addict So free my bars when i finished…

~Hyerxconsious

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Meditate to ease the Brain

I walked up 3 stories worth of steps during meditation A triology train of thought delivering medication That faith to make me feel better Some patience to get my nerves together My word is bond with love forever Forever Forever ever Forever ever an outcast from popular opinion Because its apparently unrealistic to try and fix ourselves It's impossible for me to grow Cuz we from the same place And since it's only darkness here You feel why bother to drink the water Yall flowers in a dark room with a crab complex to slaughter anything flourishing Shit I'm worried That actually sound like the white America motive Our skin is dark our mind must be the same They took a sponge to our brain Cuz they thought it was dirty Claim they tryna help us But the side effects made our vision blurry We angry that we can't see But still accepting directions from the ones who blinded us We dependent Only limited to the length of the leash So freedom is out of reach But sheesh we can't see it anyway Fast money is Fool's freedom lead to litigate Jury hang with a bang of the gavel Close the gate New age slave with low wages Just numbers no names Damn near just like the old days And based off the facts I could make a circle graph And the section that represents African American Population in prison Well you can say orange is the new black But don't let that distract you from the fact that more blacks are going to college The challenge is getting them to stay there But we were told that a campus is we would find the wizard And What's odd is that college partied a lot like oz But that yellow brick road ain't gold It will give you a certain degree of courage But what if going home wasn't one of your goals You ain't want gifts from the wiz You just want your own Kids need to know that college isn't necessary But ambition and passion is And your lisence is important Cuz you gotta have drive to get it

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G.Y.L.H.

God you love happiness, As a matter of fact you happily love God I see you.. above all influence true love is what you choose to indulge in And you are What you eat So the reflection of your vibrations are starting to look like the love that God has for us all The mental in line They say It's all in the mind state So mind you I'm on a straight line over matter That's all that matters Actually as a matter of fact it's you Because God? You love happiness…? That's how you make it these days And unhappy people sound like sister's with voices Recording about how weak they are It's crazy how weak a missing link Can make you Break you Like that whip, you slave Every time you gaze at the money to solve a problem But you question why you keep coming up wrong By the looks of it you have a couple priorities on the list that don't belong You know repetition while expecting a difference in result is insanity And don't you know you will go crazy if you don't love God and yourself all for the sake of happiness And apparently your sanity Vanity ain't what I'm saying either Self love goes deeper than that It's an acceptance that you can't receive from anyone but yourself and God Cuz God loves Unconditionally Those 7 deadly sins can get tempting Yet he is still your trampoline Love is a bouncy cloud cushion Made to lift up the soul No matter how heavy you heart is due to your negative infection Love can fix that God can fix that YOU can fix that With no other influence You will find happiness With no strings a attached Can't be snatched from you No weapon shall prosper Now watch a counter attack on you And karma shoot yo ass up For fucking around

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Truth

What it take for you to see the truth Lies down to the detail until you can't stand for it Or it take a consistent conscious reminder that Rewinds every time you choose to ignore it A forward approach maybe smack you like a high As blunt as the blunt you be blazin Face it. No Because you won't or you can't take it You want it force fed Real quick. Leave you headless but not painless unless you really didn't care You wanna be spared the lies for respect I get it. We all do With all due respect I bet if I tested you with the truth You'd be shocked and emotionally overwhelmed Even if its overdue I stand with nothing to lose with the truth But a lie could cost me my life beyond my time Besides ignorance is bliss. Its torment to know the truth Bruce Wayne You are your nemesis joker. Your insane Contained after the death of your parents A vigilante would be the answer Batman was your logic Which is why you in arkum asylum The pain God assigned you was a dose to strong And Along with that came 2 faced schizophrenia Tell me ya deepest behind the scenes Both sides I want the directors cut of your life The truth Not just the root of the foundation of what you make up You add a lil blush And a push up smile While you lie to us all Cuz you think we fall short of your experience Clear your mind and remember this We witness test that accomadate our differences But each lesson is the same if you wanna get specific Start observing. Sit and converse Start listening The universe will only confirm You yearn for the truth. Take a mouth full Bigger than 2 scoops Its a perspective too So what I say is the truth You may not feel fits for you

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The League of Extraordinary Wise Men

Hyerxconscious @Liacci as producer

Check my poem. production done by Liacci.

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Dear Luci,

Look man, I don't know who you are Shit I barely notice you Let alone flinch at your attempts of intemadation I guess that's why you try with so much aggression …But I'm not going I got way to much flurishing my way to let you get to me You school of hard knocks bully Pulling every strand of a negative energy web With efforts to catch me slipping I always catch You in position So even if I slip my eyes stick to my vision I ignore you for a reason I just keep running and waiting My success premeditated Never lose my faith I got it right here tied to my waist And my patience stay in my dome Its the reason my hair long I know you good with possessing people I had few friends switch up And I just swear they need a exorcism You the opposition Tryna tear down my blessings Cuz I'm just out here tryna bless the people I know a couple leaders lives you been tryna work your way up into I been humble I been hungry So you sit in front of me with a plate of food No propaganda will prosper here My life is not for your gain I free my spirit Cut my chains I hope my people do the same Cuz you out here breaking spirits Possessing pigs to squeeze a pistol Killing all of my black people I'll never believe in you I'll never fear to feed your power Never bow to you Never allow you to push me back In fact you got more plans to go… coo But I'm not just saying I'm super saying, God's blessings gone rain down like a bunch of kamahamahas And every day I'm getting stronger I climb to another level And I'm Never going down P.s. this my letter to the devil

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Shhhhh...

I need quiet Perfect clouds and smooth vibin Catch me writing and 3rd eye open Sublime messages in my lining I reap what i sow, my scythe cut throat But i can save you with a couple tight quotes You rather save feelings than say no Before i choke, i’ll cut ties And never follow suit I got a 6th sense Peeping the walking death of ignorance With this pen, I'll give the lesson Good Samaritan stressin you receive this blessin My payment is the reception of the message to recycle wisdom on to my plate for tasting

So here, taste it...

~HyerXconscious

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Uncertain

In the valley of my soul I find the shadow of doubt Haunted by that flicking light of faith I fear the uncertainty of its demise Cuz i haven't paid much attention to my energy I mean no ones home anyway I have been too caught up in my indecisiveness Stuck at the fork in my path I have never left in my right mind PTSD from these missions I search deep in my mind for peace But i always come to the surface ready for war So many mirriors in this field that match my silhouette But not a living breath that fights next to me I've spent so much time fighting myself I need time to rest Body separate from mind Because my dreams are as well alive They attack my subconscious They are afraid i have realized my true self That i hate me, that i'm not me, no exclusivity I am slave to all trending influences My body follows the sharpest suit But my mind still stuck at the fork trying to figure out which path is right While the rest of me wanders towards the light

but is the the level of brightness always mean safety...

~HyerXconscious

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Likes

She wants to be liked From instagram, Twitter, and Facebook All those “like my status” repost She's the social type Her social life consist of telling 10 sec of her story at a time Retweeting all status that apply She be like, ignore for Satan And like for God As if that ultimatum could make em Believe You not a believer because you scrolled passed you a heathen She believes in... Repost and you'll find love in 20min

If he don’t post a pic of you then y’all relationship ain’t legitimate Like 10 of my pictures and ill give you a shout out when you finish Tag me in yo pic so me and my friends can group rate and talk shit about you niggas I need a witness... For every freaky status and thirst trap, but let even a naive respectful nigga slide in them DMs because he's been tempted and uhh she flipping, swerving, curving niggas like acrobatics As a matter of fact, she screen shot'n dat ass Just to make the memory last of putting yo ass on blast She has no chill But she lives to be liked All those traps she blast you for... Are all ammo in her ego She needs for someone to comment on her status Illustrating attention with her problems on fb She's at it again… Being so passive aggressive and after she took a laxative for her emotions, she becomes open, spilling all her personal shit on social networks floor Just to ignore people's advice Then hop right back on get live Social networks are her vices And she doesn't realize what a real social life is…

~HyerXconscious

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The League of Extraordinary Wise Men

Hyerxconscious @Liacci as producer

Check my poem. production done by Liacci.

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Everybody Needs

I started out with hyer senses started writing down descriptions of everything that I see or that is mentioned I took note of types of niggas that I didn't wanna be Or positions of relationships I know that won't succeed Between the sheets or be in love I'm Isley, tryna Find the difference Staring at this Sistine I been tryna see specifics Eyes closed in the chapel Blind tryna find belief Nigga i been digging deep Lord show me some relief I need meaning for this vessel I been tryna find some peace Please, why am i so special? Why I always learn a lesson never worried about the stressin’ Find myself in loss in patience need direction to destinations Please send me my location Hyerxconscious come with prices man and this is what I'm paying gotta dollar and dream had to start off with some change Then i purchased my own lane I’m sick that it ain't no instructions Had to do my own construction In the end its gone be worth it But right now I'm kinda nervous Do i deserve it? Fuck it, i worked for this So Save yo sentences Yo gavel has no significance So listen when i tell you everyone needs a relief from this existence

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You Are...

You are like the sunlight with a bright sky and perfect Toy Story clouds when I'm high in the day time You are the type that if i must lie, I lie in bed with This love will be securely hitched The only thing I have stolen is your heart Just so that I could return your love and more If i cheat, it won't be with some girl, who's heart i have no intentions on loving more than yours But with death So that i could be with you forever and ever You are rest, a stress reliever, i take sips of you to stay intoxicated off your essence, i need her I can't stay sober I can't take 2 A's I'd never learn my lesson I'd fail for you over and over But still learn from my mistakes with you If you take it to far its over Yet i trust in You Perseverance is like the glue With a little patience adhesive we so smooth It could all be so simple We are 2 trains on the same thought written with the same pencil Like 2 pages in the same book We been in each others library and we kow what section to check in to find that right spot We hooked off the same blurred line So they will never get the message That's why these chicks so dry, and these men are so thirsty But you keep me hydrated You are that ice cold glass of water that you brought me when i got done hooping So refreshing I've always had a taste for this But they must’ve missed the recipe 

They never made it the exact way that you did

Ima a poet and been tryna express in letters But nobody hit me with that note like you did Singing hymns of sweet everything's that i want to hear You make everything so clear for me You turned me from boy to man Now i understand the rain So come on baby let's go get wet Take this trip with me Leave your Baggage You don't have to be insecure The best isn’t perfect to me But you are everything... at the least You are baduizm on and on You are the Apple tree You are an orange moon You give me butterflies You are the roses You are the prototype And i think that you the one You are the love below You are a women's worth You are forever my lady You are…if it isn't love You are so beautiful By mind body and soul You glow, with no intentions on out shining But you do You are so beautiful…

~HyerXconscious

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Real Quick

After you walk the pessimistic perimeter

Step two feet deep in my area peace

Thinking two steps prior to the present line of conversation

Laced with leased essence of Chuck Taylor

Converse under all stars solely reaped from what was sown in the silver lining between two better halves that are siamese

Give me space, not time

Astronomy is the study of my mind

flying through some type of magnetic pull

Decapitating the fool that drools on his desk 

sleeping on me can’t be good for your neck 

Or you psyche

Make me like Mikey

so I can support the privacy in my pen 

Spending time writing my wrongs identified by judgement 

Trying to cash my sin into a check the size of Nike 

I think I might be like Kanye

All Day I Dream About Sentences

ADIDAS might be the reason I sit and write 5 poems a day for 3 seasons

Cleaning out my closet until I get that last dust line after sweeping

I hear skeletons soft weeping because they no longer belong as my demons

I hide so much in these lines

You cant even call it public speaking

Illusions hid in the root of this healing

Feeling some sort of trans-formative mode

Broke my cocoon

This caterpillar on the move now

I once knew a butterfly that still flew close to the ground

but he would frown to find out his crown awaited at the top of the mountain

To bad he never left the caterpillar boundaries 

I don’t change you 

If it ain’t challenging...

~HyerXconscious 

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Focus

No more self education

Its only observation for inspiration 

I take and I take, till i have no more to give

That means my creations are a mosaic of information I’ve obtained from the location I live

Original foundations are dead

But i still spend time renovating my crib 

Baptizing meditation

cleansing until my energy feels positive and clear

Close my eyes and see with my ears 

Change my values and let go of my fears 

Steer away from materialism

My wealth is measured by the steps I take for growth in centimeters

Its a process 

I accept the hand that i’m given 

and make cents

even if I don’t understand what it is

Ingest information that’s good for me

Especially if you are what you eat

My feet can’t bare the harsh conditions of my path

Last two miles I been numb to the feeling

like I been on the toilet to long

“Feet don’t be sleeping on me now”

I’m to profound to stop now....

~HyerXconscious

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I Love You...

I love you more than the sea loves to touch the shores

except I hate to wave goodbye

But I’m sure you don’t believe me

I mean you say you see my efforts

Yet you tend to raise your voice, the lower your insecurities get

I get it...

This is hard

I’m FAR from perfect

I battle in my mental gym against my demons

When my head down, I see em peeking in the darkness trying to get me

This is deep, This struggle been between me and me trying to get to you

and your love

you’re beautiful...

~HyerXconscious

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Mo Nature

I remember we would save our love for moments like these 

Moments where time seems to be in slow motion 

Breeze giving the trees a motive to move

waving at us through these tinting windows 

The story of me and you goes...

Eyes low

Weighed down by the ecstasy of your essence and sex appeal

I still think you’re sexy

That bright dress in which its radiance just makes your glow a little more difficult for me to look at without tearing up

I still tear up

and tear up my mistakes 

Thankful you still accept me

I enjoy my time alone but moments like these can only be with your presense

In moments without you I only create ways to be better

It takes 21 days to form a habit

I been practicing all the things my ex girls had me lacking

I gotta unlearn

I relapsed and got back up

and you are still there to back me up

after expressing how much you hate it when i mess up

But you believe in me 

I point out your demons sometimes

But don't think for a moment i’m not willing to exercise with you 

Moments like these i get deep into the root of the problem and i pull!

I pull with all my might

And what keeps me happy is YOU and sharing my favorite moments of blue skies and Toy Story clouds when i’m high in the daytime...

~HyerXconscious

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Essence of a King Cypher!!

3 black men from ohio expressing their essence as a king in the this classic hip hop cypher video. Check it out!!!