leaf sheep

He/Him 18+ | NSFW blog not my main | bigots will be smote

[leaf-sheep]

One kink I've become really interested in recently is overstimulation / post orgasm torture.

For those unfamiliar, I, like many people, become extremely sensitive after orgasm. Continuing the stimulation that brought me to orgasm is extremely intense, sometimes so overwhelming as to be akin to pain. Continuing to stimulate me after I've climaxed this way is called post orgasm torture.

I think I become more sensitive this way than most, and I think it's REALLY hot. I don't really consider myself a masochist, but that's mostly because I'm not very interested in pain. However I am interested in this kind of overstimulation that produces a similar kind of impulse to pull away from you. It has a little bit in common with tickling that way, maybe?

In fact it's so intense that I can't really do it to myself, which is another part of what makes it so intriguing. It's in that really fun category of things I love to hate. As far as I can tell, if you were to do it to me, my response would be some combination of bluescreening, trying to get away, and begging you to stop. In the moment, I hate it, but it's exactly the kind of suffering I'm desperate for someone to inflict on me.

It also pairs great with bondage (another favorite) and edging (another favorite!) because you basically need to restrain me or I will move away/stop you, and it's a great way to punish cumming without permission such as during an edging session.

Tragically, I don't have a partner atm to try it with. I've been experimenting with some toys and self bondage techniques to try it solo, but the toy isn't all that well suited for it and I have yet to find a way to secure my hands that is both safe to do alone, and that prevents me from turning off the toy for more than a few moments.

[mossylittlepupinthesun]

can we talk about how hot and incredible fuck machines are??? like you're telling me you can just tie me up all pretty and line up the machine to fuck either hole you fancy, or both at the same time, and just turn it on and?? so many possibilities! you can turn it on high and watch me come apart embarrassingly fast, screaming my pleasure out (unless of course you've gagged me) and you can just sit back and enjoy waiting for me to get overstimulated so bad I cry and instead beg you to turn it off, except you don't, because it's just such a nice show I'm putting on for you. or you can turn it on a painfully slow setting and edge me for hours and hours, and I can't do anything because I'm tied up, aren't I? and no need to worry about stamina or anything because it's a machine, you can leave me on it for hours on end.

not to even mention the endless possibilities for dildos you can put on the machine, too. massive ones that barely fit. doubled ones to fuck both my holes simultaneously. long ones to pound right up against my cervix or deep into my guts. see-through ones so you get a perfect view of how my holes take it. monster-looking ones just because you can, and there are so many designs and some of them are a little fucked up like how would I even take it?

I just. fuck. why is no one talking about this. if proof of how great these things are is needed I volunteer as a test subject

[leaf-sheep]

HELP

Ok so yknow how sometimes you'll see someone cute but there isn't really an opportunity to talk to them and you're busy and so you kind of just go. 👀 I am looking respectfully. And then you don't really give it a second thought bc there are lots of attractive people in the world and this is kind of a normal thing?

Right. Had that today. Was getting ready to run a dnd game (technically not dnd it was Draw Steel but that's not important right now) at my local makerspace and I noticed a group going through for a tour and one of them was really cute. But I was busy moving stuff down to where the session was happening and I was busy so it was just like. Oh hey that person is nice to look at, neat.

And then as I was getting ready to start the session, that tour group was leaving through the gallery area we were playing in and she looked over and went "ARE YOU GUYS PLAYING DND" and came over and kind of jokingly sat down like she was going to join us. But then she noticed I had all the minis out and we started talking about resin printing and wax casting bc apparently she did that professionally in some context? And she was super cool and smart and we both nerded out for a second over metal casting and 3d printing

And she told me her name but it left my brain 3 seconds later! I remember it started with a K and it was a really pretty name I hadn't heard before but now its gonna drive me insane. But it sounds like shes planning to become a member at the makerspace and wants to get involved in some of the stuff I've been setting up the past few months so hopefully I get a chance to learn her name again???

So yeah purely by chance I met someone who is exactly my type and within moments of meeting we were both talking as fast as we could about niche hobby stuff. I am being SO normal about this.

[leaf-sheep]

Dominants, what would you do if your sub gifted you a collar or choker they made by hand themselves? Maybe in your favorite color, maybe even with something fun like "In the care of [your name]" embossed on it?

Recently I've been learning leatherworking and its really fun! I made myself a belt as my introductory project and it's actually so nice and sturdy, I wear it every day and I'm never going to buy another belt in my life. Also made some nice little mystery braid bracelets for myself and a friend. It's a surprisingly forgiving medium and I enjoy the way that by being methodical and careful and patient for a while, I can end up with a nice-looking and durable object, even as a beginner.

I also just get so much satisfaction from using things I made myself in my daily life, same with ceramics and baking/eating with the dishware I make. (Bonus points when I can make something with the thing I made. This summer I baked a souffle in a rammekin I made at a ceramics class and I was so damn proud of myself)

Now. I'm not particularly into petplay, but collars have some appeal, maybe one with a bell. OOOH or a little ring you could pull on to bring me closer to you? Something to wear during scenes or maybe to signal free use / CNC availability when we're around the house? I think it would be such a cute anniversary present or something like that.

I also love what it signifies as far as the submissive's contribution to the dynamic. My submission is already the greatest gift that I can give, and while submission is often seen as being reactive and passive, it's also a big risk and requires me to be very intentional. By providing the collar myself instead of my dominant buying/commissioning one, I am actively reaffirming my commitment and signaling that I am giving my submission, not just receiving domination.

Also, making the collar as opposed to buying one is representative of the care, attention, and effort I contribute to the relationship. I've carefully considered every part of it, and put in the work to make it the best it can be. It also represents the fact that I choose the nature of my submission, just like I choose the shape of the collar. Even as I hand you control, I still get to choose exactly what power I give you as I decide my limits.

There are a few other projects I'd like to do as well. Leather cuffs for bondage would be super fun, with a nice soft liner and made to fit me exactly. A gag is also doable, and that's actually perfect because in addition to making the strap, I have sensory issues with the drool that a lot of gags cause but soft leather bit gags are a good solution to that issue.

[dommecouture]

Me looking like a stereotypical scary domme in public, in all black with a pitbull expression on my face as I furiously work on my laptop, but I'm actually alternating between playing Minecraft, watching BlackPink performances, and writing fan fiction at the same time :-)

[dommecouture]

Possessive domme and sub.

Just remembered my marksmanship hoodie from high school has my name on the back. Can imagine making him wear it out and about. Me wearing a gold nameplate except it's not my name, it's his.

Possessive domme and sub.

[leaf-sheep]

Was just thinking this since I'm learning about leatherworking. Making a collar by hand with her name embossed on it as a gift

[dommecouture]

Cupping his cheeks and giving him a gentle kiss to his forehead, then nose, then reminding him he's your sweet boy. Him.

[dommecouture]

I try to seem like a cool domme but I'm really not I'm actually a pretty pathetic, needy, and obsessive person. I can't ever just like someone, I'm crazy for them. I can't do nonchalant and I feel a bit insane tbh

[leaf-sheep]

Dominants, what would you do if your sub gifted you a collar or choker they made by hand themselves? Maybe in your favorite color, maybe even with something fun like "In the care of [your name]" embossed on it?

Recently I've been learning leatherworking and its really fun! I made myself a belt as my introductory project and it's actually so nice and sturdy, I wear it every day and I'm never going to buy another belt in my life. Also made some nice little mystery braid bracelets for myself and a friend. It's a surprisingly forgiving medium and I enjoy the way that by being methodical and careful and patient for a while, I can end up with a nice-looking and durable object, even as a beginner.

I also just get so much satisfaction from using things I made myself in my daily life, same with ceramics and baking/eating with the dishware I make. (Bonus points when I can make something with the thing I made. This summer I baked a souffle in a rammekin I made at a ceramics class and I was so damn proud of myself)

Now. I'm not particularly into petplay, but collars have some appeal, maybe one with a bell. OOOH or a little ring you could pull on to bring me closer to you? Something to wear during scenes or maybe to signal free use / CNC availability when we're around the house? I think it would be such a cute anniversary present or something like that.

I also love what it signifies as far as the submissive's contribution to the dynamic. My submission is already the greatest gift that I can give, and while submission is often seen as being reactive and passive, it's also a big risk and requires me to be very intentional. By providing the collar myself instead of my dominant buying/commissioning one, I am actively reaffirming my commitment and signaling that I am giving my submission, not just receiving domination.

Also, making the collar as opposed to buying one is representative of the care, attention, and effort I contribute to the relationship. I've carefully considered every part of it, and put in the work to make it the best it can be. It also represents the fact that I choose the nature of my submission, just like I choose the shape of the collar. Even as I hand you control, I still get to choose exactly what power I give you as I decide my limits.

There are a few other projects I'd like to do as well. Leather cuffs for bondage would be super fun, with a nice soft liner and made to fit me exactly. A gag is also doable, and that's actually perfect because in addition to making the strap, I have sensory issues with the drool that a lot of gags cause but soft leather bit gags are a good solution to that issue.

[objectofurdesire]

*flirting* i would be so easy to condition into a sex toy

[darling-peony]

Do not go gentle into that good knight. He likes to be fucked much harder than that.

[alexandritefang]

I take good care of what's mine. People usually react so shocked when I tell them I had never broke my phone's screen or lost my earphones and how things in general last years on my hands in a perfect state. Why would it be different with you, pretty boy? I'm gonna make you a crying whimpering mess just for later on, at the aftercare I make you feel the most cared for, so spoiled and so loved. You eventually will trust mommy all you life, and puppy, I'm gonna take such good care of it, just like all the things that belong to me.

[leaf-sheep]

Is this that "buy-it-for-life sub" I keep hearing people on reddit talk about?

[alexandritefang]

When a sub reaches that level of desperation when they start repeating themselves, like "please please please", "thank you thank you thank you", "let me cum, let me cum, let me cum." >>>>

[moonienico]

I ask god.

[alexandritefang]

Why plump butt and g spot?

[alexandritefang]

What are your thoughts on a subboy who's never been touched by a woman? How would it make you feel if you were the First for everything for him? Would you take his innocence or preserve it for another? (BTW, I love your blog! Makes me wanna touch myself more than I like to admit 🙄)

You know, you made remember something with that question. I did a sort of online horoscope based on my birthday months ago, out of curiosity and I'm sharing a print of a small part of the entire reading, because it got a way too personal too fast:

You see? It's written on the stars I must be the first to play with a new toy, and this rule definitely applies for boy toys too.

I'll tear him down little by little, like scratches on the ice, corrupting the surface into a beautiful pattern that soon or later will break completely. Doesn't it sound amazing to you? Engraving a mark of your possession that can't ever leave him? Being the first to paint on a immaculate canvas, freely to paint the most beautiful art? Only a fool would refuse that, even more foolish of them if they think of sharing it, or leaving it to someone else.

Just think with me: receiving head pats that aren't from his own hands (I know you guys do it) will make him do everything to get more of those caresses, even though he doesn't know exactly what/how to ask for it. They're so sensitive when they didn't receive the proper attention, and it's so easy to make them addicted to get property taken care of. Teaching him how an actual orgasm should really feel, how to use toys and how society lied to him saying he shouldn't enjoy using different accessories to show off how pretty and how tempting he can be for a woman. Making him discover all his sensitive spots and turn ons and kinks, turning him into the perfect submissive plaything since he will learn from zero how to pleasure me and me only.

It's the perfect boy, just the way I like it the most: touched only by me.

[leaf-sheep]

No experience = no bad habits

[alexandritefang]

A sub discovering his dom's favorite color it's diabolical. He will start wearing all pretty accessories and toys that color and that's obscene.

[alexandritefang]

Dear diary, today I discovered that bell butt plugs exist. I had FOMO over it.

[leaf-sheep]

And after you've been using it a little while you get a little bell that sounds the same and ring it and watch the conditioned reaction