kowai.

hi, my name is rong. perpetually sleepy. i live off of paint and my own tears, and i'm small and bitter, like a human espresso.

[bap-ftw-deactivated20251018]

There’s nothing in life you can do alone ; I’m grateful that I’m alive! - ZELO ✧ DEADLINE

[heavensghost]

Tribulation - Matt maeson

[skrotchevo]

[approvers]

[ryudaeng]

❤❤❤

[bakwaaas]

[leafespresso]

someone just end my misery pls and thank you

[deathed]

let me bleed watch me die

[killing-strangers666]

[bisexualcrabking-deactivated202]

*writing in my diary using a glitter gel pen* I'm losing my sense of humanity

[leafespresso]

i am. tired of existing

[warakami-vaporwave]

Static Sky

follow me on instagram!

[oajshy-deactivated20250316]

Sailor Moon, 1992 — 1997

[overdose-art]

Utagawa Hiroshige (歌川広重)

Various Trees from One Hundred Famous Views of Edo (1850-1860)

[leafespresso]

you know.

you ever think like you're in a much better place but then you just get the sudden urge to **** yourself all of a sudden bc everything would be much better that way.

but then you. feel like that would be selfish and you're scared of being judged and disliked and pitied even if you're no longer around.

also the repercussions and effects on family and friends and reputation and the negative thoughts you would have about your family because you think they would be more worried about what other people would think of them because of it.

and then you sit there and you're like why the fuck do I feel like this there's literally nothing wrong with my life and i should be grateful but I'm just a pessimistic piece of shit and I'm being dramatic and sensitive and it will pass.

But it just keeps coming back. and it's no longer like long periods of sadness or emptiness it's like periods of being okay and then just an errant thought- just an- what if I just- impulse. then its gone.

then you're moody and unresponsive for a week.

then it repeats.

[leafespresso]

the world is mine because I live inside my head.

[daifei]

i know you i met you once in a past life not so long ago you’re familiar