3 am notes app rambles

she/her, '00, a desi 🇧🇩 tiny little wanderer :)

[littlesparkequeen]

[titsay]

[leaked-notes]

Why don’t you open your dm!

life :/

[leaked-notes]

hello everyone. ik i dont interact much here. but ask me anything you like here, id reply to everyone :))

[goth-queen]

[leaked-notes]

back in 2020, sometimes i felt like a lump of meat laying down on my bed. why did i feel like one? i don't really know. the feeling was so intense that it gave me ick.

discussing about kafka's metamorphosis made me recall that feeling. weird brain.

[amietita]

my mom requested a dancer in a vestido folklorico with a sword lol 🦜

[titsay]

[chloelum]

Cheering you on every step of the way! 💫

[motsofatournesol]

“Sitaron ko aankhon me mehfooz rakhna, badi der tak raat hi raat hogi. Musafir hai hum bhi, musafir ho tum bhi, kisi mod par phir mulaqat hogi.“ “Keep me safe in the eyes of the stars, as it is going to be a very long night, I am a traveler, and you too are a traveler, we will meet again at some corner.”

— Lines from Bashir-Badr urdu poem, used in one of my favorite Bollywood movie Masan, with a rough English translation by me.

[leaked-notes]

dekho na yeh kamaal hua hai / aisa dil ka haal hua hai / dil mera tere itar me dooba / jaise koi roomal hua hai

[leaked-notes]

kitabein dekhi saari / mili na koi shayari / tareefein karoon kaise / yehi hai mushkil meri // na jane kyun ae humnasheen / hai mere dil ko ye yaqeen / ke tum sang ho to / bigdi baatein saari ban jayengi

[leaked-notes]

the world needs to be quieter for me to sustain

[leaked-notes]

"kaise chhupaye ishq, ab kya chhupana // ata hai, heerе, tujhe apna banana // odh ke dhani chadar, aya shehеr mein ranjha // rang gaya ve tere rang mein dewana"

[leaked-notes]

"the things i do for love..."

—courage the cowardly dog

[lilaccatholic]

Oh to be eleven years old and finding a life-changing obscure paperback in the library

[leaked-notes]

the books i read in my adulthood aren't as fascinating as the books were in my teens. maybe i got my fair share of life-changing books at such an early age that anything i read seems too mediocre to continue them. (excuses a retired-bookworm gives to herself for not reading anymore)

[leaked-notes]

Some days, i just wanna kms. Some days, idc anything anymore. And sometimes i disassociate from this world.