A year ago, I was searching for courage to face the world around me. I think of where I was and I can remember how overwhelming life felt. I was not satisfied with the place I was in and not sure where to go next. Courage was what I thought my heart needed.
Within the year that has passed, I left a job that I thought was my dream position, but I began another that has restored me in areas I didn't even know I was broken. I was challenged more times than I can count, but I survived each challenge. I saw more heartbreak than I can imagine, but I still have hope. I grew weak in my faith, but I was restored and strengthened through grace that surpasses my understanding. I was in need of support from others, but I now find myself surrounded by a community of love.
A year ago, I was searching for courage, but now I know I need to seek peace daily. I know I need a peace that can only be found in trusting God who will provide for me in every situation. I was able to see such growth in my life when I was finally able to seek inner peace instead of trying to face every situation on my own. I have come to realize "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" (Philippians 4:13).
Here's to a year of peace. Peace for our minds each day. Peace in relationships with others. Peace in situations where the future is uncertain. Peace in the midst of the world and its pain. Peace in our ability to let go of control. Peace in not having all the answers. Peace in prayer. Peace in patience. Peace in stillness.
Here's to a year of peace.
