i can't beat your first love
there is a famous saying,
a first love is something that lasts forever in your heart. it's something that marks you. ᅳ Elodie Yung
agree.
i can't beat your first love. do you see yourself,
how you told me every single thing about your first love calmly. but i know, deep inside your heart was beating so fast. your mind was full, you wanted to pour everything out to me. to the world. to the outer space.
how your body reacts differently every time your first love is in your sight. you're like having your own rhythm in your ears, different beats of heart. you go like the ocean conqueror, slaying wave after wave.
i can't beat your first love. you can't see these on your own but let me tell you,
how your eyes sparkle when you hear your first love is around you. the stars even get jealous, so damn lucky. cheesy, i know. but that's what you do.
how your smile risen up softly, gosh so pretty. later on, you'll always end up smiling brighter than the sun in the summertime. and i never wanna lose it again.
how your gaze changes, well depends. sometimes it twinkles, oh so much cheekiness. sometimes it feels like a hunter targeting a prey. sometime it eagers to attract others, to fall into your trap. but also, sometimes it changes to as sweet as honey drips.
i can't beat your first love. because you still love them. and you'll always love them. because that's why you breathe for life. for them. the music and dance, i will never beat them.
but i know one thing for sure, i love you and your first love. your first ambition. your first passion. i love you and your whole world.
and i know, you know, we know, tho i'm not your first love, you love me too.
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picture credit: Who Do I See












