이차장.

YG위너 이승훈, 1992. beware of the maetamong.

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[INTERVIEW] Lee Seunghoon 25 Q&A for IC Japan Fanclub Magazine

Name: Lee Seunghoon

Birthday: January 11, 1992

Blood Type: A

Nickname: Saeri [T/N: Fan-given nickname which translates to something like “the real authoritative figure in Winner”]

Strength: Immediately forgets bad things! Weakness: Immediately forgets important things too (:∀:)

Personality in one word: None

Habit: Neatly joining hands in front of my body

Something you’re obsessed with recently: Our fans ♥︎

Something you’re collecting: Cute socks

Something happy that happened recently: When we won #1

Something joyful that happened recently: Japan Zepp Tour

Something sad that happened recently: When make-up got on my new clothes I bought

Something that made you mad recently: During the concert when Jinu-san chose Mino over me

Favorite word/phrase/expression: “This too shall pass”

Favorite season: Autumn

Favorite animation: Ghibli’s “Howl’s Moving Castle”, “Spritied Away”

Favorite type of women: Female with overflowing charms

Favorite part of your face: Philtrum

What you would eat if the world ended tomorrow: Mother’s Bean Soup

Man or woman if you were to be born again: I will born again as a woman and seduce WINNER members

Which member would you date: Mino is funny (laughs)

Tell us your playlist: WINNER – Go Up!

Something you want right now: A remote that can teleport me back home after I’m done with work

Something you want to do with Winner members: Go skiing at sapporo

Something you want to do with Inner Circle Japan: Make the best cooking competition on Earth and I’ll be the judge

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What allowed me to get through that hiatus wasn’t my dream or goals or some impressive ambition nor was it other people’s warm comfort or telling us take strength. It wasn’t words of those sort but just merely because of you all, that we were able to endure a seemingly unending hiatus.

Seunghoon’s message to Inner Circle @ WINNER Concert in Seoul (Day 1)

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how do you cope with the departure of nam taehyun? do you think you and winner members can fill in the space he left behind?

Now accepting curious anons

"It's just.. Truthfully, I don't want to share my burden to our fans that have been anxious about our hiatus. I'm not the type of person who live for someone but I wouldn't be here if it weren't for them. So as much as I can, I don't want to bring any kind of negative energy to our Inseos. I only want to encourage our fans to wait for us. It was hard but I've come to terms with it. Me and the boys found strength in the fans' loyalty. And personally, I think it drives us to work harder. We lost a very essential person in our group. Filling the space would be like filling a bottled water that was leaking. So instead of trying to make up for his absence. We wanted to start anew, and we wanted to prove ourselves. That despite the things that happened, we're strong and skilled enough to hope for something better. I believe we'll thrive, with the help of our fans and the support from the people around us."

Deep wounds heal too. He knows that but even the smallest cut could leave a mark, it could last a lifetime. And him, despite the mask that he have so miraculously wore all this time, knew just how much the scars that marked his being would remind him of what happened. Knew just how sadness it brings by remembering. It doesn't hurt that much, of course. At least not when he first found out about it. He have cope up with the fact that it won't be the same, in a way. Handled things the way he would when confronted with such occurence. But this was different. Entirely not something that happened quite a lot. They were in a difficult situation. Not even cooking could help him forget the unfairness he felt from the news.

Unjust? Meaningless? Beyond it. If there was a word to suffice what had become of his emotions, there would be none.

Taehyun wasn't just a member. He was his brother. Years have passed with the youngest. There were times he compromised with him, times were they had fought over the littlest things but all those times, they were together for the same purpose. They struggled but pushed through and it wouldn't be possible to achieved what they have without them going through hardships as five.

Five. Funny how such a word could so easily triggered so many emotions inside him. How such a guy could remind him of pain he doesn't have any idea until felt.

So the moment the question was posed, he felt a string tugging at his heart. Uncertainness that was buried in the back of his head brought about from the inquiry presented to him, adding more unnecessary thoughts spinning through his head.

There was an urge to dismiss the question, an urge to forget it was even mentioned but a part of him knew that such curiosity will surface soon enough they release an album as four. So he answered, said what sounds the nicest and set his feelings aside.

But past beyond half lies and fake smiles (if he was being completely honest), it still hurts and he's still in the process of coping. And if there was anyway he could change the situation, he would do it by now.

Accepting is one thing but letting go is another.

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12월에 쓴 편지

이승훈(lion****) 2016.12.18. 23:17

2016년도 이제 얼마 남지 않았네요. 여러분들은 올한해 어떻게 마무리하고 계신가요? ^_^ 저는 앨범준비 열심히 하면서 이너써클 생각하며 힘을 많이 얻고있답니다. 1년이 금방 지나간것같아 많이 아쉽고 여러분들도 똑같은 감정을 느낄거라 생각되네요. 새해가 밝으면 고삼들은 20살이되어 성인으로써 새로운 삶을 살듯이 저희 위너도 내년부터 새로운모습을 보여드리기 위해서 밤낮으로 열심히 노력중이니 응원 많이많이 부탁드리겠습니다. 여러분들도 추운날씨에 감기 조심하시고 친구들과 가족들과 즐거운 연말 보내세요❤

“A Letter Written in December”

Not much is left of 2016 now. How is everyone wrapping up the year? ^_^ I am gaining a lot of strength as I think about INNER CIRCLE while working hard on preparing our album. It’s really regretful that it feels like the year flew by and I think INNER CIRCLE feel the same way. Just like how high school seniors live a new life as adults when they become 20 years old on New Year’s day, we, WINNER, are working hard all day and night to show a new side of us from next year. So we ask you to give is lots and lots of support. Please be careful of colds in this cold weather and please spend a joyful end of the year with friends and family.♥️ (trans by chrissy96_)

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it’s the thin line between reality and dreams that seunghoon wishes for things that he shouldn’t, hopes for things that should be. it’s the blurred line, - void of it’s sharpness as if the thing itself holds uncertainty - that makes him think of what ifs, think of things he regretted and probably will regret. and he knows. seunghoon knows that most of the times, the dividing line is unclear, and he isn’t sure about anything anymore. maybe it wasn’t really the reality. maybe the reality he wanted was too farfetched and if he stops thinking too much of it, he’ll come face to face with the actuality of where he stands right now. and maybe then he’ll be satisfied of how things turned out to be.

there is a part of him that forces him to accept, a determination that helps him sink everything in. a part of him that denies any other truths except that they were just in a hiatus because of how detailed they are when it comes to releasing their next album. it was a part of him that shuts down any other reality that he knows very well is inevitable, hoping that if he holds onto it a little more then maybe things will change. a tiny change and a semblance of a hope.

but then he knows that it takes only a matter of time. only a matter of time for a big company to hide a secret and soon, it will be out. and he knows he’ll be back to where he was years ago, back to when he was struggling had he tried to go against the company and seunghoon is so much of a coward to face another hardship he almost didn’t survive. so he fakes a smile, pick up where they left off and creates songs that won’t probably make it to the final cut.

seunghoon doesn’t deny it anymore but has learned to ignore it. although it didn’t stop him from thinking about it in days and in nights where all he ever have were restless sleeps and raging thoughts. and then comes the wishful thinking. countless situations coming up in his mind that all end up in one thing. he wasn’t particularly keen with the result but surely, it was far better from what was happening right now.

if it means a clear path and a certain future, then perhaps solo debut in a different company wasn’t at all a bad thing.

practicality though, have always been seunghoon’s strength. he wasn’t ambitious, not entirely optimistic and he knows he is not meant for a solo. he joined yg for a reason and he will remain in the group for a reason. he knows they’re the only thing that keeps him from where he is. knows that with them, he’ll go far.

yet seunghoon can’t help but to fall for his make up reality sometimes. and comes the line that he crosses.

perhaps it was just a dream. perhaps it's all that it ever was and that maybe one day, when he wakes up, he sees all of them. he laughs with them and there was nothing that can stop them from climbing on top, from reaching their goals. together and as one.