Hi guys, long time no see and this may be my last post for a while!
I haven't really posted since New Years, and there's been reason for that. I've distanced myself from the FTC for my mental health, as I've reached a point after being here for long enough to not enjoy it anymore. My 5th anniversary of joining this community had passed in December and I felt so much stress and hurt that I hadn't even thought twice on it, and went on with my life having found better for myself in other spaces. That was the moment I had realized I had been broken down so far, being whittled away at over the years since I had joined that I had realized the cons outweighed the pros. Throughout all of my time here I've been faced with stress and harassment- and I've done my best to try to push through that to enjoy my characters, my friends and the essence of roleplaying. But I've finally decided that for now, it may be better for me to put this blog on Hiatus in case I choose to come back in the future. I won't delete this blog, if I don't end up coming back this'll serve as a archive. But if I do come back, I'm not sure if I'd still use this blog, or just make a new one. I still love my fantrolls, I think of them all the time and they mean the world to me, but I've fallen out of love with the community I've been drowning in for years. I hope if I do come back, things will be different and be better than how they are right now. To all the friends I've made here, whether we still talk or we have drifted; thank you so much for giving me time of day and enjoying my characters! My depression's had the better of me for a while and while it may make me look dismissive or distant, I wholeheartedly appreciate all the time I've been able to spend with my friends. I'm still very active on Discord, and so if you'd like to reach out to me again find me on there. I've spent a lot of my time playing games and doing my best to focus on things that make me happy, and I hope everyone who sees this is able to work on things that make themselves happy as well.
Bye for now! Lee 💚🐸














