so like
we were meant to do housework today and me and my dad went to b&q to get paint and gloss etc because ig they wanna move house now. Not a good idea considering they hate eachother. we came back and i made lunch, as i was making it i saw the paint and said to my dad “did you know that every time you paint a wall the room get smaller?” he started cussing at me and saying some things. he went to my mum and was screaming about “did you just hear what your stupid feminist black like you daughter just said?? did you?? (Hindi swearing)”
and my mum started saying that him swearing was abuse to her so they started fighting
and then i took our plates outside cuz yk. that was the plan. for me to make all these stupid fucking peoples food and then serve it to them even tho they know damn well i want to revise.like the slave i am ig
my mum didnt come out neither did my dad
krish came out all crying like a stupid fucking bitch so i told him he doesnt deserve to be related to me and that im gonna cut him off. which i will, either that or he cuts me off first after realising im fucking bi and going to hell :)
anyways i probably wont be online much now. revising now but somehow i need to”proof” to my mum that i revised even tho she knows damn well i revise best by reading flashcards. guess thats not proof enough tho
sick looking sky in the table
theyre probably gonna divorce my dad says. but this happens all the time and then they realise theyre financially dependant on eachother. so.
also i really fucking hate being a girl. have i mentioned that already? idk
im so jealous of people that can walk around shirtless outside. even non binary people amab. apparently they can just. idk. fucking walk shirtless
i want to fucking do that
i really did just get shitted on didnt i
im not white :(
im a girl :(
im a teenager :(
im not straight :(
nobody irl will willingly talk to me about my problems because mine arent as big as theirs
so like good riddance for a bit ig yall
