Hello :)

i’ve decided to actually start using tumblr again • ellen or el or whatever you want to call me is honestly fine

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i bet you one high five that you can't guess who this is

i bet you one high five i can

was this you @lemonade-potahto

[lemonade-potahto]

babes i have ZERO clue

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only ❌🏳️‍🌈 👧 👗 🔂

good lord remember this

[lemonade-potahto]

wait why am i confused hang on no gay girl dress repeat????

OH.

[lemonade-potahto]

i’m kinda thinking about starting a writing project on tumblr

[loversexeunt]

critical thinking skills are cancelled ! they have now been replaced with the constant desire to hold hands with someone

[lemonade-potahto]

life is short, so women

[lemonade-potahto]

i’m a minor? more like i’m a major..............problem....

[unbound-blue]

[lemonade-potahto]

@stab-tm

[carmensjulias]

waffles

retaliatory julethief angst drabble for @julethiefs nova i love u and i’m sorry but i’m also not at all

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“Carmen?” The voice came softly, gently settling over her ears. “Are you up yet?”

Carmen mumbled something utterly unintelligible that vaguely sounded like “Noitstooearlygoawayimsleeping.”

A gentle, musical laugh filled the room and suddenly Carmen wanted to wake up so she could make it happen all over again, forever. She turned her head to the side and was met with a messy-haired, glasses-wearing Julia, and- was that her nightshirt? Of course it was. Carmen wriggled her hand out of her blankets and brought her thumb up to brush Julia’s cheek.

“Mornin, Jules.”

Julia smiled softly and leaned further into Carmen’s hand. “I made waffles.”

Carmen yawned, feeling her entire body stretch out as she did so, and then slowly sat up. “Waffles sound amazing.”

Julia giggled at her still-sleepy voice and gently grabbed her hand. “C’mon, we don’t want them to get cold. They have fruit and syrup and everything.”

“All right, all right, I’m coming.” Carmen allowed herself to be pulled up and out of bed, and she padded into the kitchen, her fingers still intertwined with Julia’s. As they neared the table, Carmen slowed to a stop and pulled Julia back to her.

“Oh!” Julia gasped but then smiled shyly when Carmen cupped her face in her hands. Julia closed her eyes and began to tilt her head up, up, when suddenly her eyes opened again. 

“Is something wrong?” Carmen questioned nervously. Julia’s mouth opened. Closed. Her eyes grew wider. Carmen felt her breath begin to come faster and she slowly brought her eyes down. Her hands were now wrapped around Julia’s neck, tighter and tighter and tighter. And she couldn’t let go. Carmen felt tears spring to her eyes.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”

For some inexplicable reason, Julia was able to say the next words: “It’s okay. I forgive you. I love you.”

But it didn’t matter, because her eyes closed again. And Carmen knew they wouldn’t open. Only now would her hands allow her to release their grip. And she did so quickly, backing away, horrified, as Julia’s body slumped over on the table, her fingers barely inches away from the plate of waffles.

Oh my God. What did I do? What have I done? Jules- I just- I just killed Jules. Her breath came faster and faster, until the only thing she could hear were the intermittent rhythms of her sobs and her heartbeat. She shut her eyes tightly and hugged her knees to her chest just like she had when she was a baby, barely a toddler and sobbing in her burning house, waiting for someone to rescue her. Only this time, there was no Shadowsan. There was no one. She had no one, and it was all her fault. She didn’t need to close her eyes this time for darkness to fall over her; it rose up and consumed her all the same.

And then she jolted up with a gasp, sweat and tears mixing on her face as her chest heaved, searching for air and answers for why this kept happening to her. 

A gentle knock sounded on her door.

“Come in,” she whispered hoarsely, barely daring to hope, and the door opened to reveal her mother. Of course. Carmen tried not to let her disappointment show. Of course it’s not Jules, she reasoned harshly. You left. You left her. 

“Oh good, you’re awake,” her mother interrupted her spiral with a smile she had only ever seen in the mirror. “Come out when you’re ready. I made waffles.”

read on ao3

[lemonade-potahto]

that was so rude why would u make me emotions

[carmensjulias]

friendly reminder cs discord server exists dm me or send an ask to be added we’re just vibing and it’s very organized

[lemonade-potahto]

friendly reminder to my around 3 followers, 2 of which r in the server already and one of which made the server 💕

[lemonade-potahto]

i love you more than apples

i love you more than tangerines

[peggyrose19]

send this to the 12 nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get 5 back you must be pretty awesome💜💜

THANK YOU GG ILY

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no-sleep-need-musicals:

feminineandfeminist:

autumn-roses:

thepansexualoboist:

arofrog:

laymedowninsheetsoflinen:

yagirlcheesely:

i-just-reblog-stuff:

kindawannadietbh:

nequam-puer:

original-spoopy-cloud:

booklovingelephants:

froggisarethebest:

rickriordanversenerd:

queen-of-thunder:

donttouchmycarrots:

spookydiyharrypotterbat:

apumpkinpuff:

heyitssmiller:

im-oknutzy-trash:

peggyrose19:

okay sending this to 12 people is going to take far too much energy that i don’t have so i’m just tagging you here:

@peanut-the-goalie @im-oknutzy-trash @heyitssmiller @donttouchmycarrots @felicitylestrange @space-nerd-sucka @spookydiyharrypotterbat @candy–floss–kid @awanderingdeal @apumpkinpuff @remusroses​ @stevenandpete​

ILY GUYS

Yeah, agreed, sending is too much work and i dont have enough asks for that

@peanut-the-goalie @peggyrose19 @kielemarie @heyitssmiller @whataboutmyfries @apumpkinpuff @dutifullystarstruckwolf @spookydiyharrypotterbat @stevenandpete @blue00phoenix @remusroses @stevenandpete @anyone else

I’ll jump on this, too!! I love y’all!

@donttouchmycarrots @whataboutmyfries @peanut-in-the-goal @apumpkinpuff @im-oknutzy-trash @spookydiyharrypotterbat @peggyrose19 @queen-of-thunder @unadulteratedpaperparadise

Gah you guys my heart. ILY ALL ❤️

@donttouchmycarrots @heyitssmiller @whataboutmyfries @peanut-the-goalie @peanut-in-the-goal @im-oknutzy-trash @rainingarts @spookydiyharrypotterbat @peggyrose19 @dutifullystarstruckwolf

Thank you so much guys❤❤❤ ILY all too

@heyitssmiller @im-oknutzy-trash @peggyrose19 @apumpkinpuff @peanut-the-goalie @remusroses @whataboutmyfries @donttouchmycarrots @wolfstarlibrarian

My dudes!! ❤️🥺 Thank you so much!! I love all y'all ❤️

@peggyrose19 @heyitssmiller @apumpkinpuff @dutifullystarstruckwolf @spookydiyharrypotterbat @peanut-in-the-goal @whataboutmyfries @queen-of-thunder @cherrycokeandbluejeans @shinymooncolor @im-oknutzy-trash @candy–floss–kid

Awww thanks @donttouchmycarrots and @heyitssmiller for the tags!!

@1800potatoe, @shinymooncolor, @im-oknutzy-trash, @fforsythiaaa, @remusroses, @peanut-in-the-goal, @rickriordanversenerd, @fandoms-trashcan, @beaaaaax, @in-between-sleep-and-awake

Thank you so much @queen-of-thunder for tagging me

@peggyrose19 @futurebicon @shinymooncolor @onlydreamofmysoul @livelovelupin @whataboutmyfries @rattlethestarsfire-heart @froggisarethebest @awanderingdeal @remusroses @im-oknutzy-trash @peanut-in-the-goal

thanks for the tag @rickriordanversenerd :]

@ronan-lynch-deserves-the-world @seraphblade07 @neil-josten-10 @hermionespaperbirds @idontspeakbaseball @booklovingelephants @p0tatonoah

ahhhh tysm 🥺🥺🥺

@ronan-lynch-deserves-the-world @hitchhiker-of-the-galaxy @sparkofsummer @doitforthecarstairs @blue-drarry-drarry-blue @roses-and-bikes @thenerdypanda @kieranofunseelie @silent-nerd @original-spoopy-cloud @nikolianazyalensky

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Thanks ^-^ 💞💞💞💞💞

@hamiltrashsblog @warriorprincess1995 @the-ghoul-that-haunts-your-mind @magnetothemagnificent @thehugwizard @beanbagqueen @crystalthebookworm @traveling-around-randomly @thatspookychoirkid @numberlover1729 @nequam-puer @capt-sparrow @a-rude-occurrence

I feel like im annoying you all for tagging you,,,

I am legit crying rn tysm. You are not annoying, you are literally one of the nicest people here.

😭😊😁💞💖 >_<

@kindawannadietbh @thelonelypoet116 @foodie-semi-evil-witch @boogie-bird @3ctobiologist @momokoloveofficial @original-spoopy-cloud

@writingsofaster @universallypaperdreamtoad @frenchbaugette @panickedpansexualpanda @hey-i-like-writing @i-just-reblog-stuff @imposter1491625

Thanks :D

@joyflameball @jkoo7jkoo5-baby-susan @justanotherhopelessfanartist @saltycorpsefromhell @blue-nosed-fae @a3gender @thesevenwalls @yagirlcheesely @oopsthejokesonyou @katuzoroa

I’m touched! I’m on mobile so I can’t really send it to 12 individual people either.

@furblrwurblr @alovesongshewrote @sbartdump @aethling @descendantofthesparrow @ivegotanaceupmysleeve-ohitsme @silverhart-makes-art @laymedowninsheetsoflinen @cheezyreblogs @neydraws-blog @sorrels-scribbling @prismatic-starstuff

And of course @i-just-reblog-stuff

❤️❤️❤️

🥺🥺🥺💗💗💗thank you!!!

@alienslikedmyfantasy @we-need-a-nap @mishavacado @scent-ofbooks @disasterboysandtheirgruffloves @arofrog @bi-owen-harper @deagle @gorillaziraphale @ineffablyferal @madimoo31 @kingscrown666

tysm :) <3 @thepansexualoboist @wastelanddais @eloisetheartist @cringefailgertie @ezrako @hot-fuzz @nvr-pass @terricoverley @gorillaziraphale @laymedowninsheetsoflinen @honeycherrydohnuts @bertie-w-wooster !! edit: ik it’s only supposed to be 12 but heck im gonna add more mutuals who come to mind @pumpkin-in-a-pear-tree @denseboy

I LOVE YOU

@arofrog @gamchawizzy @amiz06-certified-bimbo @pippinumpkin-artz @callonpeevesie @babinicz @warlockofhowarth @diphtheria420 @buckdenver @sproutlett @charmmycolour @autumn-roses you’re all great 💕💕

🥺 thank you 💗

@thepansexualoboist @joeycupcakerichter @fanofmischiefmakers @wingedsnapper @casualmaraudering @bethansfandoms @lindacelestemonroe @starkidding-around @the-sun-and-the-sea @feminineandfeminist @the-hooey-was-truey @aroacehogwarts

Thank you so much! You seem really nice too!

@jaeyuyoo @iamnotdoinganythingillegal @theinsanelylogical @no-sleep-need-musicals @thegirlwholovedstarkid @melchron @meangreendreamteam @awigglycultist @oh-were-califormia @starkidding-around you seem really great!

Thank you!

@oh-were-califormia @the-oreo-hoarding-dragon @intergalxtic @tiger-fucker-rawr

right back at you buckeroo

@theomniplayer @spooky-noodly-noodle @ehud1564 @im-a-hobbit-irl @confusedhost @ambersky0319 @staff

did i just tag staff even though they are not kind at all to mobile users? yes, yes i did

[ambersky0319]

@the-oreo-hoarding-dragon (I know you tagged me but like. You’re so incredibly sweet I can’t not tag you back) @strawberryvanilla @tacochippy @gsunny6 @zorria @princessfroslass @surohsopsisofclouds @oh-the-empire-falls @willowaudreykeyes @confusedhost @rjalker @arcticfrostdoesthings

[tacochippy]

Jfldhdohdkhd. I love you ♡♡♡

@anonfromcanada @poisonouscarnations @combine-the-kitchens @trickszie @crowsent @turulfy @sicklythiasus @pftones3482 @thatrandomautist @normalfae @soldier-boy-zack @ambersky0319 (I know you tagged me but like. You’re so awesome I physically can’t not tag you-)

[poisonouscarnations]

I- I LOVE YOU <3<3<3

@tacochippy @lions-in-the-sky @saagara @sylphrenas @kat-maybe-not @genius-logan-sanders (i miss talking to you oops sorry) @dreamsimp @staringabyss @27-pens-i-use @unoriginalurl77 (i’m so sorry for like dropping off the face of the earth when talking to you but you’re the coolest bro) 

i had a couple more people but they changed their urls and i can’t find them now oops

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aaaaah thank u jenna i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12 people… okay let’s do this :) @deathdancer @bagel-rights-activist @arsonistblue @piratewwx @julie-and-the-himbo-ghosts @pumpkinspicepasties @saagara @honorablescythecurie @hashashins @starhollows @stab-tm @lemonade-potahto 

btw there are way more people who i couldve tagged so if we talk and i didn’t tag u i still love u and ur amazing it’s just midnight and i have a shit memory </3

anyone else feel free to rb and spread the love <3333

[lemonade-potahto]

ajdkzjahfb thanks ju

i know literally three people on tumblr but i will tag them (!) bc it’s fun

@sylphrenas @deathdancer @stab-tm

[lemonade-potahto]

*listens to achilles come down on repeat for four hours straight* yep i’m fine why do u ask

[lemonade-potahto]

we’re here, we’re queer, and we’re really fucking confused

@stab-tm @sylphrenas @deathdancer

[lemonade-potahto]

current mood: taking 50 of the exact same picture and struggling to figure out which ones are actually decent

[lemonade-potahto]

omg u have an icon now im so proud of u <333

i dooooooo

i’m an official tumblr person ™ now, kinda like ahem. someone. who knows what asks are.

also i changed it so it’s me now (!)

[lemonade-potahto]

all i want is good morning texts and matching discord statuses

[lemonade-potahto]

hello (!)