[lempereurs]

attacka you with a branch . fucking kill and smasha you on a rock

[lempereurs]

* crawls back into the hole from whence i came *

[lempereurs]

( antifoil . )

𝚃𝙸 𝚃𝚄𝙾𝙱𝙰 𝙺𝙽𝙸𝙷𝚃 𝙾𝚃 𝙴𝙺𝙸𝙻 𝚃'𝙽𝙳𝙸𝙳 𝙴𝙷 , 𝙷𝙴 𝙳𝙸𝙳𝙽'𝚃 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 𝚃𝙾 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙺 𝙰𝙱𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝙸𝚃 , 

but   ayano   was   a   coward   in   many   ways   .   as   the   title   of   ‘ PHANTOM   THIEF      ‘   branded   deeper   and   deeper   yet   into   his   skin   ,   he   found   himself   squirming   more   against   it   .   all   this   responsibility   ..   he   often   forgot   he   was   still   in   high-school   .   he   often   forgot   sometimes   he   needed   breaks   .   he   often   wanted   to   just   throw   it   all   away   .   

he   often   thought   that   was   cowardly   .

summer   was   rolling   into   a   close   ,   and   the   demands   for   more   just   kept   coming   and   coming   .   admittedly   ,   futaba   took  a   lot   of    the   weight   off   of   him   and   the   rest   of   the   team   ,   but   it   was   hard   to   notice   when   every   waking   moment   of   his   life   was   consumed   with   “   phantom   thieves   this   !   “   and   “   phantom   thieves   that   !   “   .   ayano   wanted   to   just   be   at   peace   and   relax   for   an   afternoon   .   this   was   one   of   the   rare   times   he   had   actually   visited   yusuke’s   dorm   .   

he   didn’t   have   much   room   to   comment   on   it’s   state   ,   seeing   as   a   cramped   apartment   with   a   drunkard   reporter   wasn’t   exactly   quality   living   .   eyes   would   flutter   owlishly   as   his   companion’s   voice   cut   through   his   thoughts   ;   he   sheepishly   moved   out   the   way   .   “      my   bad   .      “   should   he   tell   him   the   truth   or   just   frame   it   as   something   else   ?   he   knew   yusuke   would   have   his   company   regardless   ;   they   got   along   quite   well   .   well   ,   as   well   as   ayano   could   get   along   with   any   of   his   team   really   .   the   disconnect   never   truly   went   away   .   it   was   the   shame   of   admitting   it   that   bothered   him   ;   the   idea   his   image   as   leader   was   skewed   in   an   ironic   way   .   he   let   the   other’s   inquiry   hang   in   the   stagnant   air   for   a   few   moments   .  “      i   wanted   to   see   how   you   were   coming   along   with   your   paintings   .      “   not   entirely   a   lie   .   “      i   have   some time   to   kill   ,   so   …      “   did   that   make   it   seem   like   he   wasn’t   hard   at   work   ? 

         yusuke had grown used to ascetic living over the years  –  this was quite clearly on display in his dorm room ,  which was furnished with only the bare essentials of living and studying .  there was a simple desk against the wall where sat a small lamp ,  and a bed pushed into the corner ,  covers pulled back and unmade .  a desk chair and the stool where he sat to paint .   white walls and wood floors .  

          the only notable feature of the small room where yusuke resided was the abundance of canvases that littered the space ;  hung on the walls ,  propped up against the firmament ,  stacked one on top of the other on the floor .  he felt little shame at the scattered canvases  –  why shouldn’t an artist live surrounded by his passion?  –  but most of the created art was  ...  lackluster ,  to say the least .   how embarrassing ,  to have hit an artistic slump in such an integral time .  how embarrassing ,  to have such little progress to show the leader he held in such high regard when he inquired .

          ❛   ah ,  well ...   ❜  yusuke set his brush down on the paint tray ,  which was a mess of smeared, ugly colors ,  and sighed .  ❛   i am sorry to say it ,  but i am ... struggling ,  i suppose .  i have been rather lacking in inspiration as of late .  while i truly appreciate your interest in my progress ,  i am afraid i have little to show you .  i apologize for wasting your time in such a fashion, if proper art is what you’re here to see .  ❜

[lempereurs]

lempereurs‌:

forget baja blast …. how much bang energy would it take to kill ur muse <3

fucked up if true

[lempereurs]

forget baja blast .... how much bang energy would it take to kill ur muse <3

[lempereurs]

how much baja blast would it take to kill your muse?

[ginkoseed]

good morning, I still love Yusuke Kitagawa

[lempereurs]

started working on a google doc !! sorry for lurking all night i’m tired :(

[kilmaas]

❝     𝐈'𝐋𝐋 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐓 𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐄 !

[lempereurs]

          ❛   i have been considering ...   ❜   two of yusuke’s fingers drum lightly on the countertop in a rare display of nerves.   ❛   i don’t believe you and i ever spoke beyond the most basic exchanges, before. i am ... admittedly curious.   ❜   akechi has remained an enigma to him , both through and after the harrowing series of events that have comprised the past few months .   like a bleeding oil painting ,  yusuke thinks ,  akechi is all blurry lines and indecipherable messages and colors at war with one - another  —  of this ,  at least ,  yusuke is certain .   of anything else ,  he is not .

           ❛   my friends ... i understand them .   i have had to learn what they truly care about ,  the things they hate ,  their ideals ,  their lives .   you ,  however ... i know only of you what i’ve gleaned from your interactions with others .   you make so little sense to me .   i know the kind of suffering you’ve caused as a means to an end ,   and yet i wonder ... what would you have gained ,  truly ?   would it have been worth it to you ?   forgive my rambling  —  i suppose that what i am trying to ask you is why .  ❜

starter call :  nonjust .

[lempereurs]

     the world is filled with both  beauty and vice  … it is time you teach people which is which !

[lempereurs]

 gonna keep working on starters tomorrow and hopefully get them all finished and posted !

[lempereurs]

psa !!!!!  daily reminder !!!!!!!!!  i cannot read .

[lempereurs]

          ❛   would you please move just a bit to the side ?  the light was reflecting off of my subject beautifully just before you stepped in front .   ❜    his subject being a bowl of wilted-looking cherries perched on the desk in front of him, placed just left of the easel for his viewing .   truthfully , he found painting still life boring and punitive  —  why paint such stagnancy when  boundless inspiration could easily be found in the truly living and the abstract ?   still ,  he couldn’t so easily shrug it off ;  it was an assignment ,  after all ,  and kosei’s curriculum did not ,   unfortunately ,  bend to his will .   ❛   are you here for any specific reason ?  ah ,  not that i mind your presence in the slightest .   ❜

     starter call : antifoil .

[lempereurs]

how do you even ....... make a character google doc

[lempereurs]

♡ this for a starter !

[lempereurs]

yusuke is gay . respect muses of power