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I just cried because I feel like my vacuum is mad at me, and every time I turn it on it just shouts at me...

Even my hormones must be laughing at me right now.

#oh dear #me #emotional #its one of those days #crying #girl #shouting #hoover #vacuum #what is life #lol #hormones

Close up moss

#moss #close up #nature #winter #awesome #cool

THURSDAY!!

HE'S HERE ON THURSDAY! I CAN'T WAIT... IT'S BEEN 3 MONTHS SINCE I'VE SEEN HIM AND HE'S JUST SO PERFECT OH GOD <3

#ldr #long distance #love #boyfriend #visit #perfect #couple

Either way the jury ruled it was going to cause controversy, no doubt about it. None of us were in that court room, none of us have seen or heard what the judge did that day. We do not know what evidence there was or wasn't? So why do people feel like they can make a decision on what should have been done!? Were you present?,no. Protesters are breaking laws. Every person has the right to protest as long as that protest is peaceful, these protests are not peaceful. Having been in St.Louis at the time of the shooting and the riots that followed... It was scary,horrifying to be truthful. It's not safe and in no way peaceful. How is burning down your neighbourhood, looting all the local stores and engaging in violent fights going to solve any issues? If you truly want to solve something, do not retaliate in a hypocritical way. But what is really sad is that underneath all this ridiculousness is a true issue. A blind eye has been turned on this issue for too long. But you cannot put the entire blame for a worldwide issue that's been around for thousands of years on the shoulders of one man. This is not Darren Wilson's issue...it's ours. All of ours. Racism is still present...and we need to fix that. But instead of trying to solve the issue at the roots...We try to fight hate with hate and we point the finger of blame. This situation could have been a peaceful protest of thousands that captured the world in awe, and could have really made a change. But instead it has been turned into a battle of flames, weapons and hatred. This protest is dangerous and is affecting people in negative ways. And if anything it's driving a stake between black and white communities and dividing them even more. It's a perfect example of the cycle of oppression.

#ferguson

a little thought.

Seeing some friends today made me realise i need to get out more. I need to laugh more, smile more and hang around people who make me happy. Life is more than just school Jasmin, don't forget it.

#note to self #thought #friends #life #school #fun #happy #inspired

18th December... I can't wait

Two souls separated

Two hearts that know true happiness

Two minds that need to have patience

Two pairs of hands, reaching out to be held

Two stomach's anticipating a safe landing

Two pairs of eyes waiting to meet

Two lovers reunited again.

#love #long distance #meeting again soon #keep waiting #couple #boyfriend

is it really bad i use my cleavage as a nail polish bottle holder when i'm doing my nails

#lol #true story #me #nails

apocketmerlin

GENOTYPE is the genetic constitution of an organism, it describes all of the alleles that an organism contains.

PHENOTYPE is the (often observable) characteristics of an organism, resulting from the interaction between the expression of the genotype and the environment.

A GENE is a section of DNA (a sequence of nucleotide bases) that codes for a sequence of amino acids, thus coding for specific polypeptides (proteins) which therefore determine particular characteristics (eg. coding for enzymes which make up a biochemical pathway to produce the pigments needed for a particular hair colour). Genes exist in multiple forms, called alleles. The location of a gene on a chromosome is known as the

Welcome to England

#rain #weather #england #uk #autumn #boots #bags #school #leaves #fall

I made this for my boyfriend tonight

#long distance #ldr #ldr couple #ldr community #love #boyfriend #international #long distance relationship

deanbelievesincas

Please stop and read this.

I’m doing a project on gay rights in today’s society.

So if you believe that same sex couples should be allowed to get married, please reblog this.

This would be a lot of help, thank you.

Some nights it really gets too much.

I really crave what I can't have.. I can't have that physical bond with him that reassures me that I'm safe, so I'm left to be anxious and lonely. And for me, those two are a terrible mix destined for disaster. I'm trying to hold it together for my own sanity... But I can't. Sometimes I brake, and I guess that's ok. But breaking hurts, I'd rather have my wonderful man here to fix me. Even to hold a hand. Wipe away tears, look me in my eyes. Tell me it's going to all be okay, kiss my forehead gently, but don't forget my lips. Give me time and comfort that I need...just lay here with me and let me feel safe enough to sleep. That would be amazing, but I have to wait...

#ldr #ldr couple #international #miss him #need him #want #cuddles #kisses #comfort #can't sleep #emotional #tearful

Today I'm feeling...

Passionate.

I'm feeling passionate about midwifery, and what it stands for.

Passionate about welcoming beautiful children into the world, where they will grow and develop to be whoever they are destined to be.

Passionate about providing women with the care they desire and need throughout their pregnancy,birth and antenatal period; giving them an experience they can appreciate and feel content with. Giving them the best support I can.

Passionate about being in such an honorary position of trust. Being a witness to life in all its glory, the emotional roller coaster that women and their family go through and the momentous milestone they have reached.

Passionate to reach out to people from all walks of life, and treat them in the best way possible, regardless of their thoughts/opinions of birth, their religion,age, race, etc, etc. Getting to see diversity each and everyday will be refreshing to me and interesting to embrace such diversity.

I'm passionate to learn, understand and be amazed by what i do not yet know about the world of midwifery.

Passionate for the excitement of safe arrivals of wonderful children, and seeing the joy they bring to expectant parents and families.

Passionate to overcome fears, and exceed my own expectations.

I'm passionate to face this challenging job with all I have. Passionate to make a mark in people's life and make a difference in the way midwives are seen. I do not only want this for myself, but for other midwives too. Be thankful to be in such a rewarding and magnificent job.

I am a long way away from my dream career yet, but knowing I have a direction now, I have a goal and a dream, is so motivating. I know I can do it and I can't wait until I get there. I understand there will be struggles, and it will not be easy, but I will do everything in my power to get there. Whether it be in 5 years, 10 years, 30 years or more, I will get there.

I am only 16 as of right now, and I have to complete my a-Levels, and a bachelor's degree before my career is even a possibility... so until then I aim to work hard, gain as much experience as possible, learn as much as I can and stay motivated.

I love midwifery and birth, so fascinating and absolutely beautiful.

#midwifery #midwife #birth #passion #dream #aspiration #care #health #social #baby #mother #family #happiness

miss him

#boyfriend #ldr #couple #miss him

kushandwizdom

#love #enthiusiasm #learn #keen #life

School

It's September again. And I'm having those thoughts again. And my anxiety is filling me up again. And I have to wake up early again. And I have to be in awkward situations again. And I have to get pens and paper again. And I have to stress myself out over papers again. And I have to push through every weekday again. And I have to try to contain myself and my emotions again. And I have to avoid panic attacks in public again. And I have to spend my time trying to figure out what's going on again. And I have to try to impress teachers and parents again. But the only thing that's different this time is, my friends will not be there...again. I won't have their familiar faces to look to when I need a pick me up. I won't have the support they gave me. I won't have the smiles,laughter and happiness they gave me. I have to do this by myself. I have to make new familiar faces and i don't know how to. Making new friends is really daunting to me- and I know they say to just be yourself...but what happens when you don't know yourself well enough to want to be yourself. Or how they say to be social and just talk to people...how do you do that? When everything in your body wants to hide and an anchor is in your throat not allowing you to speak even if you wanted to. How does it work? My anxiety has been really bad recently,and I'm scared that it's just going to get worse and people will start to think something is wrong. I just don't want to seem odd. I will do my best to participate, but that does not mean I won't be terrified.