bloody but unbowed.

[leonceu-blog]

i suspect this blog will be closed for the extended future. i no longer dig rwby the way i once did, and rp in general. thank you for spending time with me.

[mjollymauk]

whaddup i’m rhys and it took me getting this haircut for it to really sink in that i’m trans. not the preference for a male name or anything. getting this goddamn haircut.

[leonceu-blog]

...suddenly i realize i pity ren because nora doesn’t stop eating, and jaune sure as hell doesn’t stop eating, and he seems to be the designated cook. good luck keeping up with their stomachs.

[aangs]

“the problem with the people you love dying is that they do not stay dead. here’s a hand on your lap in june. here’s their head on your shoulder in october. here’s their lips on your cheek before the night ends, and here it is happening all at once. the breaking and the mending at once, the fury and the light at once. when you speak it is not your voice you hear but theirs, speaking the words they taught you. say “please” and “thank you,” again, i dare you. your heart is in your mouth and you chew it. your stomach burns and you do not feed it. you read what Didion says about grief – a single person is missing for you, and the whole world is empty. you read what the stoics say about grief. but you don’t really care for ethical principles or Epictetus. philosophy can’t help you. there are spaces on your body the shape of their hands. when you reach to fill the gap, your own hands disappear. it is bottomless. you will no longer be whole. but look, when you open your mouth to speak, is not your voice you hear, but theirs. so you say their name and yours a hundred times before bed, touch the ghost of their head on your shoulder, and say — thank you, what a gift it is that the people you love do not stay dead.”

— The People You Love Do Not Stay Dead, Diana Rahim (via verkur)

[leonceu-blog]

how’s today where i am? well i’m listening to raining blood by slayer and the storm in the music blends in with the storm around me.

[leonceu-blog]

me, seeing a chubby trans guy being shown as happy except for a single problem: 😍😍😍😍

[leonceu-blog]

i’m sorry, but my brain is Back On It’s Shit again.

[leonceu-blog]

Smash or pass Sage

[ x ]

          “wha-- you can’t just ask a guy that,” jaune ducked his head as he felt a blush consume him, red spreading from neck to ear tip. but the question was asked, and he had to give an answer. “uh...smash. he’s nice to me, and he gets me in a way others don’t. it’d be...nice.”

[riddlesreformed-blog]

Send me “Smash or Pass” + a name and my muse will answer with 100% honesty.

[leonceu-blog]

i finally clipped my nails so i can type properly again~

[leonceu-blog]

sobs in mostly closeted transmasc as i learn how to make up in order to be taken seriously as a job/internship candidate.

[tt-vision]

Jaune is feckin’ tall

[bunniesmemes-deactivated2020063]

My muse in a relationship ?s

Please include if you want answers for a particular verse or ship.

🤗Are they physically affectionate?  🎶Do they have a type? 😡What are their deal breakers? ↕️Are they sub, dom or switch? ⏰How long do their relationships tend to last? 💍Would they ever get married? 🏷️Do they give their partners cute nicknames? 💋Are they more sensual or sexual? 📖What is their favorite outside of the bedroom activity to do with their partner? 🛏What is their favorite bedroom activity to do with their partner? 💚Are they prone to jealousy? 😘Does their demeanor change when in a relationship?  👫Do they display affection in public? What about in private? 💕Are they open to threesomes or a polyamorous relationship? 💔Do they have a certain type of person they will not enter into a relationship with? 💝How long until they feel secure and comfortable in a relationship? 🤐Would they ever confess their feelings first? ❌Would they ever cheat on their partner? 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦Do they want children? 🐶Are they a cuddler? 🔮Do they believe in soul mates? ⚔️ Are they protective of their partner? 🚀 How far are they willing to go for the person they love? ❤️ Do they fall in love easily? 📺 Do they share information about their relationships freely with friends and family? ♦️Are they concerned with the social status of their partner? 💭 Do they tend to sleep better when in bed with their partner?

[leonceu-blog]

[leonceu-blog]

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[leonceu-blog]

i haven’t seen the episode but i’ve had two thoughts that won’t leave me alone:

jaune vc: oh worm.

jaune vc: i’m just gonna....take a small nap here.....face down in the dirt...

[leonceu-blog]

i want to...do stuff but it just hit me how tired i am from doing most emotional and mental labor for my housemate so i kind of just want to bubble and not do anything at all. so i’m going to mothers on monday and haven’t brought a return ticket yet because i really just need to go lie on my face and not think for a while.