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[artcrystals]

TW: Gore, Dead Marco.

my eyes are wide open, my face to the sky is that you i’m hearin’ in the tall grass nearby? momma, come find me before i do die hey, hey, momma, look sharp

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HIATUS ‘til Monday -- 08/10

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[[ yeeeeeeeah, I just came back from the con & I’m frikkin’ exhausted. I think I will return tomorrow & start working on my drafts & the likes ]]

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Hiatus ‘til 9th August

[[ like I said, I’ll be cosplaying on the Gamescom before FINALLY coming back online here. That means I will SPAM my way through your dashboards again C: ]]

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     Destruction is followed by CLEARANCE ;; Regenesis -- they say humans         are  p r o n e  to build up EMPIRES before tearing them asunder with their own         bare hands. Oh,  h u m a n s  were creatures SHE should pity. So full of sad little         f l a w s . Driven by FEAR, EMOTIONS & GREED -- the hunger for POWER.        For something so much GREATER; for something they could FOLLOW in their        times of dire need. But instead of salvation humanity would only find havoc --        Chaos carefully spread by the monster’s diabolic paw. & despite his moronic          ideals & words the blonde would REMAIN. Feet thus carrying her closer towards        the center, arms still laced around a fragile husk whilst crystalline eyes narrowed         in minor  e n r a g e m e n t.

              Tell me, b o y , do you believe in what you say?

                   ” They always destroy. “

       Realisation is both, a blessing & a curse -- & the weapon had always been so        drawn to it for it had become the monster’s SHIELD. A defence mechanism          against all the VICIOUS forces that wagered to disturb her  d r e a d f u l  cause.        Someone like her should not philosophise over a matter such as philanthropy.                             -- recovering forlorn humanity was nothing but a distant DREAM

                  “ that’s all they’re capable of. “

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[[ okay, so now I have to do a LOT of stuff on here. I have around 30 drafts? And some asks I need to answer?Since I will be on the GAMESCOM on Saturday I’ll be kinda busy during this week, thus gimme some time to get used to Annie bae again. I gonna list ppl I currently owe. Message me if you wanna drop the thread 

I owe ;;

ferlikan

energisms

tacticianx

seastormarmin

lazuliss

fxrtissimus

inlesbianswithistoria

theeldo

ackerman-kuchel

ehrgeiiz

missdeliss

senarius

twtitans

hangxzoe

asophiora

laceraalas

leistvng

nodotais

maenadist

fortitudxinxus

ofscarfs

bossard

  ]]

[theeldo]

I ran out of ideas on the graphic, sue me

Recently I’ve hit my next hundred with this blog, and continue to be astounded at how many people have taken interest enough to follow. I’m immeasurably flattered and happy to have you all here! But this isn’t a shitty acceptance speech, so I’ll cut that crap and get to the APPRECIATION OF EXEMPLARY FOLKS

SPECIAL MENTIONS:

laceraalas

I have no idea what to write without deeply embarrassing myself, so I’m just gonna make peace with that. You are amazing. Gunter is amazing. Your whole blog and your whole dumb face is amazing. You consistently slay me with the life you’ve brought to Gunter’s character, and I feel immeasurably lucky we can interact so often. Eld and Gunter’s relationship has grown, and affected me so deeply I suspect I’ll be rendered immobile within the next few months or so. Thank you so much for being there, and open and filled with incredible AUs and I’m just gonna stOP NOW.

bossard / justicisms:

Ah yes, perhaps my oldest friend in the fandom and one of the coolest fucking nerds I’m lucky enough to talk to. Do not trust Cello. She will greet you with humble and relatable conversations before she shivs you with Petruo and ASSIMILATES YOU INTO THE HERD. Sunlight Girl is perhaps one of the best fics I’ve ever read, your portrayal of Auruo is heartbreaking in its realism and complexity and building the bond between him and Eld is REALLY KILLING ME and you’re REALLY SALTY ABOUT THE SAME THINGS I’M SALTY ABOUT WHICH I TELL YOU CREATES AN UNBREAKABLE BOND.

petraism:

Oh man. We don’t talk too frequently, but I am consistently put to the test by your amazing portrayal and writing? You can be so frigging funny, and the next moment you type out some HEARTWRENCHING THING THAT MAKES ME HAVE TO LIE DOWN AND–I just really appreciate you and your place in the squad. God fucking bless. This BROTP is possibly the strongest I’ve had in a while.

tacticianx:

Lanii is one of the sweetest little nuggets I’ve ever met. Her Armin is outstanding, despite being so new and I’m really really glad she’s around to make incredibly painful relationships that are DESTINED FOR TRAGEDY and her ability to listen to my ceaseless yelling about OTPs. I’m gonna. I’m gonna steal you.

kindnesskept/ bladewielding:

I freaked out with joy when you made a Petra and have CONTINUED TO FREAK OUT WITH JOY SINCE YOUR ARRIVAL. Petra and Eld are going to kill me with SHEER PLATONIC AFFECTION and I’m not even gonna sue you as a ghost. Because it’s how I’d wanted to have gone. 

VETERANS:

aizeos amicavenia captainlxvi furcifer-fidelitas gingersnapsoldier / hitchisms hangxzoe kaphore kalokardos langnxr magnolialis magnoliiias paraxenox petobb shrineof-theunderground silent-on-the-hunt tansai tzavah warscarred

TRAINEES:

aercis asophiora / whoisntdrunk catafractatus ehrgeiiz diamonism dxceitful fortitudxinxus fubarism fxrtissimus humanwrath iphigeneiia iradesi kerothi konnified leistvng leonherz mikasamor polyktonos praesidi probavi regiusdea tacticiarmin tempestborne vcdou venatorx vitriius xturncoat yeagerin

OTHERS:

ari-rivaille-ackerman comminuta dashiingly koriandstar prophetry servantofmythal siegeln sovereixn

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So as you guys know, I hit a MAJOR milestone a couple weeks back with reaching 1,000 followers! This has been a goal I’ve wanted to meet for so long, and after almost two years of running this blog, I have finally reached it, and it is all thanks to you. It’s now 1,100 so this has become a 1000+ list. The procrastination is strong.

Before I list off a bunch of people that helped influence me and keep this blog going, as well as a list of people I idolize and deserve some credit, I would just like to say something  really quick:

You are all wonderful people. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. It’s every one of you as followers and fellow roleplayers that make this experience such a wonderful and pleasant one. Give yourselves credits whatever you do. Artists, writers, and most importantly you the viewers.

Now let me talk about some of my baes that I need to single out. But real quick, a moment of silence for the deceased account of the Historia RPer that convinced me to create this account in the first place: angelofthewall. I do not know what happened to her, but she disappeared right before I started roleplaying full time with Tyler. Back then, my name was onedayiwillmarryher and I was suggested not to take up my current url name.

findingmyownhonor

My first real long-term roleplay partner. We interacted simply because I took the step to say ‘hello’ after Tyler followed my blog. Our blogs were mere babies at the time, each around or below 100 each. I had been interacting with another Historia blog at the time that was gone a lot, but I have never clicked as well with another roleplayer than I have with her. Tyler is an amazing writer and challenges me to work harder at my replies and take pride in my own writing. Her Historia is the most canon I have come across, and has shown the same character growth as in the manga and beyond. Tyler, if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t have grown myself in terms of writing and as a person, nor would I have reached one thousand. Thank you for everything, including being such a great friend.

bloodstainedhandsbertl

Ahhh Laura… Laura challenged my Ymir to a different extent, with the development of one of the best hateships I have ever had the pleasure to participate in. The sassiness (I have no idea if that’s a word wow what a great writer I am) that emerges when our muses interact gives me more joy than I can begin to describe. I simply adore Laura’s portrayal of Bertholdt and she is always the Bertholdt I go to when Ymir wants to bother someone.

eatthebread

I honestly have no idea how Mela and I started interacting. I think we were both involved in a skype rp chat while I was still roleplaying Eren and then somehow remet through my Ymir account. Mela and I have wonderful adventures with our muses, and while my muse is a pain in the butt and sometimes Ymir doesn’t like to cooperate, we tend to interact now and again and when it happens the dash seems to flood with commentary. Funny small threads, some crack shipping, bad parenting on both ends… always a fun time with Mela.

lothiriel-starr / lady-stardust-draws

Heather is not an rp blog. But she is my best friend. She made this list because she created the online/offline images I use now and again and need to get back to using now that I’m going back to crazy threading again– Heather is an amazing person and a very talented artist. I highly recommend giving her a follow. She’s not caught up in Attack on Titan but she deals with my ramblings and my unhealthy obsession with yumikuri. Her artblog can be found here and really if you want to see pokemon, LoK/ATLA, Utena, David Bowie, and a lot of other really great things that I cannot possibly all list at once, go follow.

bevsi

Bev is also not an rp blog but more in the Attack on Titan fandom than Heather - the two are actually friends and both attend RISD together. Both are very talented artists. Anyway, Bev here also deals with my yumikuri rantings and tacks onto them, as well as draws lots of fanart and actually is behind my one-of-a-kind icon. Give her a follow as well. You’re more likely to find Steven Universe, LoK/ATLA, Attack on Titan/Shingeki no Kyojin, and more.

dlartistanon

Wow I need to list more RPers probably than artists, but DL is really awesome too, no relation to Bev or Heather though and was pointed out to me while I was more in the Madoka fandom. DL is really nice and makes great art too. She is not in the Attack on Titan fandom, that I know of, but is behind the creation of my sidebar as well as some OC drawings and can do the uniform. Seriously. Commission any of these artists when they accept them. It’s worth it. All of their styles are different and beautiful and just - please.

beyondtheflyingbird / goddessmostforsaken

Mary is practically a real-life Historia. I love our interactions and how our muses just completely hit it off. Ymir loves your Garnet and enjoys harassing Historia the same.

cang-ye-ji

Shout out to Cang ye ji for permission to use her picture of Ymir, with credit of course. Wonderful artist, draws a lot of eremika from what I’ve seen for all my eremika fans. They draw more than that, though, and I love their style.

bulgingbraun

Kit is my life-saver, my partner-in-crime, the writer to a project we have going outside the RP blog. Kit helps keep me sane.

OKAY! And now for the long list (including baes above) that I either have interacted with or too shy to interact with:

ackerman-kuchel | ackersexual | aizeos | angelic-verlxsser | arciiere | armin-gesumin | askareinerbraun | askthebertl | asophiora | augmentedjustice | backgroundcutie | bevsi | beyondtheflyingbird | bloodlusteren | bloodstainedhandsbertl | bossard | bowhuntressbraus | brainsandsass | braus-and-arrows | brzxnska | bulgingbraun | cang-ye-ji | charismatic-commander | christa-lenzbian | commanderbolo | commander-nation | deciipere | deusexitiium | dlartistanon | dont-fight-cant-win | eatthebread | ego-sum-vix | femaleroguetitan | ferlikan | feulnerfire | findingmyownhonor | goddessmostforsaken | gradient-ravens | hangxzoe | hanjis-laboratory | hereticaltactician | hisgreatdeeds | historiajesuislareine | honestmanjean | iamherpatience | iintellectual | inviictum | jeansdad | jeansmom | jean-paul-jean | justshifterthings | kare-no-hogo | koletislik | kristaxxlenz | kxrstein | lamb-led-astray | lamecaptain | lance-corporalackerman | leonharxt | leonherz | lothiriel-starr | lxst-faith | lxxnhxrdt | minimikasa | memosfromlevi | notadamnhorse | orchidtippedarrows | pakhetx | paraktes | probavi | regiusdea | restricted-but-resolute | sacrificialoath | sacrificialredemption | salutethemeat | sardonic-watchdog | sasha-hashbraus | sinaborn | strangetothetouch | timid-soldier | thearmoredhomo | theborisfeulner | thesquadleaderzoe | thevxngless | vxnatxr | wingsofintxlligence

If I missed anyone, I’m terribly sorry! 

I will be changing my theme within the next twenty-four hours, just a heads up.

Art Credit :: Home :: Ask 

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I can’t even believe it’s been an year since I made this blog! I don’t even know what to say, to be honest - I remember the night I launched this blog, wondering if it would be sucessful and stuff because of my hella underground muse. 

The amount of love and support I’ve received from the community was AMAZING, and I’m talking about both the Shingeki no Kyojin fandom and other fandoms as well! I know I wasn’t the most active RPer during the past few months, but even when I came back, you guys received me with open arms. I’ve met so many incredible people here, and I’m still meeting not only amazing partners and writers, but also friends, and I am incredibly thankful for that.

I also just got over the 300 followers mark last week! Talk about a nice timing. It’s been quite some time since my last bias list, and I’m glad to be here posting this one!

If I tagged you here, it means that I really appreciate and admire you! Even though I’ve never talked to some of you (because I’m pretty shy and busy), you make my dash fun and it’s a joy being mutuals with you. I hope I’ll be able to thread with everyone here at least once! Also, I’m so sorry if I forget someone.

Canon Squad

thearmoredhomo || magnolialis || bertholdtwhorever || bloodstainedhandsbertl || ego-sum-vix || askthefreckledangel || catafractatus || obdurate-leader || leonherz || theeldo || shrineof-theunderground || orchidtippedarrows || praesidi || blutkristall || lxxnhxrdt || marco-on-wheels || faithfulxforeverx || notadamnhorse || hanjithenewcommander || canisbelli || blxxdhxund || oprimeval || no-initiative || frxcklxdsatan || koletislik || misxnderstxxd || levente-captain-levi || dissociativewarrior || bulgingbraun || arminthewhore || soldiersregret || undergroundmagnolia || the-bark-is-worse || petxra || deciipere || wayward-bird || paraxenox || nanbarama || kxrstein || polishedforsurvival || asophiora || solitary-scavenger || regiusdea || aizeos || obligxtus || dxceitful || inlesbianswithistoria || findingmyownhonor || kare-no-hogo || charismatic-commander || fortitudxinxus

OCs and Crossovers Squad

yougotmyknifebloody || rhyssedlightning || masochisticfrog || id0lprince || bespectacledcrow || tsukinoshutsu || the-smiling-crow || whothehxll || kickingreasontothecurb || tendoriru || lieutxnant || delivererofbadluck || deriision || ari-rivaille-ackerman || vestaouji || somniaties || ofclippedwings || contractincubator || goldxnflamx || straxrdinario || axioms-sassiest || sabre-sai

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HIATUS FROM 10.06 - 04.08

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[[ yEAH It’s exam time in Germany again. As usual, I will be rather inactive until this shitty part of my life is over. I will need to write three exams and prepare two oral presentations thus I tend to rather ignore tumblr. I am also kinda busy with sewing some cosplay stuff (which I do to calm myself dOWN) so my activity here will be none existant. bUT once the finals are over I will SPAM my way through your dashboards/inboxes again, I promise ]]

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HIATUS FROM 10.06 - 24.07

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[[ yEAH It’s exam time in Germany again. As usual, I will be rather inactive until this shitty part of my life is over. I will need to write three exams and prepare two oral presentations thus I tend to rather ignore tumblr. I am also kinda busy with sewing some cosplay stuff (which I do to calm myself dOWN) so my activity here will be none existant. bUT once the finals are over I will SPAM my way through your dashboards/inboxes again, I promise ]]

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HIATUS FROM 10.06 - 24.07

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[[ yEAH It’s exam time in Germany again. As usual, I will be rather inactive until this shitty part of my life is over. I will need to write three exams and prepare two oral presentations thus I tend to rather ignore tumblr. I am also kinda busy with sewing some cosplay stuff (which I do to calm myself dOWN) so my activity here will be none existant. bUT once the finals are over I will SPAM my way through your dashboards/inboxes again, I promise ]]

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HIATUS FROM 10.06 - 24.07

[leonherz-blog1]

[[ yEAH It’s exam time in Germany again. As usual, I will be rather inactive until this shitty part of my life is over. I will need to write three exams and prepare two oral presentations thus I tend to rather ignore tumblr. I am also kinda busy with sewing some cosplay stuff (which I do to calm myself dOWN) so my activity here will be none existant. bUT once the finals are over I will SPAM my way through your dashboards/inboxes again, I promise ]]

[leonherz-blog1]

HIATUS FROM 10.06 - 24.07

[leonherz-blog1]

[[ yEAH It’s exam time in Germany again. As usual, I will be rather inactive until this shitty part of my life is over. I will need to write three exams and prepare two oral presentations thus I tend to rather ignore tumblr. I am also kinda busy with sewing some cosplay stuff (which I do to calm myself dOWN) so my activity here will be none existant. bUT once the finals are over I will SPAM my way through your dashboards/inboxes again, I promise ]]

[leonherz-blog1]

HIATUS FROM 10.06 - 24.07

[leonherz-blog1]

[[ yEAH It’s exam time in Germany again. As usual, I will be rather inactive until this shitty part of my life is over. I will need to write three exams and prepare two oral presentations thus I tend to rather ignore tumblr. I am also kinda busy with sewing some cosplay stuff (which I do to calm myself dOWN) so my activity here will be none existant. bUT once the finals are over I will SPAM my way through your dashboards/inboxes again, I promise ]]

[leonherz-blog1]

HIATUS FROM 10.06 - 24.07

[leonherz-blog1]

[[ yEAH It’s exam time in Germany again. As usual, I will be rather inactive until this shitty part of my life is over. I will need to write three exams and prepare two oral presentations thus I tend to rather ignore tumblr. I am also kinda busy with sewing some cosplay stuff (which I do to calm myself dOWN) so my activity here will be none existant. bUT once the finals are over I will SPAM my way through your dashboards/inboxes again, I promise ]]

[leonherz-blog1]

HIATUS FROM 10.06 - 24.07

[leonherz-blog1]

[[ yEAH It’s exam time in Germany again. As usual, I will be rather inactive until this shitty part of my life is over. I will need to write three exams and prepare two oral presentations thus I tend to rather ignore tumblr. I am also kinda busy with sewing some cosplay stuff (which I do to calm myself dOWN) so my activity here will be none existant. bUT once the finals are over I will SPAM my way through your dashboards/inboxes again, I promise ]]

[leonherz-blog1]

HIATUS FROM 10.06 - 24.07

[leonherz-blog1]

[[ yEAH It’s exam time in Germany again. As usual, I will be rather inactive until this shitty part of my life is over. I will need to write three exams and prepare two oral presentations thus I tend to rather ignore tumblr. I am also kinda busy with sewing some cosplay stuff (which I do to calm myself dOWN) so my activity here will be none existant. bUT once the finals are over I will SPAM my way through your dashboards/inboxes again, I promise ]]