The flower of evil

Film, sunset, architecture, words and sometimes selfies

[lesfleursdummal]

Life don’t go like movies but one day you’ll come around.

[lesfleursdummal]

Because of you

[lesfleursdummal]

How am I supposed to tell you that I like you so much when we talk about everything but our feelings.

I hope you feel scared as much as I do

if this goes wrong

we might lose everything we have now

[lesfleursdummal]

I know we’re better off friends.

So I’ll settle for the girl you always favor

The girl your girlfriends will worry

The girl you share your dreams with

And the girl who understands you like no other.

Because I know you can’t find a girl like me.

[lesfleursdummal]

After all these time I’m still into you

Do you remember how we used to be

How comfortable it was

I know we’re something. It’s us at the end.

[modedamour]

[lesfleursdummal]

Conversation without words

Silence with shouts

I took a deep breath with no air

Darkness surrounds me as if there’s no light in this bright room

It might be all in my head but it all seems real

Jealousy took me over as ugly as possible

I step back

All the thoughts, feelings, and everything I got starts to crumble and swirling

More I try to suppress bigger it gets

[lesfleursdummal]

You’re the first and the last thing of my mind

[lesfleursdummal]

I don’t want to want you

I don’t want to have this feelings

But I know letting you go is the right decision

I see the way you look at her because that’s the way you used to looked at me

I see the way you talk to her and I know because that’s how you used to talk to me.

I lost you before I could catch anything.

[lesfleursdummal]

What was it that you showed me.

Was it all a dream

Was it a glimpse of something I could have

Was it a game you play

Was it a joke

I know I miss the chance with you

But was it something I couldn’t even catch.

[lesfleursdummal]

Right when I try to turn and walk away,

You show me all the hopes that we could have everything

What a fool for me to fall for it every time

[lesfleursdummal]

It doesn’t hurt as much when I hear your name

Luckily I realized I deserve better

Or I realized I want to be close to you even as friends

I’m just too scared to be honest and left with a shame

Tell you everything I feel and taste the bitter

Or get everything my heart wanted without my mind suspends

[lesfleursdummal]

I wish I could say I love you

Ask what we are

Tell you how much I miss you

Disclose all my feelings

Hug you and look into your eyes

And know how it feels to be loved by you

But I get scared by my overthinking mind,

Worst scenario I can think of,

And everything else.

So I say I love you underneath my breath hoping no one catches it to hear.

[lesfleursdummal]

The pain of words

Agony without words.

[antonellogonzalez]

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