hey, what’s up, i’m meg & i suck at communication but i love you.
first, i dunno how the hell i still have followers considering i start things and then lose track of them and then it’s a never ending cycle of what do i owe and where are they and how am i supposed to reply to this when it’s been three months and they probably hate me but i’mma draft it nd hope for the best but also oh i lost muse for this muse completely how do i tell this person that i want to rp with them still but not w this muse ! but here i am. four years later. 800 followers later (?!?!!?!?!?!!?!?!?). i’ve made friends, i’ve lost friends, i’ve been up, i’ve been down, i’ve had muse, i’ve lost muse but we are here nd i ammmmmmm all sorts of warm and fuzzy on the inside.
listen i know normal people usually do the people they talk to most often first but im.. not normal so ! these are the people i see on my dash most often ( some of you i talk to a lot / often nd i fuckin’ love you ) that i’m always lowkey rooting for and hoping for the best like okay! i love you! i see you! i appreciate you! keep doing you bitch! you out here surviving another day and whew ! a medal ! you deserve it !
@bcmymistake / @bcbylxn / @fcturehearts / @breathiiin / @sunsct / @heartbeatens / @ncrthcrndcwnpcur / @sixtyfcurs / @balletspins / @ofbenediction / @cathcrtiic / @rosychvrms / @sadscngs / @unforgettablc / @afflctcs / @hcpefell / @illuminatethesehcpelessplaces / @wearethechxmpions / @crackmyhcart / @sunveiins / @waterlilics / @ittybittylittlebit-hot / @icekisseds / @fadcdaway / @lovclysun / @consideredlilies / @sinforthenight / @heirbud / @droppingpetals / @mcsterpieces
my loves, my darlings, my angels.♡
@wintersfades / @scdserenades: whew .. where do i begin ! not to be loud ! but !!! i get to snUGGLE YoU IN LITERALLY NINE DAYS AND I AM FEELING ALL SORTS OF EMOTIONS !!!! you’re genuinely one of the nicest people i’ve met on this website. you’re so !! and i get so !! because we started talking over harry styles but then somehow we figured out we are both Trash for Boys With Brown Eyes and Curly Hair ( @ brad & shawn, specifically ) and it just kinda eRUPTED. i’m so glad we’re such close friends and you’ve not thrown me out the window because i have no idea what to say and sometimes get a little off which you’re always so willing to talk me through and out of i’m so – 🥺i love you with my whole ass heart nd then some though. you have such a heart of gold and i wish you saw yourself the way so many people do because you deserve nothing less than that. you is my wife nd ur stuck w me for life, sorry u had to find out this way. ♡
@dayxdreaminx: alright listen here bitch if you think im going to be nice in this post then you are absolutely right because i love you with my whoooole heart. i remember us meeting in the mall and how fuckin tight you hugged me i thought i was suffocating but i loved it cause i hugged back as tight and we spent the entire day just walking and giggling and talking about nothing but somehow everything and we went to lunch and you actually got to witness the picky jump out of me and it was just so nice i miss you so much im like really gonna cry jesus i’m so emotion :( but hi yes even though you destroy me by sending me pictures of tom constantly, you are SUCH a light in this world and i don’t know what i’d do without you. you’re so much more grounded than i am and it’s such a nice contrast because you yank me from the clouds and tell me to breathe when i feel like i can’t. i want nothing but the sheer best for you - and that means getting your fucking apartment in new york so i can crash way too many times xoxo i love getting your daily snapchats, even if it’s just for a streak because they make me so happy nd ugh
@seesxws: i’m texting u rn but hi bitch it’s me the biggest pain in the ass you know! there are no words to say how much i love you, and how much you mean to me, and how much i hope you know i genuinely love and appreciate you. all of our memories together have been nothing but pure joy and a bitch cannot wait to bother you live and in person again because it’s long overdue and i need to witness you falling in a giant puddle during a huge ass rain storm again or have you witness me popping my tire because i’m dumb and can’t drive xo
@lxveleexinsxnity: we talk literally every single day and i can’t picture my life not talking to you about everything yet something so dumb? like, sometimes i wake up in the morning and i see something and i just go oh my god i have to tell justyce this before i implode and you liTERALLY never judge me or try to make me change the subject and you just go along with whatever it is that my mind’s decided to fixate on. you let me rant, you’ve heard me cry, you’ve lifted me up and you’ve kept my head on solid ground for almost four years straight. you’re my baby love and nothing, and i mean nothing, is ever going to make me love you any less.
@vcpours: pHEW another angel ! what have i done to deserve this ! nothing ! you are genuinely one of my best friends on here and i love you with my whole ass heart. you’re such a talented writer, too, and i still get lowkey shoOK that you want to write with me. you’ve been there through so much with me, and i’m honestly entirely grateful. i love you and i love having ten million threads and ships with you and i’m still so happy you met shawn like pLEASE.. my hEART cannot possibly handle that. you never get mad at me for losing threads or muse and you’ve never once made me feel like total and utter shit about things when i’m at my lowest. a true angel.
@untouchvd: hi i miss you nd i love you nd i hope you’re doing well cause boY oh BOY you are still my angel and i wish for nothing but the best for you !!!!! you mean so much to to me and i know i’ve put you through the ringer with how many times i’ve removed muses nd deleted threads and got all wonky and weird but whew. you’ve stuck w me through a lot of things and i appreciate and i love you so much. i’m goannnana smoosh you one day, swear to it.
@thedepxrted: hi yes you are ! such an important person in my life and i know things have gotten really rocky mentally for you ( and me ) lately, i still love you as much as i did before and i want to see you living your best and HAPPY life. i know it’s hard sometimes and i know sometimes life is a total ass wipe to you and i absolutely hate that. you got me though a death i never through i’d get through and we’re so entirely close because of that. i love you so much and i will fuckIN G FIGHT ! WHOEVER HURTS VERA ! MY TINY ANGEL CHILD MUFFIN !
@lespcir: i need to preface this by saying i’m gonna fucking FIGHT EVERYONE IN YOUR DAMN BOOK. i am now certified lou’s mother. no one can touch her. do not harm a hair on her head ! or i will cut you ! but hi yes i love you v much and i am rooting for you always. we’ve been talking a lot more nd i appreciate ur existence and lil pep talks we have just to get through the day <333
