moey

these violent delights have violent ends

[letitbehell]

my tags because i'm a forgetful mess

#booksick ٠࣪⭑ highlights from books i'm reading

#allegedly writing ٠࣪⭑ my ao3 woes

#rant ٠࣪⭑ ...rants

#💭 ٠࣪⭑ miscellaneous, bookmarked textposts

#cmb ٠࣪⭑ character moodboards

[letitbehell]

"they're the bestest platonic friends" "they're so in love" [wrong buzzer noise] actually they exist in the unending in between that encompasses all wretched human emotions and of which no words could ever be dared to define. their souls recognized one another ineffably and have since lived on marked by something close to divinity. no one will ever understand them, not even themselves

[letitbehell]

i really should finish this mermay piece but by gods...... all i want to do is lay down and read regency romances

[letitbehell]

hooray the wip i left at 300 words last year is now at 500 words. see you in 20 years

[letitbehell]

this is the irl equivalent of posting an instagram thirst trap whenever you're upset with your boyfriend

[letitbehell]

top 10 funniest compliments i ever got on ao3

[letitbehell]

jeremy knox is the most persephone coded aftg character that i'm surprised we don't have more (if any at all) hades/persephone jerejean aus. persephone being the goddess of spring and nature, and jeremy constantly being refereed to as sunshine personified... persephone having to go back and forth from the underworld and earth to be with her strict mother and jeremy having to go back and forth from his home and the apartment at the demands of his mother....... on and on and on

[letitbehell]

when i first read aftg, i was all awww andreil and their chin grabs ♡ how special and sweet ♡ and then i read tsc and saw how jerejean interacted and realized this was just another case of tonight's episode: the author's barely-disguised fetish

[letitbehell]

rereading ravensong and realized that mark and gordo are literally that one wolf meme

[letitbehell]

a lot of white girl pop music are very jerejean coded and the sooner people accept that, the happier we all will be. slut! by taylor swift? jerejean. so american by olivia rodrigo? jerejean. sabrina carpenter's entire discography? yeah jeremy knox ghostwrote it

[letitbehell]

i say this because there's quite a number of aftg fans that seem to insist these artists don't have any songs that can be connected to aftg which just seems crazy to me. oh go ahead and hate their music or what they stand for or whatever, that's fine! but let's not lie to ourselves and say these artists don't have songs that can be theme songs for these characters because they absolutely do

[letitbehell]

a lot of white girl pop music are very jerejean coded and the sooner people accept that, the happier we all will be. slut! by taylor swift? jerejean. so american by olivia rodrigo? jerejean. sabrina carpenter's entire discography? yeah jeremy knox ghostwrote it

[letitbehell]

david wymack crossover with gordo livingstone WALK WITH ME......

[letitbehell]

there are some characters so obsessively whipped for their lover that seeing them shipped with others feels sacrilegious. like what do you mean you ship gabimaru with someone that isn't yui. do you want god to smite you

[letitbehell]

i just finished watching bring her back (2025) and i need someone to tell me i'm not delusional when i say andy is VERY andrew minyard coded. misunderstood blonde older brothers who were mistreated by their families and kept it hidden from their younger sibling in order to protect, all while a part of them resents them for it

[letitbehell]

What have I done, he said, to be so unhappy, and yet not to be convinced that this unhappiness, which invests me like an atmosphere, is quite real or quite justified?

In Love, Alfred Hayes

[letitbehell]

i'm really looking forward to jeremy whump in the third book. that being said, i sure hope that jeremy's suffering won't center around jean's pain. like i GET it, jean's life sucks and whatever but i want jeremy's upcoming suffering to be entirely his own and not born from his love and empathy towards his crush

[letitbehell]

i have a type and it's blonde puppy bottoms with a big heart housed by a bigger chest