Relax

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[neuroticdream]

True on We Heart It.

[ericarose95]

My eyes fill with tears as I lay restless in my bed, wide awake like an owl At night who begging my eyes to sleep through the whole day, and while my heart aches for your hands and the warmth of your resting stomach upon my sides I remember that you are out somewhere laughing and smiling and erasing me from your mind, the mind you dragged me into, the mind I grew to love and cherish, I thought I knew, was begged to trust. But here I am, heart aching. Broken and half missing I lie restless again in my bed, needing just one simple hug and hello from a person who asked for my love. Yet threw it out the door as soon as he could clutch it within his hands. And as the days go on, I fake my smiles and go without rest and push myself to act like a fake version of a happy me, but I am still open, body so broken and I ache. So tell me please one thing? Tell me when it’s gonna end? Or will I never get the hello iv waited for so patiently? … I can only think not because I was born not just a burden but cursed with poor loveless luck. No one to love my big heart I ask where it came from? But I guess that’s just the troubles of having a heart so big, when you lose a piece of it that became so big the weight of it lost within your chest drags you down beneath the floor, and the tears continue to flow, just so much less unknown. I continue to smile, cuz who wants a sad heartbroken me? Il continue to fake it even if it never stops, but do you fake it to, or was it all a show? ~ empty restless nights

~ poetry by erica Lynn (via ericarose95)

[niktups]

I think about killing myself more then graduating

(via nicktups)

[dadfromthehood]

Saddest moment

[niktups]

I rather jump off a bridge than fall in love again… Hurts less.

(via nicktups)

[niktups]

Ur not just my 3am thought… I don’t know when, there isn’t a time, I’m not thinking about you.

(via nicktups)

[iamvictimofchange-blog]

When I was at my lowest, I met you. Your tender skin and melancholy soul make me feel like I was flying. Why did you destroy my wings? Now I am just constantly falling waiting to hit the ground.

-Melissa Ward

[biiancabiia]

[0120-8-deactivated20170328]

[cosmic]

I like to think I’m a pretty strong person. But when it comes to you, I’m weak as hell.

(via overseeings)

[halseycon]

[drowning-but-sorry]

[larmoyante]

Your heart literally hurts when it’s breaking. You can feel it, every beat another ache, and nothing you can do will stop it, either from beating or breaking.

Alison McGhee, All Rivers Flow To The Sea (via ding-ang-bato)

[bl-letters-i-never-sent-deactiv]

I’d like to think this isn’t it for us, I don’t want to just be a girl you loved for many years and left in high school. For now I want to close the book on us, but I really do hope in a few years when I’ve grown up and moved past the love I have for you we meet again and we become civil, I just want to sit down calmly and talk about it, us. I want you to look me in the eyes and apologise for all of your wrong doings, I want you to tell me I did nothing wrong, I don’t want this to be the end because I think after all you did I deserve a proper goodbye and an explanation, but right now your still immature and I’m still so in love with you that I don’t believe you could do anything wrong, so when you’ve grown up and I have moved on, maturely I want to talk about it, not for you but for me, but for now my love good bye and I hope too see you again.

B.L letters I never sent (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

[winoforevr-deactivated20160222]

[raenuet]

[regular-love]

Grunge/Indie