The Suicide Chronicles

Read my FAQ. I don't want to see your dick.

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One of the last times I was comfortable with my breast size. They’re much smaller here than I’m used to them being, but I was still pretty content.

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Oh man, I miss this body...

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SO I was making plans on getting this blog really up and going, updating you all on my progress and the like. Buut apparently Tumblr decided it doesn’t like ‘female presenting nipples’ anymore so this blog will probably be deleted.

I’m working on getting a Twitter set up.. possibly a Dreamwidth idk

I’ll keep ya posted

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Still not dead

Ok, so I’m starting to see some progress with NBE. I’ve been slacking in my massages and haven’t pumped in weeks though so it’s slower than it probably could be. I’m gonna post pics soon as I can sneak away from my cubicle long enough to snap some. I haven’t taken any measurements (because I keep misplacing my measuring tape) but my bras are starting to fit tighter.

I’m officially up 12 pounds since I full on started actively trying to gain weight. I’d like to gain another 10 pounds, 5 pounds at least.

Anyway, if there’s any more ladies doing NBE themselves, hit me up. I’m thinking of starting a group chat or something, so we can share tips and support and just have fun, idk

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Howdy everybody. I’m not dead

NBE is going ok. Not as fast as I’d like (but I think that’s largely due to me not gaining weight) but I’m feeling some growth. My bras are starting to fit better, my breasts move more and feel heavier. Size wise, I don’t think I’ve increased too much, but I think we’re getting there

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So it’s been about a month of NBE and while I’m too lazy to take pictures, I do feel like I’m seeing some growth. Like an increased fullness, but not necessarily much of a size change. Thus far I’ve only been doing massages and PM 3 times a day. I’ve been having a lot of trouble eating recently though so I haven’t gained much more weight and might’ve even lost a few pounds, so I feel that’s greatly impacting my growth. Hoping to get my appetite back and be able to eat more and more.

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I am SO sick of the smell of flaxseed oil

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So, been doing NBE for a week. Right now just doing PM and flaxseed oil massages (I was also taking fenugreek but I heard it can cancel out the effects of PM, I dunno though). Bought a breast pump on Amazon, just one of the lower end ones, as I didn’t want to shell out money for a Noogleberry until I knew that at pumping would at least be something enjoyable to me.

Anyway, week one was officially yesterday. Haven’t noticed any increase in size (wasn’t really expecting to) but I have noticed my breasts feel a bit fuller and are kinda achy and itchy, which is apparently a sign of growth (if I recall my puberty days, anyway). Not sure if that’s the PM or if it’s just the flaxseed. I dunno

I was worried the PM I’m taking isn’t ‘pure’ enough, so I ordered a different bottle with more reviews, so I’ll switch to that and keep taking that once it arrives this weekend.

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Why is your blog called The Suicide Chronicles?

Because, frankly, I’m suicidal.

Yes, I’m seeing a psychiatrist, yes I’m on meds, yada yada. Here’s the deal

I reached a point late last year where I just realized... I’m not happy, and things are never really going to get better. Not permanently. My life was shit and has kinda always been shit. And frankly, I was just over it.

But, long story short: I’m obsessive about keeping promises. And I promised a friend I’d go to a festival with her in September. So I’m stuck here until then. So I said I’d give it my all, and try and find the will to live again.

And so a part of that is: I want my fucking tits back.

I used to have (relative to my frame anyway) huge tits. I pretty much viewed them as a nuisance. I lost a little bit of weight in college so they shrunk, but it was a good shrinkage. A “still looks good but my back hurts less” shrinkage.

Then, well mental illness is a bitch, and I inadvertently lost over 15 pounds (to put it in perspective, at my heaviest I’m 115). Which, caused my tits and ass to shrink.

Which, does not make me a happy camper.

I figure if I’m going to be here, I should at least like looking at myself. So, I’m trying to gain the weight back, and in the process get my tits and ass back. Hence, this NBE blog.

Fair warning, while this will pretty much be about breast enlargement/enhancement (and my obsession with nipples) there’ll be times I post some pretty dark shit.

Anyway, I’m pretty friendly. Just don’t be a fuckboy or a dick.

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Hi

I’m not here to hook up or for people’s entertainment. I don’t want to trade pics, and I don’t want to see your dick.

Please stop sending me fuckboy messages.

K thx.

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New to NBE, looking for friends

Title pretty much says it all. Just looking for people to chat with, share progress with, various methods, or just shoot the shit. Really trying to stay motivated and hoping to surround myself with like minded people.

Anyway, I’m pretty chill, so just DM me or follow me or reblog this if you’re interested in chatting.

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One of the last times I was comfortable with my breast size. They’re much smaller here than I’m used to them being, but I was still pretty content.