He’s asking me if they can come out. Boy, you don’t wanna cross the line. He’s trying to chit chat. I guess there’s something between the lines. I’ve been well aware of this before. He’s joking in English, dude, you don{t meant to do that.
I wish I could control this tsunami of feelings I have right now. Suddenly, the weight on my body is ten times harder while I hear this song. I laugh at myself because no matter how reasonable I want to be, is not working. Is sad because I already know the end of this. I already know how this will be and, deep down I feel...okay. Because somehow, I know is not you. But at the same time I’m asking to myself if this is the way that was going to be. Is this destiny giving me a whole reminder of those years, just to see if I learned my lesson? Do I have to experience the falling and then the breaking in a rush, just because this will be a faded memory?
As my mind is playing tricks on me, I’ve decided I’ll let all these feelings to flow. Just for today, I’ll admit, I’ll be in denial, I’ll be in pain, and I’ll be in sorrow. I’ll say it and then I’ll let you go.
I hope this works. Because if you tell me to get lost, believe me, I will. But I´m not turning back.
I’ll remember this day
As the new season came by
While I was wearing my favorite dress
And I was telling you about what used to be my favorite song
the beginning of the ending
And my heart is crashing, even though I knew at the very first moment there was no pavement for this road
I forgot what it was
To feel so much
And I don’t regret a single second
Because I know I broke your ideas
And your thoughts
And I made you smile countless times
At least I like to think about that
And now I think you have a piece of my heart
I know this will be over, but maybe the first shot of happiness was almost done
And now we need to deal with our real problems, so we can learn m o r e.
Break my heart, please
I’d rather take the pain at this very moment
Than trying to explain to myself
All the alternatives to this.
Because I’m this close
to fall
Even thought I know
I’m falling
Falling
without knowing.
Every weekend, my heart breaks.
It’s a costume
a deadly one
Because I know how wrong it is
and the lines seem so blurred
but this is me, for the million time
Seeing things where they’re not
Imagine stuff I shouldn’t
Checking at the screen when I should let you go. Should know better, we’ve been here before.
It’s been a week,
but it feels like years
I was so drunk in my thoughts
And deeply in my soul I knew
You were going to break my heart not only once
but almost every time your memory surfaced my thoughts.
I don’t know if I missed this feeling, or it was just the rush, I just knew I liked.
Even though this wasn’t treacherous, in my mind it was.
Because this was me, creating this mess,
guess overthinking doesn’t have any kind of perks
There was this year where I was in my lowest and someone brought a light and somehow it was something. And I kept that and run the tunnel and when I was in the light, he was gone. The rush, the conversations, the laughs and even the internal jokes were something I revisited time from time.
There was this year where I thought I was stable and somehow him shake the thought of that because once again, I felt like I was lost, but I liked. It was consuming me, but I didn’t mind. How I dare to do that to myself? Me, who always tries to put herself first because the time I didn’t, it broke my heart and I wasn’t aware the pain was going to be until this day. I was careful, I’ve always was, but you weren’t around and I know this is me, and that’s why I should stop. I need to stop.
After these series of things, my thoughts goes back to you.
But it was in a worried way.
Until my dearest friend, decided to share
some quotes from a show
and now I’m finding myself overthinking again
They said “Making a playlist is a delicate art,
is like writing a love letter,
but better in a way...”
And so, my mind went back to that moment
when I decided to share a song
and then you said you would create one
and the you put my song on first place
and the second was one of those that you shared to me before
And I didn’t want to go into deeper meanings,
but your song talks about sitting down beside you and staying a while.
Maybe it’s me again, overthinking this
But days after you said:
“I swear to you, I love this playlist”
I didn’t take it too serious. So I let it slip.
Until now,
that the thoughts of you are haunting me
again.
sweet, sourish. realizing the feeling is kinda not there anymore. realizing I could missed you, but then realizing maybe I was missing the idea of you.
Sometimes I missed you
Even if all is in my head
And you may part on your way
When this is over and I will grow flowers on it
I’ll cherish those days
Because you may not be in my list
but sure, you were one of those who made me believe in pretty thoughts. In something I’d always tried to put in the last drawer. There is and will always be love.
And I am forever grateful.
Today I missed you,
I gave it a glimpse
In hopes you’d notice it
So maybe we could go back in time
to those foggy days
when we used talk about songs
and how beautiful they are.
Today you appeared in my dreams.
For quite some time, I tried to keep moving on, but I found myself missing our endless conversations.
I’m seeing you flying high, but I wish if you would come back to me, even when you’re not mine.
At the end, you handed me a note, but I couldn’t read it because I was half way awake. I tried to go back to us, only to find a message written somewhere else: You love me.
And I kept thinking about it today. Could it be true?
If I want this back, could I have it?
Could I spend more time just staring at this?
Do I want it?
Even if the roads are not coming closer?
Can I be vulnerable and tell you everything?
Or do I need to wait more?
Because I do miss our endless conversations
And the glimpses of caring
And knowing you wanted to be there
Because I want to be there for you too
but I know is not right.
Today I missed us. So I played our playlist.
Or more like the playlist I made it for you.
You moved on. But here I am still looking for your eyes, waiting on a random text.
Today I missed us, and I hope you’re doing good. Today I missed us, pour some rum and shut down the lights. Play me some chords, tell me how much you love this song ✨
(...) It was my life - like all lives, mysterious and irrevocable and sacred. So very close, so very present, so very belonging to me. How wild it was to let it be. https://www.instagram.com/p/B_bB3XkhMW_/?igshid=1iwu44z15fwcy
this is absolutely not a shitpost, they paid money for people to search twitter for 'foreign influences that may have been crucial' (they insist Venezuela and Cuba are somehow behind all this) and today they announced that there's one thing that ties it all up together: kpop accounts
These were the nights that'll never die. Nunca fuí tan feliz como hace un año. Nunca canté tanto como hace un año. Nunca bailé y salté tanto como hace un año. @axwell gave me happiness and tears and all the feelings and I just can't tell you how does it feel bcs y'all need to be part of this. I can't tell you how many times I keep coming back to my personal footage from this day and it gives me chills and a big, big smile 💙 A personal shot out to my baby girl @johannaare for holding me while I was literally dying of happiness 💙 We will coming back to you Ultra, one day. #umf #rtuperu (at Ultra Music Festival Perú) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3Qmzv-BVx6/?igshid=260vfqq3r9pg
I don't really know what's the reason behind this post. I think there's a part of me, deep down, that wants to be recognized. Loved. Remembered. Guess we have a new canvas to work out.
Since the @jonasbrothers announced that they're back, this is my state. Blissfully happy ✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/BucwcUCFOSq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rwzilsbte9f7
We're gonna play in the dark, 'till is golden again. #landscape #nature #photography https://www.instagram.com/p/BsR0CQfHj-k/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1q02br7y4nvff
So, like everyone, I’ve been recently blessed by getting to know the existence of this beautiful human being called Noah Centineo. He’s now the fav guy and we love him dearly, but I need to explain to my future self why is he going to be our new crush:
- The way he sees life, in a raw and necessary point gets me always thinking twice and appreciate him so much, much more. I think he doesn’t let anything or anyone get into his relationship with himself, and man, THAT’S SO FUCKING IMPORTANT, I mean, he e n j o y s being with himself. That shows another level of respect that I’ve dream to have since forever. And I love that.
I’m really sorry for what he has been through in the past days, but let me tell you: He’s so much more than we all think.
I took this picture while I was watching "True Stories" in the movie theater last year. The words you're reading were my first impressions of the documentary. In that time, it amazed me the way Tim saw life and how he could find inspiration in it's little details. He really meant a lot for me. I reached him the way most people did: Levels. It was my main entrance to this beautiful word of electro dance music. But when it comes to Avicii, and his creations, the world did have a little bit more of sense. Every track of him gave me hope. A reason for dancing during my rainy days. He was one of the big reasons why I felt in love with music production and reminded myself how music should make you feel. I can't describe the emotions I have today. I lost one of my favorite persons in the world. I knew he left a huge mark in all the persons and musicians who followed him. But he is alive in every single track he did, to make us happy. To make him happy. He choose the thing he loved the most and, even in pain, he didn't stop creating. And that just inspires passion and will inspire it forever. We come along this is that day and we will never look back at the faded sillhouettes. Thank you for existing. Thank you for your music. Thank you for your wisdom, Avicii. #avicci
By far, the best concert of my entire life. The atmosphere, the energy, the people, @radiohead , everything was in the right place, in the right time. What a magical night for being alive 🌌 #moonshapedpooltour #soundheartsfestival #peru #concerts #goals (at Estadio Nacional de Lima)
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