And I try to be the chill girl….who holds her tongue and gives you space….and WHY. Honestly for why. Why am I allowing you in any way shape or form to dictate this. When did we put you in the drivers seat of this car and sign a power of attorney saying you’re allowed to screw me whenever you feel like it come when you feel kkke it go when you feel like it. I’m done holding my tongue and I’m done doing this with you. The worst part of it is the switch up!
Before I left for a few days you were acting like my boyfriend. Bragging about me to your friends, cooking me dinners, watching movie marathons, going out together, sleeping together, taking care of pets together, doing arts and crafts. IS IT CASUAL NOW???? And then I come back and you spiral. You don’t know what you want and you’re having a life crisis. Okay? Has nothing to do with me or how genuine I’ve showed up and you just ruined me.














