Tell me what will you do
Hi Dear, it’s been a long time. I know you’re very busy, even at my birthday I didn’t got any message from you. Sorry for always bothering you.
Dear, I want to tell you a truth. I’m in meditation process now, I’m in between anxiety, depress, and bipolar. I told you before I tried to kill myself, and I did it again. Sorry, I broke my promise to not do that again. But I don’t have anyone to talk with about my problems, you’re too busy, my parents too, and you know I don’t have any friend who really care of my problems. Too much problem in my mind.
Now, you know who am I. I am just a crazy girl. I’m not good for you and your life. I don’t know what can I do with us, I really love you but I don’t want to make you sad or headache because of my craziness. If you leave me I’m sure I’ll be super drop again and idk what will I do. But this is your choice. At least lemme know if you really want to leave me.
I will not hope for someone who really can accept me with all of my problems and my craziness in my mind, that’s just happened in fairy tale.
PS, I always love you Ferhat











