kairos

[lettersofacreep]

"I hope I can be the autumn leaf,

who looked at the sky and lived.

And when it's time to leave,

gracefully it knew life was a gift."

- Dodinsky

- Emest Bieler, Dead Leaves ( details), (1899)

[lettersofacreep]

It hurts

It hurts when you’ve got no one to tell you are sad

Someone who feels it without you talking

It hurts because I had him with me once but I lost him

I can’t deny it anymore but I do miss him too much that it hurts

He says it’s not my fault he says it’s his

But it doesn’t matter whose fault it’s

I just miss him

Each passing day I wake up saying it’s a new day you can do it this time

And every day I fail miserably

I remember him the moment I open my eyes

The pain heightens with every inhale and exhale

I try and try but it’s never enough

[lettersofacreep]

When you experience loss, people say you’ll move through the 5 stages of grief….

Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance

….. What they don’t tell you is that you’ll cycle through them all every day.

Goodreads

[good-things-are-coming-to-you]

[dying-human]

[naturaekos]

Reminder

[servare]

[nehal-arafa]

Little women (1994)

[aemond1eye]

self care is eating mangos

[shaimaafekry]

“There is love in holding and there is love in letting go”

—

[minuty]

“He held her hand. Happiness is this, he thought.”

Virginia Woolf, Mrs. Dalloway (via minuty)

[shoujoromance]

[shoujosss-deactivated20191024]

[lettersofacreep]

me: *finds 30 chapter fic at 2 am*

brain: hoe don't do it

me: *clicks chapter one*

brain: oh my god

[toomanyfeelings]

You can be depressed and not feel sad or blue. Depression can also be a haze of sleepiness, distractedness/obsessiveness cycles, and a twinge of irritability that can be hard to recognize because you might already be a “fiery” person. It can feel like a lazy Sunday that keeps imposing itself for weeks or months.

[dying-human]

[shoujo-paradise]