"If I'm not me..."
Kim Namjoon & Female OC
Part 14 & 15
Part 14
A male was tackled from behind by three wolf pups, his bunny ears laying back as they cuddled into his back.
“Hands off! Kim Triplets!”
The three pups jumped up as they heard their father. The male sat up, a scent of Pine and Rain hit him. He looked up and locked eyes with a wolf in a pressed suit with three empty harnesses on his arm.
“What have I told you about talking to strangers?! Bunny hybrids are scared of us. Forgive my children, you just- You smelled familiar.”
The bunny let tears leave his eyes as he stood up, “Y-You all smell familiar too.” He scrunched his eyes closed, grabbing his head.
When his eyes opened, they kept flashing from his normal pink, to mate purple then to an unknown brown.
“Ahk-” A particularly sharp pain shot through his head and he felt himself fall backwards.
Only to meet a soft surface.
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“SUGA.”
Namjoon sighed as said man popped up out of nowhere, catching the small male bunny with a cushion.
“Long story short. He’s Anrea. That’s why his head was hurting. Jimin here was one of the many bunny hybrids who was captured 2 years ago and experimented on. The goddess sent me to rescue him because she thought he’d be a perfect fit for Anrea. He’s an omega, but be careful with him, he has trust issues. Come visit me at my home tomorrow.” Namjoon nodded as the kids began to cry.
“Come pups, let’s get you some food and head home.” They were all crying, and holding each other as he picked them up, Anju, the most responsible, holding onto his pant leg as he walked them to the car.
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Namjoon’s phone vibrated as he laid the kids down.
“Mr. Kim, I need you to come into the office tonight.” Namjoon growled, “I can’t leave my kids.” The receptionist on the other end whined, “But there’s an important document here from the man we bought Choi Electronics from.” Namjoon rolled his eyes, “I know what you’re doing Ms. Sang. I’ve told you I’m not that type of man, paperwork can wait until tomorrow.” He hung up and rolled his eyes, staring at his kids as they slept.
He sighed and crawled from the bed slowly.
Part 15
After dropping the kids off to school, Namjoon pulled up to Yoongi’s house, bypassing the beautiful blooming edge of the pond behind the cottage.
He walked to the door only to have it swing open as he stepped foot on the doorstoop.
“Come inside, Namjoon!”
Namjoon slowly walked inside, even after all this time he is still not used to Yoongi's foresight.
Said male was sitting on the couch with the boy from yesterday handing him a water bottle. “Namjoon ah. You're not a ghost, come sit down, Jiminie won’t bite.” Yoongi waved him over, simultaneously shutting the front door.
Namjoon shuffled in and sat down on the spare arm chair. Jimin seemed fidgety as he sat next to Yoongi on a loveseat. “So, as I explained to you yesterday, Jimin is in fact, Anrea. But! Only because her soul went into him after she died. The goddess saved him because he is the perfect vessel for her. Now, Namjoon.” Namjoon tore his eyes from Jimin.
“Jimin is a person too, just because he’s Anre-”
“I would like to court Jimin as himself.”
Yoongi smiled, “Good.”
Jimin was a blushing mess, he hasn’t been in a relationship since before the fight for experiments.
He has a dark past and he doesn't want to trouble Mr. Namjoon. But he didn’t realize he said that outloud, “M-Mr. Namjoon you might not want to court me.” He clamped a hand over his mouth.
His soft voice was so sweet to Namjoon’s ears, despite what he was saying. “What do you mean?”
The small bunny began to blurt out too many facts about himself, “I’m skittish, scared of people, traumatized of sex and as a big handsome alpha such as yourself, you should find the proper omega for you. I know your omega is with my bunny omega, but I can’t satisfy your needs and-”
He began crying, “I don’t want to be a burden to you… I’ve already caused so much trouble and pain-” He sobbed, grabbing his sweater like it was his lifeline, obviously broken inside.
Namjoon rushed to his side. “Shh.”
He picked up Jimin and held him like he was a toddler, rubbing the back of his head of blonde hair.
“No matter how broken you are, you are my mate. My mate herself told me to chase her no matter what she looks like. And since she’s in you and obviously bonded with your rabbit, means that we are one. I must bond with you and your rabbit too, you’re my omega, and I will never compare you to or call you by her name. Jimin is Jimin and Jimin is also- My Jimin.” He placed a kiss on the bunny’s cheek, catching a tear in between his lips.
“Ew- PDA.”
Namjoon chuckled deeply, still holding Jimin who was much calmer now and blushing madly.
“It’s been almost 6 years and you’ve never liked PDA. Have you even found a mate? Mr. Kitty?” Jimin gasped and turned around, “YOU’RE A CAT?” Yoongi rolled his eyes, “Most mages are cats. I, sir, am no kitty! I am a panther!” He shouted, shifting and walking away. His tail flicking angrily behind him.
Namjoon was chuckling when Jimin blurted, “D-Do you think you can really love someone like me? Broken? Used? Powerless.” Namjoon sat down, Jimin in his lap.
“Jimin, You are only what you let others perceive of you. If you want to be fixed, I’ll help you, but you know you have to fight for yourself. I will not ever use you. I’ll never touch you sexually unless you are of a clear headedness and are absolutely sure of yourself. I have maids and a nanny, so you will not be used in that sense either. You don’t even have to live with me, I will court you the right way. And powerless? Omegas are anything but. Omegas are stronger than alphas where we are weak. An alpha is nothing without his omega or beta.”
Jimin was looking at Namjoon with wide sparkling eyes as he finished speaking, causing the alpha to blush a little and look away. Jimin giggled and Namjoon’s heart stopped. It was so pretty and different from Anrea’s, she would’ve enjoyed Jimin too.
“Jimin, can I scent you? You can scent me too, I know the kids would love your scent.” Jimin nodded and blinked rapidly, “You first.” Namjoon said, baring his neck to the bunny. Jimin leaned in and inhaled deeply, purring at the scent of his mate. Namjoon smiled, running his hands through his mate's blonde locks.
Jimin rubbed his face on his neck and chest, pulling away and letting Namjoon lean into him. When Jimin expected Namjoon to take advantage of the situation and give him hickeys on his neck or squeeze his butt, he was met with a soft grip on his back as the alpha did what he asked to, scenting him by rubbing his scent on his neck and chest, also inhaling his.
"You smell like tiger lilies, rain and honeysuckle." Jimin blushed, "I've always smelled like honeysuckle. It was comforting to smell her too, during my heats. Nesting was easier since I could use my own clothes and blankets." Namjoon nodded, right, "You have heats. When are they?" Jimin blushed more, "The last week of every third month. Next month will be the third month."
Namjoon hummed, "We could meet my children after? I want to court you before my children try to." Jimin smiled, "They seem like sweethearts." Namjoon nodded, "They were all almost a year old when Anrea passed. They miss her greatly. They talk about her a lot. Rami is a softy, the oldest by a few seconds and always gets picked on by Rimi, the rambunctious youngest. Anju is the more quiet mature one, she's the middle child." Jimin smiled, "How do I tell them apart?"
Namjoon chuckled,"Rimi looks identical to his mother, dark curly hair, round deep brown eyes and tan skin… He took it the hardest when she passed. Anju looks more like me, she has straight hair, light brown dragon eyes and slightly tan skin. Rami is the palest, he has curly hair like Anrea, my dragon eyes but honey colored, her freckles, and smile. The other two have my smile but they all have my dimples like she wanted." Namjoon sighed.
Jimin frowned, "I feel out of place." Namjoon smiled, "Don't feel too out of place." Jimin whined, "But I look nothing like Anrea. Do I?"
Namjoon raised an eyebrow, "I said I wouldn't compare you two." Jimin whined, "Please, do I look like her in the slightest?" Namjoon caved once Jimin gave him wide starry eyes and a pout.
"Yes. Your lips are very similar to hers, your nose is the same, your smile is the same and your body shape is the same. But I like the downward droop your eyes have, the pink color is so rare and your blonde wavy hair suits you." Jimin blushed and looked away as Namjoon cupped his cheek, a small smile tugged at his lips.
"Jimin. Don't let it get to you. I want to court you. I've already courted Anrea, so don't compare yourself to her." Jimin nodded, I told you he was a gentleman.
Jimin smiled and nodded, "You really are what she said you'd be." Namjoon smiled, "Can she hear me?" Jimin nodded. "I can sense your bond Noona. I love you, I can tell you love Jimin too. So I'll put my all into courting and loving him as himself. Although me and our children miss you, we'll welcome Jimin with open arms." Jimin blushed and smiled some more. "She said to not tell the children that I'm her."
"I wasn't planning on it."










