→ Text: hello everyone!! I went through my drafts and realized I never got the chance to post this and felt the need to do it (with some editing). I have decided to combine these two requests together to bring out and make a very fluff but some angst headcanons, it was actually interesting for me to do something like this. I did this because they had a similar theme and I wanted it to have a very fluff ending and longer writing for you all since I keep seeing more likes and reblogs in my account so thank you so much to all after all this time! Enjoy it :,)
synopsis: coming from the underground and having to adapt to a new environment is quite challenging for anyone, especially having to deal with people constantly bullying and picking on y/n just because she is different. Y/n is a very determined person and always tries her keep on going. Although, it does get hard on her later and Captain Levi does take notice of that. He usually doesn’t worry a lot about new cadets, but y/n coming from the underground, Levi could relate, and actually feel sympathy towards her. He slowly begins to worry for her more and care for her which leads to him being protective and enjoying being with Y/n....but something happens and Captain Levi does not hold back anymore.
word count: 2.2k. fluff, comfort, angst, warning: slight picking on, bullying, aot world, headcanons & fanfiction ♡ —
Finally, y/n was free from that damned place. It felt like she was going to be there for the rest of her life but she finally made it out. Apparently, the military needed some more people to join the Survey crops since a lot had left, were injured and many died recently in the last expedition when they rescued Eren the titan shifter from the enemies.
A lot hesitated, but y/n did not care. She just needed to leave this toxic environment that was draining her each day. But little did she know, the outside world was going to be the biggest challenge she had to face.
“Everyone salute and welcome your new cadets!” Mike Zacharias, the instructor, yelled out across the field that you were pretty sure your eardrums were going to burst.
“Hey I heard there is someone from the underground that joined the survey crops, is that true?” someone uttered which you overheard as you looked at them. They quickly glanced at you, staring at you deeply with a look of judgment. ‘Yup, this is not welcoming at all.’ Y/n thought as she looked away and started to introduce herself.
“I’m Y/N L/N, I hope I can keep up with everyone’s pace and learn from you.” Y/n said eagerly, finally it was a new start for her, no more getting bad treatment in the underground, no one being rude to her. She heard a lot about being part of the survey crops, you finally get some respect from people as part of a famous regiment.
“Where did you come from huh?” Someone yelled from the crowd, ‘Huh? why is he asking that, does it really matter where I am coming from?’ Y/n thought as she gave a look of concern and worry. “Um, from....the underground.” As soon as she uttered that, the whole vibe changed and everyone looked at each other.
The squad leader just gave a sigh and left. It seemed like he knew this would be the start of a big problem and did not want to be responsible for it. But, he glanced back at Y/n, “Please....don’t cause any trouble.” Then he finally left.
Y/n was now even more confused. Was there a reason that there would be trouble in the first place? She decided to just let that thought slide since it had no answer and decided to go into her cabin.
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Okay, now she gets it. It’s cause she was from the underground and no one was from there and treated them differently. It seemed like any place she went to would never be welcoming. The group of trainers had started to treat her differently, when it was lunch time no one would sit with her, or if she needed advice they would always ignore her or tell her to ‘figure it out’. Y/n had no friends and no one by her side, she accepted that fact but then wondered...Was there something wrong with her maybe? She kept doubting herself now and that was the last thing she wanted.
Although, not everyone was treating her differently. Corporal Levi was their instructor for the use of 3D maneuver gear. Apparently, he is known as the strongest soldier who performed exceptionally well in everything.
Levi was observant, that was not something hard to guess coming from a man who is very much experienced. He noticed the gap between the recruits and...Y/n. He did find that odd and probably thought perhaps she didn’t take a shower.
Well. Yes, he was not treating her differently because Levi actually treats everyone the same! So perhaps Y/n would take that as...fair treatment for once?
“Alright, that’s enough for today.” Just as everyone was ready to go have dinner and relax Levi stood in front of Y/n. “You. I’m gonna need you to stay behind and follow me.”
Okay scratch that ‘fair treatment’. Y/n was wondering now what she had done after following Levi. She noticed then that he was quite muscular from the back and he really...did look quite attractive upfront. Later on, she noticed that she was in his office.
“So what’s the deal with you?”. Hearing that suddenly once he sat down on his chair made Y/n nervous but still stood her ground. “I... dont think I understand, Corporal.”
“Listen, I need to know what’s going on. Being part of the survey crops means we need to collaborate together, but if there is an issue then I’ll need to hear it, Hm?”
Was he concerned about her perhaps? Y/n then decided to go ahead and tell him about how she was one of the newer recruits that joined coming from the underground and was the reason everyone was giving her that behaviour. Levi was completely off guard, he looked at her with surprise that she herself never seen.
“Okay....I think I get it now. Clearly, there are some shitheads that I need to deal with.” Y/n now was the one who stood off guard. “S-Sir? I didn’t mean to complain or anything!” She was now worried. Scared knowing that maybe now she had done it for herself and made this a bigger problem as it is.
“Don’t worry, just go back for now. I’ll see you in the morning.” He said as he got up and then put his hand gently on her shoulder. “You are....doing a great job. Hang in there.”
And with that, she was left alone in his office, but with a warm feeling, so warm it warmed her heart. He was indeed not what the rumours said about him. But perhaps, it was the same with her since she knew there were some nasty rumors going around. Then she thought ‘Just maybe....I found someone I can relate to’
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Ever since then, Levi seemed irritated with the other scouts as he did notice and heard some remarks about others mocking Y/n. As well as the way they were just really acting like a bunch of kids who were not mature and had no idea what was coming from them. They truly were pathetic. “You know, it’s best not to be with such pathetic people.” He said suddenly as he was helping Y/n fix her 3DMG which mysteriously got jammed.
Y/n felt these past few weeks that Levi was caring for her.....but in his own way.
Whenever they had a break, he would go over to Y/n and have a small chat. Nothing big just simple talks. “Make sure to wear good clothes...you know the winter is around the corner.” Y/n quite liked the small chats, it was a while since she had such a nice refreshing chat with someone. But she did not expect Levi to be the one, as he was not very vocal but she noticed actions spoke louder than words for him. Always giving her water or some biscuits for her to have, and checking on her equipment. It felt like she was cared for once and it did make her have an unknown feeling. It was quite complex for her to figure out but, it made her feel happy for sure though.
Whenever she got bullied by the other scouts on how she was just a nobody and just a junkie from the underground, it really made her feel embarrassed and she started wearing a hood over her head just to not be seen or known by others. However, that did not work for Levi as he spotted her quickly as she was sitting beside a tree. “Y/n? Why are you hiding there.” She looked up and saw him with a concerned look. But she gave a small smile, he was....different that was for sure.
“I just wanted to be alone, that’s all.”
“Oh. Then, would you like me to leav-”
“No!” Y/n did not realize that she had just now raised her voice, but not only that....also grabbing the Corporal's wrist! She quickly backed away and before she was about to say something, Levi just started to....laugh? The whole atmosphere changed within seconds and Y/n just found herself smiling like an idiot.
“Yeah, I am convinced now that you are an idiot.” He sat beside her and looked at her with a reassuring smile. Now she was a blushing mess, she just knew her face was heating up! Just being beside him the whole time, made her forget about what even made her upset from the beginning and not feel insecure anymore. Levi made her feel that just being herself was nothing wrong, nothing to be embarrassed about. Just spending time with Levi made her realize that, as someone like himself who really doesn’t seem to care about what others say about him while doing what he has to do was the highlight for her. She was y/n, her own person, and also....maybe an idiot according to Levi? But she will take that.
Y/n wasn’t sure what this unknown feeling was, but she wanted to keep feeling it for way longer. As time went by, she felt Levi’s worry and care for her. Whenever they passed by each other, he would look at her with a small smile, and sometimes when they were alone he made y/n to call him Levi.
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Again, her 3DMG wasn’t working. She was quite disappointed in herself for not maintaining her gear, this would definitely not make her survive outside the walls if she had this problem occurring.
Y/n looked over at Levi who seemed quite angry and annoyed. She felt something in her gut that today...something was gonna happen.
“Alright, who done it.” The whole training area in the forest got silent. Everyone looks at each other with fear in their eyes. ‘What...? Don’t tell me.’
And that’s when Y/n figured it out, someone was tampering with her 3DMG! It was not just a coincidence after all. However, that left her feeling terrible. Levi could see that and that’s when he snapped when seeing just how hurt Y/n was.
“No one is leaving here till that disgusting shithead who is responsible comes out.” No one had really seen Corporal Levi like that, the atmosphere changed so bad that even Mike felt it without sniffing anything. ‘I said no trouble...cause I’m afraid of this.’
Everyone now started to back away and look towards the guy who was trying to hide in the middle between the scouts. Y/n quickly noticed that it was one of the main people in the scouts that really was bothering her and came to the conclusion after seeing his fearful face that he was the culprit indeed.
Levi didn’t need to guess who it was and went walking slowly, straight up to him. “Was it...You.” Now, Y/n was sure that guy might have probably taken a real shit right now. He started sweating so badly and then got to the floor. “I-I’m so sorry Corporal!!! I mean to..!” Levi looked down at him with such disgust. “You are indeed pathetic. I did notice your shitty behaviour lately. But to go this far...doing that to another comrade? No. You are no longer a trustworthy scout, let alone a decent citizen and I’m officially taking you out of the whole Training Corps.”
The tension was so high, that everyone backed away from Levi and the bully, who really started this whole problem. Y/n just stood there with sadness and confusion. Seems like she probably will never know why she was the one picked on, like always.
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After a long day, Y/n was called into Levi’s office during the evening. She went over there and inside his office. Levi noticed immediately the sadness in her eyes and the change in her vibe. He wondered why, why was she still upset? Did they bother her afterwards? He was about to ask when.
“Why did you do that for me? Was it for the good of the scouts to remove someone who doesn’t collaborate with others or....was it for me?” With that last word, she looked up with tears in her eyes that made her eyes come out looking more beautiful than ever. He stood in front of her now, and slowly, gently grabbing her hand. He looked at her with a lot of affection this time. “Idiot. It was because I care for you.” Levi said it so quietly, as if he just wanted Y/n to hear it and no one else even though they were both alone in his office. But, he said it in a way that made him blush just slightly, he was definitely not used to talking in a way to make someone acknowledge how he cares for them but also....for someone who he seemed to like.
“I was from there too you know.” He said suddenly, “So I understand.” Levi was now softly wiping the tears that rolled down Y/n’s cheeks. Levi didn’t need to say more, nothing more. Just that look in his eyes and the feeling that they are both feeling right now. That Unknown feeling was reassuring and what Y/n only needed. Nothing else. Y/n then brought her arms around Levi’s shoulders and hugged him, she wanted to feel his warmth on this cold winter night and comfort for her heart that she never knew she needed till tonight. Levi, hugged her back tightly with affection around her waist, also needing some more warmth that night and they stood there, hugging each other while outside his office window, it started to finally snow.
note: okay, I’m glad to have posted this! I’m not sure if anyone will read it or like it but I felt the sudden urge to post it and it was on my mind lately! I’m also finally done with uni and taking a break, so I decided to come back to post this and see whoever wants to read it and enjoy it. The world is crazy atm and I hope whoever reads this gives themselves a break once in a while <3
Hello Mina! How are you? Are you okay? I miss you so much! I check your blog every day and I wanted to say you made my last summer lovely with your posts. Thank you, sweetie!
HI! OMGGG AHHH this honestly made me smile like an idiot-
i am not sure who this is (perhaps someone that requested?) BUT THANK YOU! this massage made me so happy and actually warmed my heart, this is such a nice message to read after coming back.
I am so happy to know that my writing made your summer and you even kept checking it too! (guys this anon is too sweet omg-)
i will try my best to do that again this summer for you, so stay tuned🥰
Im glad to say that I am back now and I hope you look forward to what I'll post soon c:
and also to the other anons that have sent me similar messages like this anon, I am sorry for taking long! life just got hard and it was hard for me to manage which led to me having a writers block, so I took a break.
thank you all for caring and checking on me. you all are special and sweet people 💓💓💓
Hello! How are you? Since Halloween and Christmas are coming I was wondering which one do prefer the most? I love Chirstmas coz the food (lol ofc) and I looove the snow and watching Christmas movies.
heya there anon!! <3
I am good thanks for asking <3 and I hope you are doing great!
sorry for replying late to this 😭 but omg I think I would go for Halloween cause I personally like thriller/horror !! and ahhh watching all the spooky movies and also harry potter is my go too
But ngl i do like the Christmas food so- and my all time fav Christmas movie is ofc home alone :,)
Hey <3 just stopping in to say hope all is well with you.
Did you know you're the reason I joined tumblr? Now I have over 100 posts and lots are of sharing my work which I've never done before. Thank you so much for the inspiration and the courage to try something new!
Heya there <333
AWHHHH WHAATTT thissss really melted my heart OMG ?!!!! that is so amazing to hear and this makes me extremely happy to know this🥺 CONGRATS BTW!
I cant wait to check out your blog tomorrow as I have to sleep soon for work but wowie lots happened when I left and seeing this message made my evening tysm for letting me know <3 you are an amazing person!! Im here if you ever need help and I will give you my support again :,) 💕💕💕
I just want to give a shout out to my girl Mina @levisgirll who is actually the reason I joined tumblr.
When I was just floating around still very new to AOT and not apart of tumbr but looking for fanfic stuff, I sent this anon ask and boy did she deliver!
I started looking around tumblr more and found so many amazing blogs and wanted to write and share my own stuff.
But at first when I was new here she made me feel like this was something I COULD do even though I was nervous.
It opened up a whole fluffy world that I am so glad others want to share.
So, do yourself a favor and go check out her work.
Cannot wait for your new content Mina and to just chat with you!!
Hey <3 just stopping in to say hope all is well with you.
Did you know you're the reason I joined tumblr? Now I have over 100 posts and lots are of sharing my work which I've never done before. Thank you so much for the inspiration and the courage to try something new!
Heya there <333
AWHHHH WHAATTT thissss really melted my heart OMG ?!!!! that is so amazing to hear and this makes me extremely happy to know this🥺 CONGRATS BTW!
I cant wait to check out your blog tomorrow as I have to sleep soon for work but wowie lots happened when I left and seeing this message made my evening tysm for letting me know <3 you are an amazing person!! Im here if you ever need help and I will give you my support again :,) 💕💕💕
hi dear! just read your update post and as a poc woman myself, i'm so deeply sorry that you're experiencing all the negativity and blatant discrimination/racism at your work! it's so infuriating that people are still so ignorant and uneducated about the shit we as poc have to deal with and HAVE been dealing with. I hope you're feeling better now dear and please know that you are beyond strong and i admire you for holding it through even when times are shitty, even when people are shitty.
Anyways, i hope this message finds you well and take all the time that you need for yourself !! <3 sending lots of hugs and love
hello there anon!!!
first off, thank you so much for sending a message here and sorry it took a while to respond but I REALLY appreciate it <33
warning: mention of some discrimination?;; just putting it out for anyone incase!!
unfortunately that's the reality to it :/ and obviously it is wrong so after a long time holding it, I decided to stand up for myself and also ignore/avoid people who are just ignorant and just dumb cause if u deal and interact with someone who is just dumb, you cant really talk to them and just reach their level so tbh I would never respond to them and just report them! In the end of the day they dont matter to me as much.
But tbh you are so right! and this would be called out more and mentioned more, cause this is in fact happening a lot and many POC people I know are facing this. I know people in real life I go to uni with face this and I would always tell and encourage them to defend themselves and call them out.
but I guess I feel less alone and tbh getting a message from another POC woman such as yourself makes me so happy! Also, from myself as a POC mixed woman, always remember you are amazing! 💕💕
But really thanks so much for coming out your way and sending this strong message! it means a lot to me and I am also doing great now so thank you for asking :,) I hope you are too and doing great c:
Oh my days you are back!! I missed you so much! How are you? Happy new year darling!
omg hey there!!!!
yes I am back!! 🥺 omg thanks for your message and missing me!!
im doing much better than before! im gonna upload an update post soon so :,) and i hope you are doing well? <3
I also miss getting your sweet and lovely messages on my indox :c thanks for dropping this message and happy new year to u too💕 I hope this year will be filled with success and happiness for you sweet anon :,)
Your Levi works have helped me so much whenever im feeling down. Read them as well if u feel sad!
hello there sweet anon!!!
omg AHHH this was the sweetest and cutest message I read here oml 😭💕 tbh reading this is now giving me some motivation to get back into writing :c
tysm anon!! I actually have went to my blog on some days when I was extremely down and it did cheer me up :,) its amazing how other people like yourself helps u out too and tbh knowing that makes me extremely happy cause that is my main goal!!!
thanks for letting me know anon and I hope you are feeling better :,) *hugs*
💛🌼🌼💛 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome 💖
just wanna say I miss seeing you around and I hop all is well!
heya there!!!
omg it was so nice seeing u in my indox hello!!
this actually really warmed my heart and i wanna say tysm for sending me this 😭💕💕💕 you are truly one of the nicest people I met here on tumblr and I appreciate you so much!
You can drop by and send me a message whenever u want too and we could chat :,)
Hi!! Girl i loooove u! I was the anon that asked for the "let me love you" fic and girl yo u nailed it. The whole time i was reading it i was thinking "why the frog this cant be real? Why the short Levi cant be real??" I was actually crying happy tears (send help). Thank u so much for doing this request for me! Have a good day/night 🌹🌹
Hey there sweet anon! 🥺
first off, I want to say seeing this in my ask inbox really made my day! Also, I am so glad you were able to see that work and that you actually liked it makes me so happy really! 😭💖💖
And IKR! We honestly all need a Levi in our life like pls :))) also omg I was also feelin like tearing up when I wrote the ending cuz ahhhh the feels-
Also ofc I would do this request for you! Thank you for letting me know and you too have a great day/night <3
text: Since it was stated by Isyama that Levi is actually the most emotional character compared to the others in attack on titan. He clearly refuses to show any sort of his emotions to any of his comrades and this makes himself to be seen as a cold-hearted man, but this isn't true as I believe he has great self-control and therefore controls his emotions and bottles them up. So, I thought of this which I think he might do whenever it rains as it makes him feel emotional and on rainy days (and thinks of the death of Isabel and Farlan especially), he is not seen by anyone but y/n spots him. (incoming the feels- but trust me its good)
synopsis: y/n first time sees levi tear up outside in the rain as it reminds him of the death of his closet comrades and they start to comfort him.
cute & sad fluff ♡ -
It was a long gloomy day and all training were cancelled for today. Every scout had to be indoors as it was raining heavily outside.
“Ugh…this rain! When will it stop Y/N?” Connie said annoyed and he glanced over towards you.
You raised your eyebrow to what he said. “What are they, a weather forecast? How would Y/N know.” You started to chuckle a bit when Jean entered the mess hall overhearing Connie.
You, Connie, Sasha and Armin were all sitting together at the table.
“Jean…where have you been?” You said as you got up.
“Hange told me to give these papers to Captain Levi, but I cant seem to find him.” Jean said while scratching the back of his head.
“Have you been to his office?” Armin called out, but unfortunately Jean went on explaining he was not there and he had to find him to give him the papers as it was needed to be done by tomorrow morning for Commander Erwin.
“Hm….give them to me! I’ll try and find Levi” You willing said, offering to help. Jean smiled at you “Thanks, I owe you one!”.
As you got the papers you left the mess hall, to start your search for Captain Levi.
“ ‘Levi’…huh? They seem to be close” Sasha called out with a smirk as you left the mess hall.
You first went to the kitchen. No one. To his bedroom. No sign of him again. You almost checked out the whole building and did not find Levi. This was very uncommon as you knew his whereabouts very well and him disappearing was unusual.
You looked over to the window, and decided to check outside. As you went out, you took your survey crops cape and headed out into the rain.
Although, you slowly started to walk towards the training area as you spotted someone standing in the center of the training area…?
Hm, who is that…? Wait is that Levi! You knew that figure body well, and started to run towards him.
“Hey Levi!! What are you-” Your stomach dropped as you stopped immediately and caught your breath, surprised by what you just saw. Your eyes started to widen. Is Levi….tearing up…
Your heart started to feel heavy and miserable. It was your first time to see this man tear up and you felt so weak.
Levi was looking up towards the sky as the rain drops were hitting on his face and his eyes were shut. But he stopped when he heard your voice and he turned around looking at you so quickly.
“Y-Y/N..!!” You heard his voice tremble a bit and that gave you pain in your heart. “I…”
You quickly went to him and gave him a tight hug, which was caught by his surprise.
“You….can cry it’s okay, don’t bottle it all up. I’m here to hold you.” You said as you brought your arms around his shoulders and hugged him carefully and gently.
He just stood there so shocked, while tears were running down from his cheeks. After processing what you told him, he decided to hug you back, around your waist and buried his face on your neck to sob quietly.
With the heavy rain, you didn’t hear his sobs but he was holding you tightly. This hug. He really was hurting. You tried to cover his head with the cape and rubbed his head lovely. This calmed him down and made him go back to look at your face.
“Y/N…..Don’t die and leave alone me in this world please. I-I want you being by my side. Your important to me Y/N….everyone that is gone….made me feel emotionless….fuck.. I feel like I am drowning.”
“Levi, your tears mean you feel deeply. And that is a good thing” You brought your left hand and started to caress his cheek which he lend on to softly. “I wont die that easily, I’m strong. And I want you too Levi… I want to be home to you! Whenever we see each other, I want to make you feel happy, be yourself and..” You looked away and a faint blush started to appear on your cheeks “…I want to make you feel loved by me.”
You let him go slowly and the heavy rain started to drizzle softly.
He grabbed your hands and when you looked at him, he gave you the most loveliest smile ever and his tears on his eyes made him look handsome, they were lit as the sunshine started to appear. “Y/N…Thank you…”
Words could not explain how thankful he was to have you by his side but you knew that. Whenever it rains, he would think of this moment that happened and he would always give a small smile and think of you. It was truly one the most important moments in his life that he wont forget, and how you both felt.
Perhaps, in bad/sad days there is some good in it. As there is always light in the darkness. You, were his light and he loved that about you.
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