ââI know that now, but I used to think it was real, mostly when I was younger⌠Not even concerned about the wrestlinâ stuff⌠moreso the actual storylines,ââ Aubrey giggled, recalling a few times there were some dramatic moments in those rings. ââIâll take a note of that,ââ She chuckled further, nodding in amusement. ââSo, boxinâ when you were younger, too? Ever thought of goinâ pro, orâŚ? Guess thatâs my next question,ââ She couldnât really admit that she understood what âgoing proâ entailed in this case, but she also couldnât keep her curiousity in check. She couldnât blame Jack for not being able to answer such a prodding, profound question. After all, she couldâve kept it lighter than that but given the fact that Aubrey was that person â who liked to learn about people deeply, to understand what made them tick, it felt almost logical to try and get more out of it. ââI get it. Itâs a tough one,ââ A good-natured smile peeped behind her cheeks as she nodded in his direction. ââHonestly, people might deny me on this but I do feel like places do have an effect on who you are as a person. As well as people, but thatâs a story for another time. Environments, I guess is what Iâm tryinâ to say. And if Wilmingtonâs bringinâ out the best version of yourself⌠thatâs actually pretty great.ââ She smiled, loving to hear it. Wilmington was a special place for her, but she always thought it was because it was her hometown. Maybe that wasnât the case. ââUhhh,ââ She exhaled, pressing her lips together at his next question. ââI have a pretty damn great family and I always think that all I want in life is to see them happy and healthy. Like, theyâre my number one, yâknow? But⌠in realityâŚââ Pausing, she wasnât sure if she wanted him to hear it. ââThis may sound like a selfish, terrible cliche⌠I want myself to be happy. Didnât think I had that selfish string in me but as it turns outâŚââ She shrugged. ââItâs definitely there and more prominent than ever and I think a lot of people have issues with that.ââ
âI think they duped all of us when we were kids,â Jack offered, remembering how he himself believe it was all real and people walking in the ring with a microphone to air out their drama with another wrestler in front of a sold out stadium was just the norm. He could also vividly remember often acting out similar scenes with his brother but tried to block that thought out as soon as it entered. Reaching a hand up to scratch the back of his head as Aubrey questioned whether he ever considered going pro, Jack nodded his head along. âYeah, actually. That was kinda my plan for a long time. I just kinda lost the discipline to keep up with the training and, well, stick to the whole not-punching-people-outside-of-the-ring rule.â Though he wasnât entirely too proud of how he acted in his late teens and pretty much entirety of his twenties, Jack knew he had a better grasp on his anger now. Or, at least he was tryingâhe hadnât hit anyone in Wilmington so far, so as far as he was concerned he was doing a pretty OK job. âYeah, I guess Iâm kinda figuring that out for myself. But thanks.â Entirely too thankful that Aubrey decided not to prod any further with her previous question, Jack tuned in to her answer to his fairly deep question. It was clear as day she adored her family but the more she spoke about them it let him in on just how much she would strive for them to be happyâmaybe neglecting her own happiness in the process. âI donât think it sounds selfish at all,â he admitted, shrugging his shoulders gently. âSounds to me like youâve spent a lot of time focusing on everyone elseâs happiness. Why shouldnât you now focus on your own? If people have a problem with that, then screw âem.â The advice was pretty straight up and maybe a little blunt at the end but he figured it skipped out a lot of empty words. âMy turn, right? Uh...how am I doing as a prom date?â Letting his words settle for a moment, Jack finally let a small smile break through to let her know this question wasnât as deep.