the swarm hungers

we queer, we traumatized, and we don't know wot gender is

[lexipolara]

I'm Lexi Polara and You're Watching the GiecShow!

I have a shit ton of blorbos--be them oc's for my and @kv-lore's Larian Shenanigans, my own MultiReality lore, or peeps from media I get engrossed in [Like The Owl House, TMNT, or Transformers]-- none of them are safe :D

You can also find me on NewGrounds, Unvale, DeviantArt , Youtube, Ko-Fi [just use for commissions, which are open], AO3 that has my Transformers Earthspark fic "Another Place, Another Prison" [I tend to call it "AP^2 lol] that I also post here, Wattpad for other random shite/oc lore, aaand ArtFight

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Y'know, the funniest part of this is the fact that I don't even ship any of these creatures that i drew XD

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He's the Normalest 'con you'll ever meet guys ✈️💥 [edit added a crunchified version i messed with lol]

Meme image reference under cut-

Not sure who made this, but it has somehow become a vocal stim for me lmao

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I'm not mad, just disappointed--

An eerily familiar exchange for Shockwave.

This takes place in way late seasons of steel sparks, which are the reasons for shock being incarcerated at this time. As well as the sacrifice shock refers to being the fact he left star for dead seasons before. And then onlines sunstorm, a clone, to replace him.

There's a lot of context i could give that's in my brain, though chaotic, but this exchange really stuck out in my head for these two.

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Starmemes--

[istg drawing in pencils I always seem to accidentally make the heads bigger wtf]

These are the OG memes lmao

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Made one of the comments on my earthspark fic Another Place, Another Prison into a lil comic cuz I find it very silly- (plz excuse how smol and scrungly Alex is I jus wanted bee and him in the same shot but it might not have been the best idea when I'm doing it in pencil and paper XD)

[thought about it again while working on next chapter lore lol-- which istg is gonna be the thickest yet being 11 pages in and only just about to get into the main plot event point-- no regerts tho the bee-star struggles are necessary]

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I have infected him with my problems-

[I still have yet to finish this damn troubleshooting form for class-- ruh roh *stack of papers full of undone plans falls over*]

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Writing AP^2 shite and literally had to draw these mf's and I blame the fact I was spamming the Bumblebee playlist I made-

Gold and Obsidian Warrior

Belief and determination takes dedication, and a touch of good humor (Bumblebee inspo)

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Y'know that feeling, when you have multiple documents dedicated to ideas? Like I have so much shit I wanna draw, and write

Like Steel Sparks shit and Another Place, Another Prison shit and OC shit and like

M a n

There's so much shit

And I wanna do it all so frickin bad

I want my stupid shipper bait Steel Sparks drama to be real (idk if it actually would be but I feel like it could be interpreted even if I write everything platonic. Except Megs is pretty fucking gay I can't get around that. Bitch is a disaster)

Also my found family slow burn redemption indulgent tfe fic shit with drips of human drama and headcanons ough why is rotating this so much easier than converting them into English letters that mean things

Chat help the hoes are in my brain and it's 1am

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May I just say that you Tfe fic "Another Place, Another Prisokn" brings me such joy and life. Whenever the hallucinations come up, I just start thinking of that one meme where the dudes like "Leva me ALONE!!" and then you faintly hear "Shakira Shakira" lol, anyway love the fic and the art!!

Lmaoooo!! That image you have blessed upon my brain is hilarious i love that as a neuron activation from hallucination lore XD

I also appreciate it so much dude and love that my silly impulse fixation that spiraled as much as it has can fill you with joy X3!

I have been so dead, but MAN do comments like these help keep my spark alight for the AP^2 project SO dang much~

The next chapter has been absolutely rotating in my processor-

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Ignore the scribbles it's totally fine- [did this brainrot on a magma canvas with a friend and u can see the whole thing on NewGrounds if ya want-]

But gosh I was listening the the Skywarp playlist I made and have the JaxToy shit in my brain after the new animation it got and MMM

I wanna be able to draw dancing so bad

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omg MR sillies lookitem

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random magma stuff including Crystos angst and just a *bit* of silly-

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Sooo there was an ask i got a long while ago asking for more Sunstorm, perhaps some angst- [I tried to draft it for later and then it got deleted from the realm unfortunately]

But i've in fact *finally* cooked up a two for one special with a Warp and Sun lil comic. It was so hard tryna find something i wanted to do that satisfied my yearning for Steel Sparks lore, while also not being so spoilery, the only things said being rather vague:

Guilt and Purpose

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CodeCracker Redesign because my initial was honestly pretty first draft and i started realizing how inaccurate it is when i compared their human mystic design sooo

also they're telling me to Lock tf In because i friggin drew this instead of working on the lineart for page two of this Sunstorm - Skywarp comic XD [i friggin lost the dang ask that inspired me for the angst but gosh dang is it still gonna happen]

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FRAG DUDE *pov hates reposting so just reblog yoinks*

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What can i say except ur welcome- XD

this deity creature was in my brain thinking about beta MultiReality and shyte and made this slightly sussy thing almost forgot to post here csnkfnskrfn

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Guys I friggin missed-