LhatesTheory

Public And Posted Outhoughts....

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:: Online Sense ::

Trying to Make Sense of Anything Can be Difficult But Posting Thoughts And Ideas is Something I Need to Rework. I think Even Logging of the Internet Whilst Typing would be better but I Wouldn't Want to go on Forever About. Either Way I Don't Really Know Emoji Code (Abbreviation) but I guess it's a thing. I'm going to need Either a Referance or some Intelligence at this Point.

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:: Chips ::

Following a magnifying conversation, it seems I've got the mindset of a grand physician than a scientist, exploring my mental theory of inner laid skin graph to line of pc monitor internals i was told of gasses bringing electricity to colour, in my imaganation i imagen these to be large cylinders but in reality they could be within the led's themselves,I'm sure it's simple knowledge to most but my mind magnified the idea of maybe even a historical computer maybe even if a lions back. Taking science in as a historical advancement would prove theory itself, wether the reality is there or not I'm not sure. It seems impossible to judge how computers and ministers are made but even viewing in detail it seems like what was once published publicly as 'nano' was already achieved by the first creation in 21st century more than appeared. It still amazes me this confusion in mathematics from school years as progress of realisation is bound to exist and even not as a detailed interest is still honest conversation and apparition. If I was to write a theory it would be more bound by historical reproduction, almost like viewing a camera under sheets a monitor would display a image, maybe a homemade project I'm not sure.

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:: Following Isolation ::

it seems there's some interesting characters

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:: Where to go ::

Without pondering onto becoming a theorist or conspiracist in open viewing and keeping peace at mind as well as accessing a difference on webpages, I don't really know where to take the half title 'theory'. it was only the other days i was having a conversation around in slight rudeness but amazement in chasm, explaining the nature of humans without being directly able to do said thing, it seems there is details under almost every roof or floor and simple my mindset is like that. with more psychosis probably coming my way it seems like I'm Gunna have to keep a pad at hand, I wouldn't ever go into detail about it.

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:: Isolation ::

as posted under a topic page on site need for a transfer as not to be rude in ward or in total, my head is a slight informatics although these characters are fun talking people I'm not bothered by there passion in knowledge and understand. I hope I don't sound like a reviewist or doctor in this and maybe I shouldn't comment, but isolation on my preferred scale although I don't know how lonely I could actually be, most temptations in hospital are to provide my own entertainment and take time alone to either consume the audio in my mind but practically do something about it

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:: Creative Diversion ::

Way beneath anything theorectical, and as a blog goes it's not supposed to be detailed and meticulous, here's a small drawn encompassing mindset. Maybe not perfect but it's of meaning in my own small paraphrase

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:: Death ::

As post in the previous Tumblr, death seemed to have crawled on me facing conversation today, looks like I might have been a silent type or ignore people heavily, as stated there a mixture of mental and it is definitely apart of it. With my mindset releasing in context of evaporation it seems to have a rebound effect on my chest, it wasn't unusual to think that schizophrenia has it's protective purposes. Maybe being classified as completely 'woke' might do it. And drug being privately kept. Either way I don't wish to loose my life but in total, deaths theory is and can stay away, for now. Having ideas of normality in religious views that are probably once esteemed from not being a constantly believer or acknowledge aswell as applying that theory in context of most daily activities. Death could partake a role in my life Alot, and I already know that having at least over 5 solid of passing in the latest few years is that more may of happened in my sleep. It's painful but it's more painful when it's done by yourself. Just not until you wake up. Putting a limit on waking up as an adult or parent means you never do completely, putting a price on someone's mentality for acknowledging or being released with a scripted thought is like saying its of a deadly monitoring system for the insomniac. Or someone really thinks your child still. It's seem s like a privileged way of adhere a regulation of your by bound at least that's how i read it back.

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:: Smoking ::

Quitting is the idea, and it's barely a theory the actual theory is making it past a heart attack, as far as psychosis and extensions go, i do believe its as simple as they say it is, just the other way around. contemplating some high end theory that was pretty much granted in explanatory purpose of my mindset. I do hear that even finely graved wood placed on limbs can occur electrical signals. its seems simple taking the height of drug users despair even being a victim or partial victim myself, and being a user for some time, not of long degree but in seasonal ideas and social groups. I would hate, and it is impossible at the minute to thinking around schizophrenia in a complicated manor which is lucky, there's assorts though in theory, it seem like even down to typing there a cynical diagnosis of what the condition is, I'm hardly trying to get a message it's ridiculous I'm on leave no need for the input. simply at the minute with the consumption of alcohol chip seems to be it. I can help but do it.

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:: Theory ::

Without Jumping into mindset of the initial theory of a scientific complication, since posting briefly in haste of the main site it holds ground to say the Referances of company even though intentionally there as Referance in dominance of marketing in computing. I won't speak of the Idea at hand, in this opening blog post more evaluation in functioning it on site is in play, and playful agenda. With two inscriptive theories on site one making no sense the other probably a parental disaster the pdf sit as mental artwork formed in literacy, it's condolences are there as over going madness, but identify able by family relations. Whilst I edit this Tumblr site for purposing in view, I'll link it to my homepage for functioning as philosophies, theories or concepts and even conspiracies if I even want to get that bored again