From the Window

"ι wιѕн yoυr мoм нad вeen a lιттle ѕтronger, ι wιѕн ѕнe'd ѕтayed aroυnd a lιттle longer" Millie Dean, age 38. Written by Percy

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like for a starter

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millie is totally a green day fan that's all

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     ❝ wow, really? i guess the musical      gene runs through the family. j.d      mentioned something about playing      the sax. ❞

     it’s a good thing that her boyfriend      has a CHILL mom. she doesn’t think      she could handle a nag. she has      enough of that with her own mother      sometimes. so sitting here, talking      with her, wasn’t that bad.

     plus, it kinda warms her heart a little      to hear millie call jason her baby boy.

     ❝ … yeah, he’s nice. ❞ ‘nice’ is all      she can really offer without getting      all MUSHY. ❝ — a bit too rock n’      roll sometimes, but nice! ❞

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    ❝ oh, yes? he dabbled in it for     a while, but it's hard to get lessons     when you move around as often     as we do. ❞  

    millie does her best not to be a nag.     her husband, the giant douche that     he is, meddles FAR too much in the     lives of his wife and son.  she would     leave him, if only she weren't so afraid     of him.

    if only she could ensure that he wouldn't     be able to find them when they left. 

    ❝ well, I'm glad you like him. ❞  it was     heartening to see jason making friends     ... well, a girlfriend.  still counted.

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     ❝ just a little bit. ❞

     veronica allowed herself a      seat on the couch and patted      the empty space next to her—      welcoming millie to her own      damn couch, but whatever.

     ❝ school band? what’d you      play? — oh… i’d say sorry,       but… that’d be a bit rude to      j.d, wouldn’t it? 'sorry your      mom got pregnant with you’. ❞

     she laughs, awkwardly, and      then clears her throat.

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      ❝ oh no! my cover's been blown! ❞

      millie slipped into the       seat beside veronica, a       bright smile on her face.         a girl talk is something       she hasn't taken part       in since before she got       married to BBD.

      ❝  i was a trumpet player.       first chair, actually. ma       always said i had a gift for       music — and that's okay,       i'm still glad i had him. he's       my baby boy, after all. ❞      

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[justwanttobeaboy]

Peter nodded, smiling. “True. I mean you gotta be able to live a little. And it keeps things way more interesting anyway.” As far as Peter was concerned, risk was a part of life. It always was and always would be. You couldn’t let that stop you or what would you do?

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Truth be told, Millie hadn't been doing much risking before now.  She'd been too busy trying to make her family proud for that. But she'd still done some dumb things. She still had some scars.  "Hey, that's what I'm here for.  I needed something interesting in my life."

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( m AMA DEEEEEEEEEEAN BBY ILUSM. )

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"EMOTIONAL" BEGINNING SPEECH:

okay so when I started this blog, I didn’t think I’d get very far with it, especially with all of the more musical based J.D’s out there, but here I am, 100 followers later with some already wonderful friends who’ve welcomed me into the fandom with open arms. so thank you all so much for choosing to follow me, && I hope to write with all of you in the future! - amy xo.

THE BAES:

all these people have given me such wonderful experiences both ic && ooc && I really do hope I get the opportunity to be closer with them as time passes (that goes for all of you, of course). 

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I WORSHIP YOU:

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"To be fair, we don’t pay half the time and we are a tad loud.” Mark grinned, not in the least bit bothered by the fact that he either instigated or participated said loudness. “I think as long as we’re polite and quiet and don’t ‘mess with the customers,’ then we should be left to eat our bacon in peace.”

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"Okay, yes, you have a point, but that doesn't make being kicked out suck any less."  To be truthful, Millie knew that being loud in a restaurant — even a cafe — was rude.  However, most of the other patrons of the Life were stuck up and deserved to be disturbed.  "Okay, okay, but they start it sometimes too.  You can't just make comments about someone's life style and not expect retaliation."

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"Really?" Cue the instant pick up. "We could go to the Life. If we leave any bacon in the loft, Roger will try to cook it. I’m still trying to clean scorch marks off of the stove from the last time that he tried to cook."

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"What can I say?" the musician gives a little shrug, grin flashing across her face, "I guess they just couldn't resist some jazz."  Or, you know, maybe she actually picked a good street corner for once.  Also a possibility.  "Oh, yeah, the Life is great when they're not trying to kick us out."

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I am on mobile so the eight note will not copy but can you still so the thing please?

Put a ♪ in my ask box and I’ll put my playlist on shuffle and make you a starter based on the next song that plays 

Round Here — Counting Crows

“ ‘Round here we talk just like lions, but we sacrifice like lambs. “

She doesn’t know why she’s bringing this up now.  She doesn’t knowwhy she feels the urge to share her fears with Veronica, but she does.She feels like she’s losing JD.  And the last person she wants to loseis her son.

" He’s slipping through my hands. ”

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Veronica stares up at her confused at first but then she understands. She has seen the darkness in him too. When he stands next to his father they have almost the same fire in their eyes and it terrifies her. Sometimes he will say things and it is like she doesn’t know him at all.

"I think I know the feeling, but you don’t think he would ever become like his dad, do you?" She says quietly. Of course she knows the answer but she wants someone to tell her no.

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She wishes that she could say that Jason wouldn't end up like her husband.  But she knows that she'd be wrong to say that, even if it would reassure Veronica.  The truth is, Millie lost her son somewhere along the way.  Too many years stuck with the bastard that was JD's father had twisted him into something else, and it hurt Millie to know that.

"I can only hope not," Millie replied, placing a hand on Veronica's shoulder, mostly to provide a small comfort to the both of them.  "But I'm not sure, Veronica."

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     ❝ i can understand why you      don’t like to be, though. ❞

     veronica could only assume      it was, as she said, just because      it made her feel old. but something      nagging at her brain told her      that there was another reason      millie didn’t like ‘mrs’.

     ❝ thank you so much, millie.      means a lot. so, uh, tell me      about yourself? ❞ might as      well get to know his family.

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     ❝ yes, i suppose it is kind      of obvious, huh? ❞

     truth was, the only good thing      that had come out of her marriage      into the dean family had been her      son.  she hated her husband, truly,      but he would never let her leave.      especially not with jd. but what to      tell veronica about herself? 

     ❝ um, well, i used to be in the school         band when i was younger.  i almost         went into law enforcement, but then         i found out i was pregnant with jd. ❞

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oh gosh trying to figure out what instrument millie would play

and i'm thinking either saxophone or trumpet but now i'm also like

miLLIE WITH PERFECT PITCH SOMEONE HOLD ME

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/AGGRESSIVE SQUIRT BOTTLE NOISES/

stop my son 2k15

   also thank u for keeping him in line so he doesn't SHOOT PEOPLE