update on hiatus
oh my gosh I've been gone for a while.
I don't even know what the fandom or lore is like now, I stopped keeping track. I have good news and bad news!
Good news! I still love licopom, ofc. The name does give me shivers and a bit of nausea but I've come to heal my relationship with my enjoyment of them somewhat. I'm also finally working towards getting help! I'm going to try and get a diagnosis soon for whatever the fuck is wrong with me, my bet is some kind of anxiety disorder.
Bad news! I'm having to use the mobile website because my preferred phone for social media is too fucking old ig 😭 leave me alone she's been with me through thick and thin I refuse to abandon her. Also, I'm staying away from tumblr for now. The amount of anxiety I get is just too much. Just looking up #licopom here gives me a panic attack. Sooo yeah. I do check tumblr every so often in case I get any important messages or notes on my posts, but for now I don't think posting here is good for me.
I do want to and have plans to come back eventually, but because of the ambiguous way I left things I wanted to give an update ^^