here you come here i run doubt me make me stay doubt you even care to say no one knows you sat to stare no one knows you ever cared

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here you come here i run doubt me make me stay doubt you even care to say no one knows you sat to stare no one knows you ever cared
Love. The word itself, definitive; the act of it, controversial. Too little of such an emotion and you will lapse in a disbelief of it; believing it’s not for you. Too much of it and it turns in a barbiturate, a potentially lethal narcotic, which ends up trivializing any other emotions. Too bad you haven’t much control over it-
The paradox of temptation. A hunt where you play the predator as well as the prey. The thing you cannot find in the same place you lost it. Try to trace your steps and you’ll come face-to-face with the creatures you had created pursuing it; although it was in the light that you became familiar with them. At the present moment, it’s dark. You saw them before as blithesome experiences; now you feel them in the ultraviolet light of the galactic showers of the nights horizon. The creatures now perceived in different wavelengths, allowing you to be exposed to them in an extrasensory fashion; appearing in a more phantasmagoric, ominous manner than ever before. Some are bewitching- captivating, garnished with fleecy, delicate fur; such as a seed head of a dandelion- fraying to the very current of the wind, over time revealing nothing besides defiled flesh under closer inspection. Others are more intimidating at first glance; bicornuous beings, scabrous to the touch, prone to draw blood if you were to come into contact with their hide. Regardless, all of them are feral because you lost them. They’re no longer domesticated. The reunion is bittersweet. You can visit whenever, although it doesn’t mean you are welcome there. It’s no longer a haven, but a hazardous place to wander. It’s inevitably willed to be a necropolis of hopeless dreams; a testament portraying your past desires and emotions that help define you. In spite of everything, these endangered species you brought into existence will cease to be. - Nevermore
#scaredyousay?
It’s come to this. This is it. The final moment that you made yourself exist to me is through a break-up text. Then it was me making you exist. You lived in my skull only from this point onward. Death is as much the same. As much as I’d love one of my kin, I loved you. As much as I yearn for the connection beyond the grave; it doesn’t exist. Not because it cannot; because one side of the party refuses to believe, refuses to dream, denies that something could be.
For one of my beloved, I find solace in yellow roses, and for the death of the one I shared my soul with, I can’t find solace in anything. I ruefully can associate this spirit with the starry nights, the ‘fleshes’ adorned with plumes, the tissues which ascend from the soil, hotsauce for fucks sake. It’s difficult to even listen to the same music I would share with you. I say ruefully because I don’t understand how you feel, how I feel or should. I can’t help but be doubtful of the words you would echo; after you left so abruptly without any followup.
I have been patient, I have been understanding, I have been out here in the rain; looking for you and I never found you. I would have never stopped looking either -I would have never given up-; until you made it obvious you didn’t want to be found. And if that’s how you want it, you can have it that way. I just have to find my way back home through the forest; and fuck- is it dark and ominous. Regardless, I hope you’re safe out there kiddo.
#wishyouwerehere #yeahithinkofyouallthefuckingtime #imturningback
At this point I’m aware of everything that happened. It’s not about the mistakes anymore. It’s how you go about admitting and fixing them. It’s a mistake until you keep repeating it; then it’s your choice. You choices define you. Not your mistakes. Sorry I didn’t make it more obvious. Don’t doubt your worth, you are invaluable.
Breathe.
#imhereforyou #happybirthdaytesla
Regardless, I know you told me you’d be okay. I know you probably locked the garage door although that’s not going to keep your conscience out completely. You’re tough kid, but you’re still human. I hope you’re fine. I really do mean that as well. I assuming it’s my fault for letting out your emotions and I’m sorry for not being sorry about that. You aren’t supposed to run from them. The only thing that that keeps you from doing is figuring out yourself.
I’m wondering who this is really harder for honestly. You have no reason to help pry yourself away besides you. As you are the reason for me as well. another being; someone who I cannot notably influence. Two poisons, two untested antidotes. Sorry for anything detrimental. My intentions were pure, I promise you that.
“I can’t remember to forget you.”
I just need closure. Please. Real, definitive, direct, heart to heart, closure. I’m time-lost. I have no oasis. Just endless hours to overthink why my body is numb. The thoughts will stay dormant, I know this. It took me two years last time. Please, World. Put me out of my misery.
Please do keep everything I’ve given you. Look back on it. It’s not a bad thing. Love you dear.
3 days, 5 hours, 36 minutes
279,377 seconds
4656 minutes
77 hours
0.88% of 2016
A measly $2 side of rice from a restaurant. And it’s not even growling. Amazing how your mind can numb your body.
I loved you from the top of your mind, to the bottom of your heart. And I will never make the final cut.
I wish I could tell you everything I’m saying comes from the bottom of my heart, but honestly, I don’t know where it ends. I fall endlessly. Dreading the impact immensely, however the action of falling is just as dire. My only hope- shed enough tears to yield a lough keeping me and the bed of my organ from making lethal contact.. It will save me for the moment but I can’t swim forever. Surely; I will drown.
#meoryou
I was really sincere and kind throughout this whole conversation and I kept getting my fingers smashed. Why?
I guess that’s what I get to go with? Thanks Tots.
I’m going to have the the best time of my life and Emily. You have an invite. I’d love you to join me. I miss you indefinitely. That goes without saying, Your character is irreplaceable. If you want to be my friend please engage.If not, then don’t. I don’t care what the others think. This is between me and you.
Congratulations. Someones entire blog is a tribute to you. You must feel special.
I bet you’re eating the shit out of it. I bet it’s also eating the shit out of you,
You would imagine she’d prefer someone who knew her mental sweet spots as opposed to her physical ones. What do they have on me?
They knew the body, I knew the soul. - Nevermore
You cast this curse. The wand was in your hand..