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Rn all that comes to mind is „i wanna die”.

~anonymous

#spilled thoughts #staysafe #freedomoffeelings

Today was a friend's 21st birthday so everyone got on a zoom call as a make shift party. It wasn't until we were all together that I realized how much I really miss everyone. Happy birthday Mike, fuck Covid-19

@liddafire

#covidー19 #party #staysafe #stayhealthy #online #friendship #freedomofexperience

November to February was a rough time for me. I left my marriage, my mom passed, lost my car and my house all in those couple of months. My self esteem, my self worth all diminished. I was in and out of hospitals because of this. I’ve always had a thing for writing. So it was in the hospital that I started getting serious about it. I had a friend who cared when I couldn't. She pulled me through like a comrade and a wounded soldier. The S word is like taboo, but ill say it. Suicide is not the way out. It's okay to feel that way but I ask you if you're feeling like acting on it please reach out. Life is so worth it on the other side. And if you feel like you have no one, you can contact me.

Much love, Tsu

tsujourney.tumblr.com/

#submission #people #mental health #diversity #tw suicice #way out #problems #real talk

I've been slowley gettin back 2 myself and having fun after I was dating this loser 4 about 10 months but we just broke up and I'd almost forgot how much more I enjoyed being single again and not worrying that I'm going to have to explain myself. Lol.

~anonymous

#love #breakup #truth #couple #self care

Have faith, pray, and known that He will never leave you. Trust Him, and He will take care of you

#submission #thoughts #faith #respect #trust

Those fucking couples I fucking hate them.

Why the fuck I am like this? Like I'm trying to help everybody when i can and I'm friendly and I'm there for you when you're sad and shit and guess what I got back. Getting hurt and stabbed in back. The people out there are so damn pussyfoot it hurts me. I'm not judging anyone, live for life the way you want to, its your life. Even if maybe i think it's stupid what you're doing, it's still your damn life man. Do your thing. Do what you gotta do. But then don't come at me.

Life it's just so unfair

~ anonymous

#sad #satisfaction #submission #why am i like this #thoughts #people #comeback #come and hug me #feelings #long post #unfair

Once, in our little infinities, we were really really happy. Sometimes I wonder how have you been in your other part of the world. Does life treat you kind? Do you still eat that cheap bread that I always mock you about? Are you still crazy about those things that used to make your eyes sparkle with glitters? I wonder if anyone notices the way you always hold your spoon with your left hand when you eat, even though you’re right-handed. Or the way you measure everything left to right when you wear them. Losing you felt like the end. Only then I didn’t realise that ending holds blessings too. Some people write poetry. Some people turn into one.

#love poem #artwork #end #crafts #submission

Never give up the opportunity for a conversation

#mod talks #advice #submission

We used to talk until 5 a.m. now you don't answer me

~anonymous

#all of us #ourworld #talk to me #real talk #a.m.#a.m. thoughts #memories #relationship #friend

Errrrr I'll dive right in,

I'm scared of failure, burdened by everyone's expectations, but I think what's even heavier on me are my own expectations, yet despite having these high expectations, I doubt that I deserve the best, doubt my worth, my character everything.

I battle a constant war in my head, one day I lose, the other day I win. It's a constant.

I may lose a few battles but I'll never lose the war, with my religion, my faith, belief, I'll persevere.

Verily, ease is near.

~anonymous

#battle #war #failure #fight #showing #doubt #self doubt #expectations #head #spilled thoughts #written thoughts

For me, music is life. I listen to music every single day, with literally no exception. Because music is emotions. Feelings. Memories. Songs have the power to change my mood. When i listen to sad songs, i get quiet and sad. When i listen to upbeat, happy songs, i get really bubbly, energetic and happy. And when i listen to badass songs with a heavy beat and bass, i feel like a warrior. Like i could do anything if i wanted to. That's also the reason why i love all my favourite bands so much. Because their music is everything to me. I even play the bass guitar myself and it is my greatest passion. My life.

~sarah-pizza

#musician #music #passion #art lover #feelgood #feelings #guitar #bass #cheer up #people #story #meet

Here's something I want to say to my boyfriend right now but I'm not sure if I should:

I wish I knew why I feel so low. I just want to curl up and forget the world for a few days. I wish I knew how to fix everything, but I just don't. I'm so drained and so tired, and I worry that you're going to get sick of me being like this. I'm so used to being used and I know you're not like that but I can't get myself out of that mindset right now. I'm worried that I'm a convenience for you, something to bolster your self esteem while you go through something difficult and the next instant I know that can't be true. I just don't know what to do with myself, how to break myself out of this thought cycle. I think I need help but I don't know what to ask for. I feel like every day I go through at the moment makes me more fragile, like I'm slowly emptying out, turning into a china doll with glass eyes and a painted on smile, I'm so afraid of breaking. Please help me. I don't know what I need. But it's better when you are here, I feel like I can remember who I am again. It's not dealing with all the big crap but just being normal that helps, can we have more of that please? I don't know whether to send this or not, just wanted to get my thoughts out there. I love you, I'll keep trying to be strong

~anonymous