Yachts Larger Than Lil Yachty

[lifegoeshardman]

Yeah okay I learned my lesson

You got niggas, I got bitches

Won’t play with your heart no more

Don’t play with mine either, yo

Called me up and he was there

I ended that call quick as hell

Texted me that you love me

Left you on read ‘cuz you’re funny

Woke up early, called a bitch

Came right over real quick

House to myself, living life

Had the best head of my life

Don’t play with me, I’ll break your heart

Told you I would from the start

Keep pushing me and it’ll suck

Keep pushing me and it’ll suck

She left marks for you to see

Keep on fucking playing with me

Sure I shouldn’t just give in

But I play games, arcade tokens

Triple text me, I don’t care

Why don’t you text him instead?

Acting like he’s just a friend

But you’re so pressed to play w him

Okay yeah sure I’m not making moves

But what the fuck, neither are you

Why do I have to start it this time?

I get so nervous at the thought of trying

Yeah your friends are pressed for me

FaceTime calls from 10-3

Watch my baby go to sleep

Wake up the next day to texts from me

Maybe I should just chill out

I think I’m being too wild right now

We boutta travel, it’ll be lit

Let me calm down before I lose my bitch

[lifegoeshardman]

Yeah I’m really into you-

Can you tell?

I watched every video

You sent to me as well

I love it when you’re fully clothed

I love it when you’re not

I love it when you call me sweetheart

Or baby, I ain’t lying

I love to take you out, deck you out

I want you to be mine

But I know you’re still hurt, it’s a curse

We can take it slow this time

I want to hear you call me daddy

And see all them tattoos

But you’re pressed w the videos

So I get that preview

I’m nervous for what’s gonna happen

Your friends say I’m your girlfriend

Let me take you out or somethin

They all know we more than friends

I’m not gonna hold you, I’m rly not tryna just fuck

I wanna be the one you wake up to when the sun’s up

Thought I’d never get over the one that fucked my heart up

But you came up outta nowhere make me wanna get with ya

Didn’t mean to hurt your heart the other day

She rly was nothing, we hooked up and that was it okay?

I got more respect for you than to ask you to do that just yet

But I saw the hurt in your eyes with the hickeys on my neck, I’m sorry babe

[deactivated337]

“Every time you are tempted to react in the same old way, ask yourself if you want to be a prisoner of the past or a pioneer of the future.”

— (via minuty)

[lifegoeshardman]

When i see your name on my phone

I get butterflies

I just want to bring you home

And cancel all my sides

I don’t want to say it yet

But shit it’s how I feel

I don’t want to admit it

But baby, you’re a big deal

Yeah I’m pretty stupid

Answer late, like I

Don’t give a fuck

Shouldn’t put you through this

Don’t know why I’m

Acting childish, bruh

Tryna fuck on a new chick

Kinda sloppy, pretty

Dumbass stuff

Maybe fucked on the new chick

So that’s one more

Problem for both of us?

You said that you love me

I said that I love you too

Asked me to consider

Not doing what I do

I know that you’re serious

But I’m not serious too

Okay yes I am

But I’m scared to be with you

I think I’ll be single

Just a little while more

Tryna make you tingle

In places only I can explore

[lifegoeshardman]

Called me up the other night

Looking like a fucking dime

Asked me if I’m feeling aight

Now I am, you’re just in time

Said you wanna spend the night

I know you do, and it’s alright

Fuck on me until we sleep

Cuddle you ‘til we repeat

I’m on games, yeah I don’t lie

Talked to her the other night

Didn’t smash, but it’s on sight

Didn’t smash, you’re my girl right?

Called me daddy, shit that’s new

Tryna taste on all of you

Don’t say you love me, it’s not good

Don’t say you love me, it’s not good

[lifegoeshardman]

You asked me out on a date

You broke my heart already

I’m tryna hold on steady

But you make me nervous

I shake

Got my heartbeat racing, I’m fucking pacing

My mind’s been in a disarray

But your presence elevated me

To a whole other space

I wanted you that other day

But I didn’t know if

We really wanted it that way

I want you now, but to stay

But I want a whole lot of things

That I can’t even say

I’ll drop all the games that I play

Drop all the people that I sit here

And entertain

You asked me out on a date

It sounds like I’ll say yes

But I’m not sure yet…

[lifegoeshardman]

Old me would’ve fucked on you

Saw what you were doing to me

You’re acting crazy, boo

I know that you wanted it too

Squeezed my hand back and

Felt your breathing get quicker too

You said you wanted to spend the night

Let you know the bed is yours,

I’ll do the sofa tonight

You said nah that’s alright

Caught an uber home but

Not before getting in my mind

I just should’ve kissed you

I just should’ve fucked

I’m just such a punk and it sucks

What would it have cost me

To just lay side by side to you….

What would it have cost me

To just be the real me with you….

You’re the only other person

That can fuck me up like this

I sure hope this is worth it

When I go in for that kiss…

[lifegoeshardman]

Fuck I love your voice on a motherfuckin’ call

Yeah I saw how you were dressed

Baby you can get it all

Seems like you’re just free

Wearing basically nothing

Calling me when I’m at work

Fucking with my head for sure

But it’s not the route to go…

All of this to say

I should’ve never brought you home

On that other day…

[lifegoeshardman]

Fuck I rly like you

But I got her on my mind

You can be mad special

But you’ll prolly trail behind

‘Cuz I’m fucking stupid

Always want what I can’t have

‘Cuz I was shot by Cupid

To follow her fuckin’ dumbass

You text me every morning

You text me every night

You text me in between the gym and work

To see if I’m alright

You tell me that I’m special

You tell me I’m the one

But inside my dumbass brain

I’m thinking if you’re my one?

I love when I wake up next to you

But then I get that regret

It’s just all that mental shit

That I’m still working to get

You could be my womannnn

I could stop these games

My dreams are fucking with my head

I’m just not the same…

[lifegoeshardman]

ISGMS

I should get more serious

And not talk to like 3 of ‘em

And get confused on what the fuck

I’m even saying to all of ‘em

Got a date tomorrow with one of ‘em

Yeah it’s been a while since I’ve been w ya

Kinda messed up when I wasn’t serious

Might mess up again- still not serious

Let me take you out ma, I’m free again

Might let you down just once again

I’m just gonna fuck around, I’m telling ya

I’m just gonna fuck around, I’m telling ya

Don’t say “I love you” ‘cuz I’m not sure

Might say it back ‘cuz it means the world

Yeah sure to me you’re a special girl

Pero tengo otra que me lo da mejor

I’m so free- I don’t know how to act

It’s like the undergrad experience I ain’t ever have

It’s like I don’t like doing this- but I ain’t even mad

I’m not trusting for a while- and bro that’s just that

[lifegoeshardman]

I like to take it slow

But you like to take it fast

When I hangout with you-

Let’s not hold hands like that

I like to take it slow

But you like to take it fast

I’ll text you every morning

But shit- you already beat me to that

I like to take it slow

But you like to take it fast

And honestly- to think of it

This isn’t all that bad

I like the way you look at me

When you’re fake mad,

And I like the things we do

When we’re tryna be bad

[lifegoeshardman]

Showed me what you’re working with

On the fucking Zoom

Chest poking out your tank top

Let me fuck on a full moon

‘Mi amor’ is all you’re saying

Shit- i’m saying it too

I love the way you look at me

When you know I’m looking at you

You can’t give me that side eye

Or angle the cam like that

I’m so fucking high right now

I’m ending this like that

Actually, no I’m not

Cuz fuck who would’ve thought?

You had to leave the one you loved

For that super sloppy top

You had to leave the one you loved

For the one that does love you

But fuck man I’m still so lost

Like I shouldn’t have said it too... 😩

[lifegoeshardman]

Played the game

Caught a case

Now didn’t I?

Wanted you

On that day then

Now didn’t I?

You thought you

Really done had me

Didn’t you?

Got no feelings

Babe I’m bulletproof

You didn’t know?

Got you something

Now you thinkin of me

Aren’t you?

Never felt

So damn

Fuckin’ astronomical

Played too slow

Now you missed me

Didn’t you?

I know I’m on games

But you’re hard

Now aren’t you?

You wanted me then

Now you want me now

Don’t you?

Saw I can give you

That damn feelin’

Ain’t it true?

Saw you watchin’

And soul searchin’

For real tho

You ain’t gotta do

No lurkin’

Here tho

Want you on the

Now or the

Regular

No to me you’re

Much more

Than just a customer

Swinging though life

Through the shit

Maybe you’re regular

What am I saying

Girl you’re fucking

Spectacular

Come right through

Let me sit you

Right over here

Look at me again

Like that again

And you’re in the clear

I know you rly want

Me to hold

You dear

You want me

Right next

Whispering into your ear

Letting you know

That the

Fuckin coast is clear

Won’t tell you

To do the things

You wanna do to me

Until it’s clear

That it ends here

Oh, damn dear

[lifegoeshardman]

Todays the fucking day and I’m nervous

Butterflies in my stomach, head fuckin hurtin’

Caught you multiple times straight lurkin’

But it’s finally come to this and I’m worried

I can’t fucking sleep

I feel fucking manic

I’m worried I’m in deep

Shit puts me in a panic

Like what if it’s not what you want?

What if I don’t want it?

Like what if it just ain’t it?

Will we come out from all it?

I’m pretty tense like all the time

But with you I relax

I think this may be the one time

I can’t do none of that

When I see you next

I hope I’m able to remain composed

But with the way you graze your chest

Against me I swear I’ll just be froze

I haven’t let anyone in

Not since then, no not since then

And I’m scared to let you in

Let’s just be friends, let’s just stay friends

But fuck it I just can’t

I’ll level my shit up

But I just can’t go on and pass

On what could’ve been us

I’ll go back to tossing and turning

All throughout my sleep

‘Cuz dammit I just fucking can’t

Get you off my mind, you’re in deep

But then again you’ve had your heart

Like broken ‘bout 4 times

And I don’t wanna be the reason

Your number ticks up to 5

[lifegoeshardman]

If you make a bad decision

I sure hope that it’s me

I can cure that indecision

By putting you at ease

[lifegoeshardman]

Fuck it

Maybe I don’t want you here to stay

But I like the feelings

That you bring me day to day

I’m scared

Scared of all the ways

And of all the avenues

Through which you’ll bring me pain

I’ve decided

I’ll let this one go

While I continue to rid myself

Of what I thought was home

I know

That this isn’t the road

At least not the one

That I thought I’d have to go

You like whiskey?

Well we made for one another

If we keep this tension

We might just have to go for some

[anhedoniag]

definitely yes.