Life in Numbers

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93.4

and its been so nice seeing the number consistently going down....hopefully even lower tomorrow...

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Well, its full speed baby...

in the wrong direction. There's a few more bruises, if that's the way you insist on heading...

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96.8 today

and this time I'm not dehydrated. Finally losing weight again.

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Snow Day!!

woohoo!!

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Haven't posted in a while once again....

weight is hovering between 97 and 99 lately........

I feel so meh lately.....

[babyybones]

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I must be dehydrated....

scale read 96.6 this morning.  Which is a lovely number to see, but I just don't trust that it will stick....

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Looking for movie suggestions...

what are some good movies about mental illness?

[p-i-s-s-i-n-g]

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I've requested a similar ring from my boyfriend as an engagement ring....not that I'll ever get proposed to.....

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So....

I screwed up royally yesterday and I am restarting my plan today....that's that.

So today I weighed in at 100.0 lbs, which is a nice starting point for my 50 day plan.  The intake limit for day 1 is 1000. I am at 915 right now, so probably will only have diet hot cocoa for the rest of the night.

I am wondering how much weight I can lose if I really stick to this plan for 50 days....I would like to get back down to 84 lbs....let's see if I can get there....

I am also going to take "Before" pictures today, since it is my first day of this plan.  Hopefully I will be super slim again by the time I take my "After" pictures

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Sooo....my current plan....

I'm doing something kinda inspired by the "Ana Boot Camp" diet thingy...

I set up a 50 day list of intakes for myself which I am going to follow.  I mad an Excel spreadsheet where I am going to enter my actual intake and weight everyday. 

Today is a 1000 calorie limit day and I am starting at 99.8 lbs.  I am hoping that by the end of 50 days I can get back under 90 lbs.

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gaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I want to scream. I want to scream so fucking bad. I want to scream so loud....

I just want to be thin again. I just want to lose this weight. I just want to be sickly like i used to be....Nobody sees how much I hurt anymore....nobody understands....nobody sees it....

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I am feeling very cranky today.

I'm sleep deprived and all-over achy.  I'm ready for a day off already and I just went back to work from 2 weeks off on Monday. Ugh.

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Yay!

I'm happy to have started talking to people from here on Kik.