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About You

It was Sunday afternoon that reminded me of you. I still remember the way you smile, your laugh and how you comfort me when I was down were the best thing I ever had.

Maybe tomorrow that goodbye will lead to a new hello and you will fuel the fire in my heart to make me stay. As simple as that. When things get better, we will find our way back.

Now, the moment I thought I belonged, I found myself back where I started and wonder how in the hell could anyone keep their sanity playing this game?”

I guess because we are willing to die a little for a chance to be loved. We ignore the ones who adores us, adore the ones who ignore us, love the ones who hurt us, and hurt the ones that love us. Isn't it ironic?

 Dear you,

 Somehow I still wish you were here. I wish I could see you. I wish I could hold your hand a little bit longer. Just a little bit longer.. Maybe one day, we will find that place where you and I could be together. And we will catch our dreams within the waves of change. So, smile for me one last time until we meet again. Until then, I will be missing you. 

 Sunday afternoon..

 I was on the plane on my way back to Jakarta. I keep thinking about you, about us. And it makes me wonder if I am in love with the real you or just the person you think you are.. 

 Jakarta, May 2016

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Hello Again

In the end, “hello” was a very nice greeting to say and break the silence between us. It was great to hear you really have fun with what you are doing now. Though it is not easy to stay but after all, I guess it’s worth it. Actually, I tot “hello” would mean nothing to us but yea, it still mean something. Another door has opened. New opportunity for us to understand each other Reading your message still make my heart flutter. I stare at my phone for awhile. I read it over and over and imagine it would be much better if you say it directly. I can even imagine that smiling face of yours is one of my favorite smile. Imagining it still make me smile. 

 Hello you, 

 I miss you so much. In the moment like this, I wish we could talked longer about this and that, about all nonsense things that happened recently. I was down lately. I feel so fucked up right now and don't know what to do. I need you to brighten up my days, to draw a smile on my face. 

 Dear you, 

 Thank you for texting me. If only I could tell you, a message from you today was really meaningful. It made me smile and happy. It is good to know that after all, this is what we need, time and space to grow wiser. And now, the memories of us are playing in my head. 

 Jakarta, May 2015

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(not) the real me :)

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"Praying"

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Snorkling time with the girls

do you find some oddness in this picture? HAHA

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Find the differences...

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a moment to remember

at GH Universal, Bandung, Indonesia

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Karimunjawa, April 2010

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Sara Evans- "My Heart cant tell you No"

I don't want you to come 'round here no more, I beg you for mercy. You don't know how strong my weakness is Or how much it hurts me. Cause when you say it's over with her, I want to believe it's true. So I let you in, knowing tomorrow I'm gonna wake up missing you, Wake up missing you. When the one you love's in love with someone else, Don't you know it's torture? I mean it's a living hell. No matter how I try to convince myself, This time I won't lose control. One look in your blue eyes and suddenly My heart can't tell you no. I don't want you to call me up no more, Saying you need me. You're crazy if you think just half your love Could ever please me. Still I want to hold you, touch you When you look at me that way. There's only one solution I know: You got to stay away from me, Stay away from me! When the one you love's in love with someone else, Don't you know it's torture? I mean it's a living hell. No matter how I try to convince myself, This time I won't lose control. One look in your sad eyes and suddenly My heart can't tell you no, My heart can't tell you no! I don't want you to come round here no more, I beg you for mercy. When the one you love's in love with someone else, Don't you know it's torture? I mean it's a living hell. When the one you love's in love with someone else, Don't you know it's torture? I mean it's a living hell. Living hell... When the one you love's in love with someone else, Don't you know it's torture? I mean it's a living hell.

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Sakit idung dan sakit gigi di saat bersamaan. Di atas mampet, di bawahnya ngilu ga karuan. Sementara mata, kedip-kedip berusaha melihat sesuatu dengan lebih jelas. dan otak? yah, sepertinya saya sudah menggadaikannya di toko loak terdekat. dan perut? oh ya saya lupa! perut saya keroncongan sepanjang sore hingga malam ini. Saya baru ingat terakhir kali saya makan siang tadi dan malam ini perut hanya diisi dengan segelas susu coklat hangat. Apakabar dengan hati? lupakan! dia sudah lama tertidur..

Talking to the moon....

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Hello universe! while other people is sleeping, i am (still) awake. Please tell somebody that i need friend to spend this night. I cannot sleep. I got insomnia. I am busy with my mind thinking about my thesis. Hello universe, good morning! ^^

Talking to the moon...

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Some times, giving up is the best and only one way you could do to survive! I am not an angel nor God. I am a human who some times act excessively to anything that i can't finish or even start. I know how to do it, i know how to finish it. One thing that make me mad is when i work too hard for it, i still found some missing parts. at the end, i am truly exhausted. I need to escape, soon!

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ctamba:

“It is better to be in chains with friends , than to be in a garden with strangers.” 

I’m thanking good because I knew you all and we always get a very good time indeed. Anyway this photo taken on Monic’s birthday and several day after Hani’s engagement. What a happy day! :D

this is gonna be the precioust moment in life with you guys :)

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Good morning Tokyo, I miss you ♥

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I merely met an angel. Sent by my holy God in heaven to booster my mood. He was the cutest and most handsome God's creation. He smiled in the middle of my enthusiasm watching for something and suddenly time stopped! #ouch. If only....

Prambanan, August, 8th 2011