The World Through The Eyes Of A Survivor

[walkingdisaster02-blog]

TW Don’t kill yourself today

Don’t kill yourself today

Because your Netflix trial still has a week left

Don’t kill yourself today

Because no one else will finish off the chicken in the fridge

Don’t kill yourself today

Because I know for a fact that Starbucks is releasing a new Frappuccino sometime next month

Yes, your mother will miss you

Yes your bully will make a sappy Facebook post about how what a a wonderful person you were

And yes

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

You know that

You’ve known that

Everyone and anyone has been shoving that down your throat since they first learned what the word suicide meant

So don’t kill yourself

Until you finish your shampoo and conditioner at the same time

Don’t kill yourself

Until Doctor Who is finally cancelled

Don’t kill yourself

Until you tell someone your best pasta recipe 

Don’t kill yourself 

Because I will keep coming up with reasons for you not to

And I need you

To hear all of them

Don’t kill yourself

I love you

You’re important

It’s a bad day

Not a bad life

There is more to this

The world will keep spinning on its axis without you

But

Think of all the sunrises you’d miss

I know this sounds pointless

But when you’re sitting in front of everything deadly you own

Revising your goodbyes

There will be too much darkness 

To see anything else

But this is not about seeing anything else

This is about turning off the lights

This is about finding the bed instead of the noose

This is about giving yourself one more day

Even if it takes ten thousand of those

One more morning’s

Until

“I can’t wait for tomorrow”

This is about staying alive

Because there’s gonna be a new Marvel movie

No one should miss that

This is about staying alive

Because the future is coming 

And it’s ready for you

I don’ t need you to see it

I just need you to believe you can make it 

Until then

- Hannah Dains

[soft-robbie-vibes-deactivated20]

Everyone needs to see this. I dont care what kind of blog you run or what kind of person you are. You can take the few seconds to reblog this. I know some of my followers will need to see this, and so i will reblog for them. Even if its just one or two, they deserve to see this, and to be happy. Always reblog. Always.

[lifeofacollegekid2022]

I went through eighth grade feeling like no one in the world cared. I'm now nearing the end of my freshman year in college and if wasn't for my friends and my mom and dad as well as my psychologist and psychiatrist.

[butterflyinthewell]

To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.

Reblog this when it’s on your dash. You will save someone’s life.

[lifeofacollegekid2022]

this is something i needed back in eighth grade 

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[sparklecorpse-deactivated201906]

i dont care if u never listen to me ever again just let me be ur internet dad for just one second: dont start cutting yourselves please ever

[sparklecorpse-deactivated201906]

ok im gonna reblog this again bc i want more ppl to see it?? ive compiled a (by no means complete) list of the things u can expect if u start:

- u cant stop. its a legitimate addiction. there is no ‘seeing what its like’. its soso hard to stop it and believe me, because that was me. i thought i would sate my curiosity but all i did was make my life miserable - everything can become a trigger. someone carved things in a table?? trigger. u get a scratch by accident?? trigger. see something sharp?? yup.  - the scars dont go away and if people see them (and no matter how hard you try, people will see them) they get this awful fucking look on their face like a mixture of disgust and horror and pity  - u have to sit through people making shitty fucking jokes and calling people like you (real, struggling people like you) edgy emos looking for attention and it makes you feel sick but you have to sit there silently - in fact, any conversation about self harm becomes thoroughly uncomfortable because they’ll talk about it like no one in the room has ever gone through it (or, if they know, they’ll glance at you out the corner of their eye when they think you cant see) - any emotion can give you the urges- not just negative. ur body associates the happy feeling with the pain so ur brain is like ‘????? u cant have one without the other??’  - it can have been years. years. you can have stopped and got better and you’ll still feel the urge to hurt yourself and it makes you feel like you haven’t improved at all and you’re still fourteen and hating yourself - (maybe this is just me) but some part of you misses it?? you stopped and you know its horrific but its so difficult to get rid of your blades or whatever you use because you feel so weirdly attached to these things that are so awful and you dont even know why 

god damn i just want yall to understand that you dont have to hurt yourself ever, okay?? just. don’t. trust me.

[prismpom-moved]

I will reblog this every single day.

[matthewswartz-deactivated201908]

Please don’t become like me, it’s an actual addiction at this point

[your-friendly-anon-deactivated2]

You think it’s helping and you think you deserve it. Please don’t ever start down this path, or any path that does something similar.

[lifeofacollegekid2022]

This is who we are

There is no denying that we live in a world where social is the hub for teens and us, young adults. However, we seem to contradict the fact social media is also altering the way he develops a perspective not only about our self but on the world around us. The world around is consistently full of false information and never-ending random online battles that have no solid ground and no foundation other than to stir the pot for no reason but to cause this already divided world to metastases into an online community of pure unmitigated savagery and hate. Why take the most significant platforms created by the most brilliant ordinary people and use to cause an unnecessary civil war, when we could be using these platforms to create a community where everyone feels like a unified body. We are destroying each other in person and online, we are telling kids struggling to find a group to belong, that they obviously weren't meant to be if they don't conform to the standards of society and the online world we have created and altered. Why are we turning a blind eye to our young killing themselves for being who they are? Why does no one care that we are dying off because of issues that we feel terrified to speak about? Why do blogs like mine receive no attention? Why do our leaders not care that we are slowly fading into graves from ages as early as adolescence? The blame is continuously placed on the menials and generation Y as if we intended to build a platform where we could express ourselves, only to create this massive war against each other. Society and political figures find it easier to paint us as the culprits for the social media war and the cyberbullying crisis and the increased suicide rates. In reality, we the younger generation are the victims of this crisis. Although adults can't control what we post, they have more grounds and power to take the world as we see it and get it on the executive floor than we do. The most we can do is try to lessen the blow of this online war that has been created. I have accepted that the probability of someone seeing this post will probably be fat, slim and none. But to anyone who finds this post, let it be known that you are not alone, there billions of us that have survived the war of social media and the attacks of cyberbullying and we have walked out scared but stronger. 

We have the power to change the world of social media, we are the ones who will take back what was meant to be a platform where we could be unique and quirky. This is who we are