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hi! call me loaf:)

[lifeofloaf]

about me:)

hi!

my name’s phi (pronounced fee) but u can call me loaf

im 20 and non-binary (so they/them prns)

im in uni studying to potentially be a librarian!

im a libra & infp & have adhd

i love making friends and mutuals so feel free to reach out anytime:)

i love making very specific playlists and associating certain songs with characters/ships/made up scenes

im also so picky with the formatting of everything so i will be editing this frequently bc i want to make it look better

(also just have no idea what i should be putting in this summary of me so i went with an amalgamation of everything ive seen others do)

while im no writer or artist, im a huge fan of the mauraders and love jegulus, wolfstar, and literally most of the ships ppl have come up with (involving the main mauraders at least bc i absolutely despise any ships w sn*pe) & love the fun mixings ppl have created of barty/lily or barty/james

^sneaking in that i offer my time to beta read if anyone would ever like:)

other tid bits:

i initially got tumblr in attempt to reduce my social media usage and to curate my feed to things that actually interested me instead of ppl i could compare myself to, and ended up discovering the incredible fanbase the maurders have on here

im still a relatively new user so im still learning how to navigate and understand everything tumblr has to offer

i chronically overthink and over explain everything so if ur here just know what ur getting into:)

i hope if ur reading this ur having a good day and thanks for being here<3

last edited: apr 29

[nextstopparis]

“i asked chatgpt—”

ok well i asked the cryptic fucking dragon that was imprisoned underground 20 years ago and he told me that no one can choose or escape their destiny so. he may have also told me i have a soulmate in the guy whose guts i hate but i dont really have time to think about that right now

[phantomrose96]

You can be talking to someone and she'll be like, "Oh I made a silly mistake. Women don't deserve voting rights teehee." And you'll be like, "What." And she'll be like, "Oh I'm sorry! That must sound so bad out of context. No it's this Tiktok meme where, if you're a girl and you do something dumb, you say 'Women don't deserve voting rights teehee.'"

And you'll be like, "That sounds bad." And she'll be like, "No no. It's totally not that bad. It's just a meme. Men say it too. Like if a man does something silly he'll be like, 'I am like those women who do not deserve to vote.'" And you'll be like, "Does that make it better?" And she'll be like, "Well there was one guy who tried to make 'Men shouldn't vote' a popular meme. But it never caught on and also he got yelled at a lot."

And then you drop it there because like, you're harshing the vibe.

[wake-meme-up-inside]

God this makes me think of this screenshot:

"it minimizes you as a person" really wraps up my entire discomfort with the whole "oh but i'm just a girl" thing when used in most situations.

[veryinnovative]

i keep thinking about experienced (brat) sub james and new to the bdsm scene dom regulus au. i keep thinking about james introducing him to all the kinks and tools and explaining each one. i keep thinking abt james making reg discover all the kinks he has. the char development that is reg's blooming confidence and james' growing need to be subservient and the way he takes pride in being the one to please regulus. i keep thinking abt their size difference and how quick james is to fall to his knees and eat reg out or how he needs thick ass cuffs and chains to keep him bound to the bed while reg edges him while riding. I JUST THINK--

[veryinnovative]

no im actually not finished talking! it's always the dom teaching the sub how to sub and for once i want to read/write the sub teaching the dom how to dom! i need james provoking reg, trying to get that voice of authority out, pinning him in place with that unyielding gaze that tells just how much in trouble he is when they're home. i need james to cower reg into a corner, whispering all low and sultry 'this is the part where you force me to my knees by my hair'. i need james punching someone else in the face for regulus because being a sub isn't indicative of being super meek all the time and shy! i need james relentlessly fucking into reg, holding him by his hips, gritting something out along the lines of 'say I'm being good. tell me I'm being good for you.' BECAUSE at the end of the day he's just as desperate for praise

[veryinnovative]

IT IS HERE

[jollyfurydragonballer]

[thoughtcascades]

Maybe the real pandemic was the social media addiction we developed along the way

[j2-dw-blog]

[animentality]

[faeryton]

hey if you're trans in the us i love you. hey if you're queer in the us i love you. hey if you're a person of color in the us i love you. hey if you're a woman in the us i love you. hey if you're disabled in the us i love you. i love you i love you i love you

[stunningpicture]

So proud of my mother for doing her own research after I sent her that meme. A sign she hung in her car window.

[jettestblack-deactivated2017080]

Stay woke

[pual1010-deactivated20150723]

Is this true?

[mallninjacode-deactivated201812]

Not only is it true, it gets worse. The Susan G Komen For The Cure Foundation has actually successfully sued “competing” charities, because (paraphrasing) their “message or branding was infringing.”

You read that correctly: they took money that people had donated to cure cancer, and hired attorneys with it, to sue ANOTHER group of people trying to find a cure for cancer, who, in turn, had to us their donated money to hire their own legal counsel to defend themselves.

[redbloodedamerica]

[spacemohawks]

Yeah signal boost because not enough people know about this and seriously FUCK SUSAN G. KOMEN THEY ARE THE ACTUAL WORST

[beanmom]

Some links…

http://thinkbeforeyoupink.org/

http://www.somethingawful.com/feature-articles/for-the-cure/

http://thestir.cafemom.com/in_the_news/132728/susan_g_komen_foundation_has

(reblogged in honor of my mother, who died of breast cancer, 11/13/97)

[hello-missvixy-deactivated20160]

Reblog every time I see it. Roughly once a month.

[blockmind]

Also please never forget the pink fracking drill bit

that’s right fracking you know, a process using chemicals known to cause cancer that leech into the water supply

http://www.triplepundit.com/2014/10/baker-hughes-fights-breast-cancer-pink-fracking-drill-bits/

http://www.nbcnews.com/health/cancer/pink-drill-bits-bring-complaints-komen-tie-fracking-n223166

[alexithymia42]

It’s that time of year again, please remember Komen is the actual worst

[sofia-ciel]

Komen For The Cure is pretty much awful.

[imaginarycircus]

My mother died in 1996 from breast cancer. Most cancer charities are scams, in that people throw fancy parties and get rich off them and very little money goes into research or support for patients. Here are some vetted cancer charities that get good scores on Charity Navigator and pay medical expenses or fund research:

Breast Cancer Research Foundation

Cancer Research Institute

Dana-Farber Cancer Institute

63 four star rated cancer charities on charity navigator

[spacey-sandwich]

Signal boosting this

[emmalily]

Reblogging from myself because it’s October now

[lifeofloaf]

i have some of the best parents in the world but i fear their love would cease to power through if i came out as nonbinary to them. but my mom is currently driving to me at school to spend the night with me bc im on brink of relapse (though she only knows im just not feeling well). i love them but they love me conditionally, and i just needed to get it off my head

[mothprincess]

i've been focusing deeply on not giving a shit about what people think. if i notice my thoughts going down that path, then i shut them down. i'm not trying to read anyone's mind. i'm just going to be myself and try my best. if i fuck up, then i fuck up. if i look stupid, then i look stupid. everyone looks stupid, sometimes. it's so much more important to be yourself earnestly and passionately, in all of your stupid glory

[hobohobgoblim]

From @passionpeachy

[squishycalum]

:/

[vangoghstss]

This is actually v important and needs to be reblogged

[thexdarkenedxlight]

Gonna just share this:

My European Studies professor decided a few weeks ago to take a Friday and instead of following the syllabus, he spent the entire hour and a half comparing Hitler’s actions from a European perspective to that of what Trump is doing in America. He never repeated a single point, and even used video and photos like this to show the comparison.

To make things better, he had us do an in class assignment for participation points. He first played a clip on youtube of one of Hilter’s speeches, subtitled and 3 minutes long. He then played a clip of one of Trump’s rallies. Our assignment? Copy down every single sentence that matched in translation down on a sheet of paper or a word document that wasn’t repeated. The person with the closest amount to what my professor found got a candy bar.

My professor found, in just three minutes of a speech, that Trump matched 65 different phrases/sentences to that of Hitler’s translation. 

65 nearly identical phrases used in his speeches. Take a moment to think about that.

[countably-infinite-rats]

2016

[styx-doesnt-do-art]

I cannot stress this enough

TWENTY. SIXTEEN.

[twospiritstooprideful]

it’s always been out that Trump is a literal Nazi and he has a lot of literal Neo-Nazi followers (like the Proud Boys who participated in 1/6)

You’ve all just been blind these past eight years

[merely-a-caricature]

Normalize super close friendships instead of assuming there must be a romantic and/or sexual factor—friends are a wonderful treasure!

[lifeofloaf]

me after sending my best friend a 4 min audio msg explaining how much i loved her and how they’re my soulmate essentially! i love my best friend so so much

[careerboyfriend]

dont let people tell u ur attraction to fire is "abnormal" or "hazardous" prometheus doesnt have his liver eaten every day for u to ignore the allure of arson

[cyrenaica]

Saw this on Twitter today

[athenaspeculiardaughter]

Hi guys! So like you probably know netflix decided to cancelled "Dead boy detectives" season 2 which is unfair, why are all the good shows cancelled when really bad ones are renewed!

People on tiktok decided to make a watch party on Thursday, September 5th at 7pm (Great Britain summer time) in hope to make top 10 and show Netflix they were wrong.

I know the show is important for many people so help us trying to save it.