𝔣𝔦𝔣𝔱𝔢𝔢𝔫 𝔱𝔬 𝔤𝔬

i wanna fulfill my destiny 17 | 5’3 | hw: 121 gw1: 108🔓cw/gw2: 104🔓 gw3: 100🔒ugw: 98🔒| not pro | do not report me just block please

[anxietyproblem]

[lifepurpose]

i want to stop binging and then purginggg

[the-memedaddy]

meirl

[lullaby7s]

[lifepurpose]

story time: my mum called me disgusting and „monster” bc i accidentally shaved my eyebrows too much 🥰🥰🥰🥰😋😋😋 i cried my eyeballs out in school and after i had emotionall binge eating episode

✨i love it✨

but my friend told me that its actually good to eat once for a 9 days over your calorie limit bc it boosts your metabolism so i think we good

[loukessler]

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

for someone with like 2 brain cells I sure do overthink

[heavenstoaspartame]

me coming back onto ana tumblr after eating 1000+ calories of junkfood for 2 days

[lifepurpose]

literally me after two week long binge episode lmao (but crying instead of laughing)

[wdycsm]

(Zucchini chips) perfect snack to eat without getting fat

[155cm]

friend: oh i'm on a diet rn, trying to lose weight :)

me:

[fighting-ghosts]

[endnosenby]

I literally will feed my body enough food and be like wow...... this is too much *weight gain anxiety* I’m awful 😭😭😭😭 but really I’m just fuCKING CRAZY 😭

[lifepurpose]

i can eat like literally anything so small but out of my schedule and be like yeah i have already screwed up it nothing matters anymore and eat whole fridge..... like wtf bitch? whats wtong with me?

[spectralcreep]

I understand why banshees just drift around sobbing and screaming inconsolably at all times, I get it now

[lifepurpose]

could be me tho

[lifepurpose]

me after every binge episode:

next time just stop eating, just dont do it, its not that hard

me next day:

😍🍔🍟🍕🍜🍝🍣🍖🍗🥠🥩🍢🍦🥧🍨🍨🍧🍰🧁🧁🧁

[lifepurpose]

im gonna throw myself off a cliff im literally back at 105 lbs.....

guys pls if u have some advice how to keep ur weight or if anyone just want to share some thoughts pls repost

[lifepurpose]

okay so i hit my gw and then suprise who would even expect this🤠 i binged but it was fucking hardcore i was binging for 5 days straight and guess what... i gained 2,5 pounds 😃 i hate my life

its literally my biggest fear that even if i hit my gw i wouldnt be albe to keep it

[lifepurpose]

holy i just found pic of me from the beginning of the school year and geez i changed so much i didnt ever realise it till now