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Dilua's Navigation
Started: 05/10/2025
Last Updated: 23/04/2026
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MARVEL
bucky barnes:
series:
Savior Complex
THE PITT
jack abbot:
series:
waltz of flowers
Waltz of the Flowers
jack abbot x f!oc
16+ slowburn, trauma mentioned, medical inaccuracies, tpittfest, gsw, critical patients, plot holes, blood, eventual fluff, angst, all of the things
author's note: a new chapter? in the middle of the week? is more likely than you think! i know that when the pittfest happens, the pittlings and some other characters are in their first day on the pitt, but i changed things a bit for the sake of the story...
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Chapter III - Pittfest
The television in the emergency room was on, but no one was really paying attention to it, until they did. One by one, doctors, nurses and even some patients got closer to the monitor, as if an invisible thread was pulling them in. The sound of the news filled the ambiance that, seconds ago, had been just routine, clinical noise.
Aurora leaned against the counter, finishing a chart, when she noticed the weird silence. She looked up and saw the expression on the people’s faces.
Something was wrong.
Dana firmly talked with Robby.
“You’ll figure it out. You always do. You’re a good man, Robinavitch. Don’t let this place take that from you. Okay? God.”
She had barely taken a breath before answering the phone, which was ringing like crazy. She straightened her back, her tone totally different now.
“Yeah? Code triage. Multiple GSWs. There’s an active shooter at Pittfest.”
A heavy murmur crossed throughout the room. Aurora felt her stomach turn. Shooting. That word that always seemed way too distant, was now right in front of her.
Dana hung up the phone and turned around, walking as she tried to organize the chaos even before he could arrive. She passed by Rory, touching her gently on her shoulder, while she guided her.
“Come here, pay attention” she said in a hushed tone “When something like this happens, we activate the catastrophe protocol. Everything changes. Flow, priority, everything. We give them space, gain some time… and try to save as many people as possible.
Aurora nodded, trying not to show how fast her heart was beating. From the other side of the emergency department, Robby was already on the move.
“Jake and his girlfriend are there.”
In the first month since she had started working on the Pitt, Aurora had gotten pretty close with the team. People had this weird comfort feeling about her, which made them vent out their lives to her, and she was always there to hear it.
Dennis talked about his old life on the farm, Frank about his love for his two kids, Jesse about his interest in a pediatrics program, Mel about her sister and random history facts, McKay talked about her stupid ex, Dana about literally everyone and Robby, about how proud he was of Jake, his stepson.
It wasn’t just some event. It was personal to him.
“Hey, what’s going on?”
Mckay asked, as she joined the bunch around the nurse’s station.
“Mass casualty at PittFest.” Robby answered, trying to find something to do with his hands.
“How many victims?”
Samira was the one to ask, standing beside Aurora. Robby shook his head.
“We don’t know. Expect the worst.”
Aurora exchanged looks with Samira, a type of look that didn’t need an explanation.
Expect the worst.
Great. Perfect.
Someone else tried to ask something, but Robby was no longer answering isolated questions. He raised his voice a little, grabbing everyone’s attention, assuming the center of the hurricane.
Aurora held her breath.
“OK, everybody listen up. There is an active shooter at PittFest. As the nearest trauma center, we are going to be getting the majority of the victims.”
As he continued to talk, everything started to move. Nurses going from bed to bed, residents reviewing medical records, people being woken up, transferred and released. The gear was turning.
“We don’t know yet how many we are getting, but we are instituting hospital-wide emergency protocols.”
Dana passed by Aurora again, already distributing tasks with gestures and looks, as if every person there was a piece she already knew exactly where to fit.
Aurora took a deep breath. Ok. You know what to do. You can do this.
“Call your loved ones now if you need to. I can guarantee you cell service will soon be overwhelmed.”
For a second, just one, she thought about reaching for her phone. But she didn’t. There wasn’t anyone to call.
“Eat something. Stay hydrated. Use the bathroom while there’s time and meet back here for a full briefing in five minutes.”
Five minutes felt like an eternity and nothing at the same time.
The woman discreetly brushed her hands down her scrubs, trying to dry her hands off the sweat. The adrenaline was already taking over, pushing the fear into a tiny corner inside her.
“Brother, I’m so fucking glad to see you.” Robby said, walking towards the entrance.
Aurora followed his gaze and saw Jack Abbot entering the scene with his camo backpack hanging over his shoulder. Their eyes locked for a millisecond.
Her chest tightened for a second, a whirlwind of unresolved emotions trying to crawl out. But around her, everything was already moving way too fast, way too urgently.
She looked away and pulled the air in, as if she was about to dive.
The hushed murmur gave way to coordinated movements. What was once stagnant tension now had direction - carts being pulled, curtains opening, voices lapping over each other in short commands. Aurora positioned herself close enough to hear, but without getting in the way, trying to appear more confident than she actually was.
Robby and Abbot were side to side now, in the middle of the pitt, like two poles organizing the chaos.
“Triage will decide who goes where depending on their injury.”
Aurora nodded to herself, as if she was taking notes in class, but this was different. It wasn’t just theory now, it was real. She tried to visualize it, the patients coming in waves, the attendants quickly assessing them, a color, a destination. Simple, objective and necessary.
“Every department will have a designated primary who will oversee their staff” Abbot was the one to talk now. “If you need someone, look for the vest. We’re all gonna have walkies. We can get you whatever you need.”
His voice was loud, firm and familiar. Aurora avoided looking directly at him, focusing on the topic, and the instructions. Vest. Walkie. Reference.
“We need to keep everybody out in the open so we can keep an eye on everything, OK?”
It was horrible to think like that, but it made sense.
She took a look around, waiting to see the color bands beginning to be distributed.
Red zone, critical patients. Black, DOA. Aurora felt her body enter deeper into automatic.
“Flores, where are you?” Robby asked for her, as he got down from the balcony “You are here with Dr. Abbot and me. Jack’s gonna run traffic.”
Aurora glanced up, reflexively. Run traffic. Of course, it made sense. He was in the middle of it all, coordinating, deciding who goes in first and who can still wait.
Jack turned to face her, showing the different color bands.
“We have five minutes to try and stabilize the reds. After that, it’s OR, ICU, or morgue.”
Five minutes.
The woman rapidly blinked, as if it helped her to absorb the information faster. Five minutes to decide who lives and who dies.
The air felt heavier now, but she didn’t let it show. She started mentally mapping the pitt, following Abbot around.
She allowed herself to take a deep breath, feeling her heartbeat ring in her ears. No longer erratic, but beating just right. Her adrenaline became focused.
That was when Robby turned to look at them, as if he was trying to fit the missing pieces of the puzzle.
“Abbot, you can take Dr. Mohan as well. Nurse Flores will assist you both, she’s one of the best”
That hit her hard.
Aurora felt the impact on her chest. Not as if he was pressuring her into doing good work, but more as a push forward. There was no time for doubting herself, nor to think about it too much.
She straightened her back. Her eyes locked with Abbot for a second, and he gave her a reassuring smile. It didn’t take long for Dr. Mohan to join them.
“Let’s do this”
The flow had already turned into an avalanche.
Stretchers entering and leaving at the same time, voices overlapping each other, the high-pitched sound of the monitors creating a con’s backdrop. The Red Zone was alive - pulsating urgency. Aurora barely had time to glove up before the first patient came in a hurry.
“Male, mid-20s! GSW to the right chest! Hypotensive en route!”
His body was pale, his shirt had been cut off, the right side of his chest was stained with dark blood. Breathing came short, irregular. The monitor beeped way too fast.
Aurora positioned herself between the machines and the stretcher. Her eyes ran down the man’s body: injury’s entry, unequal thoracic expansion, everything was there.
Hypertensive Pneumothorax.
Something she had only read about.
Her eyes searched for Abbot, then Mohan, waiting for instructions. She couldn’t simply act without the doctor’s orders.
“So what are you going to do?”
Samira looked at him too, waiting for the answer as she finished listening to the man’s heart. Abbot did not hesitate, he looked back at Flores and said:
“I’m not gonna do anything. You are.”
The world seemed to be tilting.
She blinked twice, feeling her heartbeat against her chest.
This man was crazy. Completely mad. A nurse couldn’t simply start a procedure without an actual order. She was taught to listen and follow, not to improvise.
But, again, she knew what needed to be done. Thick needle, second intercostal space. Middle clavicular line. She knew the theory, she just needed to apply it.
He wouldn’t let her do this if he didn’t know she was capable of doing it, right?
“Decompression kit, please!” She asked Jesse, who was right behind her, her voice coming out firmer than she intended.
Dr. Walsh appeared out of nowhere, evaluating the situation with a judgmental look on her face. When her gaze fell on Aurora leading a procedure, her eyes went wide.
“Step aside!”
But Abbot did not move an inch. The opposite - he stood there, firmly, as an emotional support dog.
He looked deeply into Aurora’s eyes and for a moment she was back at Samira’s rooftop, wearing a borrowed dress and dancing with his hand on the low of her back.
“You got this.”
Aurora sighed deeply.
You know how to do this.
She positioned the needle, feeling the resistance of the skin, the tissue and then, with precision, she went forward.
A subtle sound of air escaping through.
Pressure was being relieved.
The patient’s chest began to expand better, almost immediately.
The monitor beeped normally again. Samira, with her eyes wide, turned towards both of them.
“Normal sinus rhythm, 92. Pulse ox is improving. BP’s 112 over 84.”
Aurora let out a breath she didn’t even know she was holding in.
The chaos around her continued, but there, in that tiny emergency room, something went right.
Abbot crossed his arms over his chest, with a satisfied smile, as he looked back at Walsh.
“Not too shabby, huh, Dr. Walsh? I think we can admit him to General Surgery now.”
Walsh didn’t answer right away, but didn’t dispute either.
The patient was alive.
Aurora took a step back, still processing what she had done. Her hands splashed with blood were trembling a bit.
Abbot walked closer to her.
“Solid work.”
She let out a short laugh, kind of incredulous.
“That was your save, not mine.”
He tilted his head, as if he was having fun.
“Take the win, Nurse Flores.”
Aurora looked away for a second, a small smile crept upon her lips.
“Thanks.”
He shrugged, as if it was nothing, but he kept his eyes on her.
“Besides, it was a little too risky for me to do myself.”
She frowned.
“WHAT?”
But he was already walking away, returning towards the chaos. He glanced over his shoulder, with an almost provocative tone:
“Suture, please.”
Aurora froze for a second. Then sighed, shaking her head as she opened the suture kit and passed it over to him
—
The square across from the hospital was slightly different from a few hours before. Not calmer, but lighter. The noise was now tired laughter, beers being shared, conversation that mixed with relief and disbelief. The adrenaline was finally fading away, and in its place stayed that deep tiredness that seemed to stick to their bones.
Aurora was sitting on the bench, side by side with Samira, with a can of beer resting between her hands, still in her scrubs, and still kind of lost inside her own body. It was a strange feeling being able to slow down after a day that hadn’t allowed her a second to breathe.
Around her, the group gradually decreased. Javadi was the first to say goodbye, Robby remembered that he needed to go too, someone else called a car.
Samira got up from the bench, squeezing her friend’s shoulder.
“I’ll bring the car around, be right back” she said, disappearing towards the parking lot before Aurora could say anything.
When she came to her senses, her friend’s spot had been taken.
Dr. Abbot.
He also looked exhausted, but his posture was more relaxed than she had ever seen during the whole shift. They were silent for a few seconds, just watching the movement decrease.
As the last member of the Pitt said goodbye, he finally broke the silence, with a soft smile.
“You were really good today”
Aurora let out a small laugh, kind of embarrassed, looking down at the half-empty can in her hands.
“You say this now, but you basically threw me at an emergency procedure”
The left corner of his mouth turned upward a little more.
“And you handled it”
She turned to face him, still incredulous.
“Seriously… Why did you do that? How did you know it would work?”
Abbot stood silent for a second, thinking about his answer.
“Because you knew exactly what to do”
Aurora opened her mouth to retort, but he continued before she could even get a word in.
“You didn’t freeze. You didn’t panic. When half of the emergency room was running after its own reasoning, you were paying attention.” He took a small sip of his beer, looking back at her “I heard you talking to the patients today. I saw you anticipating something I was still going to ask for. That 's not dumb luck. You’re good at what you do.”
She glanced back at him, as she fiddled with the can’s pull tab.
Maybe it was the fatigue. Maybe the bit of alcohol she had. But those words hit her in a vulnerable place.
Abbot tilted his head.
“Are you sure you’re not a resident?”
Aurora let out a small laugh.
“Nope. Just a nurse”
“Have you ever thought about med school?”
She made a small, familiar grimace. As if that question had already appeared inside her head a few times before.
“Yes…” she shrugged “But I got a great scholarship at nursing school, med school seemed… kind of impossible at the time. Either way, I love being a nurse. I like being there for people, taking care of them”
He nodded slowly, placing his can between them on the bench.
“And before here? You’ve always worked in the emergency field?”
“No. I was actually trying for a fellowship in pediatrics back in New York”
That seemed to surprise him.
“Pedes?”
She nodded, smiling softly.
“I’ve always liked children. And sometimes the hospital can be a very scary place for them…”
Jack observed her for a few seconds, as if he was trying to reorganize the image he had made up about her inside his head.
Then, he sighed and simply said:
“You’re wasted in pediatrics”
Aurora turned to face him, her mouth opened in shock.
“Wow. That’s brutal”
“I’m serious!” He said, laughing.
He rested his hands on his knees, looking outward at the empty square.
“Emergencies you learn, technique you learn, but keeping it cool? Instinct? Knowing what to do when everything is falling apart? You can’t teach that.”
She stood silent. Because nobody had ever talked to her that way before. No teachers, not even supervisors. Not even herself.
Abbot glanced towards her again, serious now.
“You have talent, Aurora”
The way he said it, it didn’t felt like an empty compliment. It was a diagnosis.
She felt her chest tighten in a strange way.
“And you should stay in the emergency field.” He continued, giving a small nudge on her shoulder. “I can help you. If you want, you can learn with me”
Aurora let out a surprised smile, shaking her head.
“That was… a very intense fellowship invitation”
“You’ll survive”
He smiled back, resting his back against the bench.
The night stretched around them and the tension in their shoulders seemed, for at least a few minutes, to disappear.
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Waltz of the Flowers
jack abbot x f!oc
16+ slowburn, trauma mentioned, medical inaccuracies, filler chapter but its gonna be important later, jack abbot pov, dr shen, samira mohan, car accident (patient)
author's note: hello my loves! i know it took a long time for me to post the second part, but my dog has been diagnosed with cancer :( with mannaging her meds and quimiotherapy, i barely had any time to writte. anyways, hope you enjoy!
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Chapter II - purple
The ambulance bay was colder.
Quieter, in a strange, in-between kind of way.
The large doors stood open to the outside, the fading light of early evening stretching long shadows across the concrete. The distant hum of the city felt muted back there, replaced by the occasional metallic clang, the low rumble of an engine somewhere far off.
Aurora stepped out, exhaling slowly, as she had just escaped something.
Which… she had. Sort of.
She adjusted her bag on her shoulder, glancing back once toward the hallway she had just abandoned.
Safe.
For now.
“Okay,” she muttered to herself. “That was normal. Totally normal behavior.”
“Wow.”
Aurora froze.
She turned her head slowly to the side to face Samira.
Standing a few feet away, arms crossed, eyebrows raised so high they were practically disappearing into her hairline.
“…Hi,” Aurora said, a little too casually.
Samira blinked at her.
“You’re unbelievable,” she started, tilting her head dramatically “ I can’t believe you’re fleeing through the ambulance bay just so you wouldn’t face Dr. Abbot”
Aurora let out a breath through her nose, already knowing she had been caught.
“I wasn’t fleeing,” she said, adjusting her bag again. “I just… took a different exit. It was a strategic decision.”
Samira let out a loud laugh.
“Rory.”
Aurora couldn’t help it. A small smile slipped through despite everything.
“I just didn’t feel like dealing with it today.”
“‘Dealing with it,’” Samira repeated, amused. “You mean the guy you spent the entire night dancing with and then ghosted like a mystery novel character?”
Aurora groaned softly.
“Can we not—”
“You literally made me wrap my own party early because you panicked,” Samira continued, following her as they started walking toward the parking lot. “And now you’re escaping through hospital infrastructure.”
Aurora shook her head, but there was no real defense left.
“You’re being dramatic.”
“I am not dramatic,” Samira shot back immediately. “You’re the one acting like he’s going to arrest you on sight.”
Aurora huffed out a quiet laugh.
“If he recognizes me, I might actually die.”
Samira stopped walking for half a second.
“Oh, this is worse than I thought,” she said, delighted. “You like him!”
“I do not—”
“You do. What did you guys even talk about that night?”
Aurora pushed past her, heading toward the car.
“I’m tired,” she said, as if that explained everything. “Let’s just go home.”
Samira watched her for a second, a knowing smile still lingering—but she didn’t push further.
Not yet.
They walked out of the hospital and went through the parking lot, spotting Samira’s dark blue Honda. It gently stood out from the rest, mainly because of the crashed headlight.
“Yeah,” she said finally, unlocking the car. “Let’s go.”
Aurora slid into the passenger seat, closing the door with a quiet thud.
And only then, only when the hospital was out of sight, did she allow herself to breathe properly again
—-
The city moved differently at night.
From the passenger seat, Aurora watched Pittsburgh blur past in streaks of warm lights and dark silhouettes. The hum of the engine, the soft rhythm of tires against asphalt, it all felt strangely calming after the chaos of the ER.
For a few minutes, neither of them said anything.
Samira tapped her fingers lightly against the steering wheel, glancing at Aurora once, then again.
“…Okay,” she finally said. “I’ve been holding this in all day. How was it? Your first day? Like, really.”
Aurora let out a quiet breath, her head leaning back against the seat.
“Intense,” she said, a small smile forming. “But… good.”
“Good?” Samira scoffed. “You look like you got hit by a truck.”
“I feel like it,” Aurora admitted, letting out a tired laugh. “But I liked it. It’s—” she hesitated, searching for the right word “—it’s where I’m supposed to be. Even though I’m exhausted, I can still feel the adrenaline pumping through my body”
Samira’s expression softened, something proud settling in her features.
“I knew it, you’re crazy just like me.”
Silence settled again, more comfortable this time. They stopped at a red light. The glow painted soft reflections across the windshield.
Samira tilted her head slightly.
“…So,” she said casually, though there was intention behind it, “you gonna tell me what really made you come back?”
Aurora’s gaze stayed on the window.
She had known that question was coming.
“I told you,” she said lightly. “I missed home.”
Samira gave her a look.
“Rory.”
Aurora smiled faintly, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes.
“It’s true,” she insisted. “I did.”
A beat.
“And?” Samira pressed, softer this time.
Aurora hesitated.
The city lights flickered across her face as the car moved again.
“I just…” she started, then stopped. Her fingers tightened slightly around the strap of her bag. Then her voice came out, almost in a whisper“I met someone there.”
Samira didn’t interrupt. Aurora let out a quiet breath.
“And it didn’t really… work out.”
That was the safest version of the truth.
Samira’s grip on the wheel shifted, subtle but noticeable.
“…Did he do something?” she asked carefully.
Aurora shook her head quickly.
“No. I mean—” she corrected herself, softer now, “it just wasn’t good for me.”
That part, at least, was true.
Samira glanced at her again, eyes sharper now, reading between lines Aurora wasn’t ready to say out loud.
But she didn’t push. Instead, she reached over briefly, squeezing Aurora’s hand.
“Well,” she said, more lightly, though the protectiveness lingered underneath, “his loss.”
Aurora let out a small breath that almost felt like relief.
“Yeah,” she murmured.
The rest of the drive passed in a quieter kind of peace.
—
The apartment greeted them with warmth.
Soft light spilled from the kitchen into the living room, and the faint smell of something cooked earlier still lingered in the air. Simple, familiar, grounding.
Samira kicked off her shoes the second she walked in.
“I’m not moving for at least ten minutes,” she declared, dropping her bag onto the couch.
Aurora smiled faintly, closing the door behind them.
“Liar.”
“Okay, five,” Samira corrected, already halfway into collapsing. “Unless there’s food. Then I’m moving immediately.”
Aurora let out a quiet laugh, setting her own bag down more carefully.
The apartment had Mohan’s name written all over it. Very organized, with touches of warm colors and indirect lights that covered the best corners of the home.
The yellow couch, a housewarming gift from Samira’s mother, was the main piece of the living room. Half covered with a brown knitted blanket and cushions so comfortable that when Rory had decided to move in, she wasn’t opposed to the idea of sleeping in it instead of having her own room.
The cat came to greet them as soon as he heard the front door open. Mouse was a three-year-old kitten who came with the apartment. His mother had abandoned him as a baby under the building’s fire escape, but luckily, Samira rescued him the day she moved in. He was a stray, with fluffy orange fur, kind of antisocial, and who loved to nibble on Aurora’s toes while she was trying to sleep. His charm was the lack of a left year he lost in a fight with the dog’s neighbor.
The space wasn’t big. Not new. But it was theirs, and there was something comforting in that.
“I think there are leftovers from the party,” Aurora said, moving toward the kitchen almost on autopilot.
“Marry me,” Samira mumbled from the couch.
“Tempting.”
Aurora opened the fridge, grabbed the container, and set it on the counter. The small, mundane movements helped anchor her. Something real, something simple after a day that had felt anything but.
Behind her, Samira was already half-lost to exhaustion, scrolling aimlessly on her phone.
“You good?” she asked after a moment, softer now.
Aurora paused briefly.
“I am,” she said.
Samira, though, wasn’t convinced. She laid her back against the wall, arms crossed over her chest, patiently.
“Go on” she said, after a few seconds of silence “Tell me what’s really going on”
Aurora sighed briefly, opening the microwave.
“There’s nothing going on”
“Aurora.”
The way Samira said her name was enough to disarm any defense she had. Aurora rested her hands on the kitchen’s balcony for a second, scanning the surface as if she was gathering enough courage to speak.
“It’s complicated”
“Complicated as in “i’m totally into him” or as in “he’s my boss and i’m screwed”?
Aurora lets out a small laugh.
“Hm. Both?”
The microwave starts spinning, making that hum noise that fills the silence between them.
Samira slowly approached her friend, leaning against the other side of the counter.
“I see the way you look at him” she said, softer now “you like him”
Aurora closes her eyes for a second.
“He can’t know, Sami”
“Why?”
The question was simple, but the answer, not so much.
Aurora takes her time. She ran her hands through her face, taking a deep breath before looking back to her friend.
“Because i just got here! I fought to be here. This job…” she says with a bittersweet smile “this job is the first changeless thing I’ve had in years”
Samira doesn’t interrupt her..
“I can’t be ‘the new girl who got involved with her boss”. I can’t become the fresh gossip around the halls, I cannot give them a reason to question why was I hired, why I stay or if I decided to leave”
The microwave beeps, but neither of them moves.
“And what if it doesn’t work out?” She continued, her voice lower “I lose everything. It isn’t just about an unrequited crush, it’s my job, my routine… it’s my chance to have a somewhat normal life”
Samira tilted her head, absorbing every word.
“I cannot afford to screw this up for someone…” she hesitated “someone I barely know”
“You know him… kinda”
Aurora half-smiled.
“Not enough to bet my life on it”
Silence returns, a bit heavier now. Samira uncrosses her arms and moves closer, bruising on her friend’s shoulder. Then she let out a sigh, half laughing.
“Just imagine when THE Dr Abbot finds out that the new mid-day shift nurse is the one he is looking for”
Aurora turns her head immediately.
“Don’t even joke about it”
“I’m serious”
“Me too” Aurora said, firmly “He cannot know. Not now, not ever”
Samira watches her for a few seconds, evaluating, as if trying to decide which button to press.
In the end, she only nods.
“Fine. It’ll be our little secret”
Aurora finally grabs the plate from the inside of the microwave, but stops before leaving the kitchen, looking down as she murmurs:
“I kinda wish it was more simple”
Samira smiled softly, wrapping her arm around her best friend’s shoulder.
“And where would be the fun in that?”
—
Later, after dishes were rinsed and the apartment had fallen into a quieter rhythm, Aurora finally allowed herself to retreat.
Her room was small, but it was hers.
A bed against the wall. A small nightstand. A half-unpacked bag in the corner that she still hadn’t found the energy to deal with.
She sat down slowly, exhaling as the weight of the day settled fully into her bones.
And then, instinctively, she looked down at her empty wrist.
Her breath caught.
The memory came without permission.
Her father’s hands. The softness in his eyes. The way he had fastened it around her wrist like it meant everything.
Because it did.
Aurora swallowed, forcing herself to breathe through the sudden tightness in her chest.
She sat on the edge of her bed while drying her wet hair. Her body pleaded with her, asking her to lie down on the mattress after a whole day on her feet. Resisting the urge, she got up to hang her towel on the chair next to her nightstand, when she realised there was already something there.
Last night's dress.
Then, just as quickly, another image flooded her mind from Samira’s party. The soft music playing through the night, the lights, the rooftop. A hand at the small of her back.
Aurora let out a slow breath, dragging a hand over her face before leaning back against the mattress, staring up at the ceiling.
She had done it. She had come back from New York on her own, got a new job, a routine, and maybe the beginning of a new life that made sense. That was enough, it had to be.
And yet…
Somewhere between the exhaustion and the quiet hum of the apartment, a thought settled in her mind, persistent and impossible to ignore completely:
He was still there. He wasn’t just a memory anymore.
—
The bracelet spun slowly between his fingers.
Jack Abbot rested his elbow on the center table in the break room, his movements dazed, almost automatic, as he studied the object as if it could disappear or answer all the questions in his head.
Simple and clear silver. Delicate, with tiny stars hanging by the edge. Way too small to be flashy.
But it wasn’t just that, it couldn’t be.
He remembered the exact moment that he realized it had been left behind, fallen near the exit, almost hidden under the low light of the hallway. He had called out for her, looked around, and waited a few seconds longer than he normally would. But she was already gone.
As quickly as she first approached him.
Jack ran his thumb over the cold surface of the bracelet, letting out a small sigh.
In his memories, everything was too fresh.
The music.
The lights reflecting on her blue dress, not that predictable kind of baby blue, but something deeper like the sea, almost nocturnal, that seemed to shimmer with her every move.
And she moved.
Not as someone who was trying to get into the spotlight, but as someone who simply belonged in that moment.
It was she who pulled him onto the dance floor, not the other way around.
He hadn’t danced since before the accident, before he became a widower. But there was something in the way she guided him through the dance floor, like a mermaid sliding through the waves, as if he floated in zero gravity. Her delicate hands rested on his arms as they twirled slowly, the blue dress flickering and her silver mask shining under the rooftop’s lights.
She was the first to laugh, to talk, who broke the distance with an ease he wasn’t used to seeing or feeling. And yet, nothing about her seemed superficial.
They talked about things no one usually talks about at parties like those.
Art. Philosophy. Music. Life.
And she actually listened to him, genuinely interested in what he had to say. She spoke back with honesty, and with a teasing smile that he couldn’t quite erase from his mind.
And for a few hours, Jack had the weird and rare sensation that he didn’t need to arm himself with his defenses. That he could simply… be.
He closed his fist around the bracelet.
And then she left.
No name, no explanation and as quickly as she appeared.
“Never took you for a jewelry kind of guy”
Dr. Shen’s voice pulled him back into reality. Jack gave him a light-hearted smile, taking a deep breath.
“It’s not actually mine” He said, straightening his back and grabbing his cup of coffee, which by now was already cold “I’m trying to give it back.”
“To whom?”
“That’s the complicated part.”
–
Aurora won the privilege of waking up a couple of hours later than her roommate.
After spending a whole week working on the day shift, Dana mentioned an opening for the mid day shift and asked if Aurora would like to apply, hitting up a higher salary.
For a girl freshly out of college, with student debt and the dream of going back into dancing, she decided to jump right in.
Her day shift nurse salary could maybe pay half of the rent, bills, and with a bit of sweat, the Pittsburgh Regional Dance Academy’s monthly fee. By the end of the month, she would be left with exactly sixty-nine dollars and twenty cents, which would probably be spent on overpriced coffee.
On Samira’s birthday, she had an audition for a full scholarship at the academy and, with a bit of luck, the opportunity to dance as the prima ballerina for the next four years.
She had never actually dreamed of becoming a professional dancer… okay, maybe once, when she was like five years old. But it kind of happened?
Ballet was a hobby from her childhood that became an anchor for her mental health. When she started getting better at it, her coach encouraged her to participate in a few competitions, claiming that if she got to the podium, she would win a good money prize.
That saved her life while she was in New York, so why not try again?
Her alarm rang at exactly eight o two am.
Aurora didn’t open her eyes immediately. She stayed a few seconds there, lying in bed with her mind running wild, as if it had woken up before the rest of her body. Her room was half-lighted by the morning sun, that lazy golden glow that came through her curtains.
She sighed. One more day began.
She turned her face to the side and reached her arm out of her nightstand, fumbling for her cellphone until she found the button to turn off the alarm. The silence returned, but only for a second.
“Meow”
Aurora smiled.
“Good morning to you too.”
The cat was already staring at her by the edge of her bed, clearly disappointed that his breakfast was late. She finally sat up, ran her hands over her face and then scratched behind Mouse’s ear.
“Fine, fine. Priorities, i know”
The kitchen still carried that cold breeze of the early morning when she stepped inside, but with the remnant of Samira having been there recently. A mug in the sink and the smell of fresh coffee, on the fridge, a note:
“take out tonight? :)”
The girl smiled, she poured the cat’s food and changed his water for a fresher one. Then she leaned over the counter as she watched him eat.
Aurora moved through the space as someone who had already done it a thousand times. She took the bread, placed it inside the toaster and opened the fridge with automatic movements.
Her cell phone vibrated on the counter.
She glanced back at it for a moment. It was probably Samira saying that she forgot something at home. Maybe a notice from the hospital.
But it wasn’t.
Aurora knitted her brows, reaching for the device.
Subject: April Audition Results - Pittsburgh Regional Dance Academy.
The world stopped for a moment. She blinked once. Twice.
Her heart began beating faster and faster for something that hadn’t even happened yet.
“No way..”
Aurora dropped her mug on the counter immediately and opened the e-mail with her trembling thumb.
She read it over once and couldn’t understand. Taking a deep breath, she tried again, slower this time.
“Dear Miss Flores,
We are pleased to inform you that you have been selected to join our program with a full scholarship…”
“I…”
She raised her hand towards her mouth, her eyes running through the lines as if they could disappear at any moment.
“… Your audition performance demonstrated technical and expressive excellence…”
Her heart beat so fast it seemed to echo throughout her entire body.
“I GOT IN! HOLY SHIT! I GOT IN!”
Mouse glanced clearly judging her. Aurora smiled to herself. Things seemed to be moving along now. Maybe she actually had a chance at a new life in Pittsburgh.
⸻
By nine fifty-two, Aurora barged in the hospital’s main entrance.
Her badge gently swayed on her chest as she walked a bit too fast for someone just starting another shift.
As soon as she entered the Pitt, turning around the corner—
“SAMI!”
Samira raised her gaze from her chart, looking for the source of that voice, when Aurora practically collided into her.
“I GOT IN!”
Aurora hugged her tightly, a smile tattooed on her face while her entire body vibrated.
“I got in!! Can you believe it? Full scholarship, and i-“
“Hey, slow down! You what?”
Samira held her arms, looking directly into her friend’s face, trying to keep up.
“The audition! The ballet academy! I got in, Sami!”
A second of silence. Then-
“HOLY SHIT, YOU’RE JOKING!”
“I’M NOT”
Samira screamed. Literally screamed.
“OH MY GOD!”
She pulled Aurora back into a hug, jumping in place.
“I KNEW YOU WOULD GET IN, I KNEW IT!”
The noise caught immediate attention.
“Hey! Keep it down, kids! You’re scaring the patients!”
Dana’s firm voice came from behind them. Her arms crossed and her eyebrows arched. With a classic posture of someone prepared for a scolding.
Samira turned around, holding Aurora by her shoulder, completely incapable of hiding how proud she was of her friend.
“Sorry, Dana, it’s just that my best friend is the greatest ballerina-“
“Shut up, Sami i’m-“
“You are!” Samira interrupted, “She just got a full scholarship for the Pittsburgh Regional Dance Academy!”
Dana smiled, lowering her guard.
“That fancy-schmancy school a few blocks from here?”
Aurora nodded, still trying to contain her excitement.
“Full scholarship?”
Princess raised her head from behind Dana, as she bit into the head of an old pen, listening in. Perlah also got closer. It didn’t take long for Dr.Robby, who was only passing through, to hear the conversation.
Aurora stood there, in the middle of it all, not knowing where to place her hands, nervously laughing.
“Yeah, i…” She finally said, placing her bag down on the nurse’s station, looking for something to fidget with “I received the email this morning…”
Dana uncrossed her arms slowly, reaching out for Robby’s chart as he handed it to her.
“Impressive” she said, with a kind smile.
Dr. Robby gave her shoulder a pat.
“Congrats, Aurora”
Aurora swallowed dry, still trembling.
“Thanks…”
Samira squeezed her arm, then passed by Robby with a smile, as if that accomplishment was hers too.
“I told you she was amazing.”
Aurora let out a nervous laugh, then headed towards the lockers, still trying to believe in what was happening.
It felt like, for a moment, all of her problems had disappeared.
But of course, that only lasted for a few days.
—
After spending the entire first week of her new job avoiding Jack Abbot, Aurora quickly learned his schedule, which in reality wasn’t that hard.
The night shift always arrived around five thirty, five forty p.m, when she was already running through the Pitt after another case. She always tried to accompany a day shift doctor until the last one went home, then she would alternate between Dr. Shen and Dr. Ellis till the clock struck ten, when she could finally leave.
She only needed to adjust a few details, like avoiding the break room during the night, not prolonging the cases more than necessary, and of course, choosing alternative paths through the Pitt.
Simple and functional. For days, it actually worked. They rarely crossed paths. One quick glance, maybe. But nothing that required more than basic breathing control.
He didn’t recognize her. And, with that, that should have become irrelevant for her. But it didn’t. Because sometimes, she would catch him watching her.
It wasn’t obvious or inappropriate, but it was enough for her to notice him, too. Longer seconds, glances that took a bit longer than necessary. As if he was trying to find out who the new addition to the team was, that everyone seemed to talk about, and who clearly avoided him.
She started avoiding him more.
—
The case came by the end of the afternoon that was already way too heavy, on a Friday in the middle of the shift rotation. Pedestrian versus vehicle, more than one patient in serious condition. The kind of situation that transformed the Pitt into an accelerating organism, almost chaotic.
Aurora was already gloved up when she entered, her focus closing in. The quick evaluation began, measuring the saturation from the first patient and, with the help of Jesse, hooking him up to the machines.
“What do we have?”
Jack.
Aurora didn’t turn around immediately. She didn’t have the time.
“Male, mid-forties, laceration to the forehead, thoracic trauma, and in severe shock” Dr. Santos answered, gloving up.
“Saturation dropping” Aurora said in an hushed voice.
“All right, let’s -”
“Nurse Flores.”
She froze for a microsecond as she heard her name being called. Dr. Robby stood beside her, making the calls. He grabbed a chart to sign something and passed it out to Dr Abbot, who finished the patient’s cognitive exam.
“This is Aurora Flores, our new nurse,” Robbinavitch said as he helped Santos turn the patient over. “I don’t think you’ve been properly introduced. She’s got a good head on her shoulders”
Aurora turned to face him, mainly because she didn’t have a choice, and met his gaze. From up close.
No hallways between them. Not enough distance to hide.
“Oh, we’ve met!” Jack said, with a teasing smile on his face “She almost ran me over on her first day.”
Aurora felt her cheeks blush, but still forced a sincere smile.
“It was… an interesting start to my day. Sorry again for that.”
Robby snorted.
“Right. Let’s focus”
And that was it: work.
Aurora dived into the case as she did with everything in her life - whole.
Precise movements, firm voice, and her attention split between the monitors, the team and the patient. She anticipated the doctor's next steps, answered quickl,y but still kept her cool.
Jack noticed, constantly, how she did not hesitate at all. She moved by pure adrenaline, without stopping.
And, at the same time, there was care and attention in everything she did, the way she fixed something or talked with the team, and the way she looked at the patient when she couldn’t answer him properly.
It was… unusual.
“Pressure is stabilizing,” Aurora said, lifting her gaze.
Jack nodded in approval.
“Good”
The case followed, demanding full attention for minutes that seemed longer than they actually were.
When she finally had a chance to catch a breather, Aurora took a step back from the gurney, taking off her gloves and tossing them in the trash.
Her body felt heavy, but her patient was safe and stable, and that was enough for now.
“Nice work, Flores”
Jack commented, standing beside her with a satisfied expression on his face. Aurora looked up at him, surprised.
“Thanks!”
He nodded, crossing his arms over his body. Then, she saw it.
The bracelet.
It was right there. On the front pocket of his scrubs, partially visible when he walked over to her.
Aurora felt her hand sink in her chest.
Jack followed her gaze instinctively, but didn’t make a connection. At least, not yet.
He watched her for a second longer. There was something familiar about her eyes, he couldn’t quite point out.
“Have we-“
“I need to go” she said, quickly.
He frowned, but didn’t question it.
“Sure”
She lowered her head and walked away before he could say anything else.
Jack stood there, watching her go. Then, without even realizing, he lowered his hand towards the front pocket of his pants, grabbed the bracelet and began fiddling with it.
—
The digital clock above the nurse station changed from nine fifty-nine to ten p.m in a silent tick.
In the emergency department of the Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Center, almost nobody noticed it.
Aurora did.
She finished writing the last line of her chart, quickly went over the exams that were attached and slid the tablet back towards the station. The nurse next to her still went over about the patient wanting for a transfer, but the woman only nodded, half hearing the words as she logged from her corporate email.
“Patient in North Two is waiting for his results” she said as she walked calmly to Lena, the night’s shift head nurse “His blood pressure is stable, but if it drops again, please warn Dr. Ellis”
“I got it, honey” Lena said, smiling “Go or you’re gonna be late!”
Aurora smiled as she ran towards the lockers to get her things.
From the other side of the corridor, leaned over the work station, Jack Abbot watched the traffic from the Pitt with a tired look. His mind still attached to his last patient, as he drank a sip from his coffee and discreetly analyzed the new nightcrawlers.
Aurora Flores was among them.
For the past month, she had been a silent and yet efficient presence in the ER. She barely talked, but when she did, she was directly precise. She mainly took the cases Dr. Ellis and Shen handed it to her. She treated patients with the kind of patience most doctors needed a whole life to learn.
But now, there was a different kind of rush in her steps.
Aurora crossed the hallway, almost running, dodging a passing stretcher and a group of interns who gathered near the door. Without stopping, she pushed the door to the employee’s locker room.
Jack furrowed his eyebrows.
It wasn’t that unusual for someone to leave as fast as they could after a long shift. But there was something about the way she basically disappeared behind the door.
A few minutes later, the same door opened again.
Aurora headed out with a pink bag hung on her shoulder. Her dark hair was partially loose now, with a few strands escaping from her ponytail. She walked fast, almost ran, as she completely undid her hair and pulled out her hair tie.
Then, she walked back towards the nurse’s station, placing her bag on the counter. As she chatted with Lena about something, she opened her bag and started looking for something inside.
In quick motion, Aurora pulled the upper part of her scrub above her head.
Jack blinked.
Under her scrubs, she wasn’t wearing a shirt.
She had a black leotard, simple and plain, the kind that he had only seen once in his life… in a movie, maybe?
Aurora didn’t even seem to notice how that was unexpected in the middle of the hallway of a hospital emergency department. She tied her hair with ease, twisting it in a knot and holding it in place with two hair clips Lena gladly lent to her.
Her movements were precise.
She pulled a jacket out of her bag and put it on, zipping it up. She thanked Lena as she placed her used scrubs inside her bag and closed.
Everything in maybe in less than forty seconds.
Jack leaned against the other side of the station, curiosity creeping into his mind.
Aurora tossed her bag back on her shoulders, saying goodbye to the rest of the team, and headed out towards the door. When she was already outside, she plugged her headphones in and ran.
In seconds, she was gone.
Jack kept his gaze on the doors. Then, he turned to Dr. Shen, who was analyzing something on his tablet.
“Shen.”
“Hm?”
Jack pointed with his chin at the door where Aurora had just left.
“The new nurse”
Shen didn’t even look up.
“Flores?”
Jack took another sip of his coffee.
“She always leaves the hospital like she’s gonna run a marathon at ten pm?”
Shen finally looked at him with a faint smile on his face.
“What on earth are you talking about?”
The man placed his cup on the counter and took a new tablet from the shelf.
“Leotard. Perfect hair. Precise movements of someone who’s done this a thousand times”
A pause.
“I think she’s a dancer”
Shen let out a small laugh, bumping his friend’s shoulder.
“Brother, I have no idea what that girl does outside of here… I think she’s Mohan’s friend tho”
Dr. Abbot smiled faintly.
“Interesting”
Outside of the hospital, two blocks away, the theater lights were turned on. And Aurora was running towards them.
this was a chuncky one and i know not much happened but that's mainly because the pittfest is coming, and that's a chapter on itself
please read the author's note on the beginning of this post, is really important to me <3 see you soon!!
new chapter woo woo
Waltz of the Flowers
jack abbot x f!oc
16+ slowburn, trauma mentioned, medical inaccuracies, filler chapter but its gonna be important later, jack abbot pov, dr shen, samira mohan, car accident (patient)
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Chapter II - purple
The ambulance bay was colder.
Quieter, in a strange, in-between kind of way.
The large doors stood open to the outside, the fading light of early evening stretching long shadows across the concrete. The distant hum of the city felt muted back there, replaced by the occasional metallic clang, the low rumble of an engine somewhere far off.
Aurora stepped out, exhaling slowly, as she had just escaped something.
Which… she had. Sort of.
She adjusted her bag on her shoulder, glancing back once toward the hallway she had just abandoned.
Safe.
For now.
“Okay,” she muttered to herself. “That was normal. Totally normal behavior.”
“Wow.”
Aurora froze.
She turned her head slowly to the side to face Samira.
Standing a few feet away, arms crossed, eyebrows raised so high they were practically disappearing into her hairline.
“…Hi,” Aurora said, a little too casually.
Samira blinked at her.
“You’re unbelievable,” she started, tilting her head dramatically “ I can’t believe you’re fleeing through the ambulance bay just so you wouldn’t face Dr. Abbot”
Aurora let out a breath through her nose, already knowing she had been caught.
“I wasn’t fleeing,” she said, adjusting her bag again. “I just… took a different exit. It was a strategic decision.”
Samira let out a loud laugh.
“Rory.”
Aurora couldn’t help it. A small smile slipped through despite everything.
“I just didn’t feel like dealing with it today.”
“‘Dealing with it,’” Samira repeated, amused. “You mean the guy you spent the entire night dancing with and then ghosted like a mystery novel character?”
Aurora groaned softly.
“Can we not—”
“You literally made me wrap my own party early because you panicked,” Samira continued, following her as they started walking toward the parking lot. “And now you’re escaping through hospital infrastructure.”
Aurora shook her head, but there was no real defense left.
“You’re being dramatic.”
“I am not dramatic,” Samira shot back immediately. “You’re the one acting like he’s going to arrest you on sight.”
Aurora huffed out a quiet laugh.
“If he recognizes me, I might actually die.”
Samira stopped walking for half a second.
“Oh, this is worse than I thought,” she said, delighted. “You like him!”
“I do not—”
“You do. What did you guys even talk about that night?”
Aurora pushed past her, heading toward the car.
“I’m tired,” she said, as if that explained everything. “Let’s just go home.”
Samira watched her for a second, a knowing smile still lingering—but she didn’t push further.
Not yet.
They walked out of the hospital and went through the parking lot, spotting Samira’s dark blue Honda. It gently stood out from the rest, mainly because of the crashed headlight.
“Yeah,” she said finally, unlocking the car. “Let’s go.”
Aurora slid into the passenger seat, closing the door with a quiet thud.
And only then, only when the hospital was out of sight, did she allow herself to breathe properly again
—-
The city moved differently at night.
From the passenger seat, Aurora watched Pittsburgh blur past in streaks of warm lights and dark silhouettes. The hum of the engine, the soft rhythm of tires against asphalt, it all felt strangely calming after the chaos of the ER.
For a few minutes, neither of them said anything.
Samira tapped her fingers lightly against the steering wheel, glancing at Aurora once, then again.
“…Okay,” she finally said. “I’ve been holding this in all day. How was it? Your first day? Like, really.”
Aurora let out a quiet breath, her head leaning back against the seat.
“Intense,” she said, a small smile forming. “But… good.”
“Good?” Samira scoffed. “You look like you got hit by a truck.”
“I feel like it,” Aurora admitted, letting out a tired laugh. “But I liked it. It’s—” she hesitated, searching for the right word “—it’s where I’m supposed to be. Even though I’m exhausted, I can still feel the adrenaline pumping through my body”
Samira’s expression softened, something proud settling in her features.
“I knew it, you’re crazy just like me.”
Silence settled again, more comfortable this time. They stopped at a red light. The glow painted soft reflections across the windshield.
Samira tilted her head slightly.
“…So,” she said casually, though there was intention behind it, “you gonna tell me what really made you come back?”
Aurora’s gaze stayed on the window.
She had known that question was coming.
“I told you,” she said lightly. “I missed home.”
Samira gave her a look.
“Rory.”
Aurora smiled faintly, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes.
“It’s true,” she insisted. “I did.”
A beat.
“And?” Samira pressed, softer this time.
Aurora hesitated.
The city lights flickered across her face as the car moved again.
“I just…” she started, then stopped. Her fingers tightened slightly around the strap of her bag. Then her voice came out, almost in a whisper“I met someone there.”
Samira didn’t interrupt. Aurora let out a quiet breath.
“And it didn’t really… work out.”
That was the safest version of the truth.
Samira’s grip on the wheel shifted, subtle but noticeable.
“…Did he do something?” she asked carefully.
Aurora shook her head quickly.
“No. I mean—” she corrected herself, softer now, “it just wasn’t good for me.”
That part, at least, was true.
Samira glanced at her again, eyes sharper now, reading between lines Aurora wasn’t ready to say out loud.
But she didn’t push. Instead, she reached over briefly, squeezing Aurora’s hand.
“Well,” she said, more lightly, though the protectiveness lingered underneath, “his loss.”
Aurora let out a small breath that almost felt like relief.
“Yeah,” she murmured.
The rest of the drive passed in a quieter kind of peace.
—
The apartment greeted them with warmth.
Soft light spilled from the kitchen into the living room, and the faint smell of something cooked earlier still lingered in the air. Simple, familiar, grounding.
Samira kicked off her shoes the second she walked in.
“I’m not moving for at least ten minutes,” she declared, dropping her bag onto the couch.
Aurora smiled faintly, closing the door behind them.
“Liar.”
“Okay, five,” Samira corrected, already halfway into collapsing. “Unless there’s food. Then I’m moving immediately.”
Aurora let out a quiet laugh, setting her own bag down more carefully.
The apartment had Mohan’s name written all over it. Very organized, with touches of warm colors and indirect lights that covered the best corners of the home.
The yellow couch, a housewarming gift from Samira’s mother, was the main piece of the living room. Half covered with a brown knitted blanket and cushions so comfortable that when Rory had decided to move in, she wasn’t opposed to the idea of sleeping in it instead of having her own room.
The cat came to greet them as soon as he heard the front door open. Mouse was a three-year-old kitten who came with the apartment. His mother had abandoned him as a baby under the building’s fire escape, but luckily, Samira rescued him the day she moved in. He was a stray, with fluffy orange fur, kind of antisocial, and who loved to nibble on Aurora’s toes while she was trying to sleep. His charm was the lack of a left year he lost in a fight with the dog’s neighbor.
The space wasn’t big. Not new. But it was theirs, and there was something comforting in that.
“I think there are leftovers from the party,” Aurora said, moving toward the kitchen almost on autopilot.
“Marry me,” Samira mumbled from the couch.
“Tempting.”
Aurora opened the fridge, grabbed the container, and set it on the counter. The small, mundane movements helped anchor her. Something real, something simple after a day that had felt anything but.
Behind her, Samira was already half-lost to exhaustion, scrolling aimlessly on her phone.
“You good?” she asked after a moment, softer now.
Aurora paused briefly.
“I am,” she said.
Samira, though, wasn’t convinced. She laid her back against the wall, arms crossed over her chest, patiently.
“Go on” she said, after a few seconds of silence “Tell me what’s really going on”
Aurora sighed briefly, opening the microwave.
“There’s nothing going on”
“Aurora.”
The way Samira said her name was enough to disarm any defense she had. Aurora rested her hands on the kitchen’s balcony for a second, scanning the surface as if she was gathering enough courage to speak.
“It’s complicated”
“Complicated as in “i’m totally into him” or as in “he’s my boss and i’m screwed”?
Aurora lets out a small laugh.
“Hm. Both?”
The microwave starts spinning, making that hum noise that fills the silence between them.
Samira slowly approached her friend, leaning against the other side of the counter.
“I see the way you look at him” she said, softer now “you like him”
Aurora closes her eyes for a second.
“He can’t know, Sami”
“Why?”
The question was simple, but the answer, not so much.
Aurora takes her time. She ran her hands through her face, taking a deep breath before looking back to her friend.
“Because i just got here! I fought to be here. This job…” she says with a bittersweet smile “this job is the first changeless thing I’ve had in years”
Samira doesn’t interrupt her..
“I can’t be ‘the new girl who got involved with her boss”. I can’t become the fresh gossip around the halls, I cannot give them a reason to question why was I hired, why I stay or if I decided to leave”
The microwave beeps, but neither of them moves.
“And what if it doesn’t work out?” She continued, her voice lower “I lose everything. It isn’t just about an unrequited crush, it’s my job, my routine… it’s my chance to have a somewhat normal life”
Samira tilted her head, absorbing every word.
“I cannot afford to screw this up for someone…” she hesitated “someone I barely know”
“You know him… kinda”
Aurora half-smiled.
“Not enough to bet my life on it”
Silence returns, a bit heavier now. Samira uncrosses her arms and moves closer, bruising on her friend’s shoulder. Then she let out a sigh, half laughing.
“Just imagine when THE Dr Abbot finds out that the new mid-day shift nurse is the one he is looking for”
Aurora turns her head immediately.
“Don’t even joke about it”
“I’m serious”
“Me too” Aurora said, firmly “He cannot know. Not now, not ever”
Samira watches her for a few seconds, evaluating, as if trying to decide which button to press.
In the end, she only nods.
“Fine. It’ll be our little secret”
Aurora finally grabs the plate from the inside of the microwave, but stops before leaving the kitchen, looking down as she murmurs:
“I kinda wish it was more simple”
Samira smiled softly, wrapping her arm around her best friend’s shoulder.
“And where would be the fun in that?”
—
Later, after dishes were rinsed and the apartment had fallen into a quieter rhythm, Aurora finally allowed herself to retreat.
Her room was small, but it was hers.
A bed against the wall. A small nightstand. A half-unpacked bag in the corner that she still hadn’t found the energy to deal with.
She sat down slowly, exhaling as the weight of the day settled fully into her bones.
And then, instinctively, she looked down at her empty wrist.
Her breath caught.
The memory came without permission.
Her father’s hands. The softness in his eyes. The way he had fastened it around her wrist like it meant everything.
Because it did.
Aurora swallowed, forcing herself to breathe through the sudden tightness in her chest.
She sat on the edge of her bed while drying her wet hair. Her body pleaded with her, asking her to lie down on the mattress after a whole day on her feet. Resisting the urge, she got up to hang her towel on the chair next to her nightstand, when she realised there was already something there.
Last night's dress.
Then, just as quickly, another image flooded her mind from Samira’s party. The soft music playing through the night, the lights, the rooftop. A hand at the small of her back.
Aurora let out a slow breath, dragging a hand over her face before leaning back against the mattress, staring up at the ceiling.
She had done it. She had come back from New York on her own, got a new job, a routine, and maybe the beginning of a new life that made sense. That was enough, it had to be.
And yet…
Somewhere between the exhaustion and the quiet hum of the apartment, a thought settled in her mind, persistent and impossible to ignore completely:
He was still there. He wasn’t just a memory anymore.
—
The bracelet spun slowly between his fingers.
Jack Abbot rested his elbow on the center table in the break room, his movements dazed, almost automatic, as he studied the object as if it could disappear or answer all the questions in his head.
Simple and clear silver. Delicate, with tiny stars hanging by the edge. Way too small to be flashy.
But it wasn’t just that, it couldn’t be.
He remembered the exact moment that he realized it had been left behind, fallen near the exit, almost hidden under the low light of the hallway. He had called out for her, looked around, and waited a few seconds longer than he normally would. But she was already gone.
As quickly as she first approached him.
Jack ran his thumb over the cold surface of the bracelet, letting out a small sigh.
In his memories, everything was too fresh.
The music.
The lights reflecting on her blue dress, not that predictable kind of baby blue, but something deeper like the sea, almost nocturnal, that seemed to shimmer with her every move.
And she moved.
Not as someone who was trying to get into the spotlight, but as someone who simply belonged in that moment.
It was she who pulled him onto the dance floor, not the other way around.
He hadn’t danced since before the accident, before he became a widower. But there was something in the way she guided him through the dance floor, like a mermaid sliding through the waves, as if he floated in zero gravity. Her delicate hands rested on his arms as they twirled slowly, the blue dress flickering and her silver mask shining under the rooftop’s lights.
She was the first to laugh, to talk, who broke the distance with an ease he wasn’t used to seeing or feeling. And yet, nothing about her seemed superficial.
They talked about things no one usually talks about at parties like those.
Art. Philosophy. Music. Life.
And she actually listened to him, genuinely interested in what he had to say. She spoke back with honesty, and with a teasing smile that he couldn’t quite erase from his mind.
And for a few hours, Jack had the weird and rare sensation that he didn’t need to arm himself with his defenses. That he could simply… be.
He closed his fist around the bracelet.
And then she left.
No name, no explanation and as quickly as she appeared.
“Never took you for a jewelry kind of guy”
Dr. Shen’s voice pulled him back into reality. Jack gave him a light-hearted smile, taking a deep breath.
“It’s not actually mine” He said, straightening his back and grabbing his cup of coffee, which by now was already cold “I’m trying to give it back.”
“To whom?”
“That’s the complicated part.”
–
Aurora won the privilege of waking up a couple of hours later than her roommate.
After spending a whole week working on the day shift, Dana mentioned an opening for the mid day shift and asked if Aurora would like to apply, hitting up a higher salary.
For a girl freshly out of college, with student debt and the dream of going back into dancing, she decided to jump right in.
Her day shift nurse salary could maybe pay half of the rent, bills, and with a bit of sweat, the Pittsburgh Regional Dance Academy’s monthly fee. By the end of the month, she would be left with exactly sixty-nine dollars and twenty cents, which would probably be spent on overpriced coffee.
On Samira’s birthday, she had an audition for a full scholarship at the academy and, with a bit of luck, the opportunity to dance as the prima ballerina for the next four years.
She had never actually dreamed of becoming a professional dancer… okay, maybe once, when she was like five years old. But it kind of happened?
Ballet was a hobby from her childhood that became an anchor for her mental health. When she started getting better at it, her coach encouraged her to participate in a few competitions, claiming that if she got to the podium, she would win a good money prize.
That saved her life while she was in New York, so why not try again?
Her alarm rang at exactly eight o two am.
Aurora didn’t open her eyes immediately. She stayed a few seconds there, lying in bed with her mind running wild, as if it had woken up before the rest of her body. Her room was half-lighted by the morning sun, that lazy golden glow that came through her curtains.
She sighed. One more day began.
She turned her face to the side and reached her arm out of her nightstand, fumbling for her cellphone until she found the button to turn off the alarm. The silence returned, but only for a second.
“Meow”
Aurora smiled.
“Good morning to you too.”
The cat was already staring at her by the edge of her bed, clearly disappointed that his breakfast was late. She finally sat up, ran her hands over her face and then scratched behind Mouse’s ear.
“Fine, fine. Priorities, i know”
The kitchen still carried that cold breeze of the early morning when she stepped inside, but with the remnant of Samira having been there recently. A mug in the sink and the smell of fresh coffee, on the fridge, a note:
“take out tonight? :)”
The girl smiled, she poured the cat’s food and changed his water for a fresher one. Then she leaned over the counter as she watched him eat.
Aurora moved through the space as someone who had already done it a thousand times. She took the bread, placed it inside the toaster and opened the fridge with automatic movements.
Her cell phone vibrated on the counter.
She glanced back at it for a moment. It was probably Samira saying that she forgot something at home. Maybe a notice from the hospital.
But it wasn’t.
Aurora knitted her brows, reaching for the device.
Subject: April Audition Results - Pittsburgh Regional Dance Academy.
The world stopped for a moment. She blinked once. Twice.
Her heart began beating faster and faster for something that hadn’t even happened yet.
“No way..”
Aurora dropped her mug on the counter immediately and opened the e-mail with her trembling thumb.
She read it over once and couldn’t understand. Taking a deep breath, she tried again, slower this time.
“Dear Miss Flores,
We are pleased to inform you that you have been selected to join our program with a full scholarship…”
“I…”
She raised her hand towards her mouth, her eyes running through the lines as if they could disappear at any moment.
“… Your audition performance demonstrated technical and expressive excellence…”
Her heart beat so fast it seemed to echo throughout her entire body.
“I GOT IN! HOLY SHIT! I GOT IN!”
Mouse glanced clearly judging her. Aurora smiled to herself. Things seemed to be moving along now. Maybe she actually had a chance at a new life in Pittsburgh.
⸻
By nine fifty-two, Aurora barged in the hospital’s main entrance.
Her badge gently swayed on her chest as she walked a bit too fast for someone just starting another shift.
As soon as she entered the Pitt, turning around the corner—
“SAMI!”
Samira raised her gaze from her chart, looking for the source of that voice, when Aurora practically collided into her.
“I GOT IN!”
Aurora hugged her tightly, a smile tattooed on her face while her entire body vibrated.
“I got in!! Can you believe it? Full scholarship, and i-“
“Hey, slow down! You what?”
Samira held her arms, looking directly into her friend’s face, trying to keep up.
“The audition! The ballet academy! I got in, Sami!”
A second of silence. Then-
“HOLY SHIT, YOU’RE JOKING!”
“I’M NOT”
Samira screamed. Literally screamed.
“OH MY GOD!”
She pulled Aurora back into a hug, jumping in place.
“I KNEW YOU WOULD GET IN, I KNEW IT!”
The noise caught immediate attention.
“Hey! Keep it down, kids! You’re scaring the patients!”
Dana’s firm voice came from behind them. Her arms crossed and her eyebrows arched. With a classic posture of someone prepared for a scolding.
Samira turned around, holding Aurora by her shoulder, completely incapable of hiding how proud she was of her friend.
“Sorry, Dana, it’s just that my best friend is the greatest ballerina-“
“Shut up, Sami i’m-“
“You are!” Samira interrupted, “She just got a full scholarship for the Pittsburgh Regional Dance Academy!”
Dana smiled, lowering her guard.
“That fancy-schmancy school a few blocks from here?”
Aurora nodded, still trying to contain her excitement.
“Full scholarship?”
Princess raised her head from behind Dana, as she bit into the head of an old pen, listening in. Perlah also got closer. It didn’t take long for Dr.Robby, who was only passing through, to hear the conversation.
Aurora stood there, in the middle of it all, not knowing where to place her hands, nervously laughing.
“Yeah, i…” She finally said, placing her bag down on the nurse’s station, looking for something to fidget with “I received the email this morning…”
Dana uncrossed her arms slowly, reaching out for Robby’s chart as he handed it to her.
“Impressive” she said, with a kind smile.
Dr. Robby gave her shoulder a pat.
“Congrats, Aurora”
Aurora swallowed dry, still trembling.
“Thanks…”
Samira squeezed her arm, then passed by Robby with a smile, as if that accomplishment was hers too.
“I told you she was amazing.”
Aurora let out a nervous laugh, then headed towards the lockers, still trying to believe in what was happening.
It felt like, for a moment, all of her problems had disappeared.
But of course, that only lasted for a few days.
—
After spending the entire first week of her new job avoiding Jack Abbot, Aurora quickly learned his schedule, which in reality wasn’t that hard.
The night shift always arrived around five thirty, five forty p.m, when she was already running through the Pitt after another case. She always tried to accompany a day shift doctor until the last one went home, then she would alternate between Dr. Shen and Dr. Ellis till the clock struck ten, when she could finally leave.
She only needed to adjust a few details, like avoiding the break room during the night, not prolonging the cases more than necessary, and of course, choosing alternative paths through the Pitt.
Simple and functional. For days, it actually worked. They rarely crossed paths. One quick glance, maybe. But nothing that required more than basic breathing control.
He didn’t recognize her. And, with that, that should have become irrelevant for her. But it didn’t. Because sometimes, she would catch him watching her.
It wasn’t obvious or inappropriate, but it was enough for her to notice him, too. Longer seconds, glances that took a bit longer than necessary. As if he was trying to find out who the new addition to the team was, that everyone seemed to talk about, and who clearly avoided him.
She started avoiding him more.
—
The case came by the end of the afternoon that was already way too heavy, on a Friday in the middle of the shift rotation. Pedestrian versus vehicle, more than one patient in serious condition. The kind of situation that transformed the Pitt into an accelerating organism, almost chaotic.
Aurora was already gloved up when she entered, her focus closing in. The quick evaluation began, measuring the saturation from the first patient and, with the help of Jesse, hooking him up to the machines.
“What do we have?”
Jack.
Aurora didn’t turn around immediately. She didn’t have the time.
“Male, mid-forties, laceration to the forehead, thoracic trauma, and in severe shock” Dr. Santos answered, gloving up.
“Saturation dropping” Aurora said in an hushed voice.
“All right, let’s -”
“Nurse Flores.”
She froze for a microsecond as she heard her name being called. Dr. Robby stood beside her, making the calls. He grabbed a chart to sign something and passed it out to Dr Abbot, who finished the patient’s cognitive exam.
“This is Aurora Flores, our new nurse,” Robbinavitch said as he helped Santos turn the patient over. “I don’t think you’ve been properly introduced. She’s got a good head on her shoulders”
Aurora turned to face him, mainly because she didn’t have a choice, and met his gaze. From up close.
No hallways between them. Not enough distance to hide.
“Oh, we’ve met!” Jack said, with a teasing smile on his face “She almost ran me over on her first day.”
Aurora felt her cheeks blush, but still forced a sincere smile.
“It was… an interesting start to my day. Sorry again for that.”
Robby snorted.
“Right. Let’s focus”
And that was it: work.
Aurora dived into the case as she did with everything in her life - whole.
Precise movements, firm voice, and her attention split between the monitors, the team and the patient. She anticipated the doctor's next steps, answered quickl,y but still kept her cool.
Jack noticed, constantly, how she did not hesitate at all. She moved by pure adrenaline, without stopping.
And, at the same time, there was care and attention in everything she did, the way she fixed something or talked with the team, and the way she looked at the patient when she couldn’t answer him properly.
It was… unusual.
“Pressure is stabilizing,” Aurora said, lifting her gaze.
Jack nodded in approval.
“Good”
The case followed, demanding full attention for minutes that seemed longer than they actually were.
When she finally had a chance to catch a breather, Aurora took a step back from the gurney, taking off her gloves and tossing them in the trash.
Her body felt heavy, but her patient was safe and stable, and that was enough for now.
“Nice work, Flores”
Jack commented, standing beside her with a satisfied expression on his face. Aurora looked up at him, surprised.
“Thanks!”
He nodded, crossing his arms over his body. Then, she saw it.
The bracelet.
It was right there. On the front pocket of his scrubs, partially visible when he walked over to her.
Aurora felt her hand sink in her chest.
Jack followed her gaze instinctively, but didn’t make a connection. At least, not yet.
He watched her for a second longer. There was something familiar about her eyes, he couldn’t quite point out.
“Have we-“
“I need to go” she said, quickly.
He frowned, but didn’t question it.
“Sure”
She lowered her head and walked away before he could say anything else.
Jack stood there, watching her go. Then, without even realizing, he lowered his hand towards the front pocket of his pants, grabbed the bracelet and began fiddling with it.
—
The digital clock above the nurse station changed from nine fifty-nine to ten p.m in a silent tick.
In the emergency department of the Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Center, almost nobody noticed it.
Aurora did.
She finished writing the last line of her chart, quickly went over the exams that were attached and slid the tablet back towards the station. The nurse next to her still went over about the patient wanting for a transfer, but the woman only nodded, half hearing the words as she logged from her corporate email.
“Patient in North Two is waiting for his results” she said as she walked calmly to Lena, the night’s shift head nurse “His blood pressure is stable, but if it drops again, please warn Dr. Ellis”
“I got it, honey” Lena said, smiling “Go or you’re gonna be late!”
Aurora smiled as she ran towards the lockers to get her things.
From the other side of the corridor, leaned over the work station, Jack Abbot watched the traffic from the Pitt with a tired look. His mind still attached to his last patient, as he drank a sip from his coffee and discreetly analyzed the new nightcrawlers.
Aurora Flores was among them.
For the past month, she had been a silent and yet efficient presence in the ER. She barely talked, but when she did, she was directly precise. She mainly took the cases Dr. Ellis and Shen handed it to her. She treated patients with the kind of patience most doctors needed a whole life to learn.
But now, there was a different kind of rush in her steps.
Aurora crossed the hallway, almost running, dodging a passing stretcher and a group of interns who gathered near the door. Without stopping, she pushed the door to the employee’s locker room.
Jack furrowed his eyebrows.
It wasn’t that unusual for someone to leave as fast as they could after a long shift. But there was something about the way she basically disappeared behind the door.
A few minutes later, the same door opened again.
Aurora headed out with a pink bag hung on her shoulder. Her dark hair was partially loose now, with a few strands escaping from her ponytail. She walked fast, almost ran, as she completely undid her hair and pulled out her hair tie.
Then, she walked back towards the nurse’s station, placing her bag on the counter. As she chatted with Lena about something, she opened her bag and started looking for something inside.
In quick motion, Aurora pulled the upper part of her scrub above her head.
Jack blinked.
Under her scrubs, she wasn’t wearing a shirt.
She had a black leotard, simple and plain, the kind that he had only seen once in his life… in a movie, maybe?
Aurora didn’t even seem to notice how that was unexpected in the middle of the hallway of a hospital emergency department. She tied her hair with ease, twisting it in a knot and holding it in place with two hair clips Lena gladly lent to her.
Her movements were precise.
She pulled a jacket out of her bag and put it on, zipping it up. She thanked Lena as she placed her used scrubs inside her bag and closed.
Everything in maybe in less than forty seconds.
Jack leaned against the other side of the station, curiosity creeping into his mind.
Aurora tossed her bag back on her shoulders, saying goodbye to the rest of the team, and headed out towards the door. When she was already outside, she plugged her headphones in and ran.
In seconds, she was gone.
Jack kept his gaze on the doors. Then, he turned to Dr. Shen, who was analyzing something on his tablet.
“Shen.”
“Hm?”
Jack pointed with his chin at the door where Aurora had just left.
“The new nurse”
Shen didn’t even look up.
“Flores?”
Jack took another sip of his coffee.
“She always leaves the hospital like she’s gonna run a marathon at ten pm?”
Shen finally looked at him with a faint smile on his face.
“What on earth are you talking about?”
The man placed his cup on the counter and took a new tablet from the shelf.
“Leotard. Perfect hair. Precise movements of someone who’s done this a thousand times”
A pause.
“I think she’s a dancer”
Shen let out a small laugh, bumping his friend’s shoulder.
“Brother, I have no idea what that girl does outside of here… I think she’s Mohan’s friend tho”
Dr. Abbot smiled faintly.
“Interesting”
Outside of the hospital, two blocks away, the theater lights were turned on. And Aurora was running towards them.
this was a chuncky one and i know not much happened but that's mainly because the pittfest is coming, and that's a chapter on itself
please read the author's note on the beginning of this post, is really important to me <3 see you soon!!
The Waltz of the Flowers- Masterlist
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AUTHOR'S NOTE - This is a Jack Abbot x F!OC. Mostly based on Cinderella with a few personal touches and the main plot of The Pitt in the future. Some fluff, angst, and eventual smut.
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part 1 - silver
part 2 - purple
part 3 - pittfest
Waltz of the Flowers
jack abbot x f!oc
16+ slowburn, suggestive themes, idiots in love, strangers to friends to lovers, hurt/comfort, eventual romance, eventual smut, slow build, POV jack abbot,, female oc, pining
author's note: hello my loves! here is the first part of my new fic!! i'm still debating if this will be a x!reader or a oc!reader, so tell me what you'd prefer in the comments! for now, its jack abbot x f!oc in this chapter, but i can change it later. hope you enjoy!!
Chapter I - silver
The Pittsburgh Regional Dance Academy was only a few blocks away from the hospital, and Aurora thanked her lucky stars for that when she received the offer for her new job.
Pittsburgh was a picturesque town. Neither too small as the countryside, nor too big as New York. Different cars filled the streets as she ran through the neighborhood, fighting for her hair to fit inside a tight ponytail.
Today was her first day as an ER nurse in the Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Center and she was already three minutes late. The pink duffel bag on her shoulder swayed as she ran down Fifth avenue, trying not to be run over.
The problem was that, even though she had left home half an hour earlier, the train experienced an electrical problem and had to make an emergency stop, which caused her to have to walk three more blocks to the next station.
The clock struck six a.m when she felt her body collide against something hard on the PTMC main entrance.
The impact was strong enough to make her lose her balance. The world seemed to tilt for a second too fast, and before she could react, she was already on the cold asphalt, her bag dropping to the ground with a soft thud.
The zipper, barely closed, gave away with the impact, spreading part of its contents on the floor: a small notebook, a case and her cellphone that slid a few centimeters away.
“Oh my God, i’m so sorry” the words came out quickly from her mouth, as she leaned forward grabbing everything that had fallen in a hurry “I didn’t see you there, i’m…”
“Hey, slow down! You’re alright…”
The voice came from above her, firm and steady, gentle.
Aurora froze.
There was something about that voice. As if it didn’t belong in that chaotic morning or in the mess inside her head. Something out of place, like an untuned note or even maybe something… familiar.
She finally looked up, and the world seemed to come to a full stop again.
For a moment, the hospital disappeared, and Aurora felt her stomach turn in a completely inappropriate way for someone who was about to face a twelve hour shift.
There were no more clear walls or rushed steps around her. Just the distant reflection of warm fairy lights, slow music reverberating on the back of her mind, the soft touch of a hand holding hers as she danced.
Him.
The same attentive look, slightly tired as his mind ran wild while his lips stayed sealed. The same gray-speckled hair that slid into small curls. The same mouth contour that threatened to smile. The same man who, just a few hours before, had been too close.
Close enough to change something inside her.
Now, he wore black hospital scrubs. He carried a camouflaged backpack, and the badge on his front pocket read the word “DOCTOR” in giant white letters.
Aurora felt a lump in her chest.
No, it couldn’t be. But it was, and he was right there. The man from the party.
The man whom she had left behind in a hurry, with her heart beating crazy against her chest and words still stuck inside her throat.
——
The music still echoed inside her memory.
The lights from the rooftop danced above the city as Samira Mohan spun around the dance floor, smiling wildly, incredibly happy with her birthday party.
“I’m so glad you’re here!” She said, pulling Aurora by her hand. “I can’t believe you’re finally back!”
She smiled at her friend. Samira has been her best friend since diapers. Her family adopted Aurora as their own and they grew up together, dreaming about becoming scientists, pop stars and princesses.
When they were both accepted into Columbia University, it was like it was written in the stars. They shared a dorm room and even a few crushes. Right after graduation, Aurora did a fellowship in pediatrics, but her friend went back home.
When it was time for Aurora to come back, Samira was the first person she called when she first set foot in Pittsburgh.
Being back in the city where she grew up rekindled a warm flame inside her heart
Her silver mask covered half of her face, but it was not big enough to hide the smile that stubbornly appeared every time she looked around the room.
Samira’s rooftop faced towards the Pittsburgh skyline. From up there, she could see the dense and urban landscape, being cut by the three rivers. Small yellow taxis could still be seen in the darkness as she drew closer to the edge, looking down.
The moon hung above her as if it kept her company, and the soft breeze of early June caressed her bare arms.
God, she had missed this view.
“Beautiful, isn’t it?” A voice said from behind her, making her flinch slightly, “Sorry, didn’t mean to scare you.”
For a masquerade-themed birthday party, he came rather unprepared. Wearing a simple white button-down and black trousers, he fiddled with a simple black mask, as if he asked himself why he was still holding on to that.
“Did you hurt yourself?”
His question gently pulled her back, as if he was used to bringing people back to reality.
Aurora blinked repeatedly, trying to reorganize her thoughts, as she finally grabbed her last item from the ground - her cellphone, which only by a few centimeters hadn’t slipped under the automatic door.
“No!” she answered a bit too quickly, getting herself back on her feet “No, i’m fine. I was just… distracted, I guess”
She avoided looking him in the eye for more than a second, as if she made any type of eye contact it could expose who she really was.
He couldn’t recognize her.
Last night, she was just a nobody in a silver mask and a dress that didn’t match her real life. Here, now, she was just a nurse who was late for her first day, with her hair tied in a hurry in a messy ponytail and barely disguised dark circles under her eyes.
Completely different. Completely safe.
Or at least, that’s what she thought.
He watched her for a few more seconds, enough to make her stop breathing for a moment without even realizing. Something held his gaze onto her, but no sign of recognition. There was no spark of memory crossing his face.
Nothing.
“First day?” He asked, slightly turning his head, as if he already knew the answer.
Aurora nodded, holding onto the strap of her bag a little tighter than necessary.
“Is it that obvious?”
“A little” he said, as a trace of interest appeared in the corner of his mouth “But relax, you’re gonna be great”
Aurora faked a smile, trying to ignore the echo from the night before still reverberating inside of her.
The way they talked, the proximity… the way his hand guided the small of her back while they danced.
The almost.
Everything was still there, way too recent to simply be forgotten as something distant. And yet, for him, it had been nothing.
He had no idea.
“Thanks” she finally said, taking a small step back, ready to escape before she could say anything else that would expose her.
Before he could recognize her.
“Hey!”
He called after her as she started walking towards the main entrance. Aurora felt her blood rushing towards her cheeks as she turned around to look at him.
“Welcome to hell!” he completed, with a tired smile as he pointed towards the inside of the hospital.
Aurora genuinely laughed.
“Good to know” she whispered, this time with a more sincere smile.
Before going inside, she allowed herself to look back at the mysterious man once more. No mask, no music and with no hurry. And somehow, that seemed even more dangerous.
Because now, he was real. And Aurora had to pretend that the night before was something forgettable.
She adjusted the bag on her shoulder and turned around, finally crossing the automatic doors. And as she walked through the hallway, one certainty formed inside her chest: that night would hunt her forever.
——
The cold air of the air conditioner hit her as a reality check, making the job of waking her up better than the coffee she had taken on the way to the hospital. The movement inside was already intense: voices, hushed steps, stretchers being pushed.
She walked towards the main station, where a woman with wild blonde hair and square glasses wrote something apparently important in a spreadsheet.
“Excuse me?” She asked in a small voice.
The woman looked up through her glasses, analyzing the girl in front of her from head to toe with a smile.
“If you’re gonna work here, you’ll need to speak louder than that, hon’”
Aurora half smiled, embarrassed.
“Sorry! My name is Aurora Flores, i’m the new ER nurse…”
“Oh I was waiting for you! The break room is the first door on the left by the bathrooms. You can leave your things in the closets there.” The woman said, as she continued to write down something important “After you’re settled, come back here and i’ll show you around! I’m Dana, the head nurse.”
“Thanks! I’ll be right back”
Aurora found the break room with ease. The hospital ran around her as if she wasn’t even there, and weird as that sounded, it made her feel right at home.
She pushed the break room door with her shoulder, still feeling her heartbeat inside her ear, beating a bit faster than it should.
The encounter at the hospital entrance continued to echo within her, like a persistent memory that refused to fit into the present. It simply didn't make sense. Not here. Not at this moment in her life
She dropped her bag on a small bench and opened the second closet on the left with automatic movements, trying to anchor herself into the new routine.
Cold metal, coffee brewing in the air and the distant sound of monitors and hushed voices filling the corridor. That was real.
And that was what she needed to focus on.
As she placed her stuff inside the locker, she changed into her scrubs. They weren’t anything special, just plain grey. The only thing that brought a little more color to her was the purple long-sleeve shirt she decided to wear underneath it all.
She closed the locker and instinctively reached for her right hand.
And stopped.
Her wrist was naked.
For a second, the woman only looked, as if she kept staring at the empty space, her bracelet would magically reappear.
The air grew thinner.
No.
No, no, no!
She flicked her wrist, brushing her fingers over her skin. Maybe it had fallen off somewhere. She opened her locker again, searching inside her bag in a hurry.
Notepad. Pencil case. Wallet. House keys.
Nothing.
It wasn’t there.
Aurora closed her eyes for a second, trying desperately to suppress the instant feeling of panic. The image of her father came without her asking… His kind smile and caring green eyes. Along with it, the memory of him and her mom placing the small bracelet on her wrist, like it was the most precious thing in the world.
And for her it was.
She took a deep breath, trying to get a hold of her emotions.
Maybe she left it at Samira’s. Maybe it had fallen at the train station on the way to the hospital. Maybe-
“TOOK YOU LONG ENOUGH!”
Aurora opened her eyes in fright. The next second, she was already being crushed in a bear hug.
“Samira!” She laughed, mostly out of breath, trying to keep up with her friend’s excitement. “You still do hugs like you’re trying to break someone’s ribs!”
“Well you basically disappeared in New York for two years, this is the least I can do” Samira took a step back to really look at her friend, with glowing eyes “My god, you’re really here! Working with me! I can’t believe it!”
Aurora smiled.
“Me neither!”
“How did you find your way from our apartment? I’m sorry you had to take the train”
“It was fine, really. I can’t believe you get to live like one block away from the station…”
After arriving from the airport and immediately heading to her friend’s birthday party, then to her audition for the Pittsburgh Dance Academy, she was exhausted. When she came back to the apartment, she collapsed on the couch. When she woke up, Samira had already left for work, so they didn’t even get the time to talk.
“The perks of being paid more than the minimum wage! So tell me, how was New York?” The woman asked, now with a calmer tone “I still cannot believe they let you go”
Aurora hesitated for a split second, passing almost unnoticed by her friend.
“It was… complicated. But everything is better now”
Samira narrowed her eyes, clearly aware that there was more in that answer than what was actually being said, but decided not to press.
“Well, it’s their loss. Now you’re officially a member of the Pitt and my partner in crime!”
Aurora let out a small laugh, but the heaviness inside her chest came back almost immediately. As they walked down the hallway, her hand searched for her bracelet once again.
“Sami…” she started, with a more concerned tone “have you by any chance seen my bracelet back at the apartment?”
Samira furrowed her eyebrows.
“Bracelet? The one your dad gave you?”
“Yes. The silver one with stars on it? I think i might have left it there…”
“Well I don’t really know if I saw it there” she said, grabbing her phone from her back pocket “But I can look again when we get home, maybe ask Mel, she helped me clean up…”
“Thank you, really”
Samira nodded her head, trying to cheer her friend up.
“We’ll find it, okay? Don’t worry”
—
Aurora was completely busy the rest of the morning. The Emergency Department swallowed the entire timeline.
Aurora was briefly introduced to the rest of the morning team. Their names and faces were blurring into each other for the first few hours, but later she got used to it.
Dr. Robinavitch, who took over the supervision and the entire ED with a firm yet calm posture; Dr. Javadi, quick as a mouse and always on the move; Dr.Whitaker, direct, efficient and a bit clumsy; Dr. Santos and McKay, who seemed to anticipate the chaos before it even began; Dr. King and Dr. Langdon, moving in unison between the difficult cases… There was also Dr. Collins always paying attention and talking with patients with a kind smile; Perlah and Princess, two peas in a pod, conducting the flow with almost choreographed precision and Jess, who was always there in the right place at the right time.
They all worked together in a live system, and she needed to learn how to keep up.
The first few cases were simple. A few fevers, small traumas, superficial cuts. Aurora moved with ease, paying attention as she listened, explaining with patience, touching every patient with a type of care that brought the room together.
Dana noticed that she had a natural talent for keeping it calm during tense situations. She guided the girl through the day, as a mother trying to teach her kid how to take their first steps.
The head nurse also noticed how something changed when Aurora was dealing with younger patients. Something in her posture got softer, and her voice went lighter.
She didn’t speak above them, but bent down on one knee to see them eye to eye, explaining everything like it was a normal conversation, not an order.
“I know this looks scary” Aurora said to the five-year-old who was brought in, gesturing towards the thermometer in her hand “but I promise you, it doesn’t bite”
The boy laughed, still insecure, but allowed her to continue.
She was incredibly smart,too. She moved after the other nurses and doctors like a shadow, never in the way but always ready to help. Sometimes she spoke before her brain could stop her, getting to the solution of a case even before a doctor would.
“2mg of morphine and a head CT” she muttered, as she helped the other nurses with a twenty five year old who was brought in by the ambulance.
Dr. Robby stopped in his tracks, surprised.
“Sorry!” She apologized, looking down.
Robby partially laughed, patting her on the shoulder.
“Never apologize for being the smartest person in the room”
—
The most difficult case came in the late afternoon.
A seven year old girl with severe shortness of breath. The mother was desperate, her hands shaking as she tried to explain what had happened.
Aurora entered the room, trying desperately to get to the bottom of the case, but before saying anything, she went towards the little girl.
“Hey, you’re okay” she said firmly yet calmly, holding onto the little girl’s hand. “We’re gonna take good care of you”
And she stayed there.
Even with the team running around them, even with the hurried pace, she stood present. Reassuring the mother and child while administering the drugs that Dr. McKay had prescribed. When the breathing stabilized, when the worst had passed, the mother began to cry.
Aurora held her hand too.
—
When the clock got closer to six p.m, her body began to take a toll on her.
Heavy fatigue, sore muscles that cried every step she took, her mind still wiring itself into the next case. But with all that, it came with some kind of… satisfaction? She had missed that intensity, the purpose.
“So…” Samira’s voice appeared beside her, wrapping her arm around her friend’s shoulder. Still extremely excited, as if the day hadn’t drained all the energy away “we need to celebrate!”
Aurora sighed.
“What i need is a bed”
“You need a drink!” Samira corrected her “And food, oh, and gossip! Especially gossip!”
Aurora was about to answer when a small movement at the entrance door caught her attention.
The night shift was closing in, crossing through the hallways with a renovated energy that that place desperately needed.
And with them-
Him.
Aurora felt her body freeze.
Dr. Jack Abbott entered the emergency room as if it were simply another day, brushing his fingers through his hair, looking a bit tired but still… present.
And then she saw it.
In his left hand, he fiddled with it absently between his fingers as if it were a distraction for a whirlwind of thoughts.
Her bracelet.
The world seemed to stop around her.
“So where are we going…” Samira stopped talking, following her friend’s gaze. Her mouth went agape. “Okay… why is Dr. Abbott holding your lucky bracelet.
Aurora looked back at her friend with wide eyes.
“Follow me!” She whispered, as she pulled her friend by her arm towards a quieter place.
“Rory, what…”
They walked towards a supply closet and Aurora closed the door in a hurry. Luckily, it was empty.
“I know where I lost it” she said, startled and in a hushed voice “At your party!”
Samira blinked, trying to keep up.
“Okay? But-“
“I spent the whole night with him.”
Silence.
“… with him?” Samira repeated, gently opening the door again, trying to take a better look at Dr Abbot “like… the whole night?”
“Like dancing, and talking, and then we almost-“ Aurora stopped, taking a deep breath as she also peeked outside. “And then I left.”
Samira was now the one to pull her friend inside the closet.
“And you didn’t know he worked here?” She asked, kind of desperate.
“Ofcourseididntknowheworkedhere!!”
Samira looked towards the door, then back to Aurora, taking a deep breath.
“Okay…So you just need to talk to him-“
“No! Absolutely not!”
Samira frowned.
“Why?”
Aurora held her gaze for a long second before answering and when she finally spoke, her voice came out softer. Almost embarrassed.
“Because I didn’t come back to Pittsburgh to complicate things.”
Samira stayed silent.
“I came back to find a stable job. To have a quiet life. To…disappear a little”
Aurora looked away, crossing her arms over her chest as if that helped her to keep her feet on the ground.
“I’m good at it, Sami” she completed, crossing her arms against her chest “i’m great at being invisible”
On the other side of the emergency department, Jack Abbott stood oblivious, twirling the bracelet between his fingers.
remember to comment down bellow if you like this oc or you'd prefer a reader x abbot!
p.s: english is not my first language and even though this was reviewed there might be some mistakes blah blah blah
Her silver mask covered half of her face, but it was not big enough to hide the smile that stubbornly appeared every time she looked around the room.
Samira’s rooftop faced towards the Pittsburgh skyline. From up there, she could see the dense and urban landscape, being cut by the three rivers. Small yellow taxis could still be seen in the darkness as she drew closer to the edge, looking down.
The moon hung above her as if it kept her company, and the soft breeze of early June caressed her bare arms.
God, she had missed this view.
“Beautiful, isn’t it?” A voice said from behind her, making her flinch slightly, “Sorry, didn’t mean to scare you.”
For a masquerade-themed birthday party, he came rather unprepared. Wearing a simple white button-down and black trousers, he fiddled with a simple black mask, as if he asked himself why he was still holding on to that.
look i know i have a unfinished thunderbolst fanfic, and i swear i'll get back to that but i really needed to write something about my man dr. jack abbot
i'm editing the first chapter and i'll probably post it on sunday...
Her silver mask covered half of her face, but it was not big enough to hide the smile that stubbornly appeared every time she looked around the room.
Samira’s rooftop faced towards the Pittsburgh skyline. From up there, she could see the dense and urban landscape, being cut by the three rivers. Small yellow taxis could still be seen in the darkness as she drew closer to the edge, looking down.
The moon hung above her as if it kept her company, and the soft breeze of early June caressed her bare arms.
God, she had missed this view.
“Beautiful, isn’t it?” A voice said from behind her, making her flinch slightly, “Sorry, didn’t mean to scare you.”
For a masquerade-themed birthday party, he came rather unprepared. Wearing a simple white button-down and black trousers, he fiddled with a simple black mask, as if he asked himself why he was still holding on to that.
look i know i have a unfinished thunderbolts fanfic, and i swear i'll get back to that but i really needed to write something about my man dr. jack abbot
i'm editing the first chapter and i'll probably post it on sunday...
anyone interested in a jack abbot fic inspired by Cinderella? no? just me?
i’m already writing it anyways.
sorry y’all
Only been watching The Pitt for a few days but Mel King is THE best autistic character ever written in a medical drama. She doesn't "make connections no one else can" or "just see things differently" or any other Savant with Special Abilities stereotypical bullshit, she's a resident physician who's exactly as intelligent and capable as any other resident physician in the same year. She hates unnecessary yelling because it's loud and annoying, not because she's completely incapable of handling conflict. She usually keeps her stimming subtle enough to hide but sometimes she can't. She loves having a furry critter to pet. She accommodates an autistic patient by lowering the lights and closing the doors because she understands the sensory nightmare of an active medical setting. She speaks in a straightforward and honest way but she isn't an overtly rude inconsiderate asshole. She misses some jokes and takes things too literally on occasion but she does have a sense of humor and she is funny. She speaks up against misinformation and parent panic about autism and other developmental disabilities. She has emotions. She looks at a video of a lava lamp on her phone to chill. Doctor Mel King you have my entire heart
Savior Complex - ACT II
The Fate of Ophelia
bucky barnes x f!oc
or
bob reynolds x f!oc
16+ slowburn, suggestive themes, idiots in love, friends to enemies to lovers, hurt/comfort, eventual romance, eventual smut, slow build, POV bucky barnes, POV bob reynolds, female oc, pining
author's note: hey, this is my first ever fanfic, its female oc and the first act followed the Thunderbolts 2025 movie, this second act will be an entirely new arc.... Is this a bucky or a bob love story? well, that you'll have to find out by yourself! i also have this on ao3 and wattpad!
It was on a Sunday, her second week in the new home, when Sofia found out that the Watchtower wasn’t like other buildings.
The sun flooded the room in warm, golden hues. The light streamed through the gaps in the curtains, painting the air with the suspended dust. There was something peaceful and intimate there - the kind of silence that only existed when the world seemed to slow down.
Sofia was sitting at her desk, with her journal opened as her pen glided across the yellowed pages.
She scribbled down some loose notes - a habit she had picked up during college. She jotted down memories, thoughts, and sometimes, small outpourings from the past few days.
“Sometimes, i catch myself thinking about how things used to be. The fuss inside the house, the smell of brewing coffee, Gabriel’s giggles through the hallway… It feels like a distant dream, a memory that fades every time I try to hold on to her.
Maybe being strong isn’t about forgetting, but to keep feeling it - even when it hurts.
To keep remembering, even when everything inside me screams to move on”
She let out a deep breath. The pen fails, scratches the paper one last time, and dies.
The girl shook the object, tried to press the tip and scratched again. Nothing.
“Oh, great…” She murmured, frustrated “That’s exactly what i needed… A pen that would stop working before i did.”
She tossed the pen aside, resting her chin on the palm of her hand. Then, she got up and tried to look for a new one on the drawers. When she found nothing, she went towards her old backpack that Valentina had rescued from her old bedroom, surely there would be something there.
She sighed. Nothing again.
“Ugh, i just needed a bit more ink…”
A soft and clear voice, almost robot like, responded from beyond:
“You will find extra pens on the second drawer to the left of your desk, Miss Estrada.”
Sofia froze. Her eyes went wide.
She looked around the room, her heart beating crazy against her chest.
“What…? Who’s…”
“I’m F.R.I.D.A.Y. The tower’s AI security system. Is there anything else i can help you with today?”
Sofia blinked slowly, trying to process.
“An IA?”
The door from her bedroom opened and Gabril stepped in, a hot coffee mug in his hand.
“Oh, so you finally met F.R.I.D.A.Y!” He said, laughing, “Took you long enough, i thought she already had introduced herself.”
“Yeah, i thought this place was haunted for a second…” Sofia said, kinda embarrassed.
“She does that with everyone!” Bob commented, stopping by the girl’s door with a smile on his face “But she’s very useful! I have asked her almost everything, even ordered a pizza once.”
“Pizza?”
“With pineapple on top” Gabriel completed, disgusted “Worse experience of my life”
F.R.I.D.A.Y answered, with the same calm tone:
“No pineapple. Noted, Mr. Estrada!”
The trio laughed, and Sofia shook her head, reaching for the drawer. Inside , just as the AI had said, there was a small pencil case, filled with different size pens.
She smiled and grabbed a blue one.
“Thanks, F.R.I.D.A.Y”
“Always at your service, Miss Estrada!”
Gabriel turned and walked out the door, probably walking towards his own room. But Bob stood there, leaned against the door, as if he waited for permission to what to do next. Sofia arched her brow.
“You know you can come in, right?”
A small laugh escaped from her lips, as she positioned her new pen between the pages of her journal. Bob walked in slowly, watching everything around him. His footsteps were almost inaudible against the wooden floor.
Sofia’s bedroom was a jumble of memories: piled books, a forgotten mug on her nightstand, her guitar laining against the window, small papers filled with quotes and poems and on her desk, a few picture frames.
From all of the bedrooms in the tower, hers was the cozyest.
The beige walls with small touches of blue reminded him of the beaches from his hometown. If he closed his eyes for a second, he could almost feel the sea breeze tickle against his skin.
“So, what do you think?”
Sofia asked, taking a seat on the edge of her bed and gesturing around the room. Bob got closer, sitting beside her. Close, but not close enough that he could accidently touch her.
“It’s great! I-it feels like you…”
He mumbled, looking around once more. The woman smiled, satisfied.
“Really? I asked Mel for a few things, that reminded me of home”
“Right. Louisiana”
“Brazil, actually.” She said, then she reached back for a small object on her nightstand.
It was an old yellowish portrait, with a family on it. The first thing Bob’s eyes noticed was her.
Sofia couldn’t be older than ten. Her dark brown hair was tied up in two braids that hung down her shoulders, small bangs covered half of her eyes and a bright smile painted her face. She wore a yellow dress, and she was sitting on a tall man’s back. Her skinny arms hugged him tightly by his neck.
He was tall, had a unshaved beard and dark brown hair. His facial features reminded him of Gabe’s. He looked towards the woman by his side with his green eyes filled with love and tenderness.
The adult woman was, by far, one of the most beautiful people Bob had ever seen. She had long curly hair and terra-cotta toned skin, her features were soft and delicate, just like Sofia’s. It was as if he was looking into the future, as if he was getting a peek of how the girl would look like in twenty years or so.
She held a digital camera, smiling wide along with her family, in front of an old mirror. In her arms, a baby - Gabriel, probably - with no hair on his head and wearing a baby blue onesie.
It was a family portrait.
Sofia’s real family.
“When i left Louisiana, i thought i would never see this again,” Sofia whispered, touching the edge of the frame slightly, as if it was something too fragile to be touched with force.“But when Mel said that most of my things were still at my old house, the first i asked was for this picture”
“It’s beautiful” Bob said, sincerely “Is that you and Gabe?”
Sofia smiled, tenderly
“Yeah! This was right after he was born… He cried so much, i thought i would never be able to sleep again. It feels like this was in another life.”
The silence that followed was soothing, almost regardful? Bob observed the expression on her face - the way her voice changed when she spoke about her brother, the melancholic sparkle that appeared without her noticing.
“It’s funny…” Bob said, almost in a whisper, “Sometimes time goes by so fast that we forget that our heart is still there, in the past.”
Sofia turned her head to face him, touched by the simplicity of that sentence. There’s a brief instant where the air between them seemed too heavy - with memories, empathy, and something else neither of them could quite point out.
“Yeah, maybe my heart is a bit in the past”
Bob smiled, the kind that comforts you without the need of words.
“There’s nothing wrong with that.”
She turned and placed the picture frame back on her nightstand. The sun light hoovered directly above the glass of the portrait, and the reflection lit up? her face for a brief second - as if the past and the present met there, in the form of a light beam.
“Thanks, Bobbie” she muttered.
“For what?”
“For… listening.”
He smiled compassionately, almost unnoticed.
“Sometimes that is all we really need.”
He got up slowly and walked towards the door. As he was about to head out, something stopped him. His gaze hovered throughout the room again - between the piles of books, the forgotten notes, through the memories scattered around as if they were a piece of her mind left for show.
Bob took a few steps, curiously, and stopped before a bookshelf. He ran his fingers along one of the spines, muttering the titles, as if he tried to decipher a secret.
“Do you really read all of that?” He asked, half jokingly, half surprised.
Sofia laughed softly, the sound breaking the silence like a beam of light.
“I try… Some are just to keep me company”
He pulled out an old book with a worn cover, and held it between his hands. The faded gold title gleamed in the late afternoon light.
“The Stars, Time, and Us” he read, with a smile on his face “Feels important”
“It is.” She answered, with her soft voice “It was my mom’s. She used to read it to me all the time when I was little. I think it was the first book that made me believe that a whole universe could fit inside of a book”
Bob slowly flips through the pages, inhaling the aged smell of the paper.
“I like that” he said, more to himself than to Sofia “Stories that stand the test of time… Even when who used to tell them are no longer with us”
Sofia studied him, silently. There was something about the way he held the book - careful, almost respectful - that made her chest tighten.
She got up from the bed, getting closer to him. For an instant, they stood side by side, facing the small bookshelf. The distance between them was minimal, and the air seemed too dense to be only air.
“You can borrow it, if you want” She muttered “I trust you’ll give it back to me”
Bob turned to face her, his gaze lingering a second longer than necessary.
“And if i don’t?”
Sofia smiled.
“Then… you’ll have to let me collect that debt in person.”
He laughed quietly, that kind of laugh that comes naturally but carries something wholeheartedly. His eyes met hers and the instant that followed was quiet - but filled with all the things they didn’t say. Sofia finally realized that that was the first time they genuinely had a conversation since the Void accident.
Time seemed pendulus.
Bob closed the book carefully, holding it against his chest.
“I’ll take good care of it. Promise”
“I know you will” she said, with a tone that sounded deeper than just about a simple book.
For a split second, it looked like he wanted to say something - a phrase that got stuck on his throat. But instead, he simply smiled and took a step back.
Before walking out, he studied the picture frame on the nightstand one last time, then looked back at Sofia - briefly, but intense enough to make the girl’s heart skip a beat with no apparent motive.
“You have a beautiful family, Sofi”
She smiled, quietly, swallowing a lump in her throat.
“It was…. Still is, i think, just in a different way.”
Bob gave a small wave and disappeared in the hallway. The soft sound of his steps dissolving in silence.
The room grows quietly like before, but there was something different about it now. Some kind of restless calm, a subtle warm that lingered in the air.
Sofia stood there, in the center of her bedroom, looking at the old family picture. The sun moved slowly, and the light started to lose its golden shade, turning colder. She reached for her journal on her desk and sat on her bet, writing one last line:
“Some parts of us never stay in the past. They just wait for the right moment to remind us who we were - and who we can still be.”
The faint sound of Bob’s footsteps echoed throughout the metallic corridors. The twilight had given way to the night; through the windows, the sky was a dark mirror dotted with stars.
He paced slowly, Sofia’s book in hand.
For a man who had carried the weight of the world, it was weirdly comfortable how a simple object could feel so… light.
He stopped by one of the tower’s large windows, where his reflection mixed with the lights of the city. The glass reflected the image of someone who has learned to endure silence - but who, for the first time, did not fear it.
Bob ran his thumb over the worn cover of the book. The title, almost fading away, shined under the cold light bulb of the hallway.
He smiled.
“The Stars, Time, and Us” He repeated,quietly.
His voice sounded different in the empty air - softer, more… human.
He leaned against the wall, opening the book with care. The yellowed pages exhaled a frail scent of old paper and coffee - the kind of thing that only exists on good memories.
On the first page, a hand note, in a language that, after a quick google search on his phone, he found out it was portuguese:
“Para minha pequena sereia - Nunca pare de olhar pro céu” (To my little mermaid - never stop looking towards the sky)
Bob closed his eyes for a second, feeling his chest tighten in a good and painful way at the same time.
“She never stopped…” He murmured, with a half smile.
For an instant, he pictured her room again - the golden light, the soft mess, the sound of her voice saying his name. It’s a fresh memory, but he wants to hold on to it.
His smile faded slowly, replaced by something more collected - some sort of fear of feeling too much.
“Don’t mess this up…” He whispered to himself.
His gaze gets lost on the window - the reflection showing a man and, behind him, the stars. His expression is of someone that can’t figure out what he is feeling - but who isn’t going to run away.
He got away from the window and kept on walking towards the end of the corridor. The sound of his steps disappearing in the distance. The book was still opened in his hand, one page dancing with the wind.
On the edge of the page, one phrase got his attention:
“Some constellations are only formed when two stars decide not to run away from each other.”
Bob read that in silence, a smile tugging on his lips. Then, he closed the book slowly - as if he was keeping a secret.
The morning light streamed into the kitchen through the large windows. The distant sound of conversations and clicking of cutlery echoed through the environment that was gradually becoming more casual - and less of a headquarters.
Bob took a seat by the edge of the table. In front of him, a small plate with an untouched piece of toast and a cup of coffee. He held Sofia’s book, his thumb serving as a bookmark.
His eyes were fixed there, but not his thoughts.
From time to time, he lifted his gaze - almost unintentionally - towards the door.
The next minute, she entered.
Sofia emerged with her hair down and a calm expression. She walked towards the kitchen counter and grabbed a cup of coffee, greeting the rest of the team on the way. Her simple uniform, the sleeves of her sweatshirt rolled up, the serene way she walked - everything about her seemed to radiate a serenity that didn’t quite suit that place.
“Good morning, Bob!” She said, getting closer to the table “Can i?”
He tries to hide the small scare with a loose smile.
“Sure!” He answered, pulling out the chair beside him.
She sat in front of him, resting her chin on the palm of her hand. The coffee steam from her cup rose between them.
“You woke up early” The girl commented, in a playful tone “Or you simply did not sleep?”
Bob let out a quick laugh.
“The latter is more probable”
Sofia watched him for a moment, her gaze falling on the book between his hands.
“So, how are you liking it?”
He hesitated a bit before answering, flipping through the page as someone who searched for the right words.
“Its… different” He finally said “The kind of book that makes you think too much instead helping you relax”
“So it's perfect for you” She provoked, taking a sip from her coffee.
Bob looked away, but couldn’t hide the smirk on his face. There was something so simple and true in her that disarmed him.
“I found a nice phrase yesterday” He said, trying to keep a casual tone “Some constellations are only formed when two stars decide not to run away from each other.”
Sofia tilted her head, intrigued.
“I remember that one. My mom used to tell me that it was about courage.”
“Courage?”
“Yeah” She explained, distractedly fidgeting with the mug’s handle “Sometimes we think that distancing ourselves is a safer way of not getting hurt. But… staying is a form of courage.”
Bob watched as she talked. The way the words easily came out of her mouth, without pretension, but with truth.
For a second, he forgot he was watching her with such admiration.
Sofia caught his gaze and smiled, shyly.
“What?”
He blinked, returning to reality.
“Nothing” He answered, a bit too quickly “Its just… a nice way of seeing things.”
She lowered her gaze, smiling as she drank a sip of her coffee. The silence followed and the only thing you could hear in the kitchen was the faint sound of Yelena’s laugh as she walked out the room. But it wasn’t awkward - it was the same as before, the one that hoovered between them in peace.
After a few seconds, Sofia stretched her hand towards him.
“Can i borrow it for a second?” She inquired, gesturing towards the book “I promise i’ll give it back”
Bob arched his eyebrow.
“That’s my line, are you copying me now?”
“Maybe” She chuckled “Or maybe i just wanted to see which page made you overthink about life”
He gave her the book and his fingers brushed hers slightly. It’s quick, accidental - but it's enough to make time stop for a moment.
Sofia acted like it was nothing. Bob too.
But they felt it.
She opened the book and the beams of early sunlight glowed through the window, bathing the open pages on the table. The golden reflection caressed her face and, for an instant, Bob got the same feeling as the night before, in her bedroom.
The exact same light.
The same peaceful ambience.
The same known danger of feeling too much at home.
Sofia finally closed the book and gave it back to him, with a smile of someone still unaware of the effect that she causes
“Still a good book.”
Bob held the book against his chest, with a faint smile. As if he could hide his feelings away.
“Yeah” He said, almost in a whisper “One of the best i’ve ever read”
She gets up, ready to leave.
“See you at practice later?”
“I’ll be there”
“See ya, Bobbie”
“See ya…”
She leaves, and the kitchen feels a bit more silent without her. Bob’s eyes followed her until she disappeared behind the door, then he opened the book again. That same phrase is still there, waiting for him.
His fingers traced the words, and he smiled quietly.
“Some constellations are only formed when two stars decide not to run away from each other.”
Bob doesn’t leave the table - the coffee already cold, the book opened and a slight shimmer in his eyes of someone who’s trying really hard not to fall in love… and failing miserably.
heyyyy i know it's been too long since i've updated, but a lot of things happened this past week i had a bunch of college exams, a few anatomy ones with a lot of structures and body parts to memorize and oh, yeah, my neighbour was in a HOSTAGE SITUATION the police and the bomb squad were called bc her *ss of a ex-boyfriend had a small bomb and a gun in their apartment... there was this moment he tried to toss her out of the window on the sixth floor anyways, all good now and he is in jail!! yay!! promise i'll update a longer chapter this week,
xxoxo
Savior Complex - ACT II
The Fate of Ophelia
bucky barnes x f!oc
or
bob reynolds x f!oc
16+ slowburn, suggestive themes, idiots in love, friends to enemies to lovers, hurt/comfort, eventual romance, eventual smut, slow build, POV bucky barnes, POV bob reynolds, female oc, pining
author's note: hey, this is my first ever fanfic, its female oc and the first act followed the Thunderbolts 2025 movie, this second act will be an entirely new arc.... Is this a bucky or a bob love story? well, that you'll have to find out by yourself! i also have this on ao3 and wattpad!
It was on a Sunday, her second week in the new home, when Sofia found out that the Watchtower wasn’t like other buildings.
The sun flooded the room in warm, golden hues. The light streamed through the gaps in the curtains, painting the air with the suspended dust. There was something peaceful and intimate there - the kind of silence that only existed when the world seemed to slow down.
Sofia was sitting at her desk, with her journal opened as her pen glided across the yellowed pages.
She scribbled down some loose notes - a habit she had picked up during college. She jotted down memories, thoughts, and sometimes, small outpourings from the past few days.
“Sometimes, i catch myself thinking about how things used to be. The fuss inside the house, the smell of brewing coffee, Gabriel’s giggles through the hallway… It feels like a distant dream, a memory that fades every time I try to hold on to her.
Maybe being strong isn’t about forgetting, but to keep feeling it - even when it hurts.
To keep remembering, even when everything inside me screams to move on”
She let out a deep breath. The pen fails, scratches the paper one last time, and dies.
The girl shook the object, tried to press the tip and scratched again. Nothing.
“Oh, great…” She murmured, frustrated “That’s exactly what i needed… A pen that would stop working before i did.”
She tossed the pen aside, resting her chin on the palm of her hand. Then, she got up and tried to look for a new one on the drawers. When she found nothing, she went towards her old backpack that Valentina had rescued from her old bedroom, surely there would be something there.
She sighed. Nothing again.
“Ugh, i just needed a bit more ink…”
A soft and clear voice, almost robot like, responded from beyond:
“You will find extra pens on the second drawer to the left of your desk, Miss Estrada.”
Sofia froze. Her eyes went wide.
She looked around the room, her heart beating crazy against her chest.
“What…? Who’s…”
“I’m F.R.I.D.A.Y. The tower’s AI security system. Is there anything else i can help you with today?”
Sofia blinked slowly, trying to process.
“An IA?”
The door from her bedroom opened and Gabril stepped in, a hot coffee mug in his hand.
“Oh, so you finally met F.R.I.D.A.Y!” He said, laughing, “Took you long enough, i thought she already had introduced herself.”
“Yeah, i thought this place was haunted for a second…” Sofia said, kinda embarrassed.
“She does that with everyone!” Bob commented, stopping by the girl’s door with a smile on his face “But she’s very useful! I have asked her almost everything, even ordered a pizza once.”
“Pizza?”
“With pineapple on top” Gabriel completed, disgusted “Worse experience of my life”
F.R.I.D.A.Y answered, with the same calm tone:
“No pineapple. Noted, Mr. Estrada!”
The trio laughed, and Sofia shook her head, reaching for the drawer. Inside , just as the AI had said, there was a small pencil case, filled with different size pens.
She smiled and grabbed a blue one.
“Thanks, F.R.I.D.A.Y”
“Always at your service, Miss Estrada!”
Gabriel turned and walked out the door, probably walking towards his own room. But Bob stood there, leaned against the door, as if he waited for permission to what to do next. Sofia arched her brow.
“You know you can come in, right?”
A small laugh escaped from her lips, as she positioned her new pen between the pages of her journal. Bob walked in slowly, watching everything around him. His footsteps were almost inaudible against the wooden floor.
Sofia’s bedroom was a jumble of memories: piled books, a forgotten mug on her nightstand, her guitar laining against the window, small papers filled with quotes and poems and on her desk, a few picture frames.
From all of the bedrooms in the tower, hers was the cozyest.
The beige walls with small touches of blue reminded him of the beaches from his hometown. If he closed his eyes for a second, he could almost feel the sea breeze tickle against his skin.
“So, what do you think?”
Sofia asked, taking a seat on the edge of her bed and gesturing around the room. Bob got closer, sitting beside her. Close, but not close enough that he could accidently touch her.
“It’s great! I-it feels like you…”
He mumbled, looking around once more. The woman smiled, satisfied.
“Really? I asked Mel for a few things, that reminded me of home”
“Right. Louisiana”
“Brazil, actually.” She said, then she reached back for a small object on her nightstand.
It was an old yellowish portrait, with a family on it. The first thing Bob’s eyes noticed was her.
Sofia couldn’t be older than ten. Her dark brown hair was tied up in two braids that hung down her shoulders, small bangs covered half of her eyes and a bright smile painted her face. She wore a yellow dress, and she was sitting on a tall man’s back. Her skinny arms hugged him tightly by his neck.
He was tall, had a unshaved beard and dark brown hair. His facial features reminded him of Gabe’s. He looked towards the woman by his side with his green eyes filled with love and tenderness.
The adult woman was, by far, one of the most beautiful people Bob had ever seen. She had long curly hair and terra-cotta toned skin, her features were soft and delicate, just like Sofia’s. It was as if he was looking into the future, as if he was getting a peek of how the girl would look like in twenty years or so.
She held a digital camera, smiling wide along with her family, in front of an old mirror. In her arms, a baby - Gabriel, probably - with no hair on his head and wearing a baby blue onesie.
It was a family portrait.
Sofia’s real family.
“When i left Louisiana, i thought i would never see this again,” Sofia whispered, touching the edge of the frame slightly, as if it was something too fragile to be touched with force.“But when Mel said that most of my things were still at my old house, the first i asked was for this picture”
“It’s beautiful” Bob said, sincerely “Is that you and Gabe?”
Sofia smiled, tenderly
“Yeah! This was right after he was born… He cried so much, i thought i would never be able to sleep again. It feels like this was in another life.”
The silence that followed was soothing, almost regardful? Bob observed the expression on her face - the way her voice changed when she spoke about her brother, the melancholic sparkle that appeared without her noticing.
“It’s funny…” Bob said, almost in a whisper, “Sometimes time goes by so fast that we forget that our heart is still there, in the past.”
Sofia turned her head to face him, touched by the simplicity of that sentence. There’s a brief instant where the air between them seemed too heavy - with memories, empathy, and something else neither of them could quite point out.
“Yeah, maybe my heart is a bit in the past”
Bob smiled, the kind that comforts you without the need of words.
“There’s nothing wrong with that.”
She turned and placed the picture frame back on her nightstand. The sun light hoovered directly above the glass of the portrait, and the reflection lit up? her face for a brief second - as if the past and the present met there, in the form of a light beam.
“Thanks, Bobbie” she muttered.
“For what?”
“For… listening.”
He smiled compassionately, almost unnoticed.
“Sometimes that is all we really need.”
He got up slowly and walked towards the door. As he was about to head out, something stopped him. His gaze hovered throughout the room again - between the piles of books, the forgotten notes, through the memories scattered around as if they were a piece of her mind left for show.
Bob took a few steps, curiously, and stopped before a bookshelf. He ran his fingers along one of the spines, muttering the titles, as if he tried to decipher a secret.
“Do you really read all of that?” He asked, half jokingly, half surprised.
Sofia laughed softly, the sound breaking the silence like a beam of light.
“I try… Some are just to keep me company”
He pulled out an old book with a worn cover, and held it between his hands. The faded gold title gleamed in the late afternoon light.
“The Stars, Time, and Us” he read, with a smile on his face “Feels important”
“It is.” She answered, with her soft voice “It was my mom’s. She used to read it to me all the time when I was little. I think it was the first book that made me believe that a whole universe could fit inside of a book”
Bob slowly flips through the pages, inhaling the aged smell of the paper.
“I like that” he said, more to himself than to Sofia “Stories that stand the test of time… Even when who used to tell them are no longer with us”
Sofia studied him, silently. There was something about the way he held the book - careful, almost respectful - that made her chest tighten.
She got up from the bed, getting closer to him. For an instant, they stood side by side, facing the small bookshelf. The distance between them was minimal, and the air seemed too dense to be only air.
“You can borrow it, if you want” She muttered “I trust you’ll give it back to me”
Bob turned to face her, his gaze lingering a second longer than necessary.
“And if i don’t?”
Sofia smiled.
“Then… you’ll have to let me collect that debt in person.”
He laughed quietly, that kind of laugh that comes naturally but carries something wholeheartedly. His eyes met hers and the instant that followed was quiet - but filled with all the things they didn’t say. Sofia finally realized that that was the first time they genuinely had a conversation since the Void accident.
Time seemed pendulus.
Bob closed the book carefully, holding it against his chest.
“I’ll take good care of it. Promise”
“I know you will” she said, with a tone that sounded deeper than just about a simple book.
For a split second, it looked like he wanted to say something - a phrase that got stuck on his throat. But instead, he simply smiled and took a step back.
Before walking out, he studied the picture frame on the nightstand one last time, then looked back at Sofia - briefly, but intense enough to make the girl’s heart skip a beat with no apparent motive.
“You have a beautiful family, Sofi”
She smiled, quietly, swallowing a lump in her throat.
“It was…. Still is, i think, just in a different way.”
Bob gave a small wave and disappeared in the hallway. The soft sound of his steps dissolving in silence.
The room grows quietly like before, but there was something different about it now. Some kind of restless calm, a subtle warm that lingered in the air.
Sofia stood there, in the center of her bedroom, looking at the old family picture. The sun moved slowly, and the light started to lose its golden shade, turning colder. She reached for her journal on her desk and sat on her bet, writing one last line:
“Some parts of us never stay in the past. They just wait for the right moment to remind us who we were - and who we can still be.”
The faint sound of Bob’s footsteps echoed throughout the metallic corridors. The twilight had given way to the night; through the windows, the sky was a dark mirror dotted with stars.
He paced slowly, Sofia’s book in hand.
For a man who had carried the weight of the world, it was weirdly comfortable how a simple object could feel so… light.
He stopped by one of the tower’s large windows, where his reflection mixed with the lights of the city. The glass reflected the image of someone who has learned to endure silence - but who, for the first time, did not fear it.
Bob ran his thumb over the worn cover of the book. The title, almost fading away, shined under the cold light bulb of the hallway.
He smiled.
“The Stars, Time, and Us” He repeated,quietly.
His voice sounded different in the empty air - softer, more… human.
He leaned against the wall, opening the book with care. The yellowed pages exhaled a frail scent of old paper and coffee - the kind of thing that only exists on good memories.
On the first page, a hand note, in a language that, after a quick google search on his phone, he found out it was portuguese:
“Para minha pequena sereia - Nunca pare de olhar pro céu” (To my little mermaid - never stop looking towards the sky)
Bob closed his eyes for a second, feeling his chest tighten in a good and painful way at the same time.
“She never stopped…” He murmured, with a half smile.
For an instant, he pictured her room again - the golden light, the soft mess, the sound of her voice saying his name. It’s a fresh memory, but he wants to hold on to it.
His smile faded slowly, replaced by something more collected - some sort of fear of feeling too much.
“Don’t mess this up…” He whispered to himself.
His gaze gets lost on the window - the reflection showing a man and, behind him, the stars. His expression is of someone that can’t figure out what he is feeling - but who isn’t going to run away.
He got away from the window and kept on walking towards the end of the corridor. The sound of his steps disappearing in the distance. The book was still opened in his hand, one page dancing with the wind.
On the edge of the page, one phrase got his attention:
“Some constellations are only formed when two stars decide not to run away from each other.”
Bob read that in silence, a smile tugging on his lips. Then, he closed the book slowly - as if he was keeping a secret.
The morning light streamed into the kitchen through the large windows. The distant sound of conversations and clicking of cutlery echoed through the environment that was gradually becoming more casual - and less of a headquarters.
Bob took a seat by the edge of the table. In front of him, a small plate with an untouched piece of toast and a cup of coffee. He held Sofia’s book, his thumb serving as a bookmark.
His eyes were fixed there, but not his thoughts.
From time to time, he lifted his gaze - almost unintentionally - towards the door.
The next minute, she entered.
Sofia emerged with her hair down and a calm expression. She walked towards the kitchen counter and grabbed a cup of coffee, greeting the rest of the team on the way. Her simple uniform, the sleeves of her sweatshirt rolled up, the serene way she walked - everything about her seemed to radiate a serenity that didn’t quite suit that place.
“Good morning, Bob!” She said, getting closer to the table “Can i?”
He tries to hide the small scare with a loose smile.
“Sure!” He answered, pulling out the chair beside him.
She sat in front of him, resting her chin on the palm of her hand. The coffee steam from her cup rose between them.
“You woke up early” The girl commented, in a playful tone “Or you simply did not sleep?”
Bob let out a quick laugh.
“The latter is more probable”
Sofia watched him for a moment, her gaze falling on the book between his hands.
“So, how are you liking it?”
He hesitated a bit before answering, flipping through the page as someone who searched for the right words.
“Its… different” He finally said “The kind of book that makes you think too much instead helping you relax”
“So it's perfect for you” She provoked, taking a sip from her coffee.
Bob looked away, but couldn’t hide the smirk on his face. There was something so simple and true in her that disarmed him.
“I found a nice phrase yesterday” He said, trying to keep a casual tone “Some constellations are only formed when two stars decide not to run away from each other.”
Sofia tilted her head, intrigued.
“I remember that one. My mom used to tell me that it was about courage.”
“Courage?”
“Yeah” She explained, distractedly fidgeting with the mug’s handle “Sometimes we think that distancing ourselves is a safer way of not getting hurt. But… staying is a form of courage.”
Bob watched as she talked. The way the words easily came out of her mouth, without pretension, but with truth.
For a second, he forgot he was watching her with such admiration.
Sofia caught his gaze and smiled, shyly.
“What?”
He blinked, returning to reality.
“Nothing” He answered, a bit too quickly “Its just… a nice way of seeing things.”
She lowered her gaze, smiling as she drank a sip of her coffee. The silence followed and the only thing you could hear in the kitchen was the faint sound of Yelena’s laugh as she walked out the room. But it wasn’t awkward - it was the same as before, the one that hoovered between them in peace.
After a few seconds, Sofia stretched her hand towards him.
“Can i borrow it for a second?” She inquired, gesturing towards the book “I promise i’ll give it back”
Bob arched his eyebrow.
“That’s my line, are you copying me now?”
“Maybe” She chuckled “Or maybe i just wanted to see which page made you overthink about life”
He gave her the book and his fingers brushed hers slightly. It’s quick, accidental - but it's enough to make time stop for a moment.
Sofia acted like it was nothing. Bob too.
But they felt it.
She opened the book and the beams of early sunlight glowed through the window, bathing the open pages on the table. The golden reflection caressed her face and, for an instant, Bob got the same feeling as the night before, in her bedroom.
The exact same light.
The same peaceful ambience.
The same known danger of feeling too much at home.
Sofia finally closed the book and gave it back to him, with a smile of someone still unaware of the effect that she causes
“Still a good book.”
Bob held the book against his chest, with a faint smile. As if he could hide his feelings away.
“Yeah” He said, almost in a whisper “One of the best i’ve ever read”
She gets up, ready to leave.
“See you at practice later?”
“I’ll be there”
“See ya, Bobbie”
“See ya…”
She leaves, and the kitchen feels a bit more silent without her. Bob’s eyes followed her until she disappeared behind the door, then he opened the book again. That same phrase is still there, waiting for him.
His fingers traced the words, and he smiled quietly.
“Some constellations are only formed when two stars decide not to run away from each other.”
Bob doesn’t leave the table - the coffee already cold, the book opened and a slight shimmer in his eyes of someone who’s trying really hard not to fall in love… and failing miserably.
heyyyy i know it's been too long since i've updated, but a lot of things happened this past week i had a bunch of college exams, a few anatomy ones with a lot of structures and body parts to memorize and oh, yeah, my neighbour was in a HOSTAGE SITUATION the police and the bomb squad were called bc her *ss of a ex-boyfriend had a small bomb and a gun in their apartment... there was this moment he tried to toss her out of the window on the sixth floor anyways, all good now and he is in jail!! yay!! promise i'll update a longer chapter this week,
xxoxo
Savior Complex - ACT II
The Fate of Ophelia
bucky barnes x f!oc
or
bob reynolds x f!oc
16+ slowburn, suggestive themes, idiots in love, friends to enemies to lovers, hurt/comfort, eventual romance, eventual smut, slow build, POV bucky barnes, POV bob reynolds, female oc, pining
author's note: hey, this is my first ever fanfic, its female oc and the first act followed the Thunderbolts 2025 movie, this second act will be an entirely new arc.... Is this a bucky or a bob love story? well, that you'll have to find out by yourself! i also have this on ao3 and wattpad!
The rising sun had barely touched the windows on the Watchtower, when a lively and excited voice broke the silence in Sofia’s bedroom.
“Sofi, wake up! You need to see this!”
Sofia let out a groan, turning over in her bed and pulling her pillow over her bed.
“Gabriel, for the love of god… It's like seven a.m…”
“Seven fifteen!” He answered, proudly, as he tried to balance a giant encyclopedia in his arms that looked heavier than him. “But take a look at this! Did you know that Tony Stark designed part of the tower’s structure using a stabilized vibration system that…”
Sofia lifted her face, her messy hair covering half of her eyes.
“You woke me up to talk about the tower’s vibration system?”
He smiled from ear to ear, completely immune from his sister’s bad mood.
“Its not just that!” He said, dropping the giant book by the foot of her bed and taking a seat beside her “I found it in my room, Sofi! Like… as if the tower knew I liked this kind of stuff!”
Sofia squinted her eyes and crawled over to the bed’s edge, reaching for the encyclopedia. She read the title “Advanced Technology and Brilliant Structures". The kind of reading that would bore any adult - but it made her brother’s eyes sparkle with joy.
“Gabe… please tell me you're not planning on blowing something up.” She said, already laughing as the boy looked back at her and rolled his eyes. “What exactly are you planning, little genius?”
He hesitated for a second, then pulled a small device from his backpocket, made from disassembled parts: a set of wires, chips and what it looked like a… watch?
“I’m trying to adapt an energy sensor for your wrist. So, if your powers waver, i can measure the frequency and try to stabilize it.”
She blinked slowly, surprised.
“You did this?”
“I’m trying to” He said, his eyes sparkling with the sincere enthusiasm of someone who actually believes that they could change the world with soldering iron and a bit of hope “There’s so many cool materials here in the tower… it's like everything is just a big science lab!”
Sofia kept looking at him, with a smile so filled with pride that she didn’t even try to hide it.
“You’re gonna be our ‘guy in a chair’, you know that?”
Gabriel frowned, confused.
“The… what?”
“The genius at headquarters. The team’s brain. The one that helps everyone even without being in the field.”
He pondered for a minute, then smiled back at her, excited.
“I really like that… But can we start with breakfast first? I’m really hungry and the tower’s kitchen looks like a real spaceship!”
Sofia laughed, tossing a pillow on him.
“Okay, go ahead, let me just brush my teeth”
As her brother ran back to his own room, she stood there for a second, looking back at the open book on her bed sheet and the small unfinished device.
She couldn’t help but to feel proud - and a bit of fear too. Gabriel was brilliant. Brilliant and a bit too curious.
A small smile surged on her face as she walked towards her bathroom, thinking about how lucky she was for having someone that cared that much about her.
The metallic sound of rushed footsteps echoed through the corridors of the tower when Sofia and Gabriel went towards the kitchen. Outside, the sun reflected against the glass of the windows and the wind from above made the structure vibrate slightly - as if the tower was still getting used to the new crew.
In the kitchen, Alexei sang something in russian as he tried, and failed, to fry something on a pan.
“Alexei, what exactly is that?” Ava said, trying to look at the frying pan from behind the super soldier’s back. She was wearing an old band t-shirt and checkered red shorts, her hair was tied in a low pony tail and she had a familiar look on her face of someone who wasn’t able to get much sleep last night.
“Breakfast of champions!” He announced, proudly. “Eggs, sausage and… maybe, cheese?”
“Or maybe… the end of the world?” John muttered, as he shook his head still trying to wake himself up.
Bob was sitting beside him, looking towards the smoke coming from the pan that seemed to increase by the second and trying not to laugh.
When Sofia walked in, his eyes immediately drowned to her and he felt his chest tighten slightly.
The girl wore a gray tank top and soft blue striped tie-front pants, her hair fell on her shoulders and she had a tired look on her face. When she finally saw Bob, she smiled and took a seat next to him.
“Hey, Bobbie! How did you sleep?”
Before he could even answer, the fire alarm went off. A white cloud took over the kitchen. Sofia coughed, as Gabriel ran towards the wall close to the stove and pressed the ventilation button, turning off the alarm.
Bucky showed up, leaning against the door with his arms crossed in front of his chest, watching the situation with the careful gaze of someone who had already seen it all.
“Maybe someone else should do the cooking…”
Gabriel couldn’t hide his laughter, causing Alexei to tickle him
“Good morning, fellow team mates!”
Yelena said, entering the kitchen. She had a mischievous smile on her face and was holding something small in her hands.
“What is that?”
Gabriel asked, curious. He ran towards the blonde and took a peek inside of her hands. He gasped in surprise and immediately turned to face his sister.
“WE CAN HAVE PETS?”
Sofia furrowed her eyebrows towards Yelena, and the widow showed what she was holding: A small guinea pig. So small and so fat at the same time, that the woman could hold him in only one hand.
Everyone gasped in surprise and different questions filled the room.
“Where did you find this guy?”
“Little fluff ball!”
“I think i’m allergic to that.”
“Guys” Yelena finally said, placing the animal on the coffee table. “This is Bowie. I found him in that evil lab in Malaysia and i saved his life. He is mine now. And if anything ever happens to him i will kill everybody in this room.”
Gabriel, who didn't seem even a bit fazed by the woman’s statement, got closer to the guinea pig, who chirped happily. Then, he glanced back towards his sister, with puppy eyes.
“Can i have one too? Pleeeeeeeease, i promise i’ll take care of it!”
Sofia leaned on the table beside her brother and sighed.
“You can help Yelena take care of Bowie… Then, we can think about getting him a friend.”
“REALLY?”
Gabe hugged his sister so tightly that she almost lost her breath. Yelena grabbed Bowie and placed him back in her arms, as the boy followed her back towards the kitchen to find something that the guinea pig could eat.
Before Sofia could finally grab some breakfast for herself, the sound of the elevator echoed through the room.
“Oh, good! You’re all awake!”
Mel walked in the room quickly, with the same clipboard from the day before and her small high heels echoing against the floorboard. She had a precise and determinate gait, her hair was perfectly combed and tied in a low ponytail. She had a look on her face of someone who had been awake way before the sunrise.
“Valentina has already prepped your schedule.” She said, handing out a tablet from inside of her purse to Bucky, who reluctantly accepted it. Then, she looked back at the rest of the group. “Before you are officially launched as a team, you’ll need to train…”
“I’m a professional assassin,” Yelena muttered.
“And i’m a super soldier,” Alexei exclaimed, as he tried to wash the rust from the frying pan. John murmured something in agreement.
“Yes…” Mel continued “But, you need to learn to work as a team. The only person who has previous experience working in a group is Bucky, so i trust him to lead the training. And as for you…”
Mel said, turning to face Gabriel, who tried to feed Bowie with a piece of scallion he had found in one of the kitchen’s cabinets.
“Your school starts on Monday!"
Sofia forgot about that.
Gabriel still needed to go to school. With everything that had happened in the last few days, she didn’t even get the chance to ask Valentina about the boy’s new routine if they agreed to stay on the tower.
Before Mel could reach the elevator, Sofia stopped her in the hallway.
“Hey, Mel… I wanted too…”
“It’s all good!” The girl said, with a soft smile on her face. She reached for her clipboard and grabbed a small pile of paperwork, giving it to Sofia. “Here’s everything you need to know about Gabriel’s new school. I took the liberty to highlight the class schedules which i think will be the best fit for him, but nothing is really decided yet. So, you know, you can talk it over to him if you’d like and you can make a decision about it together!”
Sofia’s eyes went glossy and her words got stuck in her throat.
“Mel… This is…”
“Amazing. I know! That's what i do!” She reached for the elevator and pressed the button. Then, she held onto the girl’s shoulder “You don’t need to take care of him by yourself anymore, Sofia. We’re a team now.”
Bucky took the decision of leading the first group training a little too seriously. He gave everyone exactly forty minutes to finish eating, change and meet him in the gym. The room was enormous, lightened by artificial lights and rubber flooring covered the ground.
“Divide yourselves into pairs” Bucky ordered “Let’s see how you work together”
The training sequence was a disaster. A poorly calculated blow made Yelena and Ava collide and fall face first on the ground. Bob tried to keep up with the rest of the team, but his inexperience always left him a step behind.
Gabriel was lucky enough to be placed on a lighter workout, the treadmill. His only goal was to keep running as long as he could without needing to use his inhaler.
Sofia was… Nervous. During a containment exercise, she felt the Energy drain from her hands. Maybe it was the lack of practice, but she was almost entirely sure it was her anxiety - for finally being able to use her powers without fear, with no restriction, in a controlled environment where she would hardly hurt anyone.
A telekinetic wave spread rapidly, shattering one of the gym’s practice targets that was hung on the wall, making the ground waver beneath her feet.
Silence filled the room for a second. Bob, who was seated down on the other side of the room, still trying to catch his breath, let out a low whistle.
“Well, i don’t think we are that bad”
Some of them laughed, nervously. Sofia clenched her fists, embarrassed. Bucky glanced back at her, but he did not say anything.
Later, at the kitchen table, the atmosphere was a little lighter. Some talked between themselves, others scrolled through their phones or just ate in silence. Bob was the first to speak.
“I heard there is a projection room in the tower. We could have a movie night sometime!”
Gabriel got excited, raising his arms and turning to face the man.
“I’m in! Can i pick the movie?”
Bob fake pondered for a second, making Sofia giggle.
“No… But, you can choose the snacks!”
Sofia offered to wash the dishes, promising Gabriel she would later help him choose his class schedule for his first day of school.
In reality, she just wanted to be left alone.
Losing control over her powers again, even if it was just a little bit, had shaken her.
As the others disappeared throughout the tower, Bucky stayed behind. He watched the woman in silence. He noticed how she seemed to concentrate on what she was doing, trying really hard to ignore his presence in the room. The sleeves of her sweatshirt were rolled up above her elbows, and as she scrubbed, a curled strand of hair fell on her face.
“You need to learn how to control it,” He finally said, breaking the silence. Sofia felt his voice tingle against her skin, making her slightly shiver. “You can’t let your powers make decisions for you.”
“Easy for you to say…” She muttered, scrubbing Ava’s plate harder than she should. “You don’t know what it's like to have something inside yourself that is ready to destroy everything.”
“I know it better than you think.”
Sofia slowly stopped scrubbing, blaming herself for saying something like that so bluntly. She knew about Bucky’s past, how horrible it was. She couldn’t even imagine what it was like having to do such horrible things without having control over her own actions.
She turned off the faucet and turned to face Bucky, intending to apologise, but he had already left. She was alone again.
It was past midnight and the gym was almost empty.
The rhythmic sound of Sofia’s punches against the punching bag was the only sound that broke the silence of the night. Each blow was followed by her shallow breathing, almost like a release.
Her knuckles were red, her body was sweaty and strands of her hair stubbornly escaped from her undone bun.
She didn’t even hear him when he entered the room.
But she felt it.
The atmosphere shifted - a familiar, strong and silent presence.
Bucky stood by the door, watching her. His blue eyes followed every movement. The punching bag swayed heavily from side to side, as if it too were exhausted.
“Are you trying to kill that punching bag or you’re just venting your frustrations of the day?” He asked, with a tired smile.
Sofia unleashed her final blow and paused, taking a deep breath.
She turned to face him.
“Sorry… I couldn’t sleep.”
“After today’s training?” He crossed his arms, as he leaned against the door frame. “I thought everyone was going to crash from exhaustion"
The girl shrugged.
“I just hate feeling… weak.”
He arched his eyebrow.
“Weak? You destroyed one of those metal targets on the wall, like, into pieces.”
Sofia looked away.
“I was lucky.” She took a step back from the punching bag, looking down at her own hands. “Sometimes my powers work. But sometimes, they don’t. And i… i never know when to trust them.” She paused, lowering her voice and glancing back towards the soldier “Remember when we fought against the Sentry? And Valentina’s guards? There was this moment where i couldn’t use the Energy and i felt so… scared. I don’t want to feel scared anymore”
Bucky remained silent for a moment. That phrase - “i don’t want to feel scared anymore” - hit him hard in a way he didn’t expected.
He approached her, slowly.
“Fear is good, Sofia.” He said, with a hoarse but gentle voice. “It means you still have something to lose. Something worth fighting for.”
She looked up and, for a moment, the world seemed to shrink.
The distant sound of the gym’s machinery, the buzzing of the lights… Everything disappeared. There was just him - his firm gaze, his measured breathing and the scars that time did not erase.
“Come here” He said, stretching his hand towards her “Show me how you attack”
Sofia hesitated, but accepted his hand.
He positioned himself behind her, correcting her posture, positioning her hands. His touch was firm, but contained - as if there was a fine line between teaching and losing himself.
“Like this” He muttered, positioning her arm “Keep your elbow high. It protects your face, got it?”
She nodded, but her heart was beating so fast that it was hard for her to concentrate.
“Now, try to hit me”
She scoffed, nervously.
“I don’t wanna hurt you”
“You can try.” He answered, and there was something almost provocative in his tone of voice.
Sofia spun her body and threw a quick punch. He dodged it.
Another one.
He blocked, chuckling softly.
“You’re holding back. C’mon!”
She sighed, and the next punch came with full force.
Bucky held her fist in the air - quick, precise - and suddenly, they were very close. Her arm was locked in, his body inches from hers.
For a second, nobody moved.
She could feel the heat coming from his skin, the metallic and familiar smell coming from his vibranium arm mixed with something woody and musky.
Bucky’s gaze drifted for a second to her lips - then came back to her eyes, as if he was fighting against his better judgment. She was looking at him, her gaze was the color of chestnuts, shiny and alive.
“You have strength” He murmured, without letting go of her hand “You just need to learn to trust it.”
Sofia tried to disguise her trembling voice.
“And you’re going to teach me?”
The corner of his mouth curved, subtly.
“If you want me to… every night.”
She laughed softly, the sound light, almost a relief. But her heart still pounded against her chest.
He finally let go of her hand, and the silence seemed way too dense.
“Tomorrow, after the team’s training” He said, taking a step back “We can really get started”
“It’s a date” She answered, trying to hide the smile that persisted in her face.
Bucky turned to leave, but before reaching the door, he glanced back over his shoulder.
“And, Sofia…”
She glanced back at him.
“Yeah?”
“You’re not weak. Not even a little bit.”
And he left, leaving her there - with her heart beating loudly, the echo of his voice still stuck inside her head and the weird feeling that a new chapter in her life was about to begin.
The gym went silent after he left.
Sofia stood still, her fists still clenched, her body tense, as if his touch still lingered there - hot, firm, and too real to be just another workout.
The sound of the air conditioner returned to fill the space, but it seemed muffled, distant.
She took a deep breath, trying to slow down her heart rate, but each beat reminded her of the deep tone of his voice.
“You’re not weak. Not even a little bit.”
The words echoed as if they had been carved somewhere inside of her brain - a memory that was impossible to erase.
Weak.
That was how she felt since the first day everything got out of control, since she lost trust in herself. But he saw… something else.
And that confused her more than she would like to admit.
Sofia walked over to the punching bag and rested her forehead against the cool leather, letting the air escape slowly.
She closed her eyes.
The vibration of her powers, always subtly present beneath her skin, seemed dormant- calm, for a moment. Perhaps because she was.
“Fear is good…” She whispered, repeating what he said “It means you still have something to lose…”
She swallowed hard.
There was so much to lose.
Her brother. Control. Herself.
And now, maybe someone else, who dared to cross the wall she swore to never let it fall.
She opened her eyes and looked down at her hands. Her knuckles still marked, her skin red and raw.
Her strength was there. She knew.
She just didn’t know how to trust her - or the person who made her want to try.
Sofia sighed, she looked back towards the door where Bucky had left and allowed herself to smile, almost imperceptible.
A mix of exhaustion and a bit of hope.
Then, she turned off the lights of the gym. The sound of her footsteps echoed through the corridors until it disappeared, leaving behind only the faint smell of metal and sweat - and the silent promise that, that night, something inside her had changed.
hey hey here's another chapter!! next chapter i'll probably post the link for this series playlist, so stay tuned! don't forget to comment, i love hearing you guys opinions!
one more time!!
Savior Complex - ACT II
The Fate of Ophelia
bucky barnes x f!oc
or
bob reynolds x f!oc
16+ slowburn, suggestive themes, idiots in love, friends to enemies to lovers, hurt/comfort, eventual romance, eventual smut, slow build, POV bucky barnes, POV bob reynolds, female oc, pining
author's note: hey, this is my first ever fanfic, its female oc and the first act followed the Thunderbolts 2025 movie, this second act will be an entirely new arc.... Is this a bucky or a bob love story? well, that you'll have to find out by yourself! i also have this on ao3 and wattpad!
The rising sun had barely touched the windows on the Watchtower, when a lively and excited voice broke the silence in Sofia’s bedroom.
“Sofi, wake up! You need to see this!”
Sofia let out a groan, turning over in her bed and pulling her pillow over her bed.
“Gabriel, for the love of god… It's like seven a.m…”
“Seven fifteen!” He answered, proudly, as he tried to balance a giant encyclopedia in his arms that looked heavier than him. “But take a look at this! Did you know that Tony Stark designed part of the tower’s structure using a stabilized vibration system that…”
Sofia lifted her face, her messy hair covering half of her eyes.
“You woke me up to talk about the tower’s vibration system?”
He smiled from ear to ear, completely immune from his sister’s bad mood.
“Its not just that!” He said, dropping the giant book by the foot of her bed and taking a seat beside her “I found it in my room, Sofi! Like… as if the tower knew I liked this kind of stuff!”
Sofia squinted her eyes and crawled over to the bed’s edge, reaching for the encyclopedia. She read the title “Advanced Technology and Brilliant Structures". The kind of reading that would bore any adult - but it made her brother’s eyes sparkle with joy.
“Gabe… please tell me you're not planning on blowing something up.” She said, already laughing as the boy looked back at her and rolled his eyes. “What exactly are you planning, little genius?”
He hesitated for a second, then pulled a small device from his backpocket, made from disassembled parts: a set of wires, chips and what it looked like a… watch?
“I’m trying to adapt an energy sensor for your wrist. So, if your powers waver, i can measure the frequency and try to stabilize it.”
She blinked slowly, surprised.
“You did this?”
“I’m trying to” He said, his eyes sparkling with the sincere enthusiasm of someone who actually believes that they could change the world with soldering iron and a bit of hope “There’s so many cool materials here in the tower… it's like everything is just a big science lab!”
Sofia kept looking at him, with a smile so filled with pride that she didn’t even try to hide it.
“You’re gonna be our ‘guy in a chair’, you know that?”
Gabriel frowned, confused.
“The… what?”
“The genius at headquarters. The team’s brain. The one that helps everyone even without being in the field.”
He pondered for a minute, then smiled back at her, excited.
“I really like that… But can we start with breakfast first? I’m really hungry and the tower’s kitchen looks like a real spaceship!”
Sofia laughed, tossing a pillow on him.
“Okay, go ahead, let me just brush my teeth”
As her brother ran back to his own room, she stood there for a second, looking back at the open book on her bed sheet and the small unfinished device.
She couldn’t help but to feel proud - and a bit of fear too. Gabriel was brilliant. Brilliant and a bit too curious.
A small smile surged on her face as she walked towards her bathroom, thinking about how lucky she was for having someone that cared that much about her.
The metallic sound of rushed footsteps echoed through the corridors of the tower when Sofia and Gabriel went towards the kitchen. Outside, the sun reflected against the glass of the windows and the wind from above made the structure vibrate slightly - as if the tower was still getting used to the new crew.
In the kitchen, Alexei sang something in russian as he tried, and failed, to fry something on a pan.
“Alexei, what exactly is that?” Ava said, trying to look at the frying pan from behind the super soldier’s back. She was wearing an old band t-shirt and checkered red shorts, her hair was tied in a low pony tail and she had a familiar look on her face of someone who wasn’t able to get much sleep last night.
“Breakfast of champions!” He announced, proudly. “Eggs, sausage and… maybe, cheese?”
“Or maybe… the end of the world?” John muttered, as he shook his head still trying to wake himself up.
Bob was sitting beside him, looking towards the smoke coming from the pan that seemed to increase by the second and trying not to laugh.
When Sofia walked in, his eyes immediately drowned to her and he felt his chest tighten slightly.
The girl wore a gray tank top and soft blue striped tie-front pants, her hair fell on her shoulders and she had a tired look on her face. When she finally saw Bob, she smiled and took a seat next to him.
“Hey, Bobbie! How did you sleep?”
Before he could even answer, the fire alarm went off. A white cloud took over the kitchen. Sofia coughed, as Gabriel ran towards the wall close to the stove and pressed the ventilation button, turning off the alarm.
Bucky showed up, leaning against the door with his arms crossed in front of his chest, watching the situation with the careful gaze of someone who had already seen it all.
“Maybe someone else should do the cooking…”
Gabriel couldn’t hide his laughter, causing Alexei to tickle him
“Good morning, fellow team mates!”
Yelena said, entering the kitchen. She had a mischievous smile on her face and was holding something small in her hands.
“What is that?”
Gabriel asked, curious. He ran towards the blonde and took a peek inside of her hands. He gasped in surprise and immediately turned to face his sister.
“WE CAN HAVE PETS?”
Sofia furrowed her eyebrows towards Yelena, and the widow showed what she was holding: A small guinea pig. So small and so fat at the same time, that the woman could hold him in only one hand.
Everyone gasped in surprise and different questions filled the room.
“Where did you find this guy?”
“Little fluff ball!”
“I think i’m allergic to that.”
“Guys” Yelena finally said, placing the animal on the coffee table. “This is Bowie. I found him in that evil lab in Malaysia and i saved his life. He is mine now. And if anything ever happens to him i will kill everybody in this room.”
Gabriel, who didn't seem even a bit fazed by the woman’s statement, got closer to the guinea pig, who chirped happily. Then, he glanced back towards his sister, with puppy eyes.
“Can i have one too? Pleeeeeeeease, i promise i’ll take care of it!”
Sofia leaned on the table beside her brother and sighed.
“You can help Yelena take care of Bowie… Then, we can think about getting him a friend.”
“REALLY?”
Gabe hugged his sister so tightly that she almost lost her breath. Yelena grabbed Bowie and placed him back in her arms, as the boy followed her back towards the kitchen to find something that the guinea pig could eat.
Before Sofia could finally grab some breakfast for herself, the sound of the elevator echoed through the room.
“Oh, good! You’re all awake!”
Mel walked in the room quickly, with the same clipboard from the day before and her small high heels echoing against the floorboard. She had a precise and determinate gait, her hair was perfectly combed and tied in a low ponytail. She had a look on her face of someone who had been awake way before the sunrise.
“Valentina has already prepped your schedule.” She said, handing out a tablet from inside of her purse to Bucky, who reluctantly accepted it. Then, she looked back at the rest of the group. “Before you are officially launched as a team, you’ll need to train…”
“I’m a professional assassin,” Yelena muttered.
“And i’m a super soldier,” Alexei exclaimed, as he tried to wash the rust from the frying pan. John murmured something in agreement.
“Yes…” Mel continued “But, you need to learn to work as a team. The only person who has previous experience working in a group is Bucky, so i trust him to lead the training. And as for you…”
Mel said, turning to face Gabriel, who tried to feed Bowie with a piece of scallion he had found in one of the kitchen’s cabinets.
“Your school starts on Monday!"
Sofia forgot about that.
Gabriel still needed to go to school. With everything that had happened in the last few days, she didn’t even get the chance to ask Valentina about the boy’s new routine if they agreed to stay on the tower.
Before Mel could reach the elevator, Sofia stopped her in the hallway.
“Hey, Mel… I wanted too…”
“It’s all good!” The girl said, with a soft smile on her face. She reached for her clipboard and grabbed a small pile of paperwork, giving it to Sofia. “Here’s everything you need to know about Gabriel’s new school. I took the liberty to highlight the class schedules which i think will be the best fit for him, but nothing is really decided yet. So, you know, you can talk it over to him if you’d like and you can make a decision about it together!”
Sofia’s eyes went glossy and her words got stuck in her throat.
“Mel… This is…”
“Amazing. I know! That's what i do!” She reached for the elevator and pressed the button. Then, she held onto the girl’s shoulder “You don’t need to take care of him by yourself anymore, Sofia. We’re a team now.”
Bucky took the decision of leading the first group training a little too seriously. He gave everyone exactly forty minutes to finish eating, change and meet him in the gym. The room was enormous, lightened by artificial lights and rubber flooring covered the ground.
“Divide yourselves into pairs” Bucky ordered “Let’s see how you work together”
The training sequence was a disaster. A poorly calculated blow made Yelena and Ava collide and fall face first on the ground. Bob tried to keep up with the rest of the team, but his inexperience always left him a step behind.
Gabriel was lucky enough to be placed on a lighter workout, the treadmill. His only goal was to keep running as long as he could without needing to use his inhaler.
Sofia was… Nervous. During a containment exercise, she felt the Energy drain from her hands. Maybe it was the lack of practice, but she was almost entirely sure it was her anxiety - for finally being able to use her powers without fear, with no restriction, in a controlled environment where she would hardly hurt anyone.
A telekinetic wave spread rapidly, shattering one of the gym’s practice targets that was hung on the wall, making the ground waver beneath her feet.
Silence filled the room for a second. Bob, who was seated down on the other side of the room, still trying to catch his breath, let out a low whistle.
“Well, i don’t think we are that bad”
Some of them laughed, nervously. Sofia clenched her fists, embarrassed. Bucky glanced back at her, but he did not say anything.
Later, at the kitchen table, the atmosphere was a little lighter. Some talked between themselves, others scrolled through their phones or just ate in silence. Bob was the first to speak.
“I heard there is a projection room in the tower. We could have a movie night sometime!”
Gabriel got excited, raising his arms and turning to face the man.
“I’m in! Can i pick the movie?”
Bob fake pondered for a second, making Sofia giggle.
“No… But, you can choose the snacks!”
Sofia offered to wash the dishes, promising Gabriel she would later help him choose his class schedule for his first day of school.
In reality, she just wanted to be left alone.
Losing control over her powers again, even if it was just a little bit, had shaken her.
As the others disappeared throughout the tower, Bucky stayed behind. He watched the woman in silence. He noticed how she seemed to concentrate on what she was doing, trying really hard to ignore his presence in the room. The sleeves of her sweatshirt were rolled up above her elbows, and as she scrubbed, a curled strand of hair fell on her face.
“You need to learn how to control it,” He finally said, breaking the silence. Sofia felt his voice tingle against her skin, making her slightly shiver. “You can’t let your powers make decisions for you.”
“Easy for you to say…” She muttered, scrubbing Ava’s plate harder than she should. “You don’t know what it's like to have something inside yourself that is ready to destroy everything.”
“I know it better than you think.”
Sofia slowly stopped scrubbing, blaming herself for saying something like that so bluntly. She knew about Bucky’s past, how horrible it was. She couldn’t even imagine what it was like having to do such horrible things without having control over her own actions.
She turned off the faucet and turned to face Bucky, intending to apologise, but he had already left. She was alone again.
It was past midnight and the gym was almost empty.
The rhythmic sound of Sofia’s punches against the punching bag was the only sound that broke the silence of the night. Each blow was followed by her shallow breathing, almost like a release.
Her knuckles were red, her body was sweaty and strands of her hair stubbornly escaped from her undone bun.
She didn’t even hear him when he entered the room.
But she felt it.
The atmosphere shifted - a familiar, strong and silent presence.
Bucky stood by the door, watching her. His blue eyes followed every movement. The punching bag swayed heavily from side to side, as if it too were exhausted.
“Are you trying to kill that punching bag or you’re just venting your frustrations of the day?” He asked, with a tired smile.
Sofia unleashed her final blow and paused, taking a deep breath.
She turned to face him.
“Sorry… I couldn’t sleep.”
“After today’s training?” He crossed his arms, as he leaned against the door frame. “I thought everyone was going to crash from exhaustion"
The girl shrugged.
“I just hate feeling… weak.”
He arched his eyebrow.
“Weak? You destroyed one of those metal targets on the wall, like, into pieces.”
Sofia looked away.
“I was lucky.” She took a step back from the punching bag, looking down at her own hands. “Sometimes my powers work. But sometimes, they don’t. And i… i never know when to trust them.” She paused, lowering her voice and glancing back towards the soldier “Remember when we fought against the Sentry? And Valentina’s guards? There was this moment where i couldn’t use the Energy and i felt so… scared. I don’t want to feel scared anymore”
Bucky remained silent for a moment. That phrase - “i don’t want to feel scared anymore” - hit him hard in a way he didn’t expected.
He approached her, slowly.
“Fear is good, Sofia.” He said, with a hoarse but gentle voice. “It means you still have something to lose. Something worth fighting for.”
She looked up and, for a moment, the world seemed to shrink.
The distant sound of the gym’s machinery, the buzzing of the lights… Everything disappeared. There was just him - his firm gaze, his measured breathing and the scars that time did not erase.
“Come here” He said, stretching his hand towards her “Show me how you attack”
Sofia hesitated, but accepted his hand.
He positioned himself behind her, correcting her posture, positioning her hands. His touch was firm, but contained - as if there was a fine line between teaching and losing himself.
“Like this” He muttered, positioning her arm “Keep your elbow high. It protects your face, got it?”
She nodded, but her heart was beating so fast that it was hard for her to concentrate.
“Now, try to hit me”
She scoffed, nervously.
“I don’t wanna hurt you”
“You can try.” He answered, and there was something almost provocative in his tone of voice.
Sofia spun her body and threw a quick punch. He dodged it.
Another one.
He blocked, chuckling softly.
“You’re holding back. C’mon!”
She sighed, and the next punch came with full force.
Bucky held her fist in the air - quick, precise - and suddenly, they were very close. Her arm was locked in, his body inches from hers.
For a second, nobody moved.
She could feel the heat coming from his skin, the metallic and familiar smell coming from his vibranium arm mixed with something woody and musky.
Bucky’s gaze drifted for a second to her lips - then came back to her eyes, as if he was fighting against his better judgment. She was looking at him, her gaze was the color of chestnuts, shiny and alive.
“You have strength” He murmured, without letting go of her hand “You just need to learn to trust it.”
Sofia tried to disguise her trembling voice.
“And you’re going to teach me?”
The corner of his mouth curved, subtly.
“If you want me to… every night.”
She laughed softly, the sound light, almost a relief. But her heart still pounded against her chest.
He finally let go of her hand, and the silence seemed way too dense.
“Tomorrow, after the team’s training” He said, taking a step back “We can really get started”
“It’s a date” She answered, trying to hide the smile that persisted in her face.
Bucky turned to leave, but before reaching the door, he glanced back over his shoulder.
“And, Sofia…”
She glanced back at him.
“Yeah?”
“You’re not weak. Not even a little bit.”
And he left, leaving her there - with her heart beating loudly, the echo of his voice still stuck inside her head and the weird feeling that a new chapter in her life was about to begin.
The gym went silent after he left.
Sofia stood still, her fists still clenched, her body tense, as if his touch still lingered there - hot, firm, and too real to be just another workout.
The sound of the air conditioner returned to fill the space, but it seemed muffled, distant.
She took a deep breath, trying to slow down her heart rate, but each beat reminded her of the deep tone of his voice.
“You’re not weak. Not even a little bit.”
The words echoed as if they had been carved somewhere inside of her brain - a memory that was impossible to erase.
Weak.
That was how she felt since the first day everything got out of control, since she lost trust in herself. But he saw… something else.
And that confused her more than she would like to admit.
Sofia walked over to the punching bag and rested her forehead against the cool leather, letting the air escape slowly.
She closed her eyes.
The vibration of her powers, always subtly present beneath her skin, seemed dormant- calm, for a moment. Perhaps because she was.
“Fear is good…” She whispered, repeating what he said “It means you still have something to lose…”
She swallowed hard.
There was so much to lose.
Her brother. Control. Herself.
And now, maybe someone else, who dared to cross the wall she swore to never let it fall.
She opened her eyes and looked down at her hands. Her knuckles still marked, her skin red and raw.
Her strength was there. She knew.
She just didn’t know how to trust her - or the person who made her want to try.
Sofia sighed, she looked back towards the door where Bucky had left and allowed herself to smile, almost imperceptible.
A mix of exhaustion and a bit of hope.
Then, she turned off the lights of the gym. The sound of her footsteps echoed through the corridors until it disappeared, leaving behind only the faint smell of metal and sweat - and the silent promise that, that night, something inside her had changed.
hey hey here's another chapter!! next chapter i'll probably post the link for this series playlist, so stay tuned! don't forget to comment, i love hearing you guys opinions!
new chapter yayyyy
Savior Complex - ACT II
The Fate of Ophelia
bucky barnes x f!oc
or
bob reynolds x f!oc
16+ slowburn, suggestive themes, idiots in love, friends to enemies to lovers, hurt/comfort, eventual romance, eventual smut, slow build, POV bucky barnes, POV bob reynolds, female oc, pining
author's note: hey, this is my first ever fanfic, its female oc and the first act followed the Thunderbolts 2025 movie, this second act will be an entirely new arc.... Is this a bucky or a bob love story? well, that you'll have to find out by yourself! i also have this on ao3 and wattpad!
The rising sun had barely touched the windows on the Watchtower, when a lively and excited voice broke the silence in Sofia’s bedroom.
“Sofi, wake up! You need to see this!”
Sofia let out a groan, turning over in her bed and pulling her pillow over her bed.
“Gabriel, for the love of god… It's like seven a.m…”
“Seven fifteen!” He answered, proudly, as he tried to balance a giant encyclopedia in his arms that looked heavier than him. “But take a look at this! Did you know that Tony Stark designed part of the tower’s structure using a stabilized vibration system that…”
Sofia lifted her face, her messy hair covering half of her eyes.
“You woke me up to talk about the tower’s vibration system?”
He smiled from ear to ear, completely immune from his sister’s bad mood.
“Its not just that!” He said, dropping the giant book by the foot of her bed and taking a seat beside her “I found it in my room, Sofi! Like… as if the tower knew I liked this kind of stuff!”
Sofia squinted her eyes and crawled over to the bed’s edge, reaching for the encyclopedia. She read the title “Advanced Technology and Brilliant Structures". The kind of reading that would bore any adult - but it made her brother’s eyes sparkle with joy.
“Gabe… please tell me you're not planning on blowing something up.” She said, already laughing as the boy looked back at her and rolled his eyes. “What exactly are you planning, little genius?”
He hesitated for a second, then pulled a small device from his backpocket, made from disassembled parts: a set of wires, chips and what it looked like a… watch?
“I’m trying to adapt an energy sensor for your wrist. So, if your powers waver, i can measure the frequency and try to stabilize it.”
She blinked slowly, surprised.
“You did this?”
“I’m trying to” He said, his eyes sparkling with the sincere enthusiasm of someone who actually believes that they could change the world with soldering iron and a bit of hope “There’s so many cool materials here in the tower… it's like everything is just a big science lab!”
Sofia kept looking at him, with a smile so filled with pride that she didn’t even try to hide it.
“You’re gonna be our ‘guy in a chair’, you know that?”
Gabriel frowned, confused.
“The… what?”
“The genius at headquarters. The team’s brain. The one that helps everyone even without being in the field.”
He pondered for a minute, then smiled back at her, excited.
“I really like that… But can we start with breakfast first? I’m really hungry and the tower’s kitchen looks like a real spaceship!”
Sofia laughed, tossing a pillow on him.
“Okay, go ahead, let me just brush my teeth”
As her brother ran back to his own room, she stood there for a second, looking back at the open book on her bed sheet and the small unfinished device.
She couldn’t help but to feel proud - and a bit of fear too. Gabriel was brilliant. Brilliant and a bit too curious.
A small smile surged on her face as she walked towards her bathroom, thinking about how lucky she was for having someone that cared that much about her.
The metallic sound of rushed footsteps echoed through the corridors of the tower when Sofia and Gabriel went towards the kitchen. Outside, the sun reflected against the glass of the windows and the wind from above made the structure vibrate slightly - as if the tower was still getting used to the new crew.
In the kitchen, Alexei sang something in russian as he tried, and failed, to fry something on a pan.
“Alexei, what exactly is that?” Ava said, trying to look at the frying pan from behind the super soldier’s back. She was wearing an old band t-shirt and checkered red shorts, her hair was tied in a low pony tail and she had a familiar look on her face of someone who wasn’t able to get much sleep last night.
“Breakfast of champions!” He announced, proudly. “Eggs, sausage and… maybe, cheese?”
“Or maybe… the end of the world?” John muttered, as he shook his head still trying to wake himself up.
Bob was sitting beside him, looking towards the smoke coming from the pan that seemed to increase by the second and trying not to laugh.
When Sofia walked in, his eyes immediately drowned to her and he felt his chest tighten slightly.
The girl wore a gray tank top and soft blue striped tie-front pants, her hair fell on her shoulders and she had a tired look on her face. When she finally saw Bob, she smiled and took a seat next to him.
“Hey, Bobbie! How did you sleep?”
Before he could even answer, the fire alarm went off. A white cloud took over the kitchen. Sofia coughed, as Gabriel ran towards the wall close to the stove and pressed the ventilation button, turning off the alarm.
Bucky showed up, leaning against the door with his arms crossed in front of his chest, watching the situation with the careful gaze of someone who had already seen it all.
“Maybe someone else should do the cooking…”
Gabriel couldn’t hide his laughter, causing Alexei to tickle him
“Good morning, fellow team mates!”
Yelena said, entering the kitchen. She had a mischievous smile on her face and was holding something small in her hands.
“What is that?”
Gabriel asked, curious. He ran towards the blonde and took a peek inside of her hands. He gasped in surprise and immediately turned to face his sister.
“WE CAN HAVE PETS?”
Sofia furrowed her eyebrows towards Yelena, and the widow showed what she was holding: A small guinea pig. So small and so fat at the same time, that the woman could hold him in only one hand.
Everyone gasped in surprise and different questions filled the room.
“Where did you find this guy?”
“Little fluff ball!”
“I think i’m allergic to that.”
“Guys” Yelena finally said, placing the animal on the coffee table. “This is Bowie. I found him in that evil lab in Malaysia and i saved his life. He is mine now. And if anything ever happens to him i will kill everybody in this room.”
Gabriel, who didn't seem even a bit fazed by the woman’s statement, got closer to the guinea pig, who chirped happily. Then, he glanced back towards his sister, with puppy eyes.
“Can i have one too? Pleeeeeeeease, i promise i’ll take care of it!”
Sofia leaned on the table beside her brother and sighed.
“You can help Yelena take care of Bowie… Then, we can think about getting him a friend.”
“REALLY?”
Gabe hugged his sister so tightly that she almost lost her breath. Yelena grabbed Bowie and placed him back in her arms, as the boy followed her back towards the kitchen to find something that the guinea pig could eat.
Before Sofia could finally grab some breakfast for herself, the sound of the elevator echoed through the room.
“Oh, good! You’re all awake!”
Mel walked in the room quickly, with the same clipboard from the day before and her small high heels echoing against the floorboard. She had a precise and determinate gait, her hair was perfectly combed and tied in a low ponytail. She had a look on her face of someone who had been awake way before the sunrise.
“Valentina has already prepped your schedule.” She said, handing out a tablet from inside of her purse to Bucky, who reluctantly accepted it. Then, she looked back at the rest of the group. “Before you are officially launched as a team, you’ll need to train…”
“I’m a professional assassin,” Yelena muttered.
“And i’m a super soldier,” Alexei exclaimed, as he tried to wash the rust from the frying pan. John murmured something in agreement.
“Yes…” Mel continued “But, you need to learn to work as a team. The only person who has previous experience working in a group is Bucky, so i trust him to lead the training. And as for you…”
Mel said, turning to face Gabriel, who tried to feed Bowie with a piece of scallion he had found in one of the kitchen’s cabinets.
“Your school starts on Monday!"
Sofia forgot about that.
Gabriel still needed to go to school. With everything that had happened in the last few days, she didn’t even get the chance to ask Valentina about the boy’s new routine if they agreed to stay on the tower.
Before Mel could reach the elevator, Sofia stopped her in the hallway.
“Hey, Mel… I wanted too…”
“It’s all good!” The girl said, with a soft smile on her face. She reached for her clipboard and grabbed a small pile of paperwork, giving it to Sofia. “Here’s everything you need to know about Gabriel’s new school. I took the liberty to highlight the class schedules which i think will be the best fit for him, but nothing is really decided yet. So, you know, you can talk it over to him if you’d like and you can make a decision about it together!”
Sofia’s eyes went glossy and her words got stuck in her throat.
“Mel… This is…”
“Amazing. I know! That's what i do!” She reached for the elevator and pressed the button. Then, she held onto the girl’s shoulder “You don’t need to take care of him by yourself anymore, Sofia. We’re a team now.”
Bucky took the decision of leading the first group training a little too seriously. He gave everyone exactly forty minutes to finish eating, change and meet him in the gym. The room was enormous, lightened by artificial lights and rubber flooring covered the ground.
“Divide yourselves into pairs” Bucky ordered “Let’s see how you work together”
The training sequence was a disaster. A poorly calculated blow made Yelena and Ava collide and fall face first on the ground. Bob tried to keep up with the rest of the team, but his inexperience always left him a step behind.
Gabriel was lucky enough to be placed on a lighter workout, the treadmill. His only goal was to keep running as long as he could without needing to use his inhaler.
Sofia was… Nervous. During a containment exercise, she felt the Energy drain from her hands. Maybe it was the lack of practice, but she was almost entirely sure it was her anxiety - for finally being able to use her powers without fear, with no restriction, in a controlled environment where she would hardly hurt anyone.
A telekinetic wave spread rapidly, shattering one of the gym’s practice targets that was hung on the wall, making the ground waver beneath her feet.
Silence filled the room for a second. Bob, who was seated down on the other side of the room, still trying to catch his breath, let out a low whistle.
“Well, i don’t think we are that bad”
Some of them laughed, nervously. Sofia clenched her fists, embarrassed. Bucky glanced back at her, but he did not say anything.
Later, at the kitchen table, the atmosphere was a little lighter. Some talked between themselves, others scrolled through their phones or just ate in silence. Bob was the first to speak.
“I heard there is a projection room in the tower. We could have a movie night sometime!”
Gabriel got excited, raising his arms and turning to face the man.
“I’m in! Can i pick the movie?”
Bob fake pondered for a second, making Sofia giggle.
“No… But, you can choose the snacks!”
Sofia offered to wash the dishes, promising Gabriel she would later help him choose his class schedule for his first day of school.
In reality, she just wanted to be left alone.
Losing control over her powers again, even if it was just a little bit, had shaken her.
As the others disappeared throughout the tower, Bucky stayed behind. He watched the woman in silence. He noticed how she seemed to concentrate on what she was doing, trying really hard to ignore his presence in the room. The sleeves of her sweatshirt were rolled up above her elbows, and as she scrubbed, a curled strand of hair fell on her face.
“You need to learn how to control it,” He finally said, breaking the silence. Sofia felt his voice tingle against her skin, making her slightly shiver. “You can’t let your powers make decisions for you.”
“Easy for you to say…” She muttered, scrubbing Ava’s plate harder than she should. “You don’t know what it's like to have something inside yourself that is ready to destroy everything.”
“I know it better than you think.”
Sofia slowly stopped scrubbing, blaming herself for saying something like that so bluntly. She knew about Bucky’s past, how horrible it was. She couldn’t even imagine what it was like having to do such horrible things without having control over her own actions.
She turned off the faucet and turned to face Bucky, intending to apologise, but he had already left. She was alone again.
It was past midnight and the gym was almost empty.
The rhythmic sound of Sofia’s punches against the punching bag was the only sound that broke the silence of the night. Each blow was followed by her shallow breathing, almost like a release.
Her knuckles were red, her body was sweaty and strands of her hair stubbornly escaped from her undone bun.
She didn’t even hear him when he entered the room.
But she felt it.
The atmosphere shifted - a familiar, strong and silent presence.
Bucky stood by the door, watching her. His blue eyes followed every movement. The punching bag swayed heavily from side to side, as if it too were exhausted.
“Are you trying to kill that punching bag or you’re just venting your frustrations of the day?” He asked, with a tired smile.
Sofia unleashed her final blow and paused, taking a deep breath.
She turned to face him.
“Sorry… I couldn’t sleep.”
“After today’s training?” He crossed his arms, as he leaned against the door frame. “I thought everyone was going to crash from exhaustion"
The girl shrugged.
“I just hate feeling… weak.”
He arched his eyebrow.
“Weak? You destroyed one of those metal targets on the wall, like, into pieces.”
Sofia looked away.
“I was lucky.” She took a step back from the punching bag, looking down at her own hands. “Sometimes my powers work. But sometimes, they don’t. And i… i never know when to trust them.” She paused, lowering her voice and glancing back towards the soldier “Remember when we fought against the Sentry? And Valentina’s guards? There was this moment where i couldn’t use the Energy and i felt so… scared. I don’t want to feel scared anymore”
Bucky remained silent for a moment. That phrase - “i don’t want to feel scared anymore” - hit him hard in a way he didn’t expected.
He approached her, slowly.
“Fear is good, Sofia.” He said, with a hoarse but gentle voice. “It means you still have something to lose. Something worth fighting for.”
She looked up and, for a moment, the world seemed to shrink.
The distant sound of the gym’s machinery, the buzzing of the lights… Everything disappeared. There was just him - his firm gaze, his measured breathing and the scars that time did not erase.
“Come here” He said, stretching his hand towards her “Show me how you attack”
Sofia hesitated, but accepted his hand.
He positioned himself behind her, correcting her posture, positioning her hands. His touch was firm, but contained - as if there was a fine line between teaching and losing himself.
“Like this” He muttered, positioning her arm “Keep your elbow high. It protects your face, got it?”
She nodded, but her heart was beating so fast that it was hard for her to concentrate.
“Now, try to hit me”
She scoffed, nervously.
“I don’t wanna hurt you”
“You can try.” He answered, and there was something almost provocative in his tone of voice.
Sofia spun her body and threw a quick punch. He dodged it.
Another one.
He blocked, chuckling softly.
“You’re holding back. C’mon!”
She sighed, and the next punch came with full force.
Bucky held her fist in the air - quick, precise - and suddenly, they were very close. Her arm was locked in, his body inches from hers.
For a second, nobody moved.
She could feel the heat coming from his skin, the metallic and familiar smell coming from his vibranium arm mixed with something woody and musky.
Bucky’s gaze drifted for a second to her lips - then came back to her eyes, as if he was fighting against his better judgment. She was looking at him, her gaze was the color of chestnuts, shiny and alive.
“You have strength” He murmured, without letting go of her hand “You just need to learn to trust it.”
Sofia tried to disguise her trembling voice.
“And you’re going to teach me?”
The corner of his mouth curved, subtly.
“If you want me to… every night.”
She laughed softly, the sound light, almost a relief. But her heart still pounded against her chest.
He finally let go of her hand, and the silence seemed way too dense.
“Tomorrow, after the team’s training” He said, taking a step back “We can really get started”
“It’s a date” She answered, trying to hide the smile that persisted in her face.
Bucky turned to leave, but before reaching the door, he glanced back over his shoulder.
“And, Sofia…”
She glanced back at him.
“Yeah?”
“You’re not weak. Not even a little bit.”
And he left, leaving her there - with her heart beating loudly, the echo of his voice still stuck inside her head and the weird feeling that a new chapter in her life was about to begin.
The gym went silent after he left.
Sofia stood still, her fists still clenched, her body tense, as if his touch still lingered there - hot, firm, and too real to be just another workout.
The sound of the air conditioner returned to fill the space, but it seemed muffled, distant.
She took a deep breath, trying to slow down her heart rate, but each beat reminded her of the deep tone of his voice.
“You’re not weak. Not even a little bit.”
The words echoed as if they had been carved somewhere inside of her brain - a memory that was impossible to erase.
Weak.
That was how she felt since the first day everything got out of control, since she lost trust in herself. But he saw… something else.
And that confused her more than she would like to admit.
Sofia walked over to the punching bag and rested her forehead against the cool leather, letting the air escape slowly.
She closed her eyes.
The vibration of her powers, always subtly present beneath her skin, seemed dormant- calm, for a moment. Perhaps because she was.
“Fear is good…” She whispered, repeating what he said “It means you still have something to lose…”
She swallowed hard.
There was so much to lose.
Her brother. Control. Herself.
And now, maybe someone else, who dared to cross the wall she swore to never let it fall.
She opened her eyes and looked down at her hands. Her knuckles still marked, her skin red and raw.
Her strength was there. She knew.
She just didn’t know how to trust her - or the person who made her want to try.
Sofia sighed, she looked back towards the door where Bucky had left and allowed herself to smile, almost imperceptible.
A mix of exhaustion and a bit of hope.
Then, she turned off the lights of the gym. The sound of her footsteps echoed through the corridors until it disappeared, leaving behind only the faint smell of metal and sweat - and the silent promise that, that night, something inside her had changed.
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