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bumabalik loob sa pag-sulat (?) 🌼 19|she/her

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I know along with you finding yourself 

is the consequence of me, being  left 

you will leave with together with your happiness

and I will only be left with memories 

[andatsea]

A flash of light: there and gone again.

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I love the way you touch me 

I feel safe, I feel loved. 

But you’re not mine.

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“I’m not ready”

this line...

It is just between these two things

it is either, they doesn’t love you enough 

or they are preparing their selves to be deserving for your love

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we we're born in darkness

and we will be buried in darkness.

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hayaan mong isulat ng tulang ginagawa mo

ang kaniyang sarili

kagaya no'ng hinyaan mo ang iyong sarili

na umibig

at

ibigin

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Random tot(s) ni layt dahil siya ay bored

at galit hehe

Hindi ko maintindihan talaga 'yong mga taong bulag—sa pag-ibig, sistema, sa kung ano ang tama— mukha kayong ewan sa totoo lang.

Isa pa, 'yong mga klase ng tao na ang lakas ng trip sa buhay, pero kapag gumanti ka sila pa galit? uhh?? aren't we supposed to laugh coz i thought it's funny to make someone the center of ridicule??? heh.

Teachers—though I am an education student naiinis ako sa teachers. Why do you have to make fun pf your students? gusto niyo i-build ang confidence nila pero kayo mismo ang lason. If i'm already in the field of teaching, I assure you I won't be like you.

'yon lang. hays.

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kung ikaw sinta ang makakasama ko hanggang sa dulo

hindi ako magda-dalawang isip na sumubok

kahit pa matagal, mahirap, at nakakapagod

tatahakin ko ang daan

lagi't lagi kung ito'y papunta sa'yo

'wag ka sana mainip,

dahil alam ko aabot ako

at siguradong magiging isa ulit tayo

[lightcmber]

you're not a stranger,

but you gave me a very strange feeling

a strange feeling— that I could feel my heart burst into too much joy

a strange feeling— that I could never forget

a strange feeling— that I want to feel forever

[lightcmber]

"secrets I have held in my heart are harder to hide than I thought"

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pagsulat,

mahirap kang mahalin,

at mahirap ka ring kalimutan at iwanan

ikaw lang ang naging takbuhan

at nakikitaan ng liwanag sa kadiliman

ang tanging tanong na umiikot sa aking isipan

ay kung kung kelan ako aakapin pabalik ng pagsulat

[lightcmber]

ayokong manatili ang pangako't pagmamahal ko sa isang papel na madaling mapunit

gusto kong itago ang pangako at tuparin ito ng hindi ipinipilit

gusto kong maramdaman mo ang pagmamahal ko na tila sayo'y inu-ukit

at gusto kong makita mo kung gaano ka namumukod tangi

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you made my life lively,

and let me feel as if I’m on cloud nine 

but life isn’t really all about rainbows and butterflies,

I didn’t see it coming

that the person who brought colors in my life 

is also the same exact person that put me into darkness again 

[ismine-allmine-allmine-deactiva]

'The Picture of Dorian Gray' by Oscar Wilde (published in 1890)

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nalulunod,

natatakot.

kinukubli't

tinatago

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why does writing a literary piece feels like you copied someone’s work even if you really did not?

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your scent,

lives in my mind

the smell of mint and cigarettes' feels nostalgic,

the warmth of your touch with the way you caress my face

is all I could think about